Chapter 4: Longed Kiss

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Mimi stood outside of Matt's apartment door for what had seemed like two hours now, but it of course was only two minutes. Knocking on someone's door had never been so hard to her before.

Her thought was the reason for her hesitant in knocking upon his door because questions popped in her mind like. 'He might have another girl? Maybe he was even married?' That wasn't likely, that would have been told over the television. She sighed, as she turned to leave; she'd come back another time when she had the nerves to speak to him.

" Mimi?" Matt was in shock as he looked at the young slender girl whom stood with her back to him. She seemed to have tensed when she heard him, had she wanted to come visit him? Why was she leaving?

" Matt…" she turned slowly, her brown orbs taking in his handsome features, the first time in a long time. He was still the drop dead gorgeous guy, in whom she left here, and he was still the silently looking one. " I thought you weren't there, so I was going to leave."

" Why did you think that, I'm here most of the time," he paused," there nothing left that has much excitement. So I'm either here, or at Sora's, or visiting Tai." He wish he would have taken back the 'Sora's Place' comment, when he saw hurt flash into her pupils. But at the same time he adored it. It let him know that she still cared for him within her heart, and that she still wanted him even if it was a little. " Come in?"

Mimi bite her bottom lip as she looked to him for a moment, and stood silent, than slowly she nodded. " O-okay." She padded lightly to where he stood, and than into his house it hadn't changed a bit, well what she was looking at.

" The place looks nice," she whispered, she felt a spark climb up her spine as Matt brushed ever so slightly against her bare flesh.

" Thanks, but it still the same Mimi; just without T.K. here," he added, " which makes the places become a little dirty at times."

" It's still nice," she said flatly, as she took in another glance at the place, spotting a few pieces of thrash here and there.

" Your still nice," he spoke, and he could see her cheeks flare a bright pink, which brought excitement to him. " Beautiful as ever as well," he interjected.

" Matt, don't," She rasped, and looked to him with stern eyes, " don't pretend, I can't take that it's worse than your rejection those years ago."

" Pretend? " He stood silent for a moment, " I'm not….no one has to," he spoke softly as he took a step closer to her. " I made a mistake those years ago."

Every step Matt took, Mimi took one back, she couldn't allow herself to fall head over heals again for him. She just couldn't, especially if it meant tearing her heart to shreds again, she continue the steps till she found her self pressed against the roughness of a wall. Her orbs caught in curiosity as Matt place a hand above each of her shoulders, trapping her against the wall.

" Matt-," her words were cut short as he pressed his lips against Mimi's, his tongue licked at her lips for entrance. She didn't seem to put up much a struggle, as she obligingly parted her lips, allowing her tongue to dance with his in a tango.

But somewhere within the pleasure, as she wrapped her hands around Matt's neck, Michael popped into mind and she pushed Matt back with all her strength. She quickly moved herself from the wall, her eyes full of rage. " How could?! You never even ask if I wanted you too, or if I had someone!"

" I loved you, Matt, keywords, Loved past tense, I have Michael now and I LOVE him, present tense!" She stop. " I thought I'd come over to try and talk thinks out and salvage what friendship we once had, but I guess there is none is there?"

Matt eyes widen in shock he himself had no control over what just happen, but he KNEW she kissed him back on her on free will! " You kissed back! No one forced you do that, Mimi; but you did. And I care about that, no matter how many guys you have I KNOW you love me!"

Tears welled at the corners of her eyes and she opened her mouth several times but only ended up closing it back. " How dare you tell me what I feel!" she lashed, and than quickly hurried out of his house before he could say another word. His lips still stain hers, and that was all she could feel.

Gingerly she pressed her fingers against them, his kiss felt so right, and yet so wrong, how suppose to love him? She had Michael. He was the one that did so much for her, that gave her so much!