Okay, I forgot to put this in:
Disclaimer; I DON'T OWN HP!!! They belong to Jo! I'm borrowing. :) fun.
Chapter 3
Dear Journal,
Oh SHIT!!! I just promised my step father's cousin that I would sing at her wedding! I was singing in my room, and Dan asked me to sing at the wedding. I talked to Marcy *his cousin* on the phone and she wanted me to sing 'it's you' by Michelle Branch!! I love that song, and it's so pretty! I sang it over the phone, and Marcy wouldn't take no for an answer. She said that it would mean a lot to her, and that her wedding wouldn't be the same with out my "beautiful voice" in it. I don't know what to do! I'm panicking! I hate singing in front of people! I've never done it before! What if I mess up!? The whole family will not only laugh at me, but they'll all hate me for ruining the ceremony! I can't cancel because that would upset Marcy! I've been practicing a lot, and it's a simple song, but I'm still nervous. Worst of all, if it is the Draco from my school, he'll never stop making fun of me! Even if I do fine, he'll still make fun of me! I guess all I can do, is do my best, and hope that I don't get my dress bloody if I decide to kill myself.
I got off my bed *it's where I almost always write* and walked around my room practing the song.
If tommorow never comes...I would want just one thing....
I stopped to check my stomach support, and carried on. I had practiced for an hour before my mom told me that it was time for dinner.
I went downstairs and sat at the table. Dinner did not make me feel better. The way Dan was talking, everyone in the family was coming. Everyone. Shit. Shit. shit. shit. shit.. What did I get myself into? Stupid dress! It made me so happy! It's like a damn drug. Fuckd up my basic common SENSE. I went up to my room after dinner and practiced a little more before bed. After all the wedding is in three days, and I just started practicing!
And it's you...the light changes when you're in the room....
When I woke up the next morning, no one was home. Dan was at the firm, and mom was at work too. Not that I was complaining! Whole house to myself! I haven't been home like this since 2nd year! I got up, took my shower, got dressed, did my make-up, and went downstairs. After a quick breakfast (containing no dairy) I went into the living room, and practiced. I turned the CD to number 13, and let the song play. Taking in the beauty of the lyrics, I pledged to make the song perfect at the wedding.
I would write it for the world to see....
Sorry this is sooooo short! I have the 4th chapter finished, I just need to fix it! :)
Disclaimer; I DON'T OWN HP!!! They belong to Jo! I'm borrowing. :) fun.
Chapter 3
Dear Journal,
Oh SHIT!!! I just promised my step father's cousin that I would sing at her wedding! I was singing in my room, and Dan asked me to sing at the wedding. I talked to Marcy *his cousin* on the phone and she wanted me to sing 'it's you' by Michelle Branch!! I love that song, and it's so pretty! I sang it over the phone, and Marcy wouldn't take no for an answer. She said that it would mean a lot to her, and that her wedding wouldn't be the same with out my "beautiful voice" in it. I don't know what to do! I'm panicking! I hate singing in front of people! I've never done it before! What if I mess up!? The whole family will not only laugh at me, but they'll all hate me for ruining the ceremony! I can't cancel because that would upset Marcy! I've been practicing a lot, and it's a simple song, but I'm still nervous. Worst of all, if it is the Draco from my school, he'll never stop making fun of me! Even if I do fine, he'll still make fun of me! I guess all I can do, is do my best, and hope that I don't get my dress bloody if I decide to kill myself.
I got off my bed *it's where I almost always write* and walked around my room practing the song.
If tommorow never comes...I would want just one thing....
I stopped to check my stomach support, and carried on. I had practiced for an hour before my mom told me that it was time for dinner.
I went downstairs and sat at the table. Dinner did not make me feel better. The way Dan was talking, everyone in the family was coming. Everyone. Shit. Shit. shit. shit. shit.. What did I get myself into? Stupid dress! It made me so happy! It's like a damn drug. Fuckd up my basic common SENSE. I went up to my room after dinner and practiced a little more before bed. After all the wedding is in three days, and I just started practicing!
And it's you...the light changes when you're in the room....
When I woke up the next morning, no one was home. Dan was at the firm, and mom was at work too. Not that I was complaining! Whole house to myself! I haven't been home like this since 2nd year! I got up, took my shower, got dressed, did my make-up, and went downstairs. After a quick breakfast (containing no dairy) I went into the living room, and practiced. I turned the CD to number 13, and let the song play. Taking in the beauty of the lyrics, I pledged to make the song perfect at the wedding.
I would write it for the world to see....
Sorry this is sooooo short! I have the 4th chapter finished, I just need to fix it! :)