Disclaimer's Note: My character Sailor Silver, and all the characters
involved in this story belongs to me. All the ideas are completely
original, and they came from my imagination. Of course there are some areas
where they are sort of similar to the Sailor Moon Anime series, but
otherwise they are mine. Anyone who steals any of these ideas, shouldn't be
using Fanfics, as it is not for you if you can't free your own soul, but
use someone else's.
Wednesday 19th November
4.45pm. Me and Gillian are waiting outside the school for our parents to come and pick us up after badminton, since it was dark already. We decided to part ways because it was so cold, and so I walked up the hill while she walked down, both of us hoping our dad will see us in their cars, instead of waiting around being cold. Of course I never really called for my dad. When I made sure Gillian couldn't see me, I ran for it, behind cars, and everything to get at least a bit ahead of her where Fuzzy was hiding, waiting for me.
"Season Moon Power! Make-Up!" I threw the ring in the air, which came down creating a bubble where I transformed in. The ring came round my waist, where the four jewels split up and orbited round my body, pulling bright blue ribbons producing my suit. The remaining three jewels wrapped round my legs, producing knee high, crinkly silver boots. Each of the last two jewels pulled white ribbons with them round each of my arms, making my white elbow-length gloves. I crossed my gloved arms in front of my face as the final jewel wrapped round me as it spiralled up to the top, bursting into bright light, producing my skirt, black choker, and silver moon earrings. My long see-through ribbon at the back finished tying up, and I was Super Sailor Silver.
I crawled over next to Fuzzy watching our target.
"You know what to do, yeah?" he asked to make sure. "Yes. I think she has a high chance of possessing a silver crown, due to her intelligence, I certainly think so. If not, she sure has a good heart though." I replied.
Gillian was heading up, in her t-shirt and shorts in this freezing weather, she looked cold. She walked, stiffly, battling against the cold gale with her hair whipping, annoyingly in her face. I hid behind a tree and stood in the tree's shadow. I nodded at Fuzzy to give a signal I was ready.
I stuck my hand in the air where the silver rod spun, and the dome spiralled round me. "Silver" pulled the rod in front of my face where little wings shot out, "Millennium" I said as I pulled the rod in a circle making it grow longer. "Silver leaf incantation!" Fuzzy said as he threw the leaf which joined on top of the spiralling dome. "Dome" I said bringing the rod to my lower back where the dome with the leaf on top clicked into place. "Collect!"
As the dome went straight through her, the rod vanished, and I ran up to be disappointed.
"S***!" I swore. "Fuzzy we're never going to find the star seed at this rate. This is the last friend I know who might possess it. The other I will really need to guess. I'm so fed up with this. Serenity would help me, unlike you! Please do some proper research next time."
I untransformed and walked away from Fuzzy leaving him there standing with Gillian on the ground. I knew I was being unreasonable, but I wish he could feel guilty for once and not me. All the time, just me, me, me. I have to tear my friends' star seeds out and I don't want to hurt anyone. He doesn't understand because he just doesn't.
"Yeah well I hope you do see Serenity, of course she'd help, I'm a useless bear of course. Serenity can take my place then." Fuzzy shouted back, angrily.
:::::Later that night:::::
I wish I didn't leave Fuzzy on his own in the dark. He's still not back and it's heading up to ten o'clock. Normally by this time he is always home, so he can intercom with the Moon Kingdom's people or something. I'm quite worried now. I hope nothing has happened to him. If he isn't back till midnight then I'm gonna have to do something.
Saturday 22nd November
I got up at 7am today. I was too worried about Fuzzy. I checked his sleeping place, but he's not there. I don't think he's been home at all. I mean I just said a little thing, a little annoyed but I still wasn't that angry at him. Maybe he's got something important to do. Oh well I need to go through today without him.
Well I didn't know what to do for the rest of today. I figured out that none of my friends actually had silver crowns to give. Well I decided so anyway, but I really shouldn't make others suffer for the sake of my friends. It's hard. It's hard to enjoy being with friends, and also look out for shadows, or people who may possess the crown.
I lied to my mother that I would be out with friends for the rest of today, and won't be back till late. Of course I wasn't. I wanted to get the crown seeds so bad. I planned to go and search for one no matter what. Left my house at half six at night, and transformed in the dark alley. It felt right. It felt right to be Sailor Silver. Not long ago, I hated it. Now it feels right, and I can feel it inside me.
I set off. To where I don't know. I had a feeling I would be guided to find a crown. I was determined to do anything to find a crown, tonight. I walked along alleyways and through busy streets, through dark paths and through brightly lit paths, through the centre of town and through empty streets. I never found someone who I felt could possibly possess the silver crown.
I was alone, in the dark without Fuzzy. I did look for him as well as the silver crown. Where is he? It was very cold, in the November air. I sat down on the damp grass, just thinking, about me and what has happened this year. The first time I met Fuzzy, and how I never believed him that this was real, and he was talking a load of bull.
The time when I transformed, defeated the first monster. Those were the times. Me and my clumsiness, saying all the words wrong, not summoning my wands properly. The day when I faced Genetia, aiming to rule me out in order to take my space in the Moon Kingdom. I still needed guidance then. I wasn't strong enough to face her on my own. I needed Fuzzy. I am weak. I am nothing without him.
But I still had a lot to learn. I am a single soldier, fighting by myself. I am not powerful or experienced enough yet. Even though I have many attacks, the many beautiful and powerful rods, I do not know the powers of friendship and team work. I work alone and yet to learn to work together with others I love. I do feel lonely and I do wish I had another companion with me. Fuzzy, yes but he is no soldier. I am a long way to becoming Princess. I have no right to deserve the spot at this moment in time. I still have a lot to learn.
I looked down onto my suit, and clutched the compact and pulled it out. I don't know why I did it I just did. Surprisingly I didn't untransformed into my normal clothes, instead a huge band of silver ribbons shot out the compact covering me where my suit disappeared. I sat there looking at the silver ribbons loosely wrapped round my whole self. The compact opened up, and a sudden rush of silver glitter flushed through me.
I think I fainted or something. I kept my eyes shut, and the time seemed to have flown by and it must've been a few hours since I was on the damp grass. I tried to open my eyes but the white light was so bright I couldn't, and shut them again. I was lying down, or floating in mid-air. I blindly, reached to my chest to find my compact. It wasn't there. I slowly opened my eyes and slowly got used to the light and looked down to where I was wearing a familiar dress. A dress which I wore a long time ago - I was in my Princess Silver form. I sat up, or raised myself up from what seemed like nothing. I was floating in a pink and white space. For miles I could see nothing but white and pink bubbles.
I floated about with the long silver dress trailing behind me. That's when I saw a glimpse of what could be my compact. I floated easily down to it, and picked it up. This wasn't my compact. The one in my hand was white, with designs and white wings. I felt someone standing before me. I looked up with the compact in my hand. I recognized the silver odango hair style, and lovely dress suited only for the Moon Queen.
I gasped "Serenity!" She nodded and looked at me. I held out my hand where the compact was. It belonged to her. She took it gently from my hand. I watched her in silence, not knowing quite what to do.
"Em." I said breaking the silence.
Neo Queen Serenity, put her long, well manicured finger to her lips, to symbol me to be quiet. I felt so small, and insignificant when I'm in front of her. This is our only second meeting, and I shouldn't feel insignificant because she wants everyone to be equal and I certainly shouldn't feel this way. I straightened up my back to make me feel tall.
She opened the compact, and a small silver crown hovered out of it to our eye level. Neo Queen Serenity looked into my eyes and whispered sweetly.
"This is for you. You may not remember, but you gave this to my mother a long time ago."
I held out my hand, and the silver crown floated over into my hand. I looked up again, the Queen had vanished and I noticed I was back to my soldier outfit, standing on the damp grass. I thought that was a dream, and I looked at my palm where the silver crown was there, proving what just happened definitely wasn't a dream.
I returned home, where Fuzzy wasn't. I added the silver crown to my little silver box, where it joined the other three crowns. I shut the box, and held it close me, my eyes were suddenly filled with tears, as I looked out of the window, looked at the moon.
"Fuzzy where are you? I miss you already. Please be safe. Please. Promise me." I said to myself as tears ran down my face. Although there was no answer. "Fuzzy, I know you are mad at me, but I was too. Please come back, I've seen Serenity, I want to tell you what happened!" I angrily whispered to myself, and punching the ground as I said the last words through my gritted teeth.
I dropped the box as I did so, the box fell open and the crowns started floating away from me. "Come back!" I yelled chasing after them. I broke down in tears as the silver crowns flew out the window into the cold November night.
Sunday 23rd November
I awoke in the early morning, on the cold floor with the silver box next to me. I opened the lid hoping last night was all a dream. Luckily it was, the four crowns were nested safely inside. I shut the lid, when it hit me that if last night was a dream I should really have three crowns. I slowly got up off the ground, and leant my back against the wall of my room. I noticed a long silver tube about thirty centimeters lying not far from the silver box, with four little half a centimeter pipes coming out of it at the side each different colored - green, yellow, red and blue. The color order was very similar to me of course, the four season colors.
I picked it up, and it glowed. That's when I clicked. Fuzzy had been here last night. He collected the escaping crowns and put them back into my box, and also gave me the tool. I was glad to know Fuzzy was alright. I held the pipe close to me and drifted back to sleep.
:::::Later in the afternoon:::::
I woke up in the late afternoon; the sky was getting dark already. I noticed I was still holding the pipe. I got up off the ground slowly. I looked round the room, and saw a note on my desk:
Bina, I think you are quite fed up of me sometimes, but I am new myself. I have never been on this planet and I've had to adapt myself to fit in. I am like you, I've never worked in a team with someone else before, so it's hard for me as well. This wand that you've probably noticed is for you to summon the four soldiers to help you get through this. I won't be with you for a while. I got the feeling you didn't need me so I got you the wand instead. Bye.
Fuzzy
I scrunched up the piece of paper in my hand with anger. He didn't want to see me ever again, and I never said anything that harsh. So our friendship ends here does it? It seems so. He goes away over a little argument. Some friend he is. I'm sure these other soldiers will be just as good as him. But he abandoned our friendship.
Wednesday 19th November
4.45pm. Me and Gillian are waiting outside the school for our parents to come and pick us up after badminton, since it was dark already. We decided to part ways because it was so cold, and so I walked up the hill while she walked down, both of us hoping our dad will see us in their cars, instead of waiting around being cold. Of course I never really called for my dad. When I made sure Gillian couldn't see me, I ran for it, behind cars, and everything to get at least a bit ahead of her where Fuzzy was hiding, waiting for me.
"Season Moon Power! Make-Up!" I threw the ring in the air, which came down creating a bubble where I transformed in. The ring came round my waist, where the four jewels split up and orbited round my body, pulling bright blue ribbons producing my suit. The remaining three jewels wrapped round my legs, producing knee high, crinkly silver boots. Each of the last two jewels pulled white ribbons with them round each of my arms, making my white elbow-length gloves. I crossed my gloved arms in front of my face as the final jewel wrapped round me as it spiralled up to the top, bursting into bright light, producing my skirt, black choker, and silver moon earrings. My long see-through ribbon at the back finished tying up, and I was Super Sailor Silver.
I crawled over next to Fuzzy watching our target.
"You know what to do, yeah?" he asked to make sure. "Yes. I think she has a high chance of possessing a silver crown, due to her intelligence, I certainly think so. If not, she sure has a good heart though." I replied.
Gillian was heading up, in her t-shirt and shorts in this freezing weather, she looked cold. She walked, stiffly, battling against the cold gale with her hair whipping, annoyingly in her face. I hid behind a tree and stood in the tree's shadow. I nodded at Fuzzy to give a signal I was ready.
I stuck my hand in the air where the silver rod spun, and the dome spiralled round me. "Silver" pulled the rod in front of my face where little wings shot out, "Millennium" I said as I pulled the rod in a circle making it grow longer. "Silver leaf incantation!" Fuzzy said as he threw the leaf which joined on top of the spiralling dome. "Dome" I said bringing the rod to my lower back where the dome with the leaf on top clicked into place. "Collect!"
As the dome went straight through her, the rod vanished, and I ran up to be disappointed.
"S***!" I swore. "Fuzzy we're never going to find the star seed at this rate. This is the last friend I know who might possess it. The other I will really need to guess. I'm so fed up with this. Serenity would help me, unlike you! Please do some proper research next time."
I untransformed and walked away from Fuzzy leaving him there standing with Gillian on the ground. I knew I was being unreasonable, but I wish he could feel guilty for once and not me. All the time, just me, me, me. I have to tear my friends' star seeds out and I don't want to hurt anyone. He doesn't understand because he just doesn't.
"Yeah well I hope you do see Serenity, of course she'd help, I'm a useless bear of course. Serenity can take my place then." Fuzzy shouted back, angrily.
:::::Later that night:::::
I wish I didn't leave Fuzzy on his own in the dark. He's still not back and it's heading up to ten o'clock. Normally by this time he is always home, so he can intercom with the Moon Kingdom's people or something. I'm quite worried now. I hope nothing has happened to him. If he isn't back till midnight then I'm gonna have to do something.
Saturday 22nd November
I got up at 7am today. I was too worried about Fuzzy. I checked his sleeping place, but he's not there. I don't think he's been home at all. I mean I just said a little thing, a little annoyed but I still wasn't that angry at him. Maybe he's got something important to do. Oh well I need to go through today without him.
Well I didn't know what to do for the rest of today. I figured out that none of my friends actually had silver crowns to give. Well I decided so anyway, but I really shouldn't make others suffer for the sake of my friends. It's hard. It's hard to enjoy being with friends, and also look out for shadows, or people who may possess the crown.
I lied to my mother that I would be out with friends for the rest of today, and won't be back till late. Of course I wasn't. I wanted to get the crown seeds so bad. I planned to go and search for one no matter what. Left my house at half six at night, and transformed in the dark alley. It felt right. It felt right to be Sailor Silver. Not long ago, I hated it. Now it feels right, and I can feel it inside me.
I set off. To where I don't know. I had a feeling I would be guided to find a crown. I was determined to do anything to find a crown, tonight. I walked along alleyways and through busy streets, through dark paths and through brightly lit paths, through the centre of town and through empty streets. I never found someone who I felt could possibly possess the silver crown.
I was alone, in the dark without Fuzzy. I did look for him as well as the silver crown. Where is he? It was very cold, in the November air. I sat down on the damp grass, just thinking, about me and what has happened this year. The first time I met Fuzzy, and how I never believed him that this was real, and he was talking a load of bull.
The time when I transformed, defeated the first monster. Those were the times. Me and my clumsiness, saying all the words wrong, not summoning my wands properly. The day when I faced Genetia, aiming to rule me out in order to take my space in the Moon Kingdom. I still needed guidance then. I wasn't strong enough to face her on my own. I needed Fuzzy. I am weak. I am nothing without him.
But I still had a lot to learn. I am a single soldier, fighting by myself. I am not powerful or experienced enough yet. Even though I have many attacks, the many beautiful and powerful rods, I do not know the powers of friendship and team work. I work alone and yet to learn to work together with others I love. I do feel lonely and I do wish I had another companion with me. Fuzzy, yes but he is no soldier. I am a long way to becoming Princess. I have no right to deserve the spot at this moment in time. I still have a lot to learn.
I looked down onto my suit, and clutched the compact and pulled it out. I don't know why I did it I just did. Surprisingly I didn't untransformed into my normal clothes, instead a huge band of silver ribbons shot out the compact covering me where my suit disappeared. I sat there looking at the silver ribbons loosely wrapped round my whole self. The compact opened up, and a sudden rush of silver glitter flushed through me.
I think I fainted or something. I kept my eyes shut, and the time seemed to have flown by and it must've been a few hours since I was on the damp grass. I tried to open my eyes but the white light was so bright I couldn't, and shut them again. I was lying down, or floating in mid-air. I blindly, reached to my chest to find my compact. It wasn't there. I slowly opened my eyes and slowly got used to the light and looked down to where I was wearing a familiar dress. A dress which I wore a long time ago - I was in my Princess Silver form. I sat up, or raised myself up from what seemed like nothing. I was floating in a pink and white space. For miles I could see nothing but white and pink bubbles.
I floated about with the long silver dress trailing behind me. That's when I saw a glimpse of what could be my compact. I floated easily down to it, and picked it up. This wasn't my compact. The one in my hand was white, with designs and white wings. I felt someone standing before me. I looked up with the compact in my hand. I recognized the silver odango hair style, and lovely dress suited only for the Moon Queen.
I gasped "Serenity!" She nodded and looked at me. I held out my hand where the compact was. It belonged to her. She took it gently from my hand. I watched her in silence, not knowing quite what to do.
"Em." I said breaking the silence.
Neo Queen Serenity, put her long, well manicured finger to her lips, to symbol me to be quiet. I felt so small, and insignificant when I'm in front of her. This is our only second meeting, and I shouldn't feel insignificant because she wants everyone to be equal and I certainly shouldn't feel this way. I straightened up my back to make me feel tall.
She opened the compact, and a small silver crown hovered out of it to our eye level. Neo Queen Serenity looked into my eyes and whispered sweetly.
"This is for you. You may not remember, but you gave this to my mother a long time ago."
I held out my hand, and the silver crown floated over into my hand. I looked up again, the Queen had vanished and I noticed I was back to my soldier outfit, standing on the damp grass. I thought that was a dream, and I looked at my palm where the silver crown was there, proving what just happened definitely wasn't a dream.
I returned home, where Fuzzy wasn't. I added the silver crown to my little silver box, where it joined the other three crowns. I shut the box, and held it close me, my eyes were suddenly filled with tears, as I looked out of the window, looked at the moon.
"Fuzzy where are you? I miss you already. Please be safe. Please. Promise me." I said to myself as tears ran down my face. Although there was no answer. "Fuzzy, I know you are mad at me, but I was too. Please come back, I've seen Serenity, I want to tell you what happened!" I angrily whispered to myself, and punching the ground as I said the last words through my gritted teeth.
I dropped the box as I did so, the box fell open and the crowns started floating away from me. "Come back!" I yelled chasing after them. I broke down in tears as the silver crowns flew out the window into the cold November night.
Sunday 23rd November
I awoke in the early morning, on the cold floor with the silver box next to me. I opened the lid hoping last night was all a dream. Luckily it was, the four crowns were nested safely inside. I shut the lid, when it hit me that if last night was a dream I should really have three crowns. I slowly got up off the ground, and leant my back against the wall of my room. I noticed a long silver tube about thirty centimeters lying not far from the silver box, with four little half a centimeter pipes coming out of it at the side each different colored - green, yellow, red and blue. The color order was very similar to me of course, the four season colors.
I picked it up, and it glowed. That's when I clicked. Fuzzy had been here last night. He collected the escaping crowns and put them back into my box, and also gave me the tool. I was glad to know Fuzzy was alright. I held the pipe close to me and drifted back to sleep.
:::::Later in the afternoon:::::
I woke up in the late afternoon; the sky was getting dark already. I noticed I was still holding the pipe. I got up off the ground slowly. I looked round the room, and saw a note on my desk:
Bina, I think you are quite fed up of me sometimes, but I am new myself. I have never been on this planet and I've had to adapt myself to fit in. I am like you, I've never worked in a team with someone else before, so it's hard for me as well. This wand that you've probably noticed is for you to summon the four soldiers to help you get through this. I won't be with you for a while. I got the feeling you didn't need me so I got you the wand instead. Bye.
Fuzzy
I scrunched up the piece of paper in my hand with anger. He didn't want to see me ever again, and I never said anything that harsh. So our friendship ends here does it? It seems so. He goes away over a little argument. Some friend he is. I'm sure these other soldiers will be just as good as him. But he abandoned our friendship.