Harry glumly sat in the dormitory. Everyone was at dinner, preparing for
the weekend while Harry stayed in bed. He stayed behind because he began to
feel fluish, considering Neville and Seamus just contracted the virus, and
didn't dare want to spend the weekend in the hospital wing.
"Bloody winter," he whispered looking out the window. Snow began to fall even heavier, covering the grounds at a rapid pace. It was a Friday night and Harry didn't to seem to have much of a weekend left being in bed an all. He got up and opened his trunk, looking for some sweets but found his moms diary sitting on top of the clothes he wore to Hogwarts in the beginning of the year. Harry picked up the diary and held it in his hands. Well, Ron and Hermione were at dinner and he was kind of wondering what happened next. He climbed back into bed and opened the book to where he left off.
"Dear diary, school will be ending soon. Yes, only three more months. OH, have I done something terrible. After our Hogesmade trip, James and I starting out kissing then ended up having sex. I have missed my period and Petunia (despite her hating me, she IS my sister) sent me a home pregnancy test . . .and I took it this morning. Oh, I'm pregnant! With James Potters baby! I've been crying all day, thank god we have no classes today. I have no one to tell, no one to turn to. I'll have to go up to James and tell him everything! He is going to pay for ruining my life. Amber Jade just told me James is looking for me, I better go see him. Mother-to-be (oh, it sounds horrid!) Lily." Lily snapped her diary shut and took a deep breath. She gathered up he cloak at the bottom and flew down the dormitory stairs. James was facing the stairs and smiled when he saw her. He ran over to her and embraced her.
"I haven't seen you in days, I'm starting to get worried," he said hugging her. Lily grunted and hit him, making him jump away from her.
"Don't you dare touch me again James Potter," Lily said pointing her finger. She felt like she was going to cry again. James reached his arms out, trying to touch her face but he kept a distance.
"What's the matter?" he asked, lowering his voice, leading her to the couch. He gently had her sit down and sat down too, not too close to her. Lily looked up at him and burst back into tears. James looked around the common room for some help, but no one was around. When Lily calmed down and caught her breath, she wiper her eyes and look up at him with an angered expression.
"You! It's all your fault!" Lily screamed throwing a punch at him. He leapt over the couch, taking a defense stance.
"Now, Lily, please. Lets not be harsh. What exactly is my fault? Because I'm positive I haven't done anything to ruin your life, now have I?" he said, with a laugh. Lily climbed over the couch and faced James.
"And I'm positive you have!" she snapped. James face dropped and he put his arms down.
"Really Lil, what have I done?" Lily sighed and sat down in a big chair.
"I'm pregnant." James began to laugh and Lily shot a look at him. Right away, he stopped and walked over to her.
"What do you mean?" he said. Lily snarled at him and jumped up.
"I MEAN IM CARRYING YOUR CHILD JAMES POTTER! YOUR SPERM PLANTED ITSELF IN AN EGG. I. AM. PREGNANT!" Lily screamed. James looked around the room and smirked.
"I'm going to be a father!" he said with a smile. Lily grunted.
"Yes, lets celebrate. Okay James, your life isn't ruined . . .its mine that is! I can't believe you. Dancing around, HAPPY you're going to be a father. Well, actually you aren't. I'm going to keep you away from this baby," Lily said, moving away from James, holding her stomach. James plopped himself down on the couch.
"Then who is going to support you and the baby? You think you can do it all yourself, don't you?" Lily shrugged, sitting next to James.
"I guess I can't really support a baby myself, cant I?" James kissed her lightly on the forehead.
"No, you can't, so I'm going to help you. Will you marry me Lily Evans?" James said, sliding off the couch, going on one knee. Lily looked around the room, and against her wishes, nodded.
"Alright, but don't tell anyone, we'll get married when school is over. I can't believe this," Lily said scratching her head. James smiled and walked away. Lily rushed back up the stairs. Only Amber Jade sat in the common room as Lily whipped out her diary.
"I am going to be Mrs. James Potter in less then four months. I told him about the baby, the stupid git is actually EXCITED about it. Now, he isn't the one who will have to carry it around for nine months, is he? I hate James Potter, I hate being at Hogwarts, I hate my life and I most certainly hate this baby. I shouldn't have told James, I should have just given birth at home and thrown the baby away. Too late now. I'm so torn up on the inside . . .I had so much to live for. I must be getting to bed now, I'm sleeping for two. Oh, how much do I want to just shove a coat hanger up me and drag the tiny fetus out. Now I'm talking crazy. Sincerely, soon to be Mrs. James Potter (Kill me god)" Harry dropped the diary. He was a mistake. Nothing but an itty-bitty mistake. His mother never really wanted him. Ron burst into the common room humming.
"Oi mate, feeling any better?" Ron said dropping some rolls onto Harry's bed. Harry stared at the book, white as a ghost. Ron gasped and flopped down next to Harry. "You read it? What happens next?" Ron said going for the diary. Out of nowhere, Harry's hand flew down and snatched the book up.
"Nothing. Nothing happens," Harry said drawing the diary close up to his chest. Ron shook his head and went for it again.
"No. Something happened. It's okay, I'm your best friend." Harry slapped Ron's hand and looked up at him.
"You really want to know what happens?" Harry asked. Ron looked away, and then nodded his head. Harry chucked the diary at him.
"HERE THEN! Okay, I'll give you a brief overview. I, Harry Potter, was a MISTAKE! My parents didn't marry out of love, they married because they were stupid and my mom got pregnant. She didn't even want me, she wanted to give birth to me and just throw me out. Oh, and I ruined her life and so did my dad. He wanted me but my mom didn't. Are you happy now Ron? Are you happy that you know I'm not even supposed to be here?" Harry screamed jumping out of the bed. He walked over to the window and touched the glass. "I was a mistake," he said again. He heard a gasp behind him.
"Oh Harry, I'm so sorry. Ron! Didn't I tell you to leave things be?" It was Hermione. Now she knew everything. Harry turned around, a little calmer.
"Look, just you two leave. This is way to much of a shock," Harry said trying to usher them out. As Harry got closer to the door, he could see Hermione was not alone. Dean, Neville and Seamus stood behind her, looking like they were trying to sneak away. Harry turned red and slammed the door. It was going to be a long winter break.
"Bloody winter," he whispered looking out the window. Snow began to fall even heavier, covering the grounds at a rapid pace. It was a Friday night and Harry didn't to seem to have much of a weekend left being in bed an all. He got up and opened his trunk, looking for some sweets but found his moms diary sitting on top of the clothes he wore to Hogwarts in the beginning of the year. Harry picked up the diary and held it in his hands. Well, Ron and Hermione were at dinner and he was kind of wondering what happened next. He climbed back into bed and opened the book to where he left off.
"Dear diary, school will be ending soon. Yes, only three more months. OH, have I done something terrible. After our Hogesmade trip, James and I starting out kissing then ended up having sex. I have missed my period and Petunia (despite her hating me, she IS my sister) sent me a home pregnancy test . . .and I took it this morning. Oh, I'm pregnant! With James Potters baby! I've been crying all day, thank god we have no classes today. I have no one to tell, no one to turn to. I'll have to go up to James and tell him everything! He is going to pay for ruining my life. Amber Jade just told me James is looking for me, I better go see him. Mother-to-be (oh, it sounds horrid!) Lily." Lily snapped her diary shut and took a deep breath. She gathered up he cloak at the bottom and flew down the dormitory stairs. James was facing the stairs and smiled when he saw her. He ran over to her and embraced her.
"I haven't seen you in days, I'm starting to get worried," he said hugging her. Lily grunted and hit him, making him jump away from her.
"Don't you dare touch me again James Potter," Lily said pointing her finger. She felt like she was going to cry again. James reached his arms out, trying to touch her face but he kept a distance.
"What's the matter?" he asked, lowering his voice, leading her to the couch. He gently had her sit down and sat down too, not too close to her. Lily looked up at him and burst back into tears. James looked around the common room for some help, but no one was around. When Lily calmed down and caught her breath, she wiper her eyes and look up at him with an angered expression.
"You! It's all your fault!" Lily screamed throwing a punch at him. He leapt over the couch, taking a defense stance.
"Now, Lily, please. Lets not be harsh. What exactly is my fault? Because I'm positive I haven't done anything to ruin your life, now have I?" he said, with a laugh. Lily climbed over the couch and faced James.
"And I'm positive you have!" she snapped. James face dropped and he put his arms down.
"Really Lil, what have I done?" Lily sighed and sat down in a big chair.
"I'm pregnant." James began to laugh and Lily shot a look at him. Right away, he stopped and walked over to her.
"What do you mean?" he said. Lily snarled at him and jumped up.
"I MEAN IM CARRYING YOUR CHILD JAMES POTTER! YOUR SPERM PLANTED ITSELF IN AN EGG. I. AM. PREGNANT!" Lily screamed. James looked around the room and smirked.
"I'm going to be a father!" he said with a smile. Lily grunted.
"Yes, lets celebrate. Okay James, your life isn't ruined . . .its mine that is! I can't believe you. Dancing around, HAPPY you're going to be a father. Well, actually you aren't. I'm going to keep you away from this baby," Lily said, moving away from James, holding her stomach. James plopped himself down on the couch.
"Then who is going to support you and the baby? You think you can do it all yourself, don't you?" Lily shrugged, sitting next to James.
"I guess I can't really support a baby myself, cant I?" James kissed her lightly on the forehead.
"No, you can't, so I'm going to help you. Will you marry me Lily Evans?" James said, sliding off the couch, going on one knee. Lily looked around the room, and against her wishes, nodded.
"Alright, but don't tell anyone, we'll get married when school is over. I can't believe this," Lily said scratching her head. James smiled and walked away. Lily rushed back up the stairs. Only Amber Jade sat in the common room as Lily whipped out her diary.
"I am going to be Mrs. James Potter in less then four months. I told him about the baby, the stupid git is actually EXCITED about it. Now, he isn't the one who will have to carry it around for nine months, is he? I hate James Potter, I hate being at Hogwarts, I hate my life and I most certainly hate this baby. I shouldn't have told James, I should have just given birth at home and thrown the baby away. Too late now. I'm so torn up on the inside . . .I had so much to live for. I must be getting to bed now, I'm sleeping for two. Oh, how much do I want to just shove a coat hanger up me and drag the tiny fetus out. Now I'm talking crazy. Sincerely, soon to be Mrs. James Potter (Kill me god)" Harry dropped the diary. He was a mistake. Nothing but an itty-bitty mistake. His mother never really wanted him. Ron burst into the common room humming.
"Oi mate, feeling any better?" Ron said dropping some rolls onto Harry's bed. Harry stared at the book, white as a ghost. Ron gasped and flopped down next to Harry. "You read it? What happens next?" Ron said going for the diary. Out of nowhere, Harry's hand flew down and snatched the book up.
"Nothing. Nothing happens," Harry said drawing the diary close up to his chest. Ron shook his head and went for it again.
"No. Something happened. It's okay, I'm your best friend." Harry slapped Ron's hand and looked up at him.
"You really want to know what happens?" Harry asked. Ron looked away, and then nodded his head. Harry chucked the diary at him.
"HERE THEN! Okay, I'll give you a brief overview. I, Harry Potter, was a MISTAKE! My parents didn't marry out of love, they married because they were stupid and my mom got pregnant. She didn't even want me, she wanted to give birth to me and just throw me out. Oh, and I ruined her life and so did my dad. He wanted me but my mom didn't. Are you happy now Ron? Are you happy that you know I'm not even supposed to be here?" Harry screamed jumping out of the bed. He walked over to the window and touched the glass. "I was a mistake," he said again. He heard a gasp behind him.
"Oh Harry, I'm so sorry. Ron! Didn't I tell you to leave things be?" It was Hermione. Now she knew everything. Harry turned around, a little calmer.
"Look, just you two leave. This is way to much of a shock," Harry said trying to usher them out. As Harry got closer to the door, he could see Hermione was not alone. Dean, Neville and Seamus stood behind her, looking like they were trying to sneak away. Harry turned red and slammed the door. It was going to be a long winter break.