Michael

She wanted, there was this desperation she didn't realize. It's freeing to no longer suppress your desires. She looked at him and wanted, she wanted now to have not only her daughter but also her daughter's father. Natasha had come to realize that she could have what she wanted by just will. She had the will to destroy Ned, Jax, Nikolas, Sonny and Edward. Why not Carly? Was it because he could never love her that way.



Why would she want that? That kind of love was struggle but it was after all stronger. Oh God! Natasha wanted, Sonny was sweet fruit on her agenda even if she just fucked him. No, that's not what happened when they made Kristina that was making love. Full of passion and lust, she showed him she could be sexy. Do things that would make even him scream, Victor had taught her allot she wanted to use them on him.



Michael Sonny Corinthos was in her veins so deep that she never really be able to get rid of him unless she posses and discarded him like he did her or just hurt him out and out. The feeling of causing Sonny pain ached almost as much as the need to take him. Sonny saw the look in her eyes and something stirred.



This woman made him think of things that would be to graphic for words. Natasha knew the look he was giving into her, she wouldn't fight this game no there was only one-way to go with this. Give the great and powerful what he wanted, it would only backfire on him in the end. Just a taste and he would be hooked that's the point to dangerous things it can be addicting. That's how she explained her need and want of Sonny.



Time passes....



She didn't remember it being like this. Not so good not so sweet, not so deep, it didn't take much to get him into her bed. It didn't take much to get them all in there places, they where all weak little men.



-Oh god Michael!-



He groaned nobody called him that but her. How did this happen? How did he end up like this in the throws of passion in secret place with a woman that wasn't Carly not even the thought of Brenda's love again could pull him away. Yet there was something about Natasha that made him hungry. In a way he'd never been before. It'd been months, she worked for him, she talked to him, they laughed and joked with each other. She stood up to Carly's accusations about wanting Sonny for herself. If his wife only knew, they'd cross that line a long time ago.



He looked down on her naked form, and licked his lips, diving in for deep kiss. He knew things, she sighed and shivered when he kissed her. She moaned when his tongue invaded her mouth, she frowned when he entered her and then pouted her lips, she hissed when about to cum. Not even with Carly did he know how to play a women's body so well. She was responsive and graphic and appealed to his baser needs. She was nasty and sweet all at once she was every thing to everyone.



-Sssssh Michael.-



Then he smiled and groaned they came together. Sonny rolled off her and collapsed. She never hesitated, she just go out of the bed, never saying anything about their relationship or rather their sexual relationship. She didn't get emotional at all, his cruel words began to ring in his ears.



-Don't get attached.-



She kept it that way. BUT women get attached, he waited for her to tell him that she cared for him. That she knew she shouldn't but god help her she did. He waited for the tears and the begging to even consider that she was more to him. That never came, Sonny didn't know if he was insulted or it was just his ego. She didn't want him for more then just sex, he listened to the shower and got out of bed.



She didn't get attached or she hid it well. Women crack, they want something but she WAS seeing Ned who didn't care for her at all but to posses her, she got grief from Jax daily about her work with Jason and himself. All around her where people content to use her but give her nothing. He knew, she knew that and he could only imagine how lonely she felt. She came out of the bathroom looking a little surprised to see him there.



-We need to talk.-

-Sure.-

-About this, us.-

-Yeah.-

-I'm sorry I've had meaningless affairs before women looking for some to take care of them but...-

-What you said don't get attached I didn't what am I doing wrong now?-

-You don't have to make yourself into anything for me.-

-Course not, I'm already what you want.-



Sonny looked at her.



-A warm body to fuck.-

-I wouldn't put it that way.-

-Come on Sonny how many of the women you love would fuck you in the bathroom with your wife in the other room?-



Sonny mind went back to that night. That was there first night together.



-Tasha!-

-Don't call me that like it means something Sonny.-

-Why not you call me Michael.-

-You like it.-



He blinks.



-You're talking dirty to me when you call me by my name?-

-Everyone else calls you Sonny. You liked that I called you Michael doesn't mean anything after we cum.-



[tbc]

AN: Goddess! The Author