Here is the next chapter of my fic! Next Fic in my series SLF! I hope people truly see the true meaning of life and that suicide and cutting is not the way. Cutting only takes way the pain for a few moments but it never lasts long. Suicide relieves you but hurts everyone you left behind. Do you really want to see the people who love you in pain? Please R+R!

Save Me

By MoshiMoshiQueen

~Thoughts~

"Talking"

(Me Talking)

^Dream^

Normal POV

"Who are you?"

"Me? My name is Li Syaoran."

"Li Syaoran?" she said taking a sip of the hot soup. "Why did you save me?" she asked in a small voice.

He smiled, "Do you really want to talk about it?"

She looked up at him, "No."

"Then I guess we can talk some other time. Do you want some tea?"

"You're not going to make me talk?" she asked surprised.

"I'm not going to make you do any thing you don't want to."

"Are you a psychologist or something?" asked Sakura looked at him.

"No I'm only sixteen. I go to your high school."

"Really? I have never seen you before."

"Hai, you have and I have seen you."

Sakura grabbed the teacup from him and took a small sip, "They can't make me stop. They can't make me talk either. I won't stop it is my friend it helps me."

Syaoran looked towards his bathroom, "Do you really think an object can be your friend?"

"Yes, it is always they're never telling me what to do. Always listening without judging or interrupting."

"Hmm. Do you think a piece of metal really helps you?"

"Of course it does, it makes me forget. It stops the pain." Sakura felt tears coming down from her eyes, "It is the only thing I have."

Syaoran wiped the tears from her face, "If it really helped you, then you would not be crying."

"Are you saying that I have to stop?" Sakura said angrily.

"No."

"Because I won't! I can't stop! It hurts too much! It hurts to cut it hurts to stop! It just hurts!" Sakura yelled with tears falling down from her eyes.

Syaoran looked at her weak body and her dull green eyes, "I'm not going to make you stop Sakura, you can only stop when you want too. If that day never comes then it never comes. But will you do me a favor?"

"What?"

"Stay here until you can take care of your self."

"I don't want to stay. You will make me quit I know you will. You're just like Tomoyo, always trying to make me stop!"

Syaoran stood up slowly, "The razor is in the bathroom when ever you need to use it then you can use it. I'm not going to stop you from using it. I will be back to pick up your dishes."

Sakura looked up at him, "Why are you not going to stop me?"

"I can't make you do something you don't want to do. You have a choice and you can stop whenever you like. But I will tell you it won't be easy."

He shut the door softly and Sakura limped to the bathroom slowly looking down at the razor on the counter. She looked at it weakly and wanted to use it but her body was too weak to even move. She fainted on the floor dropping the razor from her hand. Syaoran heard a thump and went into the bathroom and picked Sakura up. He placed her in the bed softly tucking her in. He kissed her forehead, "I wish you would realize what you are really doing to your self Sakura."

^"Touya? Dad? Mom? Where are you?" asked Sakura looking around.

She found a mirror and looked into it seeing her self when she was ten happily playing on the swings but then the mirror turned back and Sakura saw the razor cut her skin.

Sakura ran from the mirror but then heard the voices saying, "You are going to stop!"

"No more razors no more knives!" said a man in a suit.

Sakura screamed, "No give me it back! Give it!"

"Sakura you're a disgrace!" yelled a woman.

Then Sakura's mom popped up, "Mommy?"

She smiled but then disappear, "Mom!!!!!!!!!!" ^

Sakura woke up with sweat covering her forehead. "Mom."

She cried out into the dark room and Syaoran came in slowly and sat next to her. Sakura hugged him tightly crying into his chest, "Mom come back please! Please don't make me go to live with my Aunt again! Please!!"

"Let it all out Sakura just scream."

"Dad come back!!! Touya please!! Tomoyo!! Please I don't want to be alone!! Please don't leave me with her!! Please!!!"

"Please." She said weakly.

Syaoran's POV

"It's ok Sakura you're away from her."

"Please don't send me to her. Please."

"I won't you're going to stay here until you get better."

"Please I don't take it away. I need it."

"It is still here Sakura. It is still here."

I watched the girl in my arms eyes close slowly still saying the words please and calling out for her family. I laid her back into the bed covering her up, I heard her mumble scared words as I let her go. I laid next to her and she stopped mumbling words of sorrow and anger.

"I hope I can help you Sakura. I really do. It would be a waste to end you're life. I looked up to you're graceful ways and bright smile. Even though you do not remember me I remember you so well. I will be here for you Sakura. I know what you're going threw. I understand you hurt and tears."

Sakura wrapped her arms around me tightly, "Please don't leave too." She mumbled in her sleep.

I moved a hair out of her face and said some more calming words to her not of remorse or guiltiness but of understandment and encouragement.

"I understand Sakura. I understand."

Sakura's POV

I woke up wrapped in someone's arms and I felt warm and safe and feeling I could hardly remember. I looked up to the young man and remembered his words, "Hai, you have and I have seen you."

"Where did I see you? When did I know you? Why are you helping me?" I whispered to him softly.

I moved a hair from his face trying to remember his voice and his amber eyes, "You're that someone Tomoyo told me about before aren't you? The one who will help me."

I looked down at his arm and gasped a little and touched the scar feeling a tear fall down my face. "Is that what is looks like?" I asked him.

"Is that the scar it leaves? You have your own story don't you?"

I thought for a moment, "I wish you would wake, but then again I wish you wouldn't. I want to stay like this forever."

Syaoran's POV

I kept my eyes closed listening to her soft voice tell me of her life and struggles. I felt her hand touching my scars and instead of cringing I felt warmness in me from her touch.

"Maybe you can help me. My lies run my life now and my reflection is always a lie. I can't help my hand from reaching for that razor. I gave up that night you saved me. I gave up completely. Do you think you could help some one like me?"

"I think I could help." I said softly to her.

I watched her look me deeply in my eyes, "Could you help me? Save me?"

Well can he help her? What were those scars on his arm? Will Sakura ever stop her cutting? Is Tomoyo ok? You will learn more about Syaoran's past and story next chapter. Please R+R!!!