Well you have heard enough of my ramblings about how you should not resort to suicide or cutting but I'm sure you have heard it all before so I'm to going to say it over and over if it is not going to work. Like Syaoran said about cutting, you can only quit when you want too. You can only quit for your self and no one else. Well actually those were my words but I used Syaoran to say them in my fic any way on to what I was saying. Only quit for your self and only you. You are the only one who can make you do any thing. Tell to make people understand that when you want to quit cutting you will.

For suicidal thoughts all I have to say is many people have them. I know some people who do and I know how they feel because one of them is me. I use to think that suicide was the right answer but it truly is not. I never tried to kill my self though, I wrote a note and left it so my mom could find it and stop me. I was too afraid to do anything. I realized that there are people here how I would hurt so much if I left this Earth and I might even make them crack, because maybe I was the only one keeping them alive. Like Sakura was the only one who gave Syaoran to look away from the razor. Well any way please R+R!

A Yellow Rose Blooms Brightly In A Garden And Soon It Is Not Beautiful Because Someone Cut It And Put It On A Grave. Do You Want To Be Responsible For The Death Of A Rose?

(Yellow Roses are put on graves for those who killed them selves)

This is a short chapter so please don't be mad! It is pretty good though. It is called One Step Forward Two Steps Back. Hehe I love that name!

Save Me

By MoshiMoshiQueen

~Thoughts~

"Talking"

(Me Talking)

Syaoran's POV

Over the weeks Sakura started to improve, I'm glad it was Spring Break or else we would have a lot of homework to do but it would be worth it because healing takes time. The other day I saw the most beautiful thing in the whole world… Sakura's smile.

We were walking threw the park and she looked up at the cheery blossoms blooms, "I had missed them so much. It was like I was stuck in a time warp. Everyday seemed the same. Like everything repeated it self. Did it feeling like that for you?"

"Hai, it did. Sakura?" I grabbed her hand.

"Hmm?"

I looked her in her deep green eyes that were starting to get their bright happy sparkle back in them. I stared at her for a moment, those eyes her smile those things made me fall in l… "Syaoran are you ok?"

"Hai, I'm fine. Umm what was I saying?"

"I don't know you were about to tell me something."

"Oh right, actually I wanted to try something."

"And what was that?"

"Can't do it now we have to go by the lake."

"Ok." She said following me.

We stopped by the lake and I turned to her and smirked, "What are you smirking for?"

"Nothing, nothing at all."

"Really?"

"I just wanted to do this." I said tickling her sides and pulling her in the lake.

We both came up out of the water and she smiled at me a true a smile. I grabbed her and tickled her sides, making her laugh. It was like music to my ears, her laugh could cure any one's bad moods.

She looked at me and smiled, "It feels good to laugh again."

I realized I had my hands on her waist, but I didn't move them, I just pulled my head closer to her and whispered, "It is great to hear your laugh again."

I looked in her deep emerald eyes and even they were smiling you could see the happiness in them. She smiled and said, "Hey Syaoran, race you to the end of the lake."

"You're on." I said starting to swim.

We both hit the end of the lake and our breaths were short, "I guess (breath) we (breath) tied."

"Guess (breath) we did."

We laid down on the soft grass together watching the sunset. It was the best moment in my life.

Later that night I heard her crying in the bathroom I walked in and saw her wrist bleeding. I kneeled down next to her and saw the razor blade by her side.

I picked her up and bandaged her wrist and placed her in bed covering her up. "Syaoran, I'm sorry."

"Its ok Sakura, things like this don't happen over night."

I walked into the bathroom and picked up the bloody razor washing it off in the sink. I heard a saying once, one step forward two steps back. It seemed like we were making progress but then we took two steps back. But of course things like this never happen over night nor one week. She can take her time as I did because taking it slow will help her in the long run.

I cleaned the rest of the mess up and changed into my clothes. I walked towards Sakura, "Please stay."

I knew she would answer like that, so I climbed into bed and she cuddled up to me. She opened her eyes and looked at me. Amber met Green, they still had that sparkle in them, they were duller but it seemed that she was really healing.

I guess maybe we did take a step forward, but maybe two steps back. But they say you can't climb stairs fast because you might fall backwards, guess I was going a little to fast not thinking. "Goodnight, Syaoran."

"Good night, Sakura."

Sometimes the mistakes you make turn out to be a good thing. Guess we still have a lot of stairs to climb to reach the top but we will make even if we get pushed back we can always start to climb again.

The end of this chapter! I love this chapter! I used a lot of saying and thing. I made most of them up. Please R+R! Hope you liked this chapter! So did you really think Sakura had healed all the way? Guess you were wrong, I'm trying to make this fic realistic so in real life you can't just heal over one week. It takes time, so take things slow. In most of my fics things happen fast but in this one it will take things slow and show how things really are.

Life Are Like Stairs, Sometimes You Go Forward One Step But You Might Go Backwards Two. But The Trick Is To Never Give Up, Just Keep Climbing Because You Will Reach The Top.