Hey chicas! Glad ya'll enjoyed the last chapter, just warning you, in the next chapters, everything will be changed around. Happiness as you know it has come to an end. And one last thing, I recommend all of you to go see this movie, it's called 'Requiem For A Dream' It's fucking awesome, and it's what inspired me to write the rest of this fic. Now go read! Shout Outs:
Catiewatie: ¤ Hey girl, glad you liked, keep reviewing! Later, Email me sometime! ¤
TiLlHeLlfreezesover4: ¤ Hey girl, thanks for reviewing, like your pen name, it's 5:00 in the morning, sorry I can't write anymore?but I'm tired, and I'm talking to Foxxyboxxer, and Letty Gutierrez =) so yea, Later! ¤
Alex-Diesel: ¤ No! I like your long review =Þ Thanks, wow, my fic is off the chain!!! Kool, my writings different??? Oh my god, yes, I love being different! How is my writing different though??? Yes, I hope that Leon and *Jasmine* work their shit out to!! I *hope* Lol, anyways, thanks a lot girl, keep reviewing!!! I LOVE Dom and Letty =Þ lol, well, Later! ¤
Devil-child9: ¤ It's all good girl, I love giving shout outs, I do it all the time as you can see =Þ lol. Yea, they all better work their shit out! They all need to go to Family Therapy!!! (A/N: SleepyMonkey241: Remember the Family Therapy??? Lmao!!!) Anyways, thanks, and Later! ¤
DomLetty4eva: ¤ Hey chica!!! Lol, yes, I don't waist time for shit! As you know, I have no patience what so ever!! Lol, anyways, yea, I don't know what's up Leon's ass, but he better shape up! Lol, No! You can't beat him up and ruin his face!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU??? Lmao, bueno, Love you girl! *Muah* ¤
Chikita-latina: ¤ I'm soooo sorry girl!!! I was writing the shout outs and I totally forgot, I missed your name by mistake!!! Sowie!!! You know I love you!!! Yea, Jasmine is mentally all fucked up chica, she need help!!! Tanku for reviewing esa! *Muah* ¤
Foxxyboxxer: ¤ Yes! Violence is awesome!!! I'm telling you I need a punching bag!!! Lmao, Anyways, I am talking to you now! Lol, and I am yawning as I write this, so yea my Latina Soul Sista!!! Lol, Luv ya girl!!! Peace! ¤
Gigles2003: ¤ Lol, yea, Adrian needed to go to hell! So I threw him out =Þ Anyways, yea, I hope Leon stops acting like a jerk!!! Later chica ¤
Letty Gutierrez: ¤ Oye! Latina Soul Sista!!! Lmao, the Big Pimpin up in NYC thing! That was creepy, anyways, yes, thanks for reviewing!! Means a lot esa!!! *Tear* j/k, Yea, you're my home girl Maribel, lol, bueno, Love ya girl! ¤
Dreaminmylifeaway: ¤ Damn chica! Write more! Don't know what to write?anyways, thanks for the review, glad you love it!!! Later girl ¤
~* Chapter 10 *~
**Jasmine's p.o.v.**
I woke up to a women's soft voice. I rubbed my eyes soothingly, and opened them. They revealed Letty and her confused features.
" Jasmine, what happened? Why are you here?" She asked frantically, knowing something had happened. She searched my eyes for answers to my actions. I stretched my arms out, and looked at her softly.
" Adrian left?I caught him on the phone, making a deal to buy drugs?so I threw him out?" I trailed off. I single tear rolled down my emotionless face. My eyes held all my pain and anger; no feelings were left inside of me. I was emotionally drained as some would say. I didn't want to feel anymore, I didn't care anymore, I just wanted to get away from everything and everyone. Wrong house to do so, everyone would be asking questions as soon as they saw me. I was tired of being betrayed; I found I did a lot better on my own. The one man I had trusted the most, since the first time I arrived in Los Angeles had turned into a jerk, and obviously didn't care about me anymore. Bottom line, I trusted no one. Letty wrapped her arms around me in attempt to comfort me, but I shook my head and pushed her away.
" Just leave me alone." I growled. I threw the comforter off of me, and pushed my self off the couch.
" Jasmine let me help you!" Letty shouted.
" Letty leave me alone, I don't need help!" I yelled stomping up the stairs angrily.
" Whoa, Ms. Grumpy." Leon said as I pushed him out of my path, and made my way into the guest bedroom.
" Had another fight with your charming boyfriend?" He asked laughing.
" Fuck off, and get out of my life!" I yelled slamming the door in his face. I wanted to escape, life was fucked up, it wasn't supposed to hurt this much. I locked my self up in the bedroom, and dialed Maribel's number on my cell.
" Yea?" She asked in her usual cocky tone.
" Hey chica." I said smiling warmly.
" Hey girl, how's it goin'? How's Adrian treating you?" I growled at the mention of his name.
" He left, I threw him out?anyways, you have dope over there chica?" I asked eagerly.
" Yea girl, you know it, come on over." I hung up the phone rapidly, and shoved it into the back pocket of my jeans.
" Where are you going? Wait?when did you fuckin' get here? We have work Jasmine you can't go out now!" Jesse mumbled lost.
" I'll meet you guys over there, I'm going to go see Maribel." I shouted bounding down the stairs, and out the door. I shoved the key into the ignition, and stepped on the accelerator, shooting down the street at seventy mph. I smiled as Maribel's house came into view. It was two stories; she had money because of her dad. I got out of my car, and eyed her Mitsubishi Spyder convertible. It was a sparkling crimson red, with gold seventeen-inch rims. I calmed my self down, and rang the doorbell.
" Yo chica, come in!" She said smiling. I gladly took the invite and walked inside behind her, locking the door behind me.
" What do you want? Got everything girl." I chuckled and followed her upstairs to her room.
" I just want some weed for today, I have to go to work." I explained cracking my knuckles.
" You got it." She opened one of her drawers, and took out a plastic bag containing little rolls of weed. She took out two, and handed me one, tossing me her lighter promptly after. I placed the joint in my mouth, and flicked the lighter on, holding it up to the weed carefully. When it lit, I closed it and tossed it back over to Maribel. She did the same, and sat next to me on her bed. I took a long draw, and let it escape my lips slowly, enjoying every second of it.
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I walked into the garage struggling to keep my balance. I was already ten minutes late as it was, and didn't feel like being yelled at by Dom. Actually, I couldn't really feel anything?only happiness, and a slight floating sensation.
" Where the fuck were you!" Dom yelled rushing up to me. I covered my mouth and started cracking up.
" I-was-at-Maribel's!!!" I screamed in between breaths. The whole team turned around and looked at me confused. " And-and-wait-wait-wait!!!" I dropped onto the seat in the back, and tried to catch my breath, but failed and started laughing again. " There was a bird!!! On the roof!!! And he flew away!!! Then-we turned around-and her speaker-fell off the computer!!!" Letty stopped what she was doing and walked up to me.
" Are you ok?" She asked putting a hand on my fore head.
" Wait, how do you know the bird was a he?" Vince asked chuckling. I got up, and walked over to him laughing.
" Wait?" I stopped and turned around in a circle, then stopped in front of V again.
" How do I know you're a he?" I asked confused.
" How do I know you're a she?" I put an arm around V and started cracking up.
" Letty she is fuckin' high!" He said joining in on my laughter. I stopped and glared at him.
" I'm not high!" I yelled slapping Vince hard across the face.
" Oww." He whined.
" Yo Jasmine, wanna go fuck?" Leon asked laughing.
" Ok." I said making my way towards Leon.
" No!" Letty yelled grabbing my arm and turning me around.
" Stop Letty!." I whined trying to pull away.
" No, your staying here, now go work on something, we'll talk later." She ordered. I had a mini temper tantrum, stomping my feet and whining, but I soon got over it and headed to the back to get a wrench.
" Oh, and don't break anything!" She yelled right when I box of bolts and screws fell on my foot.
" SHIT!!!" I yelled grabbing my foot, and hoping around in little circles. Everyone started laughing except Letty. Her face tightened, and she rushed up to me, picking up the box, and little screws and bolts.
" One thing in her life goes bad and she has to go get high." Letty mumbled angrily. I giggled and grabbed the wrench that I had meant to get in the first place. I walked over to Leon and grabbed the drill he held in his hands.
" Hmmm?what would happen if?" I mumbled studying the tool. I smiled and headed out front where Leon's car was parked. " I'm gonna go fix your car Leon!" I yelled sitting on the floor in front of his Skyline. I turned the drill on and drove it into one of the tires. I giggled as the tire squeaked, and started deflating slowly.
" What are you doing! Jasmine No!!!" He yelled snatching the drill from my hands. I pouted.
" I fixed it!" I whined pointing to the wheel. He growled and picked me up.
" Yo Dom give me the handcuffs you have in your office." I pounded on his back screaming, but he ignored it.
" How do you know I have handcuffs in there?" I chuckled.
" Oooh, Leon got caught!" I giggled.
" That doesn't matter right now! Can you get them for me please?" Dom shook his head and got the handcuffs for him. Leon grabbed them and sat me on the floor next to a metal post. He finally managed to handcuff me to the post after all my kicking and screaming. " Ha!" He shouted sticking out his tongue. I glared at him, if looks could kill, he would have been dead.
" Why is she handcuffed?" Mia asked walking in with a pile of papers in hand.
" Mia she destroyed the front tire of my car!" Leon shouted pointing at me.
" No! I fixed it Leon!" I shouted struggling to stand up. Mia turned to Letty and lifted an eyebrow.
" She is high Mia?" Letty wasn't too happy about it, and neither was Mia by the look on her face. Mi looked at me painfully and walked back into the shop. I smirked and tried standing up again, but failed one more time. Leon laughed and walked back outside to replace his tire.
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By the time everyone had started getting ready for the races I had become somewhat sane again. Letty had been down the whole day. She had never been crazy about drugs; she had smoked once and hated it. She hated the fact she couldn't control herself in that state of mind. Mia was also distant around me, I didn't care, as long as I didn't hurt I would keep getting high, it was my only escape. I sat on the couch with the guys waiting for Mia and Letty.
" Why aren't you getting dressed with them?" Jesse asked me. I shrugged.
" Don't know. Don't care." Jesse tried to read my expression, but gave up after a couple of minutes and sat down next to me.
" We're ready." Mia shouted walking down the stairs. I had put on my low rider red baggy kapris, with a black fishnet shirt, and a black bra under. My hair was left loose, and I had slipped on my black Vans. Dom scowled at Mia's choice of clothes. She had on a red corset with a pair of skintight black leather pants, with her boots. Her hair was neatly pinned in a bun on top of her head, with two strands of hair falling at the sides of her face.
" You're wearing that?" He asked lifting his eyebrows.
" Yes Dom, and if it bothers you I'll go upstairs and take yet another hour to get dressed." She crossed her arms and waited for Dom's reaction.
" Dom let's just go brotha, no one ever touches her any way because they all know she's your sister." Vince shouted obviously sick of waiting. Dom let out a long sigh and nodded.
" Let's go!" He bellowed grabbing Letty's waist and leading the way outside. Letty had picked out a black plaid schoolgirl skirt, with a black shirt that had a black bow tied on the top, and of course she had to slip on her combat boots. I smirked and followed behind Mia who was yet again ignoring Vince's advances towards her due to last night's events. I looked back at my cousin as she stepped into her car, I gave her a faint smile to try and lighten up her mood, but she just shook her head and slipped into her car.
**Letty's p.o.v.**
I made a mental note to talk privately to Jasmine, I knew her and if she felt happy she would keep on doing drugs. I didn't want that, I loved her like a sister, and the last thing I wanted was to see her all fucked up. We drove into the alley late as always.
" Leticia." A strong voice called out as I stepped out of my car. I turned around and felt my knees buckle. I went limp and leaned on my 240sx to keep me from falling.
" Ricky?" I whispered softly looking up at the man that I had never stopped loving, and never could, even if I tried.
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¤ And there ya go! Ricky was resurrected, and Jasmine Is fucked up! Have fun pondering what the fuck is gonna happen next!!! IM SO TIRED!!! ¤
Catiewatie: ¤ Hey girl, glad you liked, keep reviewing! Later, Email me sometime! ¤
TiLlHeLlfreezesover4: ¤ Hey girl, thanks for reviewing, like your pen name, it's 5:00 in the morning, sorry I can't write anymore?but I'm tired, and I'm talking to Foxxyboxxer, and Letty Gutierrez =) so yea, Later! ¤
Alex-Diesel: ¤ No! I like your long review =Þ Thanks, wow, my fic is off the chain!!! Kool, my writings different??? Oh my god, yes, I love being different! How is my writing different though??? Yes, I hope that Leon and *Jasmine* work their shit out to!! I *hope* Lol, anyways, thanks a lot girl, keep reviewing!!! I LOVE Dom and Letty =Þ lol, well, Later! ¤
Devil-child9: ¤ It's all good girl, I love giving shout outs, I do it all the time as you can see =Þ lol. Yea, they all better work their shit out! They all need to go to Family Therapy!!! (A/N: SleepyMonkey241: Remember the Family Therapy??? Lmao!!!) Anyways, thanks, and Later! ¤
DomLetty4eva: ¤ Hey chica!!! Lol, yes, I don't waist time for shit! As you know, I have no patience what so ever!! Lol, anyways, yea, I don't know what's up Leon's ass, but he better shape up! Lol, No! You can't beat him up and ruin his face!!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU??? Lmao, bueno, Love you girl! *Muah* ¤
Chikita-latina: ¤ I'm soooo sorry girl!!! I was writing the shout outs and I totally forgot, I missed your name by mistake!!! Sowie!!! You know I love you!!! Yea, Jasmine is mentally all fucked up chica, she need help!!! Tanku for reviewing esa! *Muah* ¤
Foxxyboxxer: ¤ Yes! Violence is awesome!!! I'm telling you I need a punching bag!!! Lmao, Anyways, I am talking to you now! Lol, and I am yawning as I write this, so yea my Latina Soul Sista!!! Lol, Luv ya girl!!! Peace! ¤
Gigles2003: ¤ Lol, yea, Adrian needed to go to hell! So I threw him out =Þ Anyways, yea, I hope Leon stops acting like a jerk!!! Later chica ¤
Letty Gutierrez: ¤ Oye! Latina Soul Sista!!! Lmao, the Big Pimpin up in NYC thing! That was creepy, anyways, yes, thanks for reviewing!! Means a lot esa!!! *Tear* j/k, Yea, you're my home girl Maribel, lol, bueno, Love ya girl! ¤
Dreaminmylifeaway: ¤ Damn chica! Write more! Don't know what to write?anyways, thanks for the review, glad you love it!!! Later girl ¤
~* Chapter 10 *~
**Jasmine's p.o.v.**
I woke up to a women's soft voice. I rubbed my eyes soothingly, and opened them. They revealed Letty and her confused features.
" Jasmine, what happened? Why are you here?" She asked frantically, knowing something had happened. She searched my eyes for answers to my actions. I stretched my arms out, and looked at her softly.
" Adrian left?I caught him on the phone, making a deal to buy drugs?so I threw him out?" I trailed off. I single tear rolled down my emotionless face. My eyes held all my pain and anger; no feelings were left inside of me. I was emotionally drained as some would say. I didn't want to feel anymore, I didn't care anymore, I just wanted to get away from everything and everyone. Wrong house to do so, everyone would be asking questions as soon as they saw me. I was tired of being betrayed; I found I did a lot better on my own. The one man I had trusted the most, since the first time I arrived in Los Angeles had turned into a jerk, and obviously didn't care about me anymore. Bottom line, I trusted no one. Letty wrapped her arms around me in attempt to comfort me, but I shook my head and pushed her away.
" Just leave me alone." I growled. I threw the comforter off of me, and pushed my self off the couch.
" Jasmine let me help you!" Letty shouted.
" Letty leave me alone, I don't need help!" I yelled stomping up the stairs angrily.
" Whoa, Ms. Grumpy." Leon said as I pushed him out of my path, and made my way into the guest bedroom.
" Had another fight with your charming boyfriend?" He asked laughing.
" Fuck off, and get out of my life!" I yelled slamming the door in his face. I wanted to escape, life was fucked up, it wasn't supposed to hurt this much. I locked my self up in the bedroom, and dialed Maribel's number on my cell.
" Yea?" She asked in her usual cocky tone.
" Hey chica." I said smiling warmly.
" Hey girl, how's it goin'? How's Adrian treating you?" I growled at the mention of his name.
" He left, I threw him out?anyways, you have dope over there chica?" I asked eagerly.
" Yea girl, you know it, come on over." I hung up the phone rapidly, and shoved it into the back pocket of my jeans.
" Where are you going? Wait?when did you fuckin' get here? We have work Jasmine you can't go out now!" Jesse mumbled lost.
" I'll meet you guys over there, I'm going to go see Maribel." I shouted bounding down the stairs, and out the door. I shoved the key into the ignition, and stepped on the accelerator, shooting down the street at seventy mph. I smiled as Maribel's house came into view. It was two stories; she had money because of her dad. I got out of my car, and eyed her Mitsubishi Spyder convertible. It was a sparkling crimson red, with gold seventeen-inch rims. I calmed my self down, and rang the doorbell.
" Yo chica, come in!" She said smiling. I gladly took the invite and walked inside behind her, locking the door behind me.
" What do you want? Got everything girl." I chuckled and followed her upstairs to her room.
" I just want some weed for today, I have to go to work." I explained cracking my knuckles.
" You got it." She opened one of her drawers, and took out a plastic bag containing little rolls of weed. She took out two, and handed me one, tossing me her lighter promptly after. I placed the joint in my mouth, and flicked the lighter on, holding it up to the weed carefully. When it lit, I closed it and tossed it back over to Maribel. She did the same, and sat next to me on her bed. I took a long draw, and let it escape my lips slowly, enjoying every second of it.
*~*~*~*~*
I walked into the garage struggling to keep my balance. I was already ten minutes late as it was, and didn't feel like being yelled at by Dom. Actually, I couldn't really feel anything?only happiness, and a slight floating sensation.
" Where the fuck were you!" Dom yelled rushing up to me. I covered my mouth and started cracking up.
" I-was-at-Maribel's!!!" I screamed in between breaths. The whole team turned around and looked at me confused. " And-and-wait-wait-wait!!!" I dropped onto the seat in the back, and tried to catch my breath, but failed and started laughing again. " There was a bird!!! On the roof!!! And he flew away!!! Then-we turned around-and her speaker-fell off the computer!!!" Letty stopped what she was doing and walked up to me.
" Are you ok?" She asked putting a hand on my fore head.
" Wait, how do you know the bird was a he?" Vince asked chuckling. I got up, and walked over to him laughing.
" Wait?" I stopped and turned around in a circle, then stopped in front of V again.
" How do I know you're a he?" I asked confused.
" How do I know you're a she?" I put an arm around V and started cracking up.
" Letty she is fuckin' high!" He said joining in on my laughter. I stopped and glared at him.
" I'm not high!" I yelled slapping Vince hard across the face.
" Oww." He whined.
" Yo Jasmine, wanna go fuck?" Leon asked laughing.
" Ok." I said making my way towards Leon.
" No!" Letty yelled grabbing my arm and turning me around.
" Stop Letty!." I whined trying to pull away.
" No, your staying here, now go work on something, we'll talk later." She ordered. I had a mini temper tantrum, stomping my feet and whining, but I soon got over it and headed to the back to get a wrench.
" Oh, and don't break anything!" She yelled right when I box of bolts and screws fell on my foot.
" SHIT!!!" I yelled grabbing my foot, and hoping around in little circles. Everyone started laughing except Letty. Her face tightened, and she rushed up to me, picking up the box, and little screws and bolts.
" One thing in her life goes bad and she has to go get high." Letty mumbled angrily. I giggled and grabbed the wrench that I had meant to get in the first place. I walked over to Leon and grabbed the drill he held in his hands.
" Hmmm?what would happen if?" I mumbled studying the tool. I smiled and headed out front where Leon's car was parked. " I'm gonna go fix your car Leon!" I yelled sitting on the floor in front of his Skyline. I turned the drill on and drove it into one of the tires. I giggled as the tire squeaked, and started deflating slowly.
" What are you doing! Jasmine No!!!" He yelled snatching the drill from my hands. I pouted.
" I fixed it!" I whined pointing to the wheel. He growled and picked me up.
" Yo Dom give me the handcuffs you have in your office." I pounded on his back screaming, but he ignored it.
" How do you know I have handcuffs in there?" I chuckled.
" Oooh, Leon got caught!" I giggled.
" That doesn't matter right now! Can you get them for me please?" Dom shook his head and got the handcuffs for him. Leon grabbed them and sat me on the floor next to a metal post. He finally managed to handcuff me to the post after all my kicking and screaming. " Ha!" He shouted sticking out his tongue. I glared at him, if looks could kill, he would have been dead.
" Why is she handcuffed?" Mia asked walking in with a pile of papers in hand.
" Mia she destroyed the front tire of my car!" Leon shouted pointing at me.
" No! I fixed it Leon!" I shouted struggling to stand up. Mia turned to Letty and lifted an eyebrow.
" She is high Mia?" Letty wasn't too happy about it, and neither was Mia by the look on her face. Mi looked at me painfully and walked back into the shop. I smirked and tried standing up again, but failed one more time. Leon laughed and walked back outside to replace his tire.
*~*~*~*~*
By the time everyone had started getting ready for the races I had become somewhat sane again. Letty had been down the whole day. She had never been crazy about drugs; she had smoked once and hated it. She hated the fact she couldn't control herself in that state of mind. Mia was also distant around me, I didn't care, as long as I didn't hurt I would keep getting high, it was my only escape. I sat on the couch with the guys waiting for Mia and Letty.
" Why aren't you getting dressed with them?" Jesse asked me. I shrugged.
" Don't know. Don't care." Jesse tried to read my expression, but gave up after a couple of minutes and sat down next to me.
" We're ready." Mia shouted walking down the stairs. I had put on my low rider red baggy kapris, with a black fishnet shirt, and a black bra under. My hair was left loose, and I had slipped on my black Vans. Dom scowled at Mia's choice of clothes. She had on a red corset with a pair of skintight black leather pants, with her boots. Her hair was neatly pinned in a bun on top of her head, with two strands of hair falling at the sides of her face.
" You're wearing that?" He asked lifting his eyebrows.
" Yes Dom, and if it bothers you I'll go upstairs and take yet another hour to get dressed." She crossed her arms and waited for Dom's reaction.
" Dom let's just go brotha, no one ever touches her any way because they all know she's your sister." Vince shouted obviously sick of waiting. Dom let out a long sigh and nodded.
" Let's go!" He bellowed grabbing Letty's waist and leading the way outside. Letty had picked out a black plaid schoolgirl skirt, with a black shirt that had a black bow tied on the top, and of course she had to slip on her combat boots. I smirked and followed behind Mia who was yet again ignoring Vince's advances towards her due to last night's events. I looked back at my cousin as she stepped into her car, I gave her a faint smile to try and lighten up her mood, but she just shook her head and slipped into her car.
**Letty's p.o.v.**
I made a mental note to talk privately to Jasmine, I knew her and if she felt happy she would keep on doing drugs. I didn't want that, I loved her like a sister, and the last thing I wanted was to see her all fucked up. We drove into the alley late as always.
" Leticia." A strong voice called out as I stepped out of my car. I turned around and felt my knees buckle. I went limp and leaned on my 240sx to keep me from falling.
" Ricky?" I whispered softly looking up at the man that I had never stopped loving, and never could, even if I tried.
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¤ And there ya go! Ricky was resurrected, and Jasmine Is fucked up! Have fun pondering what the fuck is gonna happen next!!! IM SO TIRED!!! ¤