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Chapter 34:
Regan's POV
I had made my decision and there was no going back now. My head and my heart, my future and my past had fought out a great battle and there was one winner. With my decision made, I headed nervously up the walk to Jay's house. It was time to break the news to him and how he'd take it I wasn't sure. I knocked on the front door and it thumped inside like my heart. I looked down at little Shana in her stroller, she was sleeping so peacefully. The door creaked open and Jay peeked out. "Regan! I wasn't expecting you."
"I didn't come at a bad time, did I?"
He shook his head. "No, no. Come in." He pulled the door open and let me and Shana inside. He kneeled down and touched Shana on the forehead. "Did she sleep the whole way here?"
"No. She's been sleeping maybe half an hour or so." An eerie silence fell between us. "Jay, I really need to talk to you."
"Okay. You can put Shana upstairs in the crib. Can I get you anything to drink?"
I shook my head. "No. Thanks though." I took Shana upstairs and laid her in her crib. I stopped and stared at her for the longest time. It must be nice not having a care in the world. I took a moment to calm my nerves before heading downstairs to find Jay. HE was sitting on the couch looking rather distraught. I sat next to him.
"Jay, I need to tell you something and it is really important that I just get it out."
"I understand."
"The other day, you walked in on a rather awkward situation. I can understand that you must have been rather devastated, but John and I have been a couple for a while now. But after what you told me the other week, I can understand why you were taken back by it." I took a deep breath and studied Jay's face. I couldn't exactly make out what he was feeling. "Jay, I made a decision. I made a decision about you and John."
I could read the look on his face now, it was one of shock. "You made a decision? I wasn't expecting you to make any decisions about me and John. I told you that."
I held up my hand. "I know, I know. But I had to make a decision. The day I met you Jay, I knew there was something special about you. We had this, this magical connection. The day we split up, it was one of the hardest days of my life. I didn't want to let you go, but I had to. I had to do it." Tears were welling in my eyes. How was I supposed to break it to him? "You are my past Jay and John is my future."
Jay looked down at his lap. My heart ached seeing him so sad, so depressed. "John's a good guy. He loves Shana like she was his own. I hope you two will be happy together." He took another deep breath and tried to crack a smile. "So. Did you two set a date yet?"
I held up my hand and Jay looked at it bewildered. "What's in your past should stay there, but this time I had to make my past my future." Jay looked at me absolutely floored.
"Regan, what are you saying?"
Tears were pouring down my face. "What I'm saying Jay is that I'm addicted to you, too."
The End
A/N So, how many of you though she had picked John? Thanks all for reading and review. I might post a thank you chapter, so please look for it. Let me know what you thought? Did Regan make the right choice? Thanks again and look for my prequel, which is to come soon!
Chapter 34:
Regan's POV
I had made my decision and there was no going back now. My head and my heart, my future and my past had fought out a great battle and there was one winner. With my decision made, I headed nervously up the walk to Jay's house. It was time to break the news to him and how he'd take it I wasn't sure. I knocked on the front door and it thumped inside like my heart. I looked down at little Shana in her stroller, she was sleeping so peacefully. The door creaked open and Jay peeked out. "Regan! I wasn't expecting you."
"I didn't come at a bad time, did I?"
He shook his head. "No, no. Come in." He pulled the door open and let me and Shana inside. He kneeled down and touched Shana on the forehead. "Did she sleep the whole way here?"
"No. She's been sleeping maybe half an hour or so." An eerie silence fell between us. "Jay, I really need to talk to you."
"Okay. You can put Shana upstairs in the crib. Can I get you anything to drink?"
I shook my head. "No. Thanks though." I took Shana upstairs and laid her in her crib. I stopped and stared at her for the longest time. It must be nice not having a care in the world. I took a moment to calm my nerves before heading downstairs to find Jay. HE was sitting on the couch looking rather distraught. I sat next to him.
"Jay, I need to tell you something and it is really important that I just get it out."
"I understand."
"The other day, you walked in on a rather awkward situation. I can understand that you must have been rather devastated, but John and I have been a couple for a while now. But after what you told me the other week, I can understand why you were taken back by it." I took a deep breath and studied Jay's face. I couldn't exactly make out what he was feeling. "Jay, I made a decision. I made a decision about you and John."
I could read the look on his face now, it was one of shock. "You made a decision? I wasn't expecting you to make any decisions about me and John. I told you that."
I held up my hand. "I know, I know. But I had to make a decision. The day I met you Jay, I knew there was something special about you. We had this, this magical connection. The day we split up, it was one of the hardest days of my life. I didn't want to let you go, but I had to. I had to do it." Tears were welling in my eyes. How was I supposed to break it to him? "You are my past Jay and John is my future."
Jay looked down at his lap. My heart ached seeing him so sad, so depressed. "John's a good guy. He loves Shana like she was his own. I hope you two will be happy together." He took another deep breath and tried to crack a smile. "So. Did you two set a date yet?"
I held up my hand and Jay looked at it bewildered. "What's in your past should stay there, but this time I had to make my past my future." Jay looked at me absolutely floored.
"Regan, what are you saying?"
Tears were pouring down my face. "What I'm saying Jay is that I'm addicted to you, too."
The End
A/N So, how many of you though she had picked John? Thanks all for reading and review. I might post a thank you chapter, so please look for it. Let me know what you thought? Did Regan make the right choice? Thanks again and look for my prequel, which is to come soon!