*Abandon* by Electric Spyro

A.n. K, we got some mo song fic up in this chapter yo! For real gonna keep hittin' you playas wit the Clana from the hood of the gangksta - Electric Spyro!!! Straight up my nizzle!!

lol. My cousin tried to teach me how to talk "gangksta style". I don't think she helped any.

Anywayz, what I just meant to say was that there is another song fic in this chapter. It's 'If You're Not The One' by Daniel Bedingfield (I've seen his last name spelled 3 diffrent ways but I think that's you spell it - rite?). He's kewl. This song is the shizzle so you gots ta download it all up in yor puter cuz Daniel is off the hizzy!

lol. hahaha. *notices everyone's blank stares* K, I'll stop now. :o)

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Lana slowly looked around confused. She felt sick. But instead of feeling hot with a tempature, she felt icy cold. She looked to her left and saw a small fire. She could feel a little heat but not enough to warm up her hands yet. She suddenly smelled a familiar smell that was a mixed of peppermint and a rustic farmyard short of smell. She smiled slightly knowing instantly that it must be Clark. He was here. She noticed the coat wrapped around her. It was Clark's. She could hardly remember the last time she'd smelled his sent. Her small smile turned into a frown. Their break-up painfully flowed back into her mind. She kept going back and forth. She always loved to be with him. They always seemed to fit together. But why couldn't they just be honest with each other?

~If you're not the one~

~Then why does my soul feel glad~

~Today?~

~If you're not the one~

~Then why does my hand fit yours~

~This way?~

~If you are not mine~

~Then why does your heart return~

~My call?~

~If you are not mine~

~Would I have the strength to stand~

~At all?~

~We'll never know what the future brings~

~But I know you are here with me now~

~We'll make it through~

~And hope you are the one I~

~Share my life with~

~I don't wanta run away but I can't take it~

~I don't understand~

~If I'm not made for you then~

~Why does my heart tell me that I am?~

~Is there anyway that I could stay~

~In your love?~

Clark woke up but didn't open his eyes. He didn't want to do anything. He heard the distant scream of wind and snow and sighed heavily.

This probably would've been a dream come true for the Clark from a few months ago - in a cave all alone with Lana Lang. All he wanted was Lana. All he thought about was Lana. And when he finally had Lana, it fell apart.

He hated himself for not telling her his secret. That's all she wanted to know. Why was that so hard to tell her? He wanted to tell her. He would tell her. If he didn't tell her, they would never fix the gap in their friendship. He wanted - no, he needed - Lana back in his life and that was the only way he could accomplish that.

~If I don't need you~

~Then why am I crying on~

~My bed?~

~If I don't need you~

~Then why does your name resound~

~In my head?~

~If you're not for me~

~Then why does this distance mame~

~My life?~

~If you're not for me~

~Then why do I dream of you~

~As my wife?~

~I don't know why it's so far away~

~But I know that this much is true~

~We'll make it through~

~And I hope you are the one I~

~Share my life with~

~And I wish that you could be the~

~One I die with~

~I pray in you're the one I~

~Build my home with~

~I hope I love you all my life~

~I don't wanta run away but I can't take it~

~I don't understand~

~If I'm not made for you then~

~Why does my heart tell me that I am?~

~Is there anyway that I could stay~

~In your love?~

Lana gazed at Clark who was on the other side of the fire. He was leaning against a rock as if it were a pillow and his arms were folded loosely. His long legs laid unmoving next to the small flames. He face seemed to have a troubling expression as if he was thinking of something disturbing. She wondered what it could be. Maybe he was thinking what she was: maybe the break-up was a mistake.

~Cause I miss you~

~Body and soul so strong~

~That it takes my breath away~

~And I breath you~

~Into my heart~

~And pray for the strength to stand today~

~Cause I love you~

~Whether it's wrong or right~

~And though I can't be with you tonight~

~You know my heart is by your side~

~I don't wanta run away but I can't take it~

~I don't understand~

~If I'm not made for you then~

~Why does my heart tell me that I am?~

~Is there anyway that I could stay~

~In your love?~

*~*~*

" Find anything?!" Lex screamed at Jonathan over the storm.

" No! You?!"

" Not a thing!" Lex shouted downtroddenedly. " Maybe they went further out!"

" Maybe!" Jonathan agreed.

Both Lex and Jonathan had finally reach the Kent farm and searched the entire property with no luck. They stopped into the house for a while to rest and then headed back out. Almost two hours had pasted and Clark and Lana were nowhere to be found.

The two men began to cross over the property line and search for them in a new territory. Everything was white and cold. They tried to feel in front of themselves for trees or rocks that they might not see. Their faces became numb and frozen as did their hands. The flashlights only lit up maybe a foot or two ahead of them. The giant waves of snow were getting fiercer.

" Do you think they'd really come out this far?!" Lex shouted.

" What?!"

" DO YOU THINK THEY'D COME OUT THIS WAY?!" Lex repeated feeling his voice grow a little hoarse.

" I don't know! But we've got to make sure!" Jonathan screamed back.

Just then, they heard a huge snap. Lex just so happened to look upwards and see a dark figure falling and heading towards Jonathan. It looked a little like a snake, but then Lex realized it was a large branch that must've broke free from the trees.

" Mr. Kent watch out!" Lex dived and pushed Jonathan out of its path.

The branch fell onto the mound of snow next to them.

" Thanks!" Jonathan said as they both struggled to get up.

" Mr. Kent - I know you want to find your son - but I think we should wait until it dies down a little! If I hadn't seen that branch we'd probably be in a whole lot more then we are now," Lex finally said.

" What if it doesn't die down?!" Jonathan snapped back as he turned to search some more.

Lex remained where he was.

" Would Clark want you to get hurt because of him?!"

Jonathan stopped and whirled around to face Lex. He hesitated before saying, " I can't just leave him out here!"

" How many times has Clark been in trouble when he couldn't take care of himself?! One - maybe two?! The first things he'd do would be: find Lana and then shelter! I'm sure he's alright for now!"

There was another pause. Jonathan thought about this. Clark was very responsible. He could take care of himself. He would find shelter. Maybe Martha still had those maps of Smallville that she used to find him when he and Nixon were caught out in the tornado. It would be a whole lot safer.

" You better be right, Lex!" Jonathan said as he walked back towards the farm. " Because if anything happens to him or Lana, I'm taking it out on you!"

Lex remained quiet as he and Jonathan made their way to the Kent's house. He wanted to find Clark just as much as Jonathan, but it was too dangerous. He didn't think it was this bad out here. Clark would've found a shelter. Yeah, turning back was the right thing to do right now.

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A.n. Did Lex make the right decision? uh oh - cLiFFy!!!! :o)

lol. just wanna say thanx sooooo much 2 everyone who reviewed so far! i will update sooner when u review! ;o)