A/N: Heya!  I haven't updated this in like…  7 months?  Yea well, whatever.. that's only because One: I lost all my files when my computer crashed, including the altered version of this story, and I just found another site today where I posted this with the new end.  So yay!  And Two: no one's reading anyway, so I didn't really bother doing anything about this story.  But I decided that I'm just going to post up the end anyway, because I HATE having unfinished stories!  OK, so now that book five is out, I'm just saying again as I did in my bio... I think lol.. that I wrote this before book five, so some info in this is kinda.. off..  but its minor stuff, really.  So if you're reading this, and haven't reviwed, PLZ REVIEW!!!!  It hurts soo much to only get one review for this whole fic! *sniffle*  Plz pity me ppl! Lol.

Disclaimer: forgot to post this last chappy lol.. I down own Harry.. *sigh*  but that's OK.. imagine all the horrors I wuld bestow upon HP characters if I DID own them!!   Lol..  but then again.. I do that in fanfics anyway.. muahaha

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Chap 4

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Every thing around him was shining strangely. Remus looked at himself and saw that he was a human again. But how is that possible, he thought, the night is not over yet. Suddenly, he saw a strange creature descending upon  him. It was bathed in silvery light. It had no shape and color but Remus could tell at once that it was a beautiful woman. She  spoke. Remus could not really hear the voice. It seemed to be all around him. It was inside him as well, but it wasn't really there. It was like he could see the words forming in his head and making up a sound to them.

"Remus," she said.

"How-how do you know my name?" he whispered.

"I am the angel that will show you why you must come back to Hogwarts." She said. Remus just stared. The angel continued. "My name is Alisandrena. I will show you the past and the future."

At once, Remus felt himself being lifted of the ground. He had a sensation of flying. He suddenly stopped. He was hanging in the air above the Great Hall. James and Sirius were sitting there. They were talking to Lily and Jamie. Suddenly, Peter ran in. He looked upset and was carrying what liked like a piece of paper with him. The four of them looked at it anxiously.

"It's from Remus," Peter announced.

James grabbed the paper and scanned the writing. He paled.  Sirius grabbed the paper from him and read it.

"Oh no," he cried "It's Remus! He's run away!"

"W-What?!" Lily gasped.

"Listen to this," Sirius said.

"Dear James, Sirius and Peter,,

I have decided to run away. I can't say here anymore and hurt more people that I love or don't know. Too many people like Madam Hunter have been hurt because of me. And remember when I almost killed Snape. I have brought pain to people ever since I came to Hogwarts. I could hurt someone seriously if I remain here. I'm sorry. I ask you not to tell anyone I have run away and I beg you not to go looking for me. It will cause me only more pain if you get into trouble. I am going somewhere where I won't be a danger to anyone. I'm not telling you where. Please understand that this is for the best.

Remus"

"We have to do something," James cried at once.

"What," Lily said, with eyes full of tears. She looked so sad with tears falling down her face and the front of her robes. James hugged her. Jamie was looking very sad.

"Poor Remus," she said. "I hope he's okay. He's out there all alone! What are we going to do?"

"OK," Sirius said "Girls, you can relax, we'll find him. And don't tell anyone about this; anyone at all. Understand?" The girls nodded and walked away, still in tears.

Remus was suddenly flying again. All of a sudden, he was in their dormitory. Sirius was speaking to James.

"Do you think we should tell Dumbledore?" Sirius was saying.

"No, no," James said, "we should try to find him ourselves."

"But where would he go?" Sirius asked, thinking hard.

"Well," James said "He said he's going somewhere where he won't be a danger to anyone."

"Of course," Sirius cried "The Dark Forest!!"

"Let's go," James cried, grabbing the invisibility cloak. James and Sirius put the cloak on and ran out the door.

Great, Remus thought. They went looking for me!

Suddenly, Remus was flying again. He stopped at a wedding. He looked down at the scene in front of him. Lily and James were kissing in front of a priest.

I always knew they would get married, Remus thought.

Then, he once again felt that jolt that mean they were flying again. Then, they stopped. Remus saw James smiling while Lily was holding a baby boy in her arms.

"We'll name him… Harry!" she said while James beamed at them both.

He was flying forward again. Remus was in front of a house. Then he was inside it. He saw James lying dead on the floor. Remus stifled a cry. He saw someone in a cloak aiming a wand at Lily. He heard the stranger screech the killing curse to the night.

"NO!" Remus screamed as he saw Lily crumple to the ground. He watched with bated breath, as the wizard raised the wand again and aimed it at the boy. Harry. He cried the curse. He saw the curse reflect off the boy like a mirror. He saw the curse fly back at the wizard. He saw him evaporate in a cloud of smoke and rush out of the house as it collapsed.

He was flying forward again. He saw Sirius standing in front of the ruined house, holding Harry and crying. He then saw Hagrid turn up and take Harry away.

He was flying again. He saw Sirius standing in a street with Peter. He saw Peter blow up the street. He saw Sirius being taken away by Dementors and wizards.

He then flew forward once again to see Sirius sitting in a cell in Azkaban.

He flew forward again. He saw James fight against a man with two faces. Wait! It wasn't James. Then it had it be Harry!  He saw Harry defeat him. He saw Harry fall to the ground.

Flash forward to another event. Remus saw Harry tied to a tombstone; saw a dead body lying next to him.

Flash forward again. He saw Harry fighting with someone. Saw the wands emit a golden line. He saw Harry break away and return to Hogwarts.

Flash forward to Harry hugging an older Sirius.

Suddenly, Remus was back.

"Is that's what's going to happen in our lives?" he asked.

"Yes," Alisandrena answered. "You will always know this but you won't remember any of this. I'm sorry, Remus. You understand why it's so important for you to get back to the castle now?"

Remus nodded. Suddenly, the angel was gone. Remus woke up. He was on the outskirts of the forest. The castle was in view. Remus remembered nothing of the angel or what she had told him. He had only on thought; to get back to the castle.

Remus stumbled forward. He ran towards Hogwarts. He had a void in his heart and knew that the only way to fill it was to get back to the castle.

Remus ran and ran but the castle didn't seem to be getting any nearer. He finally stopped to rest and leaned against a tee. He looked up and saw in horror that it was the Whomping Willow. It was lashing out its branches at Remus!

Remus weighed his chances. He was too close to the tree to try and get away. Remus did the only other thing left to do. He grabbed a branch off the ground and pressed the knot, but it didn't do anything! Remus did the only thing he could think off to do. He darted inside the tunnel. The tree lashed out at Remus, catching him in the arm. He felt pain and heard bones snap as his arm broke.

"Argh," Remus groaned as he slipped down into darkness from the pain.

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A/N 2:  I just have one message here… PLZ REVIEW!  *begs*