Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, their characters,
"Somewhere I Belong." or Linkin Park. I own Aoi and Kensuke.
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"I also have a mission for you two but only if you're up to it." Ami told her twins.
Of course Aoi's eyes widened with excitement. They finally weren't going to just do nothing. She could be of some use for once. Maybe her existence wasn't a mistake after all. "Mission accepted, okaasan!" the girl chirped happily at once.
On the other hand, the other half of the twins wasn't all that thrilled. Kensuke knew that they wouldn't be involved in their mother's battle. He doubted anything he or his sister could do would be any use to his Mom and aunt. Of course that didn't mean that he didn't want to help out. He just nodded his head, giving his mother a calculating look.
Ami looked so proud of her children. The blue haired genius reached behind her neck as if to unclasp a necklace or choker. Duo's mouth opened slightly when Ami took off the necklace that had been invisible.
Quatre looked alarmed as he saw the crystal that hung from the now visible silver chain. That lovely crystal that looked almost as if it was a really Lily of the Valley, the one that Reilan was sealed in. "Miss Ami, don't do it. If you-"
The woman smiled at the older blonde man, "Reilan cannot be released unless she is called upon from the crystal. When the crystal fused with my body, it imprisoned Reilan within it. The enemy recently extracted the crystal from my body a few months ago but luckily we escaped. That's how we know what the Shifter's objectives are."
The princess of Mercury then turned to the little twins, "What I want you two to do it protect this crystal and make sure no one can get it. If worst comes to worst, smash it." Ami ordered them, both nodding in understanding, putting the crystal in Kensuke's hand.
"But if you break the crystal, won't Reilan be free?" Trowa asked.
"As long as one of the two counterparts that helped create the force concealing Reilan in it is still alive, she will still be imprisoned only she will be confined to the Tao dimension, were all lost souls and angry spirits go." the senshi of death and destruction explained.
"And if they both die?" Wufei inquired.
"We don't want to think about that right now. Besides, I believe Quatre-san can take care of himself pretty well." her body with ridged for a second as her eyes grew blank. "We don't have much time left." she whispered to Ami who nodded.
"Aoi, be good, Kensuke watch your sister for me. And please you to, no fighting." the senshi of wisdom requested of her children. She then lowered her voice so only Hotaru could hear it, "Hotaru, can you fill them in about Kensuke's and Aoi's medical problems. I need to talk to Heero." Her best and (now) only friend nodded and Ami walked out of the room.
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~(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me~
She traveled down the corridors of Quatre's mansion, not much had changed about it. That was to her advantage. That meant she would know where Heero was. She walked down the C-wing and turned left. The whole left side of the Hall on the second floor was Heero's part of the house if she remembered correctly.
~(I was confused)
And I'd let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind~
His bedroom door stood ajar and she caught a glance of the Prussian eyed warrior typing furiously on his laptop. The room was very neat, everything had a special place and order so Heero could access it quickly if need be. She knocked on the door, opening it a little more, but Heero didn't seem to want acknowledge her presence. She let herself in anyway.
~(Inside of me)
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel~
Heero didn't look up from his work. He refused to. He couldn't let HER see him like this. He had sensed her presence earlier and wiped his face dry of tears. She closed the door behind her, pulled up a seat, and sat down across from him. "You didn't seem too shocked to find out you had twins." she started conversationally. He ignored her and silence followed.
~(Nothing to loose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own~
Her heart ached. She was finally with Heero again but now he hated her. The blue haired woman balled her hands into fists, trying to fight the urge to cry.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till its gone)~
He shot her a cold death glare because of her sniffles, his eyes still a bit bloodshot. She froze. 'Has Heero been crying? No, no. I must be imagining things.'
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong~
The princess of Mercury stood, her back turned towards Heero, "You're probably wondering why I didn't let Aoi and Kensuke know that you were they father."
"Because you're ashamed of me." the ex-perfect soldier answered monotonously.
~And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face~
Ami looked shocked, appalled, and hurt. She let a few tears trail down her face as her next words were barley a whisper, "You're wrong, Heero. I'm not ashamed, not at all of you or what we did. However, I am ashamed of how cowardly I am."
~(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind~
The ex-pilot of the Wing Zero looked up at the blue haired woman, his eyes full of surprise. He had not expected her to put herself down instead of him.
~(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me~
"You wonder why some people say you aren't human, Heero. It's because you seem to always overlook bits of humanity itself that makes everyone human. You're too negative." she told him, her voice still low, a bit of iciness in it.
~(Nothing to loose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own~
Her voice became stronger as she wipe away her tears, "I was trying to give you a choice. I ran away from you and the children are my responsibility. I'm giving you the choice I didn't have. You can choose to be Aoi and Kensuke's father or not."
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till its gone)~
He didn't know what to say. 'Is she mad? Does she really think I'm capable of being a father to her children?' He thought to himself. He didn't know a single thing about being a father or to care for anyone that was unable to care for them self.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong~
Besides he had no real father influence to look to for guidance. But something deep down within him wanted to have the stereotypical family. Why, he didn't know. He just didn't want to be left alone again.
~I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today~
He sat there, his eyes on the computer screen while Ami's eyes were on him as he pondered. She knew his old ways had been taking over his brain ever since she left but now with her back, he couldn't hold him emotionless façade.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)~
His silence cut through her soul and pierced her heart. The room was an extremely tense atmosphere but what was she to expect. She was feeling a bit sick. Because of Heero's hate for her and because of the impending doom she knew would consume her.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong~
Ami sifted her weight from one foot to another, feeling extremely anxious. She needed to leave but she also needed to stay and talk to Heero. "I'm giving you a choice Heero. You don't have to be Kensuke and Aoi's dad." she stopped for a minute. "But if you do refuse them then I've lost the Heero that I knew and you're just a heartless shell of what he was."
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong~
Silence engulfed the room again. Heero was too angry to say anything and Ami was depressed. They both did not look at each other. She had pissed Heero off with her comments, true as they may be. "Like you would know what heartless would be. You left me without even telling me to my face." Heero shot back, watching Ami's eyes become hard with anger.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong~
"You don't have to decide now. I have to leave now." her voice became icy once more as she exited the room, leaving Heero to himself.
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Its prey was near. It could almost smell them as if they were right next to him. The aura that was in this dimension reeked of Mercurian and Saturnian's power. The Shifter made its form lick its lips in anticipation as it drew nearer to the two princesses.
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Well yay! That's done so now I can go on Vaca without thinking of you guys. I got you another chapter out so enjoy the read! Well just for some info, Mizuno Aoi is Blue of Water.(roughly translated) Reviews now:
SailorKagome: Thanks a lot. I like cool things and you say my stories cool. Keep reviewing please.
Damia - Queen of the Gypsi's: I love justice! -.- I am in a Wufei/Amelia mood right now. Please excuse me. I just want ABSOLUTE JUSTICE!! ^^;;;;; Anyways thanks for the review.
Dr.Cricket: I'm glad you like. I hope I keep going too. I dun wanna upset you nice people who review my stories!
Kaiya-san: Hey again. I'm in a evil mood right now. I think its cause my happy muses went on Vaca...Oh well. It's nice to be sad once in a while. Thanks for the review. Trust me, I like a happy ending too. It's just that Ami-chan is a person who doesn't get the happy ending all the time. Neither is Hotaru-chan.
Mistress of Ice1::is glomped:: My dear imooto, thanks for the review. I still think your writing is great too so don't put yourself down too much. Bittersweet chocolate is always good. ^-^ Well I have to go pack now. Ja ne
~minimerc
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"I also have a mission for you two but only if you're up to it." Ami told her twins.
Of course Aoi's eyes widened with excitement. They finally weren't going to just do nothing. She could be of some use for once. Maybe her existence wasn't a mistake after all. "Mission accepted, okaasan!" the girl chirped happily at once.
On the other hand, the other half of the twins wasn't all that thrilled. Kensuke knew that they wouldn't be involved in their mother's battle. He doubted anything he or his sister could do would be any use to his Mom and aunt. Of course that didn't mean that he didn't want to help out. He just nodded his head, giving his mother a calculating look.
Ami looked so proud of her children. The blue haired genius reached behind her neck as if to unclasp a necklace or choker. Duo's mouth opened slightly when Ami took off the necklace that had been invisible.
Quatre looked alarmed as he saw the crystal that hung from the now visible silver chain. That lovely crystal that looked almost as if it was a really Lily of the Valley, the one that Reilan was sealed in. "Miss Ami, don't do it. If you-"
The woman smiled at the older blonde man, "Reilan cannot be released unless she is called upon from the crystal. When the crystal fused with my body, it imprisoned Reilan within it. The enemy recently extracted the crystal from my body a few months ago but luckily we escaped. That's how we know what the Shifter's objectives are."
The princess of Mercury then turned to the little twins, "What I want you two to do it protect this crystal and make sure no one can get it. If worst comes to worst, smash it." Ami ordered them, both nodding in understanding, putting the crystal in Kensuke's hand.
"But if you break the crystal, won't Reilan be free?" Trowa asked.
"As long as one of the two counterparts that helped create the force concealing Reilan in it is still alive, she will still be imprisoned only she will be confined to the Tao dimension, were all lost souls and angry spirits go." the senshi of death and destruction explained.
"And if they both die?" Wufei inquired.
"We don't want to think about that right now. Besides, I believe Quatre-san can take care of himself pretty well." her body with ridged for a second as her eyes grew blank. "We don't have much time left." she whispered to Ami who nodded.
"Aoi, be good, Kensuke watch your sister for me. And please you to, no fighting." the senshi of wisdom requested of her children. She then lowered her voice so only Hotaru could hear it, "Hotaru, can you fill them in about Kensuke's and Aoi's medical problems. I need to talk to Heero." Her best and (now) only friend nodded and Ami walked out of the room.
************
~(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me~
She traveled down the corridors of Quatre's mansion, not much had changed about it. That was to her advantage. That meant she would know where Heero was. She walked down the C-wing and turned left. The whole left side of the Hall on the second floor was Heero's part of the house if she remembered correctly.
~(I was confused)
And I'd let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind~
His bedroom door stood ajar and she caught a glance of the Prussian eyed warrior typing furiously on his laptop. The room was very neat, everything had a special place and order so Heero could access it quickly if need be. She knocked on the door, opening it a little more, but Heero didn't seem to want acknowledge her presence. She let herself in anyway.
~(Inside of me)
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel~
Heero didn't look up from his work. He refused to. He couldn't let HER see him like this. He had sensed her presence earlier and wiped his face dry of tears. She closed the door behind her, pulled up a seat, and sat down across from him. "You didn't seem too shocked to find out you had twins." she started conversationally. He ignored her and silence followed.
~(Nothing to loose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own~
Her heart ached. She was finally with Heero again but now he hated her. The blue haired woman balled her hands into fists, trying to fight the urge to cry.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till its gone)~
He shot her a cold death glare because of her sniffles, his eyes still a bit bloodshot. She froze. 'Has Heero been crying? No, no. I must be imagining things.'
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong~
The princess of Mercury stood, her back turned towards Heero, "You're probably wondering why I didn't let Aoi and Kensuke know that you were they father."
"Because you're ashamed of me." the ex-perfect soldier answered monotonously.
~And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face~
Ami looked shocked, appalled, and hurt. She let a few tears trail down her face as her next words were barley a whisper, "You're wrong, Heero. I'm not ashamed, not at all of you or what we did. However, I am ashamed of how cowardly I am."
~(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind~
The ex-pilot of the Wing Zero looked up at the blue haired woman, his eyes full of surprise. He had not expected her to put herself down instead of him.
~(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me~
"You wonder why some people say you aren't human, Heero. It's because you seem to always overlook bits of humanity itself that makes everyone human. You're too negative." she told him, her voice still low, a bit of iciness in it.
~(Nothing to loose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own~
Her voice became stronger as she wipe away her tears, "I was trying to give you a choice. I ran away from you and the children are my responsibility. I'm giving you the choice I didn't have. You can choose to be Aoi and Kensuke's father or not."
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till its gone)~
He didn't know what to say. 'Is she mad? Does she really think I'm capable of being a father to her children?' He thought to himself. He didn't know a single thing about being a father or to care for anyone that was unable to care for them self.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong~
Besides he had no real father influence to look to for guidance. But something deep down within him wanted to have the stereotypical family. Why, he didn't know. He just didn't want to be left alone again.
~I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today~
He sat there, his eyes on the computer screen while Ami's eyes were on him as he pondered. She knew his old ways had been taking over his brain ever since she left but now with her back, he couldn't hold him emotionless façade.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)~
His silence cut through her soul and pierced her heart. The room was an extremely tense atmosphere but what was she to expect. She was feeling a bit sick. Because of Heero's hate for her and because of the impending doom she knew would consume her.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong~
Ami sifted her weight from one foot to another, feeling extremely anxious. She needed to leave but she also needed to stay and talk to Heero. "I'm giving you a choice Heero. You don't have to be Kensuke and Aoi's dad." she stopped for a minute. "But if you do refuse them then I've lost the Heero that I knew and you're just a heartless shell of what he was."
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong~
Silence engulfed the room again. Heero was too angry to say anything and Ami was depressed. They both did not look at each other. She had pissed Heero off with her comments, true as they may be. "Like you would know what heartless would be. You left me without even telling me to my face." Heero shot back, watching Ami's eyes become hard with anger.
~I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong~
"You don't have to decide now. I have to leave now." her voice became icy once more as she exited the room, leaving Heero to himself.
************
Its prey was near. It could almost smell them as if they were right next to him. The aura that was in this dimension reeked of Mercurian and Saturnian's power. The Shifter made its form lick its lips in anticipation as it drew nearer to the two princesses.
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Well yay! That's done so now I can go on Vaca without thinking of you guys. I got you another chapter out so enjoy the read! Well just for some info, Mizuno Aoi is Blue of Water.(roughly translated) Reviews now:
SailorKagome: Thanks a lot. I like cool things and you say my stories cool. Keep reviewing please.
Damia - Queen of the Gypsi's: I love justice! -.- I am in a Wufei/Amelia mood right now. Please excuse me. I just want ABSOLUTE JUSTICE!! ^^;;;;; Anyways thanks for the review.
Dr.Cricket: I'm glad you like. I hope I keep going too. I dun wanna upset you nice people who review my stories!
Kaiya-san: Hey again. I'm in a evil mood right now. I think its cause my happy muses went on Vaca...Oh well. It's nice to be sad once in a while. Thanks for the review. Trust me, I like a happy ending too. It's just that Ami-chan is a person who doesn't get the happy ending all the time. Neither is Hotaru-chan.
Mistress of Ice1::is glomped:: My dear imooto, thanks for the review. I still think your writing is great too so don't put yourself down too much. Bittersweet chocolate is always good. ^-^ Well I have to go pack now. Ja ne
~minimerc