For Amanda Rollins sometimes even to live is an act of courage. She's out of courage out of fight will anyone figure it out in time will anyone save her? Can you really save someone who doesn't want to be saved? Updated 5/21 spell checked and with a new chapter.

What if almost everyone important in your life kept something from you that you should have been told about, thinking it was in your best interest. They say that the road to Hell is paved with good intentions, but what they fail to mention is despite whether the intentions were good or bad, you're still in Hell, even if it's your own personal one.

"Professional boundaries were the least of their problems right now. It didn't matter that Olivia was her superior, didn't matter that she had treated her poorly during her first few months in the squad. What did matter were the violent shivers cursing through Olivia's body, and the shameful look in her eyes. There was no way in hell Amanda was not gonna say it"

AU: Olivia was given temporary custody of Calvin Arliss. It ended in heartbreak as they were separated, against both of their wishes. Then months later Olivia thought she was finally able to get over it and move on, thinking the boy probably has. But then a hurt Calvin shows up on her doorstep. (TW: Mentions of Abuse, Sexual Assault, and Descriptions of Violence.)

What if Elliot had to suddenly go into Witness Protection and leave Olivia behind? What would that goodbye be like? Repost of an old fic from waaaay back.

I don't even know what this is, so don't even ask, lol.

Case that was driving them crazy. Police officers had been taking their own lives. One woman had said she was raped and it lead to the officers taking their lives. Kat lost someone close to her, the officer that had trained her had committed suicide. Then there was Tucker. Revealing a brain cancer diagnosis to Liv and not having much time.

When Elliot is killed in a tragic shooting, Olivia tries to put her life back together without him. She visits his grave and writes him a series of letters on her journey to healing, forgiving, and learning to love again.

This story stems from a tweet I jokingly sent to @firetipmyballs for HER to write but I guess I had to do it for myself. Enjoy and don't take it too seriously. This is Elliot and Olivia way out of character.

In hindsight perhaps travelling across multiple states on her own hadn't been the best idea.

ON HITAUS. Newly married Olivia and Rafael gear up to protect their growing family from the Covid-19 pandemic. But while that storm rages on, another one is brewing - in Rafael's head. Set a week after the season 21 finale. Trigger Warning for Depression and Harmful Thoughts. There is some fluff, as much as you can get in an angst story.

For the past five years, Amanda Rollins has been falling. Who will take care of her when she - quite literally - hits the ground? / Set during Patton's trial, i.e. 16x10 "Forgiving Rollins". Rated M for coarse language and potential future references to what Patton did to her. ****** I AM BACK ******

It's been a while since Amanda and Olivia haven't spent alone time. In order to catch up, they escape the city life for a day rich in adventure and introspection.

In the immediate aftermath of being drugged and assaulted, Amanda must come to terms with what it is to be the victim of a sex crime. Supported by Olivia and the SVU team, she gets a look at the criminal justice system from the other side of the lens, and learns what it truly means to be a survivor. Established Rolivia. TRIGGER WARNING/discussion of rape. Details inside!

Amanda Rollins starts having horrible night mares. What causes them? Why won’t they go away? Amanda is struggling to keep them under control but will she let Olivia in to help her? Amanda and Olivia have been daring for a year and have gotten extremely close and so have their kids. Could this be the end of their relationship?

The unraveling of a personal relationship between Amanda & Olivia. **Rated M for smut**

When the day comes, the inevitable day, she doesn't say any of it. She swallows the words, the recriminations, and even the urge to shake answers out of him. E/O.

Written by request. I wrote a story similar to this one years ago and was asked to rewrite it with an updated approach. Alex gets caught smoking and is punished.

It's Amanda's 41st birthday and Olivia is pulling out all the stops, but Detective Rollins has a few surprises of her own lined up for her beloved captain. (Devilishverse. Fluff and nonsense, with some smut at the end.)

6 women, unconnected except for one common thread: Elliot Stabler. What will happened when a familiar face reconnects with the squad after a long absence?

Rafael Barba has had a terrible day at work, but when he comes home he's shocked to find his girlfriend and a new addition.

Everyone needs a fresh start at some point in their life.

Sometimes those who you are hiding everything from end up being the ones who save you in the end.

A series of One-Shots and daydreams

"Man, you're like a vacuum cleaner, Liv." OR The Rollins family and the Benson family spend some quality time together after the events of episode 21x19 "Solving for the Unknowns", and the two officers have a long overdue conversation about the events of the past year. Three-parter. Has nothing to do with my other SVU stories. Amanda/ Olivia friendship. Trigger warnings inside.