I caught you,
A sight that killed my only soul,
A soul the depended on you.
I wanted in every way to close my eyes,
To shut you out,
To forget your wrong,
I couldn't.
All I could do was cry.
Not even the blurriness of you
Could trick my mind.
You told me I was perfect.
Could perfection have flaws?
Flaws that you saw as strengths in another?
Never a word was uttered,
To hint of her…
So many questions,
That I have no care in knowing the answer to.
No.
Don't say a fucking word,
You have the other to explain yourself to.
About abandoning the weak,
Lying to the innocent,
Beating the bruised.
Anger too furious to throw.
I can trick my mind,
But not my heart.
The heart that contains the last part that still
Sees the you, that eye could never behold.
A you that could never kill,
The only soul that had ever sought your love.
