I caught you,

A sight that killed my only soul,

A soul the depended on you.

I wanted in every way to close my eyes,

To shut you out,

To forget your wrong,

I couldn't.

All I could do was cry.

Not even the blurriness of you

Could trick my mind.

You told me I was perfect.

Could perfection have flaws?

Flaws that you saw as strengths in another?

Never a word was uttered,

To hint of her…

So many questions,

That I have no care in knowing the answer to.

No.

Don't say a fucking word,

You have the other to explain yourself to.

About abandoning the weak,

Lying to the innocent,

Beating the bruised.

Anger too furious to throw.

I can trick my mind,

But not my heart.

The heart that contains the last part that still

Sees the you, that eye could never behold.

A you that could never kill,

The only soul that had ever sought your love.