"And how does that make you feel?" The doctor looked at Alex patiently, but expectantly. It always came back to that question, didn't it? How do you feel? "It scares me," Alex admitted. "I'm afraid of losing, I'm afraid of winning, I'm afraid of running, and afraid of passing up the chance to run. I'm afraid of what it means that I even still think about this type of thing."
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