Love is Pain
By: Freewater
Pairings: Gh-Tr
Rating: Pg 13, Shonen ai
Disclaimers: I do not own DBZ, never have never will yada, yada, yada. Please don't sue me!
Warnings: Male/Male relationship. Swearing
Archive: Sure, anything's good! Just ask me first k? ^_^
Feedback: Definitely! Please, yes!! I want to know if I did a good job or not writing this! Please review me!!
Notes: A bunch of these little stars **** Means a change in time or scenery. ''These things here indicate thoughts.
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The flight back to Capsule Corp was the longest flight they'd both ever had in their entire lives. It was pouring rain out with freezing cold winds that blew in there faces and soaked straight through their clothes, sending numerous chills down both of their spines, as if to try and make them turn back. Gohan wouldn't go back though, he couldn't. Right now there was nothing more important to him than just getting to the one he loved and trying to convince him that he'd made a mistake, that he loved him and wanted to be with him. That he didn't want him to die.
The storm out was bad. So bad that they had to change into their super saiyan forms just to be able to see with the surrounding golden glow that it would create. When they finally made it to their destination, the only way they could be sure that it was even Capsule Corp before was because of the many lights in the building, that had so far not gone out yet due to the storm. Gohan immediately checked for Trunks' Ki.
He was so shocked with how weak it felt that he nearly fell out of the sky before he had a chance to land properly. Why hadn't he noticed it before!?!? Was he really so caught up in his own self pity that he couldn't even tell when the very light that kept his Koi alive was going out? 'Yes, I was.' He thought to himself miserably.
The front lawn was slippery when they ran, but they still managed to get across it and to the door without too much of a hitch. Goten walked ahead of him and opened the door and let himself in without knocking. Gohan was a little confused with this at first, until he remembered that he was now living here so it didn't matter.
"Bulma!! I'm back!!" He called out through the large building.
The sound of footsteps running down the stairs was all that could be heard as she quickly ran down to greet him, thankful that he was back and could to try, once again, to talk some sense into her son.
When she turned the corner that led into the entrance hall however, she stopped dead in her tracks as her mouth opened in the shock of what she saw. There he was. The very reason why her only son was killing himself without mercy was standing right behind Goten, shuffling his feet with a sorry look on his face.
Her eyes narrowed dangerously when she saw him. She would have marched up to the both of them and screamed in their faces, Goten for bringing him here and to Gohan for being so cruel, but right now her boy was sleeping, one of the few times when he couldn't use his Ki to kill himself, and she didn't want to wake him up from that.
Instead she just held her tongue as best as she could and demanded in a low tone. "What's *he* doing here?" She emphasized the word he, as if it were a curse. Something dirty in which a lady shouldn't dare utter, and Gohan winced at it.
It was Goten who spoke first. "He's here to apologise, Bulma." He said quickly to try and stifle the yelling that he knew would be happening sooner or later. Preferably later.
"Apologise? Ha! That's a really good one, Goten!" She said sarcastically while raising her voice a little. Once again Gohan winced. "We're beyond apologies!" She said while turning to him and sneering. "You have a lot of nerve for coming here after what you did! I should call the police right now and have you arrested for tres--"
"Be quiet, onna!"
They all turned and could see Vegeta leaning up against a doorway with his arms crossed. He too had a sneer on his face, but at least he seemed willing to help them. Or.....at least that's what Gohan *hoped* he was there for.
Looking closely at the saiyan ouji, he could really tell how sleep deprived he was. Goten wasn't kidding when he said that he had to help Vegeta watch him. He looked like a total wreck!
"Onna if this baka can say something that will knock some sense into our brat then I would prefer it if he said it." He said calmly to his wife, who looked like she was on the verge of exploding with rage.
She just stood there for a minute or two, fuming as to whether or not she wanted him to go near her son. He *could* make things better for him, but he could also make them worse. Stamping her foot in frustration to turned back to him and angrily demanded. "Alright, if I let you up there, what do think you could say that could make things any better after what you did?!?" She demanded hotly.
Gohan gulped. "I-I would tell him that-that I'm sorry and that I was wrong." He said shakily, not really knowing exactly what he would say when he finally saw his Koi.
Bulma raised an eyebrow in thought. "Is that all?" She asked almost heartlessly.
He looked up at her eyes, his own where shining with tears that he just refused to let fall. "I'll tell him that I love him too." He said in a voice that was broken.
Both Bulma and Vegeta looked shocked when they heard that. "B-but if you love him, then why did you--"
"I don't have time for this, Bulma!" He protested with a pleading look in his eyes. All he wanted right now was to go upstairs to where his Koi was and talk some sense into him. He wanted to tell him how much he loved him and how sorry he was, but not only that, he wanted to hold him again, and soon he would never be able to do that again if Bulma held him up any longer.
Goten saw the confused looks in both Vegeta and Bulma's eyes, so he decided to try and help speed things up a bit for him. "Why don't I explain everything to the both of you while he goes upstairs? We shouldn't waste anymore time on this anyway." He said a matter of factly.
Bulma bit her lower lip before moving out of the way for him to pass, he didn't bother to take off his jacket that was still dripping wet from being in the rain not ten minutes ago. "He's in his old room." She said quietly as he slowly walked passed her and headed for the stairs.
Just as he was about to pass the saiyajin no ouji, he whispered something to him. "You'd best hope that you can help my boy, brat," He threatened in a low tone. "because if you can't, and he dies, it won't be long until you join him in Other World. Have I made myself clear?"
He gulped over the lump of fear in his throat when he heard that. "Perfectly clear, Vegeta." He whispered back before leaving the room for Goten to explain things to them.
While walking up the large stairs and to the third floor where he knew that his Koi was, he couldn't help but feel a great knot of fear and anxiety building in his stomach. What if he didn't forgive him? What if he hated him? What if he went ahead with his plan to kill himself no matter what he said? It would be all his fault, that's what.
Strangely enough he was there before he knew it, standing outside his Koi's door. He couldn't help but give a light smirk when he saw that the old sign he kept on it from when he was a teenager was still there. *Enter At Your Own Risk!*
'Enter at my own risk is right!' He thought to himself sarcastically before lightly knocking....... No answer. He knocked again, this time a little louder........ Still no answer.
He frowned slightly at this. Why wasn't he answering?
Gohan grabbed the doorknob and made sure to turn it slowly so he wouldn't be heard. He wasn't too sure if Trunks would want him in there if he by chance was awake and just ignoring him. He opened the door slowly to reduce the creaking sounds that it made, and when enough space was created he stepped halfway into the room, with his other half still in the hall. "Trunks?" He called out in a light voice.
The horrifying sight that met his eyes took his breath away.
To Be Continued...........................................
A.N: HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! CLIFFHANGER!!!! Am I evil or what!?!? Sorry that it's so short, but I'm pressed for time right now. Thanks to all who are reviewing this by the way.So what do you all think so far? Was it good? Please review! No reviews make me not want to write!! (Evil laughter)
By: Freewater
Pairings: Gh-Tr
Rating: Pg 13, Shonen ai
Disclaimers: I do not own DBZ, never have never will yada, yada, yada. Please don't sue me!
Warnings: Male/Male relationship. Swearing
Archive: Sure, anything's good! Just ask me first k? ^_^
Feedback: Definitely! Please, yes!! I want to know if I did a good job or not writing this! Please review me!!
Notes: A bunch of these little stars **** Means a change in time or scenery. ''These things here indicate thoughts.
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The flight back to Capsule Corp was the longest flight they'd both ever had in their entire lives. It was pouring rain out with freezing cold winds that blew in there faces and soaked straight through their clothes, sending numerous chills down both of their spines, as if to try and make them turn back. Gohan wouldn't go back though, he couldn't. Right now there was nothing more important to him than just getting to the one he loved and trying to convince him that he'd made a mistake, that he loved him and wanted to be with him. That he didn't want him to die.
The storm out was bad. So bad that they had to change into their super saiyan forms just to be able to see with the surrounding golden glow that it would create. When they finally made it to their destination, the only way they could be sure that it was even Capsule Corp before was because of the many lights in the building, that had so far not gone out yet due to the storm. Gohan immediately checked for Trunks' Ki.
He was so shocked with how weak it felt that he nearly fell out of the sky before he had a chance to land properly. Why hadn't he noticed it before!?!? Was he really so caught up in his own self pity that he couldn't even tell when the very light that kept his Koi alive was going out? 'Yes, I was.' He thought to himself miserably.
The front lawn was slippery when they ran, but they still managed to get across it and to the door without too much of a hitch. Goten walked ahead of him and opened the door and let himself in without knocking. Gohan was a little confused with this at first, until he remembered that he was now living here so it didn't matter.
"Bulma!! I'm back!!" He called out through the large building.
The sound of footsteps running down the stairs was all that could be heard as she quickly ran down to greet him, thankful that he was back and could to try, once again, to talk some sense into her son.
When she turned the corner that led into the entrance hall however, she stopped dead in her tracks as her mouth opened in the shock of what she saw. There he was. The very reason why her only son was killing himself without mercy was standing right behind Goten, shuffling his feet with a sorry look on his face.
Her eyes narrowed dangerously when she saw him. She would have marched up to the both of them and screamed in their faces, Goten for bringing him here and to Gohan for being so cruel, but right now her boy was sleeping, one of the few times when he couldn't use his Ki to kill himself, and she didn't want to wake him up from that.
Instead she just held her tongue as best as she could and demanded in a low tone. "What's *he* doing here?" She emphasized the word he, as if it were a curse. Something dirty in which a lady shouldn't dare utter, and Gohan winced at it.
It was Goten who spoke first. "He's here to apologise, Bulma." He said quickly to try and stifle the yelling that he knew would be happening sooner or later. Preferably later.
"Apologise? Ha! That's a really good one, Goten!" She said sarcastically while raising her voice a little. Once again Gohan winced. "We're beyond apologies!" She said while turning to him and sneering. "You have a lot of nerve for coming here after what you did! I should call the police right now and have you arrested for tres--"
"Be quiet, onna!"
They all turned and could see Vegeta leaning up against a doorway with his arms crossed. He too had a sneer on his face, but at least he seemed willing to help them. Or.....at least that's what Gohan *hoped* he was there for.
Looking closely at the saiyan ouji, he could really tell how sleep deprived he was. Goten wasn't kidding when he said that he had to help Vegeta watch him. He looked like a total wreck!
"Onna if this baka can say something that will knock some sense into our brat then I would prefer it if he said it." He said calmly to his wife, who looked like she was on the verge of exploding with rage.
She just stood there for a minute or two, fuming as to whether or not she wanted him to go near her son. He *could* make things better for him, but he could also make them worse. Stamping her foot in frustration to turned back to him and angrily demanded. "Alright, if I let you up there, what do think you could say that could make things any better after what you did?!?" She demanded hotly.
Gohan gulped. "I-I would tell him that-that I'm sorry and that I was wrong." He said shakily, not really knowing exactly what he would say when he finally saw his Koi.
Bulma raised an eyebrow in thought. "Is that all?" She asked almost heartlessly.
He looked up at her eyes, his own where shining with tears that he just refused to let fall. "I'll tell him that I love him too." He said in a voice that was broken.
Both Bulma and Vegeta looked shocked when they heard that. "B-but if you love him, then why did you--"
"I don't have time for this, Bulma!" He protested with a pleading look in his eyes. All he wanted right now was to go upstairs to where his Koi was and talk some sense into him. He wanted to tell him how much he loved him and how sorry he was, but not only that, he wanted to hold him again, and soon he would never be able to do that again if Bulma held him up any longer.
Goten saw the confused looks in both Vegeta and Bulma's eyes, so he decided to try and help speed things up a bit for him. "Why don't I explain everything to the both of you while he goes upstairs? We shouldn't waste anymore time on this anyway." He said a matter of factly.
Bulma bit her lower lip before moving out of the way for him to pass, he didn't bother to take off his jacket that was still dripping wet from being in the rain not ten minutes ago. "He's in his old room." She said quietly as he slowly walked passed her and headed for the stairs.
Just as he was about to pass the saiyajin no ouji, he whispered something to him. "You'd best hope that you can help my boy, brat," He threatened in a low tone. "because if you can't, and he dies, it won't be long until you join him in Other World. Have I made myself clear?"
He gulped over the lump of fear in his throat when he heard that. "Perfectly clear, Vegeta." He whispered back before leaving the room for Goten to explain things to them.
While walking up the large stairs and to the third floor where he knew that his Koi was, he couldn't help but feel a great knot of fear and anxiety building in his stomach. What if he didn't forgive him? What if he hated him? What if he went ahead with his plan to kill himself no matter what he said? It would be all his fault, that's what.
Strangely enough he was there before he knew it, standing outside his Koi's door. He couldn't help but give a light smirk when he saw that the old sign he kept on it from when he was a teenager was still there. *Enter At Your Own Risk!*
'Enter at my own risk is right!' He thought to himself sarcastically before lightly knocking....... No answer. He knocked again, this time a little louder........ Still no answer.
He frowned slightly at this. Why wasn't he answering?
Gohan grabbed the doorknob and made sure to turn it slowly so he wouldn't be heard. He wasn't too sure if Trunks would want him in there if he by chance was awake and just ignoring him. He opened the door slowly to reduce the creaking sounds that it made, and when enough space was created he stepped halfway into the room, with his other half still in the hall. "Trunks?" He called out in a light voice.
The horrifying sight that met his eyes took his breath away.
To Be Continued...........................................
A.N: HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! CLIFFHANGER!!!! Am I evil or what!?!? Sorry that it's so short, but I'm pressed for time right now. Thanks to all who are reviewing this by the way.So what do you all think so far? Was it good? Please review! No reviews make me not want to write!! (Evil laughter)