Okay I'm feeling inspired. Since Mauru has called me the root of all evil I
will show him just how evil I can be. Oh and for the record his remark to
me only sparks the flame to write even more and another thing, I like
Kairi, but just for this story I felt the need to have Sora and Leon and
Riku. I love you Mauru, but I will not stop writing because you hate me. If
it bothers you so much go read a fanfiction that isn't Yaoi. It's that
simple. For the record I can make Leon and Sora and Riku however I want
because it's my story. If you weren't wasting all your breath flaming me
and other writers you might find a story you like. Your review failed to
damage me. I will simply tell you this. I don't write to please people, I
write for myself. If you hate me then so be it I will not call further
discrimination on you because I don't feel like degrading you anymore. It's
worthless. No one is forcing you to read it. . If you write something I'll
review it and I promise I'll be nice and gentle. So until you start proving
that you can write then you might want to stop hating on those of us who do
write and have the guts to post our stuff. We know the possibilities and
consequences. So now I close this note with thanks to you, I love you
Mauru for giving me inspiration for this next chapter. Oh by the way I am
not being sarcastic.
I am corrupt to the nature of things, Give me a pen and I write, Give me a pencil and I draw, I am sorry if you don't like it but know that I will love you even still, So hate me if you dare I am finished with such trivial things.
So it's come to this
Part VII
What I can't go back on
Riku awoke, his eyes momentarily blinded by neon. He had made it to Traverse town. He smiled and sat up. Sora was here. He could feel Sora's energy strongly and he reveled in it. Sora was simply perfect for him. Riku felt almost giddy as he walked the streets following Sora's energy. He stopped in front of a simple house hearing the sound of sword metal clank together. Sora was practicing. He pushed an arrant strand of hair from his eyes.
"Sora."he whispered to the wind.
Sora stopped his swordplay. His eyes widened and he stumbled dropping the key blade. His eyes were full of life and the blue was vibrant again. "Riku!" he hurried to his feet and swung around the side of the house to see his Best friend standing dressed in similar garb to his gothic appeal. He pounced on the smiling silver-headed boy and hugged him desperately tears falling from his eyes. "Riku.I was looking for you."
Leon walked around to the front of the house well aware of what was going to be there. He clapped his hands softly. "Impressive entrance." He walked toward the two happily hugging on the ground. "Sora I'm glad you found your treasure.' He stated softly before turning to go into the house.
Sora smiled and hugged Riku tightly around the waist again. Riku leaned his cheek on the top of Sora's cinnamon locks inhaling the island scent the boy still had. He sighed as he wrapped Sora tightly in his embrace. He had missed the way Sora felt. The last time he had held the boy close was when he had been chased by nightmares. Sora had trembled in fear but stopped as his arms circled him protectively. Riku smiled at the thought. His Sora was now in his embrace.
"I've missed you Sora," his voice now deep and rich crooned into the smaller teen's hair.
Sora almost died at the sound of Riku's voice. It had a nice rich baritone to it making him shier as the whispers trailed over his locks. Sora opened his eyes and looked into Riku's eyes. He saw compassion and emotions he couldn't even begin to describe. Riku's aqua eyes had darkened slightly to an almost deep teal green. Sora let a wide smile cross his face bringing with it a pale blush. Riku tilted the younger one's chin up.
"Let's go someplace to talk about this. Besides I'm kind of hungry." He stood pulling Sora up with him.
Sora nodded and lead Riku to the small tavern in district one. The two boys took a table in the corner so that they could talk without disruptions about the times they had or the remembrances or whatever happened in the infinity where they had been apart. The two spoke over the times on the islands and the adventures and the simple life they used to have. Then Riku told Sora of his chamber of darkness. He told of the tortures he had to face and the trials he endured.
"Sora I last those trials out because of you. I was able to see your smiling face urging me on. The thought of seeing you again and being able to tell you how I felt was strong and kept me alive." He clasped Sora's hands in his own and squeezed them gently.
Sora felt uncomfortable. All this time that he'd been in the dark Riku had always thought of him. He suddenly felt very dirty. "Riku.."he turned away and pulled his hands from Riku's hold. "I." he started." I .I.."
'I'm aware of your merry making with Leon." Riku frowned slightly. "Sora.you don't need to.."
Sora jumped up causing the table to fall over. "I'm sorry Riku." He ran. All he could do was run. Where would he go though? The thought of him being so faithless to Riku drove him into and angst again. He thought of the only play he could go. Slowly he walked through district two until he reached the ladder that lead to the top of the gizmo shop. He curled up inside the small room where the bell cord hung. Sora absently pondered how he could have been so selfish. It clicked. He remembered he had some of the locoweed that Aeris had given him for his quest. No rolling papers though. Damn. He shrugged slicing open one of the cigarettes he had and stuffed some of the crushed plant inside. He needed the euphoria now. He needed to feel like he didn't exist here. He laughed bitterly as he took a long drag of the cigarette. "How ironic that after I give into my lust my love shows up." He choked on his own revelation. He dragged on his locoweed cigarette welcoming the oncoming confusions. His eyes slit lazily as he took more of the "dosage" pushing him further and further into the hallucinogenic realm.
Riku was beside himself. Sora was really fucked up. He could tell. Even when he had seen him in his visions he never knew That Sora would react in such a manner. It was like his moods were dependant. He seemed almost on the verge of schizophrenia. Riku had recalled that night that Sora had somewhat seduced Leon. Hell if he were Leon he would've fallen victim to it. That wasn't the point though. The fact was Sora seemed to be acting so different. He wandered about while thinking on his traumatized Sora. He stopped. He could just feel for his location. After all he could sense him. Couldn't he? Nope not anymore. His ability to sense his love must have been demagnetized the moment he found him. Riku swore silently. He had no clue where to search. His only resort now was to ask the Gunblade master for help. Though he didn't approve of the idea much he wanted to find Sora as soon as possible, so it was the best solution. And besides Leon knew his way around where as to Riku did not. Leon stared at the silver-haired teen with the same stoic frown he cast at everybody except Sora. Though when he heard Riku's ploy he reluctantly agreed to help. Leon though was not in the mood for helping Riku get Sora back. IT burned him. Leon sighed and followed Riku out the door. He had told himself not to get attached. Where would Sora hide? He had the strong inkling that Sora was on a rooftop somewhere seeing as that was where he had found him last time he ran off.
Rooftops. Riku walked through the neon city looking for anything, a shadow or a movement that remotely resembled Sora. He looked then noticed Leon walking towards a tall building with stained glass windows. A bolt hit him. Why hadn't he thought to look there? He rushed toward it. He had to get to Sora first. To let him know he didn't care about the things he knew. Riku scaled the building hoping that his Sora was there for him to save. A muffled sound of giggling came from in the dark. Riku's acute senses focused on it. There he saw a dark outline of Sora slumped over. He walked cautiously towards his love hoping and praying that he was alright. Sora's cerulean eyes glowed form the dark space.
"Sora?" his head snapped up. "Sora are you alright?" Riku stalked toward the sable haired teen.
"Go away Riku! I don't want to hear it. I screwed up ok?!" he shouted from in the shadows while stifling an awkward laugh.
Riku's eyes softened. "Sora, this isn't about that. I don't care what you've done I just want you for myself. I never had the nerve to tell you." He took another step.
"GO AWAY!" the sudden shout startled the silver-haired teen into a small retreat.
"Sora I love you more than anything." he whispered hoarsely choking back tears. "I fought the darkness and expended my energies to see you." Riku took a step forward again so that he was standing scant inched from where the tip of the key blade poked into the light. "I can't lose you again."
Sora's soft barely audible whisper caught his ears. "I don't deserve it." The key blade master laughed bitterly while tapping the key chain against his leg. "Slut." he growled and knocked Riku back with the blade. "I." he stepped into the light. "I don't deserve you Riku.I'm a slut." He turned away.
"Sora you are not a slut! What the hell gave you that Idea?!" He wrenched Sora around looking deeply into the dull eyes. "You lost the shine in your eyes again." He hugged the struggling boy close. "Sora I love you.don't leave me."
Sora finally gave up struggling against Riku's arms and wisped. "Why.I'm not pure."
A/N: okay this one's a shortie. Anyways final Riku gets in on the action. Got love that angst though that Sora is having. I see clouds in your future. Angst clouds that is. Thanx for all the lovely reviews. More is on the way.
I am corrupt to the nature of things, Give me a pen and I write, Give me a pencil and I draw, I am sorry if you don't like it but know that I will love you even still, So hate me if you dare I am finished with such trivial things.
So it's come to this
Part VII
What I can't go back on
Riku awoke, his eyes momentarily blinded by neon. He had made it to Traverse town. He smiled and sat up. Sora was here. He could feel Sora's energy strongly and he reveled in it. Sora was simply perfect for him. Riku felt almost giddy as he walked the streets following Sora's energy. He stopped in front of a simple house hearing the sound of sword metal clank together. Sora was practicing. He pushed an arrant strand of hair from his eyes.
"Sora."he whispered to the wind.
Sora stopped his swordplay. His eyes widened and he stumbled dropping the key blade. His eyes were full of life and the blue was vibrant again. "Riku!" he hurried to his feet and swung around the side of the house to see his Best friend standing dressed in similar garb to his gothic appeal. He pounced on the smiling silver-headed boy and hugged him desperately tears falling from his eyes. "Riku.I was looking for you."
Leon walked around to the front of the house well aware of what was going to be there. He clapped his hands softly. "Impressive entrance." He walked toward the two happily hugging on the ground. "Sora I'm glad you found your treasure.' He stated softly before turning to go into the house.
Sora smiled and hugged Riku tightly around the waist again. Riku leaned his cheek on the top of Sora's cinnamon locks inhaling the island scent the boy still had. He sighed as he wrapped Sora tightly in his embrace. He had missed the way Sora felt. The last time he had held the boy close was when he had been chased by nightmares. Sora had trembled in fear but stopped as his arms circled him protectively. Riku smiled at the thought. His Sora was now in his embrace.
"I've missed you Sora," his voice now deep and rich crooned into the smaller teen's hair.
Sora almost died at the sound of Riku's voice. It had a nice rich baritone to it making him shier as the whispers trailed over his locks. Sora opened his eyes and looked into Riku's eyes. He saw compassion and emotions he couldn't even begin to describe. Riku's aqua eyes had darkened slightly to an almost deep teal green. Sora let a wide smile cross his face bringing with it a pale blush. Riku tilted the younger one's chin up.
"Let's go someplace to talk about this. Besides I'm kind of hungry." He stood pulling Sora up with him.
Sora nodded and lead Riku to the small tavern in district one. The two boys took a table in the corner so that they could talk without disruptions about the times they had or the remembrances or whatever happened in the infinity where they had been apart. The two spoke over the times on the islands and the adventures and the simple life they used to have. Then Riku told Sora of his chamber of darkness. He told of the tortures he had to face and the trials he endured.
"Sora I last those trials out because of you. I was able to see your smiling face urging me on. The thought of seeing you again and being able to tell you how I felt was strong and kept me alive." He clasped Sora's hands in his own and squeezed them gently.
Sora felt uncomfortable. All this time that he'd been in the dark Riku had always thought of him. He suddenly felt very dirty. "Riku.."he turned away and pulled his hands from Riku's hold. "I." he started." I .I.."
'I'm aware of your merry making with Leon." Riku frowned slightly. "Sora.you don't need to.."
Sora jumped up causing the table to fall over. "I'm sorry Riku." He ran. All he could do was run. Where would he go though? The thought of him being so faithless to Riku drove him into and angst again. He thought of the only play he could go. Slowly he walked through district two until he reached the ladder that lead to the top of the gizmo shop. He curled up inside the small room where the bell cord hung. Sora absently pondered how he could have been so selfish. It clicked. He remembered he had some of the locoweed that Aeris had given him for his quest. No rolling papers though. Damn. He shrugged slicing open one of the cigarettes he had and stuffed some of the crushed plant inside. He needed the euphoria now. He needed to feel like he didn't exist here. He laughed bitterly as he took a long drag of the cigarette. "How ironic that after I give into my lust my love shows up." He choked on his own revelation. He dragged on his locoweed cigarette welcoming the oncoming confusions. His eyes slit lazily as he took more of the "dosage" pushing him further and further into the hallucinogenic realm.
Riku was beside himself. Sora was really fucked up. He could tell. Even when he had seen him in his visions he never knew That Sora would react in such a manner. It was like his moods were dependant. He seemed almost on the verge of schizophrenia. Riku had recalled that night that Sora had somewhat seduced Leon. Hell if he were Leon he would've fallen victim to it. That wasn't the point though. The fact was Sora seemed to be acting so different. He wandered about while thinking on his traumatized Sora. He stopped. He could just feel for his location. After all he could sense him. Couldn't he? Nope not anymore. His ability to sense his love must have been demagnetized the moment he found him. Riku swore silently. He had no clue where to search. His only resort now was to ask the Gunblade master for help. Though he didn't approve of the idea much he wanted to find Sora as soon as possible, so it was the best solution. And besides Leon knew his way around where as to Riku did not. Leon stared at the silver-haired teen with the same stoic frown he cast at everybody except Sora. Though when he heard Riku's ploy he reluctantly agreed to help. Leon though was not in the mood for helping Riku get Sora back. IT burned him. Leon sighed and followed Riku out the door. He had told himself not to get attached. Where would Sora hide? He had the strong inkling that Sora was on a rooftop somewhere seeing as that was where he had found him last time he ran off.
Rooftops. Riku walked through the neon city looking for anything, a shadow or a movement that remotely resembled Sora. He looked then noticed Leon walking towards a tall building with stained glass windows. A bolt hit him. Why hadn't he thought to look there? He rushed toward it. He had to get to Sora first. To let him know he didn't care about the things he knew. Riku scaled the building hoping that his Sora was there for him to save. A muffled sound of giggling came from in the dark. Riku's acute senses focused on it. There he saw a dark outline of Sora slumped over. He walked cautiously towards his love hoping and praying that he was alright. Sora's cerulean eyes glowed form the dark space.
"Sora?" his head snapped up. "Sora are you alright?" Riku stalked toward the sable haired teen.
"Go away Riku! I don't want to hear it. I screwed up ok?!" he shouted from in the shadows while stifling an awkward laugh.
Riku's eyes softened. "Sora, this isn't about that. I don't care what you've done I just want you for myself. I never had the nerve to tell you." He took another step.
"GO AWAY!" the sudden shout startled the silver-haired teen into a small retreat.
"Sora I love you more than anything." he whispered hoarsely choking back tears. "I fought the darkness and expended my energies to see you." Riku took a step forward again so that he was standing scant inched from where the tip of the key blade poked into the light. "I can't lose you again."
Sora's soft barely audible whisper caught his ears. "I don't deserve it." The key blade master laughed bitterly while tapping the key chain against his leg. "Slut." he growled and knocked Riku back with the blade. "I." he stepped into the light. "I don't deserve you Riku.I'm a slut." He turned away.
"Sora you are not a slut! What the hell gave you that Idea?!" He wrenched Sora around looking deeply into the dull eyes. "You lost the shine in your eyes again." He hugged the struggling boy close. "Sora I love you.don't leave me."
Sora finally gave up struggling against Riku's arms and wisped. "Why.I'm not pure."
A/N: okay this one's a shortie. Anyways final Riku gets in on the action. Got love that angst though that Sora is having. I see clouds in your future. Angst clouds that is. Thanx for all the lovely reviews. More is on the way.