There are so many things on my mind right now, I haven't even got the time to make another chapter in my little story you guys find pretty good. Anyways, thanks for those who reviewed, which right now, I'm very sorry but I could not thank here. Why? Because I can't connect to the Internet that easily! I'm having a really hard time, so I just typed the story. Next time, I will thank you guys.
Anyways, this chapter is kinda short (like my other chapters, mind you) owing to a simple Writer's Block I'm having—I just need some time off from the computer (but I don't want to). Hope you like this as much as you liked the others cause I'm not confident with this chapter (It's not good enough, and not at all related with what did happen on the last chapter). Just like before, this one will be a point of view of a character (who will that be *blinkblink*)
Enjoy! Ooh, and don't forget to review!
On with the story!
Hoping for a Chance
By Cerulean Sapphire
I never knew I did love him…I never could imagine myself falling for him like this…
If someone told me that years would come after I finish at Hogwarts I would realize I'm in love with Draco Malfoy, I'll just laugh at them. What utter rubbish! It would be just like Professor Trelawney's dumb and stupid prediction of Harry's death!
But I guess, right now, I am in love with him…but why? Ever since I knew him, he was nothing but a Slytherin for me. Draco Malfoy is the foulest creature ever made in this world. He's like someone who exists without a conscience, or maybe even a heart, for he never was good to us. If he ever had a heart, then maybe it was purely made out of stone. How? How could I fall in love with a person like that?
I know now that I am in love with him…but since when? Where? I never recall myself looking longingly at him at the Great hall; all I did was glare at him. Nobody ever caught me looking at him like a lovesick fool; not that I ever did look at him like that. So why am I like that now? Many years have passed since I saw him, so why now, why am I longing for him…?
I know I have been in love with him for some time, but why…why is he still on my mind right now? Why couldn't I just shake it all off, and forget about him, forget about my dream, forget about everything I remember of him? Why couldn't I sleep at night—just because I'm thinking about him? Why am I missing him this bad?
Ever since I realized I love him, I couldn't stop myself from thinking about him. Where is he right now? Is he sleeping just fine, or is he just like me; tossing and turning and couldn't sleep because something was on his mind? Why am I worried about him?
I admit I had fallen in love before, many times before…but not as deep as this…not like what I'm feeling right now. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I'm getting all crazy, and I'm acting really weird!
And worse, I don't even know why…
And why…why, of all people, did I fall so hard in love…with Draco? Why him? Why do I have to fall in love with someone who never learned to respect me until years passed and we haven't seen each other? Why am I suddenly affected by some letter and some 'I miss you'? Is it just because he's asking for forgiveness?
I already sent a reply through owl post, thinking it would stop when I have replied. It stopped for quite a while, and it's getting me worried. I was expecting he'd send another letter saying something, or maybe asking how I was, but nothing came. It's been two years since I received those owls…it's been years since I had replied…it's been two long years since I heard from him again.
But ever since those letters came, my life changed. I know I need to hear from him, and I'm still waiting, waiting for his answer, waiting for some thank you or something of the sort…but it didn't come…
But what if he never did receive the letter? People can sometimes intercept owls, and sometimes owls could get lost…So how am I going to tell him I already forgave him…and I miss him too?
Now I know…answering his letter isn't enough for me.
I need to tell him I forgave him…that I miss him…and my long-forgotten feelings for him…
I need to see him.
At last, before I could even put this at Fanfiction.net I already connected to the Internet! That's some news! So here are those I thank so much for reviewing:
Dreaming One: thanks so much for that review—I have nothing more to say! (I'm kinda flattered)
LP Draconis: Thanks for that hug (but it hurts, cause you attacked me ~_~) and I hope you'll like this one. Just tell me if you don't, I'll write another chapter to the likes of my readers.
Ice-cube08: thanks for that really short review but I know it means more than that. Thank you!
Delila-Malfoy: Yeah, I'm kinda disappointed too that it's not Hermione, but that's the way life is right? And don't worry; there still is chance for the two of them. Don't lose hope!
Ice-cube08: Again?! (you are really sly, eh?) Anyways, thanks for that, hope you liked it.
The expert: I've got a question: Why is your name 'the expert'? Is there anything specific in your expertise? ~_~
Thanks to everyone who read this, hope you liked it and don't ever forget to review—it keeps me going…