Disclaimer: I don't own anyone other than myself. Ok, there is gonna be 2 more chapters after this one, hopefully. Each time I decide to end it I think of something that will make it better, then it makes it longer. Oh well! Please R & R.
Chapter 9
When I bolted from Shane's room I accidentally ran into someone, almost knocking them over in the process. My eyes were to blurry to recognize who it was until I heard a female voice say,
"B, what's wrong?" It was Nicole.
"Oh god, Nic! It's over!" I sobbed into her shoulder , she patted me on the back and asked,
"What? What do you mean it's over?" About that time Stephy walked up to us holding 2 cups of what I assumed from the steam, was coffee. She noticed my crying and Nicole's distressed face and listened in.
"He told me to go away & that he... He never wa...wanted to see me again!" Sobs wracked my body, making it hard for me to speak.
"Your kidding?" Stephy asked. I shook my head no and cried a loud sob of agony, my heart was shattering into a million pieces.
"Oh B, Im so sorry!" Both Stephy and Nicole said, and hugged me. After a few minutes I pulled away and sniffled, my tears had subsided a little bit and I was now able to talk.
"I think Im gonna go find a hotel to stay at.... I still need to get a room." My mind was filled to the brink, questions about Shane and I, my career, and many other things that I can't even remember were running rampant in my brain, and was starting to give me a headache.
"Ok B, umm do you want us to call you later on?" Stephy asked.
"You don't have to , Im just gonna go straight to bed, its been such a long night and Im pooped." I tried to make my voice sound cheery, but it came out sort of forced.;
"All right, well if ya want I'll drive ya." Nicole offered waving her keys in front of her face with a smile.
"No, that's ok, I'll take a cab." I started to say, but Nicole would hear any of it.
"No you will not! Beside I have to pick up Jeffy anyway." I tried to smile at my friend, but it wouldn't come. I simply nodded and after saying good-bye to Stephy, walked out with Nicole to her silver Mustang. We were half way to the hotel when Nicole's cell phone started ringing.
"Hello?" Nicole said into her head piece that was linked to her phone. "No wait for me to get there Stephy. Im almost to the hotel now. Yes, just wait! I'll hurry every chance I get. Bye." I listened to Nicole's one sided conversation and then looked at her for answers.
"That was Stephy, Shane has been released and I have to go pick him up, seems that Chris' cute little sports car wont fit all three of them." I just looked out the window at the passing lights that seemed to blur together. After Nicole dropped me off at the hotel I watched as she pealed out of the parking lot, not giving me a second glance. It was then I felt a pang of jealousy hit my heart like a ton of bricks, she was going to pick up her boyfriend. I was never jealous of Nicole and Jeff's relationship, but the thought of it made me miss Shane even more. With tears flowing from my brown eyes I went into the hotel to find a room.
Thankfully there was another room and around 2 AM I got settled in. Rummaging through the mini fridge I pulled out a bottle of smirnoff ice. I really didn't like to drink a lot, but for some reason I felt like I needed it. I popped the top and with out a second thought I chugged a big gulp, the fizzy liquid brunt it's way down my throat and settled in the pit of my stomach. Together, the alcohol and the sorrow of mine and Shane's break up, decided to have a party in my stomach, making me nauseous. Thinking quickly I dumped the full bottle in the trash can and ran in to the bathroom and filled the toilet with the continence of my stomach. After a while of dry heaving, I washed my mouth out and changed into my P.j.'s which caused me to cry again. My P.j.'s consisted of a pair of lime green pants and a Hurricane T-shirt that was way to big for me. Seeing as I didn't have anything else, they would have to do. I walked back into the bedroom part of the hotel room and grabbed my cd player and listened to my Nickelback cd. I collapsed on my bed, as soon as my head hit the pillow the song "Someday" came on and I about lost it.
"Someday"
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Chorus:
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Chorus
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Chorus
After the song ended I heard someone pounding on my door. Thinking that it was either Nicole or Stephy I wiped the numerous tears off my face and yelled
"Im comin!" I slowly opened the door, it took my eyes a while to adjust to the bright hallway lights and the burning sensation from crying so much. When they did finally adjust I saw Shane standing in the hallway, his hands were full of daffodils, which are my favorite type of flowers, their strong aroma mixed with Shane's delicious smelling cologne knocked me off my feet. My attention was brought back to Shane as his mouth opened and said,
"Im sorry."
Chapter 9
When I bolted from Shane's room I accidentally ran into someone, almost knocking them over in the process. My eyes were to blurry to recognize who it was until I heard a female voice say,
"B, what's wrong?" It was Nicole.
"Oh god, Nic! It's over!" I sobbed into her shoulder , she patted me on the back and asked,
"What? What do you mean it's over?" About that time Stephy walked up to us holding 2 cups of what I assumed from the steam, was coffee. She noticed my crying and Nicole's distressed face and listened in.
"He told me to go away & that he... He never wa...wanted to see me again!" Sobs wracked my body, making it hard for me to speak.
"Your kidding?" Stephy asked. I shook my head no and cried a loud sob of agony, my heart was shattering into a million pieces.
"Oh B, Im so sorry!" Both Stephy and Nicole said, and hugged me. After a few minutes I pulled away and sniffled, my tears had subsided a little bit and I was now able to talk.
"I think Im gonna go find a hotel to stay at.... I still need to get a room." My mind was filled to the brink, questions about Shane and I, my career, and many other things that I can't even remember were running rampant in my brain, and was starting to give me a headache.
"Ok B, umm do you want us to call you later on?" Stephy asked.
"You don't have to , Im just gonna go straight to bed, its been such a long night and Im pooped." I tried to make my voice sound cheery, but it came out sort of forced.;
"All right, well if ya want I'll drive ya." Nicole offered waving her keys in front of her face with a smile.
"No, that's ok, I'll take a cab." I started to say, but Nicole would hear any of it.
"No you will not! Beside I have to pick up Jeffy anyway." I tried to smile at my friend, but it wouldn't come. I simply nodded and after saying good-bye to Stephy, walked out with Nicole to her silver Mustang. We were half way to the hotel when Nicole's cell phone started ringing.
"Hello?" Nicole said into her head piece that was linked to her phone. "No wait for me to get there Stephy. Im almost to the hotel now. Yes, just wait! I'll hurry every chance I get. Bye." I listened to Nicole's one sided conversation and then looked at her for answers.
"That was Stephy, Shane has been released and I have to go pick him up, seems that Chris' cute little sports car wont fit all three of them." I just looked out the window at the passing lights that seemed to blur together. After Nicole dropped me off at the hotel I watched as she pealed out of the parking lot, not giving me a second glance. It was then I felt a pang of jealousy hit my heart like a ton of bricks, she was going to pick up her boyfriend. I was never jealous of Nicole and Jeff's relationship, but the thought of it made me miss Shane even more. With tears flowing from my brown eyes I went into the hotel to find a room.
Thankfully there was another room and around 2 AM I got settled in. Rummaging through the mini fridge I pulled out a bottle of smirnoff ice. I really didn't like to drink a lot, but for some reason I felt like I needed it. I popped the top and with out a second thought I chugged a big gulp, the fizzy liquid brunt it's way down my throat and settled in the pit of my stomach. Together, the alcohol and the sorrow of mine and Shane's break up, decided to have a party in my stomach, making me nauseous. Thinking quickly I dumped the full bottle in the trash can and ran in to the bathroom and filled the toilet with the continence of my stomach. After a while of dry heaving, I washed my mouth out and changed into my P.j.'s which caused me to cry again. My P.j.'s consisted of a pair of lime green pants and a Hurricane T-shirt that was way to big for me. Seeing as I didn't have anything else, they would have to do. I walked back into the bedroom part of the hotel room and grabbed my cd player and listened to my Nickelback cd. I collapsed on my bed, as soon as my head hit the pillow the song "Someday" came on and I about lost it.
"Someday"
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Chorus:
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Chorus
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Chorus
After the song ended I heard someone pounding on my door. Thinking that it was either Nicole or Stephy I wiped the numerous tears off my face and yelled
"Im comin!" I slowly opened the door, it took my eyes a while to adjust to the bright hallway lights and the burning sensation from crying so much. When they did finally adjust I saw Shane standing in the hallway, his hands were full of daffodils, which are my favorite type of flowers, their strong aroma mixed with Shane's delicious smelling cologne knocked me off my feet. My attention was brought back to Shane as his mouth opened and said,
"Im sorry."