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Yay! I'm the big 16!!!!^_____^ Just wanted to say thanks for your reviews, everyone. ^-^ I decided on a pairing. But It's a suprise.........you;ll never guess.........it's never been done before................i got the idea from Yu-Gi-Oh fan fics......................come on I know you people can guess.............................................that's right! Dranzer (Humanoid)/Kai!!!!!!!!!!!! New or what? LOL. You should see your faces people! ^-^ I apoligize to the people who wanted other pairings. Tell you guys what if you want I'll write a diffrent one with a Kai/Rei pairing, hey, maybe even a Kai/Tyson. How does that sound? Miss Scarlet? (don't yell, don't yell) I'll write your Kai/Rei soon! ^-^;

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I Want To Vanish:

Kai lay in bed trying to rest from the days events. But he just couldn't get comfortable. Not with the monster loose still. He felt like he was losing everthing, and he couldn't remember when he didn't feel like this. Nothing seemed to ever go right for him and as far as he could figure out it never would.

"Don't give in, Kai"

Kai felt the comforting voice in the back of his mind from Dranzer, the only thing that kept him going.

"It just won't go away, Dranzer, why wont it leave me be? I believe I must of did something horrible in my past life" Kai replied wrapping his arms around his legs, ignoring the pain that shot through his body dispite the pain killers.

"What wont?" Dranzer asked appearing in his *humanoid form (minus his wings) beside Kai.

"Life" Kai replied dully, his voice slightly muffled, his face against his knees.

Dranzer sighed and gently pulled Kai into a hug, wrapping his arms around the trembling figure. Kai tensed for a second on instinct. Then relaxed, just a bit, in Dranzers hold.

Dranzer heard Kai saying something but could quite hear it. He concentrated on the words. Once he realized what Kai was saying he tightened his hold on Kai massaging Kai's tense back softly, not wanting to hurt him anymore then he already was, but also wanting to give as much comfort as he could.

/I want to vanish

This is my fondest wish

To go where I cannot be captured

Laid on a decorated dish

Even in splendor this curious fate

Is more than I care to surrender

Now it's too late

Whether in wonder or indecent haste

You arrange the mirrors and the spools

To snare the rare and precious jewels

That were only made of paste

If you should stumble upon my last remark

I'm crying in the wilderness

I'm trying my best to make it dark

How can I tell you I'm rarer than most

I'm certain as a lost dog

Pondering a sign post



I want to vanish

This is my last request

I've given you the awful truth

Now give me my rest/

Kai finished the song softly, not even fully realizing he had been singing, feeling his tense back muscles start to relax and the dull pain from his injuries starting to fade from Dranzers warmth. Slowly he drifted to sleep, comfroted by Dranzers protective presince.

Dranzer smiled sadly at him. After all he had been through he still managed to look innocent while he slept. Anger flashed in his eyes as he thought of the monster that had hurt the one he loved with his soul. If that 'thing' ever even *thought* about coming *near* Kai again, it wouldn't *live* to regret it.

TBC?

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* For a discription of Dranzers humanoid form read 'Ice Roses and Crystal Tears'

Sorry about the short chapter. (not my fault! I'm having an off day! ^- ^;;;;;)