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Thank you all who reviewed! Please continue doing so! ^-^
More Kai angst though in this chapter. T-T poor Kai.
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"It's Been A While"
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Dranzer looked down at Kai sleeping somewhat peacefully, for once in...............a very long time. Dranzer sighed, he couldn't help Kai if he didn't let him. How was he supposed to convince the most stubbon person in the world that he needs to give up his ice god act before it kills him?
~*~
Kai opened one eye and noticed Dranzer staring out the window at the setting sun.
"Good, your awake, I was begining to get worried." Dranzer said turning from the window.
"....." Kai didn't say anything as he started to get out of the bed, wincing as he struggled into a semi-sitting position. Dranzer quickly walked over and gently pushed him back into a laying position.
"You still need to take it easy. Your not invincible."
Kai glared at him, suddenly irritated. "And *you* are not my keeper!"
Dranzer felt like he had been slapped. Then his eyes narrowed. "I *am* your protecter and I will not allow you to kill your self! You are *not* a god, what makes you think everything revolves around you!?"
"At least I wasn't dumb enough to be sealed in a beyblade!" Kai shot back.
"What the hell is wrong with you anyway? Someone trys to help you and you throw thier concern right back at them! You know what. Screw it, I give up. Your impossible to reach," Dranzer said angirly staring straight into Kai's eyes, "and you deserved EVERYTHING you got done to you!" With that Dranzer dissapeared in a flash of red light.
Kai stared at were Dranzer was last standing in shock, Dranzer had attacked his pride without meaning to, and he went on the defencive. Kai pulled his knees up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them. To make matters worse Kai new Dranzer was right. He was impossible, but his pride, no matter how few scraps that he may have left, was the only real thing he had left. That was the only thing he had left to cling onto, he was too weak, so he had everyhting else taken from him, and, like Dranzer had said, deserved it all. Show no fear, show no pain, weakness is the worst sin there is.
Now that Dranzer hated him....................
'What have I done?'
~*~
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one* peaceful day!
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my protector**
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
~*~
A/N-
Poor Kai, it just seems to get worse for him doesn't it?
* and **- I had to change the words a little bit. Take out one and change father into protecter. ^_~
PLEASE REVIEW!
A/N-
Thank you all who reviewed! Please continue doing so! ^-^
More Kai angst though in this chapter. T-T poor Kai.
*****
"It's Been A While"
*****
Dranzer looked down at Kai sleeping somewhat peacefully, for once in...............a very long time. Dranzer sighed, he couldn't help Kai if he didn't let him. How was he supposed to convince the most stubbon person in the world that he needs to give up his ice god act before it kills him?
~*~
Kai opened one eye and noticed Dranzer staring out the window at the setting sun.
"Good, your awake, I was begining to get worried." Dranzer said turning from the window.
"....." Kai didn't say anything as he started to get out of the bed, wincing as he struggled into a semi-sitting position. Dranzer quickly walked over and gently pushed him back into a laying position.
"You still need to take it easy. Your not invincible."
Kai glared at him, suddenly irritated. "And *you* are not my keeper!"
Dranzer felt like he had been slapped. Then his eyes narrowed. "I *am* your protecter and I will not allow you to kill your self! You are *not* a god, what makes you think everything revolves around you!?"
"At least I wasn't dumb enough to be sealed in a beyblade!" Kai shot back.
"What the hell is wrong with you anyway? Someone trys to help you and you throw thier concern right back at them! You know what. Screw it, I give up. Your impossible to reach," Dranzer said angirly staring straight into Kai's eyes, "and you deserved EVERYTHING you got done to you!" With that Dranzer dissapeared in a flash of red light.
Kai stared at were Dranzer was last standing in shock, Dranzer had attacked his pride without meaning to, and he went on the defencive. Kai pulled his knees up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them. To make matters worse Kai new Dranzer was right. He was impossible, but his pride, no matter how few scraps that he may have left, was the only real thing he had left. That was the only thing he had left to cling onto, he was too weak, so he had everyhting else taken from him, and, like Dranzer had said, deserved it all. Show no fear, show no pain, weakness is the worst sin there is.
Now that Dranzer hated him....................
'What have I done?'
~*~
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one* peaceful day!
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my protector**
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
~*~
A/N-
Poor Kai, it just seems to get worse for him doesn't it?
* and **- I had to change the words a little bit. Take out one and change father into protecter. ^_~
PLEASE REVIEW!