Disclaimer: I don't own any of this at all, no characters any songs no
nothing.
A/N-
I'm sorry for the long time since the last update. I have ideas but they aren't flowing together well. I'm also sorry about the short chapters; I'll try to fix that. But on a good note, I got a NEW computer! ^_^ *does a little happy dance around the room* Oh and before I forget I decided to use the term 'soul room' in this for the room Dranzer has in Kai's beyblade, I couldn't think of anything else to call it.
(For 'Harry Potter' slash (Draco/Harry) Pairings, Read 'Perfect Potter' by Ixi, It's on of the best stories!) (The Dark corridor - although I'm not really positive if it's Slash. (I also kind of forgot the name of the other- oops my bad) is REALLY good also!)
On with the story!
Forgive Me: **************************************************************************** **
'My life is hell' Kai was curled up on his bed staring at the wall, purposely ignoring the phone that refused to shut up. He had instructed Tara and Takahashi as well as the other servants to let it ring. He didn't want to talk to anyone.
*****
"AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!" Tyson screamed in frustration, throwing the portable phone across the room, "THEY WONT PICK UP THE DAMN PHONE!!!!!"
"Eep" Max squeaked, dodging the flying phone, as it shattered when it hit the wall.
"TYSON!" Kenny yelled at him, "MY PHONE!"
"Oops, Sorry about that Chief" Tyson said one hand behind his head.
Rei sweatdropped, and poked at the phone pieces, "I believe its dead."
"Now we'll never get a hold of Kai." Max said, surveying the dead phone.
"Do we go back to his house?" Dizzy questioned.
Tyson looked at the clock and sighed, "No, not today."
*****
Dranzer paced the room in which his soul was trapped, a scowl on his face.
Why was his counterpart so stubborn?! Why couldn't he accept some help now and then?
Dranzer stopped pacing and sighed, running a hand through his hair, he was starting to feel guilty about what he had said to Kai, he really hadn't meant it at all, but Kai had just gotten him so upset..
'Life is hell' Dranzer thought to himself holding his head.
*****
Kai rolled over on his side and looked at the door when he heard a knock.
"Yes?" Kai called, and then flinched as he heard how weak his voice sounded.
"How are you feeling?" Tara asked as she walked into his room.
"For some strange reason I feel like being honest...I feel like I want to die. To just kill myself and get it over with." Kai replied, looking at Tara with broken eyes but monotone voice.
"Master Kai, please don't say that!" Tara pleaded.
"I believe," Kai stated, in the same dead voice, "it would be in all your interests, if you all go. If you all just leave. I'll pay you what I owe you and give you bonuses and whatnot, but it would be best if you all.... Just..go."
Tara looked stricken. "But master Kai!"
Kai turned over again so that he was facing away from her, "I'm sorry, I really am, but please.just leave me be."
"But."
"GO!" Kai yelled as he sat up, "don't you understand Tara? I'm cursed! I hurt everyone close to me! I don't want that to happen to any of you! I care about you guys way to much for that!...."Kai trailed off as he fell back on the bed, and then spoke again quietly, "I already lost Dranzer."
*****
Dranzer looked up abruptly. He was sure he had heard something. Wait..wait a minute....that was..Kai's voice! Dranzer listened closer.
"Don't you understand Tara? I'm cursed! I hurt everyone close to me! I don't want that to happen to any of you! I care about you guys way to much for that!...."Kai's voice trailed off and then spoke again quietly, "I already lost Dranzer."
Dranzer sat stunned, then shot up, making himself materialize beside Kai's bed.
"Kai."
*****
"Dranzer?" Kai said looking confused at the phoenix spirit.
Dranzer glanced at Tara who got the hint and excused herself from the room.
Kai and Dranzer just stared at each other.
"I'm sorry" they both said at the same time, then looked up startled.
"What? Why?" Again in unison.
Kai sighed, this was getting them nowhere.
"Do you want to go first or should I?" Dranzer asked
"You can" Kai replied, settling back on his bed.
"Ok. I want to apologize for the things I said before; I never meant any of them, " Dranzer started, before Kai interrupted him.
"But they're TRUE! I deserved all of it! Everything that happened! Al.." Kai said sitting up again.
Now it was Dranzer's turn to interrupted, he reached out and cupped Kai's face in the palm of his hand, slightly hurt when Kai flinched.
"Sorry" Kai said when he saw the hurt in Dranzers eyes; oh how he hated causing so much pain to those he loved.
Dranzer removed his palm from Kai's face, and pulled him close, into a hug. "Don't be."
Kai was tense for a moment then relaxed, in Dranzers grasp.
"Can you ever forgive me Dranzer?" Kai asked, his voice slightly muffled by Dranzers chest.
Dranzer held him tighter "Always. Please hang in there Kai, it'll all be all right. One day." "
Kai yawned tired from everything that had happened. "Perhaps."
Dranzer looked down at the figure that was fighting sleep. "Sleep now, you need rest."
Kai sighed, "Promise me..."
"I'll be here when you wake up," Dranzer soothed.
Kai shook his head. "Promise me you won't let me wake up."
*****
/There's nothing to me now.
An empty shell unfolded.
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on?
Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?
I don't know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?
For all those things I've done, they keep on creeping by me.
And though we've changed our ways...
Still all our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on?
Aren't we a bit much stronger?
I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay.
I don't know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
Don't know how to love.
Will you forgive me?
No, I can't live this way!
I don't know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain.
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
I don't know how to love.
Past lives I've lived.
Uncontrolled but sacred.
You've finally seen all that's left of me.
So hard to see.
So hard to breathe.
Will you forgive me? /
*****
TBC?
A/N-
I'm sorry for the long time since the last update. I have ideas but they aren't flowing together well. I'm also sorry about the short chapters; I'll try to fix that. But on a good note, I got a NEW computer! ^_^ *does a little happy dance around the room* Oh and before I forget I decided to use the term 'soul room' in this for the room Dranzer has in Kai's beyblade, I couldn't think of anything else to call it.
(For 'Harry Potter' slash (Draco/Harry) Pairings, Read 'Perfect Potter' by Ixi, It's on of the best stories!) (The Dark corridor - although I'm not really positive if it's Slash. (I also kind of forgot the name of the other- oops my bad) is REALLY good also!)
On with the story!
Forgive Me: **************************************************************************** **
'My life is hell' Kai was curled up on his bed staring at the wall, purposely ignoring the phone that refused to shut up. He had instructed Tara and Takahashi as well as the other servants to let it ring. He didn't want to talk to anyone.
*****
"AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!" Tyson screamed in frustration, throwing the portable phone across the room, "THEY WONT PICK UP THE DAMN PHONE!!!!!"
"Eep" Max squeaked, dodging the flying phone, as it shattered when it hit the wall.
"TYSON!" Kenny yelled at him, "MY PHONE!"
"Oops, Sorry about that Chief" Tyson said one hand behind his head.
Rei sweatdropped, and poked at the phone pieces, "I believe its dead."
"Now we'll never get a hold of Kai." Max said, surveying the dead phone.
"Do we go back to his house?" Dizzy questioned.
Tyson looked at the clock and sighed, "No, not today."
*****
Dranzer paced the room in which his soul was trapped, a scowl on his face.
Why was his counterpart so stubborn?! Why couldn't he accept some help now and then?
Dranzer stopped pacing and sighed, running a hand through his hair, he was starting to feel guilty about what he had said to Kai, he really hadn't meant it at all, but Kai had just gotten him so upset..
'Life is hell' Dranzer thought to himself holding his head.
*****
Kai rolled over on his side and looked at the door when he heard a knock.
"Yes?" Kai called, and then flinched as he heard how weak his voice sounded.
"How are you feeling?" Tara asked as she walked into his room.
"For some strange reason I feel like being honest...I feel like I want to die. To just kill myself and get it over with." Kai replied, looking at Tara with broken eyes but monotone voice.
"Master Kai, please don't say that!" Tara pleaded.
"I believe," Kai stated, in the same dead voice, "it would be in all your interests, if you all go. If you all just leave. I'll pay you what I owe you and give you bonuses and whatnot, but it would be best if you all.... Just..go."
Tara looked stricken. "But master Kai!"
Kai turned over again so that he was facing away from her, "I'm sorry, I really am, but please.just leave me be."
"But."
"GO!" Kai yelled as he sat up, "don't you understand Tara? I'm cursed! I hurt everyone close to me! I don't want that to happen to any of you! I care about you guys way to much for that!...."Kai trailed off as he fell back on the bed, and then spoke again quietly, "I already lost Dranzer."
*****
Dranzer looked up abruptly. He was sure he had heard something. Wait..wait a minute....that was..Kai's voice! Dranzer listened closer.
"Don't you understand Tara? I'm cursed! I hurt everyone close to me! I don't want that to happen to any of you! I care about you guys way to much for that!...."Kai's voice trailed off and then spoke again quietly, "I already lost Dranzer."
Dranzer sat stunned, then shot up, making himself materialize beside Kai's bed.
"Kai."
*****
"Dranzer?" Kai said looking confused at the phoenix spirit.
Dranzer glanced at Tara who got the hint and excused herself from the room.
Kai and Dranzer just stared at each other.
"I'm sorry" they both said at the same time, then looked up startled.
"What? Why?" Again in unison.
Kai sighed, this was getting them nowhere.
"Do you want to go first or should I?" Dranzer asked
"You can" Kai replied, settling back on his bed.
"Ok. I want to apologize for the things I said before; I never meant any of them, " Dranzer started, before Kai interrupted him.
"But they're TRUE! I deserved all of it! Everything that happened! Al.." Kai said sitting up again.
Now it was Dranzer's turn to interrupted, he reached out and cupped Kai's face in the palm of his hand, slightly hurt when Kai flinched.
"Sorry" Kai said when he saw the hurt in Dranzers eyes; oh how he hated causing so much pain to those he loved.
Dranzer removed his palm from Kai's face, and pulled him close, into a hug. "Don't be."
Kai was tense for a moment then relaxed, in Dranzers grasp.
"Can you ever forgive me Dranzer?" Kai asked, his voice slightly muffled by Dranzers chest.
Dranzer held him tighter "Always. Please hang in there Kai, it'll all be all right. One day." "
Kai yawned tired from everything that had happened. "Perhaps."
Dranzer looked down at the figure that was fighting sleep. "Sleep now, you need rest."
Kai sighed, "Promise me..."
"I'll be here when you wake up," Dranzer soothed.
Kai shook his head. "Promise me you won't let me wake up."
*****
/There's nothing to me now.
An empty shell unfolded.
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on?
Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?
I don't know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?
For all those things I've done, they keep on creeping by me.
And though we've changed our ways...
Still all our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on?
Aren't we a bit much stronger?
I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay.
I don't know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
Don't know how to love.
Will you forgive me?
No, I can't live this way!
I don't know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain.
Will you forgive me?
I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.
I don't know how to love.
Past lives I've lived.
Uncontrolled but sacred.
You've finally seen all that's left of me.
So hard to see.
So hard to breathe.
Will you forgive me? /
*****
TBC?