Zoepoes; Okay… thanks for your reviews! It helped me a lot! Just to make things clear; Voltaire's Kai granddad and Kai lived with him till he was old enough to leave… you'll soon find out why… this is what's his history is in my story! Oh and both of his parents are dead…
Kai; ~.~
Zoepoes; Yes I know you're pathetic…!
Kai; Am not! I'm strong and can take care of myself!
Zoepoes; Suuuuuuurrrreeeee! ¬_¬
Kai; Hmpf!
Zoepoes; ^.^ just kidding Kai! I just like to piss you off!
Kai; ¬_¬
Zoepoes; ^.~ let the torturing begin!
Disclaimer by Ray…; Zoepoes doesn't own Bey____ Kai! Don't push me! Kai; I am the one to do the disclaimer! *both start to fight*
Zoepoes; Calm down! *they don't listen* never mind… let the new chappie begin!
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History… no good… at least not for me… (Kai POV)
I watched Ray, he also changed into some dry clothes… Was he going to tell the others about my actions? I wondered.
He grabbed the first aid kit and examined my wound. Then he took some bandage and wrapped it round my arm.
"Ray… thanks…" I said.
He looked to me and smiled, "No problem, but one thing is sure… I can't trust you being alone anymore…"
"Why?" I asked already knowing the answer.
"Because you might hurt yourself, from now on every day, hour, minute one of us is staying near you. That could be me, Tyson, Max or Kenny. No one else. I don't trust others…" he said seriously.
I stood up, "I'm going for a walk…" and I walked to the hall getting my coat and the scarf I didn't wore that much any more.
"I'm going with you… I only need to write a note for the others…" he said while grabbing a piece of paper.
We walked outside together, a soft breeze blew my hair in my face.
I still felt bad… things like this need time… it wasn't the first time…
A tear strolled down my cheek, Ray saw it.
"What's the matter Kai?" he asked sweetly.
I forced myself to smile, "Nothing…"
"Don't lie to me Kai, I know when something is wrong" he said.
"I SAID NOTHING!" I yelled and ran, towards the beach.
The sea…
"Kai!" ray yelled.
Ray POV
I rushed towards the beach and saw Kai running in the sea, swimming, further and further.
No! He isn't going to try to drown himself, is he!?
I quickly dove after him and tried to reach him.
It was dangerous, it even was on the weather forecast.
I reached him and pulled him towards the beach, he struggled.
"Leave me Ray! It's none of your business!" he cried.
"It is Hiwatari!" I screamed madly.
Kai gave up and we both rested at the beach.
"No more suicidal actions of you!" I screamed madly.
He just lay there crying, sobbing. I hugged him, "Tell me Kai… what's bothering you…"
He cried, "I don't want to cause any trouble… be trouble! But I can't… I always was no good and still aren't…"
"What makes you think that? You're great Kai!" I said.
"No… the thing with Wyatt… it wasn't the first time…"
"What! Did he done this before?!" I said angry.
"No… not Wyatt" he said while looking at me straight, "I never told anyone about it…" he whispered sadly.
"You can tell me, I won't tell anyone, not Max, not Tyson, no one… if you don't want that…" I said.
"It was in the time I lived with my grandfather… Voltaire… he used me… he took me when he felt like it and in exchange I could live with him and he would be nice to me… I thought that was the only thing I'm good for… and it is…" he sobbed.
"No Kai… we'll figure this out… I'm going to help you… just don't try to kill yourself anymore okay? Then I can help you…" I said.
He nodded.
I putted my arm around him, "Let's go back…"
Then I placed a small kiss on his forehead and we walked back in silence.
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Zoepoes; Okay I know it's a short chapter! But I promise the next one will be longer!
Kai; Hopefully you keep your promises…
Zoepoes; What's that supposed to mean!
Kai; Nothing *evil grin*
Zoepoes; Hmpf! You're still pathetic!
Kai; ~.~
Zoepoes; ^.^ Review!
Ray; ^.~ *purrs*