When My Stomach Flutters

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A/n: Hello 2 all! Well I'm back and I'm praying that you guys like this chappie- if you don't I'm sorry..but deal with it! lol. So read on and find out what happens!

Chapter 15 Flowing Tears

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After much arguing it was settled that Lily would spend actual Christmas with Lana, then go to James' for the rest of the holidays. Everyone was excited about leaving, much to everyone's' surprise.not Peter though. Peter had been acting surprisingly weird. Turned out he was getting tutored by slimy Snape in potions.

"Poor Petey.having to spend all that time with that filth." Remus said looking through an old photo album he had found.

"He's really not that bad." Peter said writing a note to his mom.

"What'd you say!? Snape isn't that BAD?" Trinity said looking over Remus' shoulder. Peter's eyes went wide realizing the mistake he had made.

"Heh, I was only joking guys. Honestly.Snape not being bad?" he tried to cover up his mistake, but everyone saw right through it.

"Anyways!" Sirius said sitting down on the couch, Lana sitting in his lap.

"We leave for home tomorrow! SCORE!" Lana said shooting both hands in the air. Lily laughed sitting by the fire.

"I am ready to go back to your house Lana, I'm ready for that music room again." Lily said honestly.

"And you aren't looking forward to coming to my house Lillian?" James asked, acting as if he was hurt.

"Nah.not really." Lily said smiling.

"Well ugh!" James said. The group bust into laughs. Remus just shook his head.

"I think we're all ready to go home."

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The next day came quick. Hogwarts students were piling into the carriages excited about the holidays.

"Sleigh bells ring.are you listenin'?" Sirius started singing.

"In a land..snow is glistenin'." Remus followed.

"It's a beautiful sight, we're happy tonight." James sang smiling.

"Would you guys please stop!" Lily said laughing.

"Walking in a winter wonder land!" Lana finished.

"Not you too!" Lily said covering her face with her hands. " Oh the horror!" she said giggling. Just then Trinity walked up. Lily noticed something different about her friend, she looked different, happy, but different.

"What'd I miss?" She said sitting down with a smile.

"Nothing except for this group acting retarded. Our little special friends," Lily said in a baby voice patting James' head. Trinity's eyes glowed as they fell upon Remus, he blushed. Lana noticed.

"What's going on?" Lana asked looking from Remus to Trinity. They both blushed.

"Nothing." They said as they both turned away. Sirius didn't buy it.

"Hey Remus ole' buddy why don't you take a walk with me and Prongs." Sirius said pulling Remus away. Once the guys were gone Lily turned to Trinity.

"Ok- spill." Lily said smirking.

"It's nothing! Honest!" Trinity lied.

"Oh come off it Trin! We know something's up! What'd you guys do? Sleep together?" Lana said laughing. Trinity's eyes got big and she blushed even more.

"Holy Grail! You didn't! Lana yelled her eyes huge.

"Sh!" Trinity said putting her finger over mouth. Lily was in shock.

"You and Remus shagged? When? Give us details!" Lily said fast. Trinity laughed.

"Yes, last night, and no." She said smiling sweetly. Just then the guys came back, James and Sirius smiling widely and a very red Remus. Remus sat by Trinity and kissed her forehead. He whispered something into he ear. She giggled. Lily watched with a smile. She looked to James- examining his features.

His hair was as messy as ever, he needed a hair cut badly she thought. His dark brown eyes had a sparkle in them as he looked at his friends. His lips were curved into a smile, his perfect teeth showing. His glasses slid to the tip of his nose, he pushed them back up. Lily watched his hands, they were huge, and a little rough, obviously from playing on the house team. She watched as his eyes stayed on Remus but his hand slipped around Lily's. He squeezed it and looked at her eyes and smiled. She smiled back and turned to Lana.

Now it was his time to study her. Her red flaming her was pulled to one side of her neck. Her vivid green eyes were blazing with happiness as she laughed at something Lana had whispered to her. He loved her laugh, like an angel's voice. She just smiled, he loved her, and he truly did. He pictured her in a white gown, on her wedding day, THEIR wedding day. Something brought him back to reality.

"JAMES!" Sirius yelled.

"Huh? Yea?" James said looking at Sirius. Sirius just laughed.

"It's time to go home! Let's go!" He said pulling the group of friends behind him. The group headed for the Hogwarts' Express. They were reading to board the red steam engine, they were ready to go home.

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The train ride home was fast. Before they knew it they were saying goodbye. Trinity and Remus kissed and said a sad goodbye. Lana and Sirius just held hands and looked into eachother's eyes.

"Well, I guess I'll see you in a couple of days right?" James said pulling a strand of Lily's hair behind her ear.

"Yep, sure will." She said smiling up at him. "Goodbye James." She whispered as she kissed his chin, then his nose, and then his lips. He smiled and turned to leave. He quickly turned back.

"Hey Lily!" he called, she walked back to him.

"What?" she asked with a confused look.

"Just curious, but did Trinity tell you about her and Remus?" he asked, she blushed.

"Yea, why?" she asked, her heart pumping a little faster than usual.

"I was just wondering. I'll see you in a couple of days baby." He kissed her and walked away, leaving her breathless.

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Lily and Lana arrived at Lana's pretty fast. They put their trunks up and headed downstairs for some food.

"Lily?" Lana asked, fixing a sandwich.

"Yea?" she asked doing the same.

"Do you really love James? I mean really?" she asked thinking of one of the visions and dreams she had had. Lily stood there a moment, looking at the floor. She looked up and smiled.

"Yes." She said simply. Lana smiled.

"Can I ask you something?" Lily turned to Lana.

"Shoot firehead." Lana said giggling.

"Do you really love Sirius?" Lana avoided Lily's eyes, afraid she'd read her.

"I don't know." She answered honestly.

"Got ya." Lily said taking a bite of her sandwich.

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The girls had an exciting day of playing music, looking at pictures, and talking about the infamous Marauders. They had gone to bed early, wanting to awake early the next morning ready to go shopping. The girls got up and raced downstairs, anxious for food.

They walked in to find Mr. and Mrs. Scruptings siting down, faces tear streaked. James and Sirius were sitting beside a crying Remus, patting his back looking terribly sad.

"Hey guys.what's going on?" Lana asked cautiously. Lily followed her, not sure what to expect.

"Girls, sit down a moment." Mr. Scruptings said. The girls sat by the boyfriends, worried of what Lana's dad might say.

"Girls." he started slowly. " We got a call this morning, from the Ministry. Trinity, she. her family was attacked last night." He paused. Lily's heart stopped. Her stomach fell. Lana's did the same.

"But she's ok, right?" Lana asked, eyes big. Remus let out a sob.

"I'm sorry, she. she didn't survive." The Minister finished.

"NO!" Lily cried. Tears started storming out of her eyes, she couldn't think. James held her close, also crying. "NO!" she cried again.

"Shh. Lils.." He said, trying to comfort her. She tried standing up, everything was blurry, and then it all went black. She fainted. James caught her.

"Who was it?" Lana asked hoarsely, angry tears falling silently.

"The Dark Lord." Remus said looking up, tears still forming and falling. Sirius grabbed Lana.

"I swear." Lana said in a cold voice. "I'll kill him.I'll kill him if it's the last thing I do." She finished.

James tried waking Lily up, she wouldn't budge. The other friends cried, cried, and cried. One of their best friends had died. This Dark Lord was a murderer, and they made a pact that day- he wouldn't live.

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