Dear Diary

I am slightly worried by Harry's behaviour. He seems kind of clingy. Constantly following me. Oh and that Hermione is so certain of everything. I don't even think she has an imagination. Oh well they all seem rather nice though. At least they talk to me. More than what most people do.
Ron seems very nice though. He seems very heroic and amusing. I have to admit I think him rather dishy if I don't say so myself.
I am not stupid and know that it is very unlikely he will ever go out with me. I expect someone like Ron has girls falling over each other just to talk to him. He is such a heartthrob that I imagine he has his own fan club.
Even if he did have a gap in his diary, which is very unlikely, or he did by chance like me, he wouldn't touch me with a barge pole. It would hurt his reputation as a hero if he was seen with me and I quite understand. It is obvious that people talk about me and have a good laugh. I just wish they would do it in front of me as I could do with a good laugh sometimes.
To him I am probably one big joke but I don't mind. At least he has noticed me. Although it does kind of hurt me when people stare because I can't stare at myself so am unable to join in. Oh well, as my dad would say tomorrow is another day. You never know he may miraculously ask me on a date.
Yours Truly,
xxx