Author's note: Ok for all those who want to know I am writing SLASH in this
fic, but whether it is relevant so far is for you to decide. I thought the
last one was quite easy but I suppose I am the one writing it so I should
know what the answers are shouldn't.
I am so sorry for the long wait between the last and this chapter, lets
just say I thought this was rubbish until I suddenly realised that it is
actually doing quite well.
Tim the Tiki God - Glad to hear that you are totally sober and you will have to keep reading to find out the answers.
Kendra Spencer - Thanks and no probs about reviewing your fic
ndawg - thanks for reviewing and I glad to here you think it is *cute*
Takika - well thanks for being a brilliant author and friend
MaiBlack - thanks for reviewing my fics
MorThreeo - dw you aint a total ass, I admitted above I am but am not going to tell you whether I have put it into practice yet!! Keep you guessing!!
The Freshest - nought to say really except you are the BEST!!
Darkest of Autumn - like the name change, anyway thanks for all the reviews!
Rosi - you are the best
Slytherin's Snake - thanx for reviewing
Boo26 - Anna thanks for all the help etc..
HarryPotterFanFicGirl - thanx for reviewing
Lena Judith - Thanks for all the reviews
They will get harder, this one isn't, and after about ten I will reveal the answers ... maybe : )
* * * Dear Diary,
I love him; I love him more than life itself. I remember the first time I meet him. It was horrible day and I was going to be confined to a compartment with Ron and Harry and to me it seemed as though it would be a loathing experience.
The weather outside the train was dreadful, rain lashing the windows. And then like a ray of sunshine we entered the only free compartment and there in the corner sat the radiant beauty. Ok, I have to admit he did seem kind of old but he was definitely more mature company than Ron and Harry. Unfortunately he did not seem up to talking but I didn't mind, I liked watching him sleep. He looked so elegant but so fragile and I just wanted to give him a great big hug.
Of course back then I was just naïve and I had no idea about love and all that, I suppose I put it down to a childish crush, you know everybody at some point in there life idolises to one of there teachers and to me he was the epitome of excellence and intelligence. But my fondness has grown and blossomed into love and I know that it is true love not a crush.
I see him while I dream and when I am awake. I hear his voice in my ear and shivers run down my spine whenever Harry or Ron talks about him. I am not stupid and know that he probably does not feel the same, and I will not live in a fantasyland where I pretend that he is my prince.
I will let love run its course, to fight against it would be exhausting and time consuming. One day maybe my love will be returned but at the moment hope is all I have left. Soon, I hope, this fire inside me, ignited by that majestic beauty, will fizzle out and I will no longer be engrossed in this love for him. Not that I don't enjoy this feeling but I am sure it will do more harm than good.
I just hope the next week is more exhilarating than last and that Ron will give me a bit of space instead of following me around all the time.
No one knows that I love that heartthrob so I hope this diary is never
found.
Yours truly,
x.x.x
Tim the Tiki God - Glad to hear that you are totally sober and you will have to keep reading to find out the answers.
Kendra Spencer - Thanks and no probs about reviewing your fic
ndawg - thanks for reviewing and I glad to here you think it is *cute*
Takika - well thanks for being a brilliant author and friend
MaiBlack - thanks for reviewing my fics
MorThreeo - dw you aint a total ass, I admitted above I am but am not going to tell you whether I have put it into practice yet!! Keep you guessing!!
The Freshest - nought to say really except you are the BEST!!
Darkest of Autumn - like the name change, anyway thanks for all the reviews!
Rosi - you are the best
Slytherin's Snake - thanx for reviewing
Boo26 - Anna thanks for all the help etc..
HarryPotterFanFicGirl - thanx for reviewing
Lena Judith - Thanks for all the reviews
They will get harder, this one isn't, and after about ten I will reveal the answers ... maybe : )
* * * Dear Diary,
I love him; I love him more than life itself. I remember the first time I meet him. It was horrible day and I was going to be confined to a compartment with Ron and Harry and to me it seemed as though it would be a loathing experience.
The weather outside the train was dreadful, rain lashing the windows. And then like a ray of sunshine we entered the only free compartment and there in the corner sat the radiant beauty. Ok, I have to admit he did seem kind of old but he was definitely more mature company than Ron and Harry. Unfortunately he did not seem up to talking but I didn't mind, I liked watching him sleep. He looked so elegant but so fragile and I just wanted to give him a great big hug.
Of course back then I was just naïve and I had no idea about love and all that, I suppose I put it down to a childish crush, you know everybody at some point in there life idolises to one of there teachers and to me he was the epitome of excellence and intelligence. But my fondness has grown and blossomed into love and I know that it is true love not a crush.
I see him while I dream and when I am awake. I hear his voice in my ear and shivers run down my spine whenever Harry or Ron talks about him. I am not stupid and know that he probably does not feel the same, and I will not live in a fantasyland where I pretend that he is my prince.
I will let love run its course, to fight against it would be exhausting and time consuming. One day maybe my love will be returned but at the moment hope is all I have left. Soon, I hope, this fire inside me, ignited by that majestic beauty, will fizzle out and I will no longer be engrossed in this love for him. Not that I don't enjoy this feeling but I am sure it will do more harm than good.
I just hope the next week is more exhilarating than last and that Ron will give me a bit of space instead of following me around all the time.
No one knows that I love that heartthrob so I hope this diary is never
found.
Yours truly,
x.x.x