Disclaimer: I so don't own Weiss! Koyasu dear does... ^^

Summary: Same setting and time, only this time, from Yohji's POV. I hope I've conveyed his personality all right, and I hope he had feelings... ^^ tell me if he's a bit too heartless or schizo, tay? Please read and review! Hope you enjoy!

Dedications: This entire story is dedicated to my lovely koi. Go read her stuff at AkikoYuy. Without her I wouldn't be here writing this for all of you. ^----^ Know that I love you dear.






His sweet heartbeat rings in my ears and I sigh in contentment. Here, in my lovers arms, is where I find happiness. All the blood I have shed, and the women I have fucked, and the lives I have ruined... it was all worth it for this moment of happiness. Finally, at last, he is mine. After waiting for so long, hiding, dreading the day he would find out and hate me, at last he loves me too. My fingers slowly mingle with his short, soft brown hair as he traces a heart on my shoulder blade. I bring him close to me and hugs him tightly. Softly in his ear I whisper the words to him of which I feel at every moment of every day... I whisper to him I love you.' He sighs and whispers it back, quietly. I smile and lay my head upon his shoulder, slowly falling asleep in his arms.
Every day at the flower shop, he has a shift with our leader,' and I am stuck with the chibi. I always ask why he has to make the schedules, and he just shrugs and goes on watering those damn roses. Roses... too prickly if you ask me. Gentians are much more beautiful, especially combined with cattleyas. What a beautiful combination. I sigh and sit back on the couch in the mission room, contemplating. Siberian has been acting strange lately... I can tell from the way he acts at night with me. Somehow, lately it seems he doesn't put as much love into as usual. I sigh and push it to the back of my mind. It bothers me to think that he doesn't love me as much as I love him, and I just have to trust in him to love me. An idea springs to me and I jump up, sauntering to the flower shop where my love and Abyssinian were working. I slip in through the back door, wrapping my arm around his waist. He opens his mouth to say something, until chibi comes bouncing in. Silently, I thank him. As I pry him away from his Gentian/Rose arrangement, I notice Abyssinian looking back at us with a slightly hurt look on his face.
He's been acting strangely too lately... I always catch him looking at Ken, and I hear him at night, touching himself; though it is hard to hear sometimes over the noise I make. However, that is to be expected of me, being a ladie's man' and all. I push him through the door from which I came and pulled him to the kitchen. There, I pushed him against the refrigerator and kiss him deeply. My hand slips up his shirt, and I toy with him, nibbling gently on his ear. Gasps sound from his lips, and I smile, my hand slipping lower. I kiss his neck, and my hand dives into his pants. I freeze as his lips open and let slip past a name. Aya. A growl arises from deep in my throat and I ask him what he just said. Shakily, he replies, claiming to have said nothing. I grab his shirt in my ever tightening fist and ask him why, over and over again. I knew it. How could I be so stupid, so blind?
Ken has been different because he doesn't love me. He's been imagining our leader fucking him instead of me. How could he? How could he be so fucking selfish? Why can't he see I'm the only man that will love him like he deserves? Then it hits me. Abyssinian and Siberian. Together. My rage chokes me, and I feel hot tears on my cheeks, while my love's drop upon my fist. I pull him towards me and swallow. I tell him how stupid he is for loving that man, and how I'll be the only man he'll ever find to fuck him properly. I push him to the ground and rip his pants from his body, unzipping my pants while doing so. Roughly I enter him, not caring how much pain he's in, because the pain he has caused me is much, much worse. I fuck him hard, my ears deaf to his cries. I tell him to shut up. Blinded by tears, I pull away and slouch against the refrigerator. He stands up slowly, and I notice his legs covered in blood.
Suddenly, it hits me what I've done. I raped him. I raped the only person I've ever truly loved. I made him cry, I made him bleed. I curl up, hugging my knees to my chest, and rock, not holding back the tears any longer. Numb to my mind, I realize that he has left, only to be followed by him. Something had been said to me. What, I do not know, but my mind, thinking slowly, tells me it has something to do with the blood on the tiled floor. In a trance, I clean his blood from the floor, not being able to think of what I have done. Once I have finished, I notice chibi standing by me, looking down at me with questioning in his eyes. He tells me he shut down the shop, and what I'm doing on the floor. Composing myself, I stand and shrug. I tell him he wouldn't understand. He doesn't know what it's like to be in love. He argues back, telling me he has been in love, and that he has someone who loves him very much. I can smell the lies seeping from him. I hear him at night also, his moans floating through the walls into my room. I know the sites he looks at, and I know his secret. Like every other man in this house, he has an attraction towards the more manly gender of the two...
Suddenly I feel a warm feeling in my chest. Chibi. For the longest time, I had known that he had a crush on me... why not follow through with that to at least make someone happy with me? At least one person wants me. Forcing Siberian out of my mind, I slip my arm around his shoulder and whisper in his ear. He blushes and I smile. I tell him I know he's had feelings for me. He blushes more. I kiss his cheek and wink at him, making my way to my room, and leave him in disbelief, blushing away, looking like a tomato... or a cherry. I snicker to myself. I walk by Abyssinian's room and pause. Inside, I hear the soft whispers of the words I had spoke to my love only just the night before. This time, he's saying those words... only now, he's saying them to Aya. My heart falls deeper into my stomach and I can feel the hot tears forcing themselves upon my eyes and down my cheeks. My hands ball into fists and I walk hurriedly to my room, crying the rest of the night for my loved one, disbelieving how it could ever happen.