Chapter 6:The Poem
**at the hotel in Clevland**
Matt was downstairs at the hotel's gym,Jeff was sitting down writting something,and i was watching my faborite show "The Real World". "eww i hate commericals" I complained.Jeff was off in his own little world! "Jeff!?" I said. i got no answer. "YO JEFF" I shouted. "Uhh...what" Jeff said sounding annoyed."What are you writting?" "A poem" "Can I read" "Uhh...no!" he said as he placed his papers in a scrammble. "But...WHY!?" "Well,I guess theres not any reason not to let you" he said as he found the poem.
"Dont laugh ok?" "jeff i would never" "ok...its called the fans!"
"OK im listening!" I wonder if they hated me?What was going
through their mind?I wonder if they loved me?What was inspiring their sign?I wonder if they felt me?Like goosebumps through the skin?
I wonder if they watched me?For that they can remember when?
I wonder if they boo'ed me?Like a loser no one knew?
I wonder if they cheered for me?Like a youngster that had grew?
I wonder if they cared for me?Crashing down flat on my back..........
I wonder if they followed me?Ever since the last attack..........
I wonder if they were lying?When they said, "You suck!"
I wonder if they were crying?When I was unable to duck.........
I wonder if they will be my fans?Until I have to fold?
I wonder if they will remember?JEFF HARDY!As he grows old.
"WOW....Jeff that was....AMAZING!" "Thanks!" "You put alot of feeling into that jeff" "i know..i can do that when i write about something i love lke my fans!" "Jeff..you think you could write me a poem....i mean you dont have to put all that feeling into it but it would be sweet" "Yeah....sure..i'll get started on it!" **Later that day** We had just got back from lunch. "where did jeff run off to"Matt asked. "i think he had to go to the restroom" "OHH" Out of nowhere jeff comes down the stairs of the hotel. "why were you up there" matt questioned. "Ohh..UM..i wanted to change to go work out..but...umm..this is fine what i got on...so what do you say matt..lets go work out!" "Alright..jeff" "I'll be in the room watching "sorority life" if you need me" i shouted as if they could think of anything else right now but pumpin up there muscles. "K..see you later!" they both replied..probably not knowing what i said!
I walked in the room..i seen something on the bed. a red envelope with ~TINA~ written on it with a beautiful red rose.Must be from matt i assumed.As i opened the envelope rose petals popped out--it smelt soo good! there was a little note with a longed one. so i read the little one first. It said: Tina,here is the poem i promised you..Love Jeff
i pulled out the poem and began to read-the title is My Dream,My wish,My fantasy: Do I have the right to feel the way I do?To feel what I feel when I think about you?I have no right, that's what others say.
I can't blame my heart for feeling this way.
These feelings I have, where can they lead?Holding you in my arms is what I need.Others say it'll lead to heartache and tears.
I try to suppress these feelings and fears.My heart is with you, but here is my home.Here I feel so isolated and alone.You bring out a feeling that's growing in meA feeling that's growing, only you can see.
How I've imagined to be held in your armsTo feel the warmth of all of your charms.For all of your love, I'll forever wait,Our timing is off . . . it must be our fate.You've filled a void within my soul With you in my heart, I now feel whole.You've done something special, accepting me for me.You're my Dream, my Wish, my Fantasy.
As i finished reading tears streamed down my face.That poem was beyond the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me.it was soo beautifully written.since the first day i met jeff..that day he ran into me my first day at WWF,now WWE...i have had such strong feelings for him...but what about my feelings for matt. i couldnt just forget about that. i like matt alot we have alot in common..but so do jeff and i.What am i going to do? i dont want to lose or hurt either of them..and i certainly dont want them to get angery at one another. I decided to call someone that i would have never called if i didnt really need this much help with my first ever big problem..i called my sister..Trish.
I told Trish everything that was going on. i even read her the poem from jeff and started getting a lil teary eyed. trish said maybe i should just try seeing other people or just tell matt n jeff both how i feel.Then trish totally gets off subject and says "wait a minute!....why am i helping you anyway...we havent spoke in the longest time...why should i help you!?" i was just kinda shocked...she was right why did i call..i could have easily called one of my best girlfriends..but no i called my sister! We ended the phone call on bad terms.but that was the least of my worries...i need to think about this situation and decide who i want to be with..NOW! when using the the poem "The Fans" please credit www.jeffnerohardy.com and for the poem "My Dream,My Wish,My Fantasy" please credit www.poetry.com
**at the hotel in Clevland**
Matt was downstairs at the hotel's gym,Jeff was sitting down writting something,and i was watching my faborite show "The Real World". "eww i hate commericals" I complained.Jeff was off in his own little world! "Jeff!?" I said. i got no answer. "YO JEFF" I shouted. "Uhh...what" Jeff said sounding annoyed."What are you writting?" "A poem" "Can I read" "Uhh...no!" he said as he placed his papers in a scrammble. "But...WHY!?" "Well,I guess theres not any reason not to let you" he said as he found the poem.
"Dont laugh ok?" "jeff i would never" "ok...its called the fans!"
"OK im listening!" I wonder if they hated me?What was going
through their mind?I wonder if they loved me?What was inspiring their sign?I wonder if they felt me?Like goosebumps through the skin?
I wonder if they watched me?For that they can remember when?
I wonder if they boo'ed me?Like a loser no one knew?
I wonder if they cheered for me?Like a youngster that had grew?
I wonder if they cared for me?Crashing down flat on my back..........
I wonder if they followed me?Ever since the last attack..........
I wonder if they were lying?When they said, "You suck!"
I wonder if they were crying?When I was unable to duck.........
I wonder if they will be my fans?Until I have to fold?
I wonder if they will remember?JEFF HARDY!As he grows old.
"WOW....Jeff that was....AMAZING!" "Thanks!" "You put alot of feeling into that jeff" "i know..i can do that when i write about something i love lke my fans!" "Jeff..you think you could write me a poem....i mean you dont have to put all that feeling into it but it would be sweet" "Yeah....sure..i'll get started on it!" **Later that day** We had just got back from lunch. "where did jeff run off to"Matt asked. "i think he had to go to the restroom" "OHH" Out of nowhere jeff comes down the stairs of the hotel. "why were you up there" matt questioned. "Ohh..UM..i wanted to change to go work out..but...umm..this is fine what i got on...so what do you say matt..lets go work out!" "Alright..jeff" "I'll be in the room watching "sorority life" if you need me" i shouted as if they could think of anything else right now but pumpin up there muscles. "K..see you later!" they both replied..probably not knowing what i said!
I walked in the room..i seen something on the bed. a red envelope with ~TINA~ written on it with a beautiful red rose.Must be from matt i assumed.As i opened the envelope rose petals popped out--it smelt soo good! there was a little note with a longed one. so i read the little one first. It said: Tina,here is the poem i promised you..Love Jeff
i pulled out the poem and began to read-the title is My Dream,My wish,My fantasy: Do I have the right to feel the way I do?To feel what I feel when I think about you?I have no right, that's what others say.
I can't blame my heart for feeling this way.
These feelings I have, where can they lead?Holding you in my arms is what I need.Others say it'll lead to heartache and tears.
I try to suppress these feelings and fears.My heart is with you, but here is my home.Here I feel so isolated and alone.You bring out a feeling that's growing in meA feeling that's growing, only you can see.
How I've imagined to be held in your armsTo feel the warmth of all of your charms.For all of your love, I'll forever wait,Our timing is off . . . it must be our fate.You've filled a void within my soul With you in my heart, I now feel whole.You've done something special, accepting me for me.You're my Dream, my Wish, my Fantasy.
As i finished reading tears streamed down my face.That poem was beyond the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me.it was soo beautifully written.since the first day i met jeff..that day he ran into me my first day at WWF,now WWE...i have had such strong feelings for him...but what about my feelings for matt. i couldnt just forget about that. i like matt alot we have alot in common..but so do jeff and i.What am i going to do? i dont want to lose or hurt either of them..and i certainly dont want them to get angery at one another. I decided to call someone that i would have never called if i didnt really need this much help with my first ever big problem..i called my sister..Trish.
I told Trish everything that was going on. i even read her the poem from jeff and started getting a lil teary eyed. trish said maybe i should just try seeing other people or just tell matt n jeff both how i feel.Then trish totally gets off subject and says "wait a minute!....why am i helping you anyway...we havent spoke in the longest time...why should i help you!?" i was just kinda shocked...she was right why did i call..i could have easily called one of my best girlfriends..but no i called my sister! We ended the phone call on bad terms.but that was the least of my worries...i need to think about this situation and decide who i want to be with..NOW! when using the the poem "The Fans" please credit www.jeffnerohardy.com and for the poem "My Dream,My Wish,My Fantasy" please credit www.poetry.com