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A/N: I am very happy that you guys care so much! Hehehehe now you get to see inside of Hermione's mind. It's kind of long, but you have to read all of it, here is where my fic take a turn! Who knows where it will end up! Thank you for most of the reviews.
Chapter Four: Hermione-- Just Thinking
Hermione had been thinking very hard, she didn't know how she felt. Later that night when she tried to sleep, she couldn't. She just kept thinking to herself.
"When Harry was stressed out...about Voldemort or something he comes to me," Hermione thought to herself," But so does Ron, with his problems."
"Harry has kept the eagle quill I gave to him in second year," Hermione thought again, "but that means nothing I mean, who wouldn't?"
"Ron gave me perfume in fifth year," Hermione thought, " now what does that mean? Does he like me?"
Hermione pondered this thought for a while until she came to something else.
"But I care about Harry, especially when the Dursely's were starving him. But he's my friend. I care about Ron too. Like when Ron wasn't talking to Harry, I knew it wasn't Harry's fault that he was a champion, and that he's famous...but I understood what Ron was going through."
Hermione rolled onto her other side.
"But there was that whole Yule Ball incident. I was upset that Ron didn't ask me, but what about Harry? And Ron thought I liked Viktor not Harry...poor Ron he never got the point. Ron was the one who started the argument, it was Ron, Ron, Ron..."
"I don't think Harry has ever liked me...but what if he has? I don't think but...so...has Ron ever liked me? I dislike Fluer very much, but is that only because Ron seemed to like her, and Ron only started to hate Krum because of me?" she thought.
"And Ron still doesn't like it when I talk about Krum. Harry and Ron both finish my sentences, and I've let Harry buy me stuff like at the Quidditch World Cup, but I would've let Ron buy me something too, he just didn't have the money."
"Both of them defend me when Malfoy calls me a mudblood. Yes, I always defend Harry but he is my friend, I'd do the same thing for Ron,"
All of this thinking was driving her crazy but she knew it was all true, " I know that Harry seems to use my gifts more than Ron's, but that's only because Ron doesn't have any money to buy useful things, but money doesn't matter to me."
"I realize that Harry's in danger, actually more than Ron, but that means nothing. I helped Harry and Ron when they were fight...but..." Hermine thought really hard.
"Do I really feel more emotion toward Ron? Like when I kissed Harry in our fourth year, I kissed Harry because I was comfortable with him... I would've kissed Ron but I didn't want to in front of his mum...but in our fifth year I kissed Ron because I wanted him to do well, be happy.
But I care about Harry a lot...but I also care about Ron, but Harry... I care about Harry a lot too! Did I only start to feel this way because I'm spending so much time with Harry, and little with Ron?"
Hermione lay on her back and opened her eyes and thought to herself, "I know who I like, I have finally figured it out after all these years."
A/N: Will we ever know! Will she go for Harry? Or Ron? Oh no! What do you think? Who knows where this may go! Well you all know I through this in to make it interesting... but still who knows! Please R/R your opinion!
A/N: I am very happy that you guys care so much! Hehehehe now you get to see inside of Hermione's mind. It's kind of long, but you have to read all of it, here is where my fic take a turn! Who knows where it will end up! Thank you for most of the reviews.
Chapter Four: Hermione-- Just Thinking
Hermione had been thinking very hard, she didn't know how she felt. Later that night when she tried to sleep, she couldn't. She just kept thinking to herself.
"When Harry was stressed out...about Voldemort or something he comes to me," Hermione thought to herself," But so does Ron, with his problems."
"Harry has kept the eagle quill I gave to him in second year," Hermione thought again, "but that means nothing I mean, who wouldn't?"
"Ron gave me perfume in fifth year," Hermione thought, " now what does that mean? Does he like me?"
Hermione pondered this thought for a while until she came to something else.
"But I care about Harry, especially when the Dursely's were starving him. But he's my friend. I care about Ron too. Like when Ron wasn't talking to Harry, I knew it wasn't Harry's fault that he was a champion, and that he's famous...but I understood what Ron was going through."
Hermione rolled onto her other side.
"But there was that whole Yule Ball incident. I was upset that Ron didn't ask me, but what about Harry? And Ron thought I liked Viktor not Harry...poor Ron he never got the point. Ron was the one who started the argument, it was Ron, Ron, Ron..."
"I don't think Harry has ever liked me...but what if he has? I don't think but...so...has Ron ever liked me? I dislike Fluer very much, but is that only because Ron seemed to like her, and Ron only started to hate Krum because of me?" she thought.
"And Ron still doesn't like it when I talk about Krum. Harry and Ron both finish my sentences, and I've let Harry buy me stuff like at the Quidditch World Cup, but I would've let Ron buy me something too, he just didn't have the money."
"Both of them defend me when Malfoy calls me a mudblood. Yes, I always defend Harry but he is my friend, I'd do the same thing for Ron,"
All of this thinking was driving her crazy but she knew it was all true, " I know that Harry seems to use my gifts more than Ron's, but that's only because Ron doesn't have any money to buy useful things, but money doesn't matter to me."
"I realize that Harry's in danger, actually more than Ron, but that means nothing. I helped Harry and Ron when they were fight...but..." Hermine thought really hard.
"Do I really feel more emotion toward Ron? Like when I kissed Harry in our fourth year, I kissed Harry because I was comfortable with him... I would've kissed Ron but I didn't want to in front of his mum...but in our fifth year I kissed Ron because I wanted him to do well, be happy.
But I care about Harry a lot...but I also care about Ron, but Harry... I care about Harry a lot too! Did I only start to feel this way because I'm spending so much time with Harry, and little with Ron?"
Hermione lay on her back and opened her eyes and thought to herself, "I know who I like, I have finally figured it out after all these years."
A/N: Will we ever know! Will she go for Harry? Or Ron? Oh no! What do you think? Who knows where this may go! Well you all know I through this in to make it interesting... but still who knows! Please R/R your opinion!