Title: I Lied

Author name: Sierra a.k.a. givemespikehesmine

Author Email: givemespikehesmine@yahoo.com

Disclaimer All things "Buffy" or "Angel" belong to Joss Whedon and the creators

of the shows. .I Own nothing!........ Grrr....I want Spike!

Summary: See First Chapter

Rating Pg-13-R

Author's comments: ok in this chapter its like a jump back in time describing who Buffy is and the events leading to the first chapter. Don't get it email me im me or leave a review. oh and by the way IT IS UN-BETA-ED BECAUSE SHE WASNT ON THE COMPUTER AND I NEEDED TO GET THE EXTENDED VERSION OF THIS CHAPTER OUT SO PLEASE DO NOT TELL ME I NEED A BETA I HAVE ONE SHE'S JUST OUT AT THE MOMENT!!!!!! leave reviews!

Ch. 3- A new way of living

(Still a flashback and will be for a while.)

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Buffy's POV

I can't believe that I am actually doing this! I screamed in my head.

"So where do you wanna go first?" Chad asked as we entered the car.

"Hmmm I dunno where do you suggest I could find a shop with alotta different styles of clothes?" I asked full of hope.

"Well Buf, that's easy. I will drop you off at the Buzz in the mall and then I will be across the street at Starbucks come and get me when your done shopping or just call me cell." he said as we turned onto the highway. The ride was super boring but I just couldn't stay calm for some reason I was scared and excited all at the same time.

Before I new it I was right in front of the Buzz. The store looks like it was one giant closet with things from the 80's and preppy stuff that I would normally wear. I decided to just go crazy and grab things I thought were cute not picking out outfits just stuff I liked.

My arms were full of clothes, purses, belts, and god only knows what else. I walked into the dressing room with fear not knowing how my many styles of clothes would go to gather. Then I started randomly picking up clothing and just layering it on.

About an hour later I left with a lot of bags and they let me wear some of the clothes out of the store. I decided to wear this black zip up Dickie Girl dress and some neon pink tights. I felt silly and cool all at the same time. It was like when I was a kid thinking who cares what I wear I think its pretty!

I decided to do something to my hair. I thought it was hideously boring. I asked the stylist what I should do and she said she knows exactly what to do. (at the time her hair was down to like the middle of her back) When Becky, my stylist, turned me around to face the mirror it was like I couldn't even recognize it was me. Becky added in black streaks and chopped of a good 9 inches off leaving it hang right before my breasts. She made it kind of choppy with layers. I was super happy that I just hugged her!

Now I thought Darla said piercing. I eventually found myself at Clair's getting my belly button pierced. I bought a couple of rings to change in a few weeks but the one she put in was a dark red color with a little black diamond in the middle.

After a couple of hours of more clothes shoes and what ever else I thought was cute I finally called Chad he said he would be on his way with Darla. Darla's so gonna freak when she sees me! Ah I cant wait. I thought as I made my way outside.

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Chapter ends here! But don't worry I will have one up right away! And once again its not beta-ed! So no flames bout that please! Leave me reviews!!!!!!!