I can't believe it.
She's really gone.
I've been expecting this day. ever since I caught Jean and Logan in our room. I don't know what they were doing, but they were getting a little too close for my comfort. Now this. I didn't expect her to leave me like this. suddenly alone. She's gone and the worlds turned cold. I can't get it into my head that the only way I'm going to see her smile at me again, is in my memories. I love her so much. If I could undo everything I've ever done wrong to bring her back, I would. If I could change places with her. If. such a little word. I hate it. IF ONLY. If only jean hadn't gone walking with Rogue. If only Rogue hadn't frozen. If only I had gotten there sooner.
Logan tried to stop me from seeing her. when we found her. I couldn't. I HAD to see her. And now I wish I hadn't. I wish everyday that she was still here, with me. I pray this is all a dream, but I can't seem to wake up. I want her, and it hurts so much.
I was going to propose to her. next week. on her birthday. but now ill never get to put the ring on her finger and see her face light up when I do. And our future. It only exists up here now. In my head. Me, Jean and a couple of kids.
Our room is exactly how it was when she left. I can't touch anything. I can't move anything. Everything here reminds me of her, but I can't get away from it, because that would kill me. I can't live with it because it feels like its tearing my heart in two.
I don't want to remember as that broken woman on the floor of that abandoned warehouse. clothes torn to shreds, evidence of what Creed did to her all around. and the ragged slash marks across her chest. Of course. that wasn't what killed her. it was the one across her lovely throat. That's mortal. There's no way of fixing that, no matter how much you want it. Not even with Jeans powers. She tried to fight. to run. I can see that by the scratches on her arms and face. She'll always be an X-Man . And I'll never love anyway else like her. because she was MY one in a million.
Scott Summers
I've been expecting this day. ever since I caught Jean and Logan in our room. I don't know what they were doing, but they were getting a little too close for my comfort. Now this. I didn't expect her to leave me like this. suddenly alone. She's gone and the worlds turned cold. I can't get it into my head that the only way I'm going to see her smile at me again, is in my memories. I love her so much. If I could undo everything I've ever done wrong to bring her back, I would. If I could change places with her. If. such a little word. I hate it. IF ONLY. If only jean hadn't gone walking with Rogue. If only Rogue hadn't frozen. If only I had gotten there sooner.
Logan tried to stop me from seeing her. when we found her. I couldn't. I HAD to see her. And now I wish I hadn't. I wish everyday that she was still here, with me. I pray this is all a dream, but I can't seem to wake up. I want her, and it hurts so much.
I was going to propose to her. next week. on her birthday. but now ill never get to put the ring on her finger and see her face light up when I do. And our future. It only exists up here now. In my head. Me, Jean and a couple of kids.
Our room is exactly how it was when she left. I can't touch anything. I can't move anything. Everything here reminds me of her, but I can't get away from it, because that would kill me. I can't live with it because it feels like its tearing my heart in two.
I don't want to remember as that broken woman on the floor of that abandoned warehouse. clothes torn to shreds, evidence of what Creed did to her all around. and the ragged slash marks across her chest. Of course. that wasn't what killed her. it was the one across her lovely throat. That's mortal. There's no way of fixing that, no matter how much you want it. Not even with Jeans powers. She tried to fight. to run. I can see that by the scratches on her arms and face. She'll always be an X-Man . And I'll never love anyway else like her. because she was MY one in a million.
Scott Summers