Dear Diary, Scott's forgiven me, but Ah don't know why. Ah know it was all mah fault that Jean aint here no more. If Ah hadn'tah rozen up, ah coulda saved her. Ah know this. Scott knows this. Even Remy knows, but they're all too nice to say it. Ah let Jean die an for that Ah shouldn't be an X-Man. If it wasn't for th fact that Jean would tell me that Ah do, and that Ah should stay with them, Ah would leave. Ah would leave th' school an not look back. Ahm a danger. and Ah cant be khounted on. Ahm a liabilitae to th team, and Ah can kill with a kiss.

Lets face it. Ahm doomed ta be ahlone. Even Remy's been distahnt ahround me. Ah don't blame him. Ahm gonna jus tell him ta stay ahway. That way, Ah cant hurt him.

Marie Darkholme.