I only own the plot

Perfect by Simple Plan

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Why did my dad leave me. I always wanted to have a dad, someone I can fly with, someone I can make a card for on father's day, and most of all someone to just call Dad.

It hurts knowing that he didn't want me. I know what happened. I read it in my mom's old diary. I know he gave my mom a choice between him and me. The only thing I don't know is his name. * ** * Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along * ** *

I always wanted to have my real dad, up until now that is. I found a replacement or the real thing. I know I look a lot like him we both have the blond hair and some facial features in common. But it doesn't really matter, I already think of him as a father.

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And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that

I'm alright

And you can't change me

* ** * I have never seen my mom look at some guy like she did when she saw my potion's professor. She looked at him with pure love in her eyes, and he looked at her the same way. It makes me wonder if something happened between them in the past. * ** * 'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect * ** * I know that professor Malfoy has been more of a father to me than anyone else. He has never forgotten about me, or talked to me as if I didn't understand English like some of mom's boy friends did. * ** * I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore * ** * I think I'll give them some alone time. Then maybe they'll get rid of some of the tension that surrounds them. * ** * And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

When I got back they were no where to be found. So I went into my mom's room foolishly thinking that they might be just talking in there. But I of course was wrong, so very wrong. They were both lying in bed sleeping, with my mom on top of professor Malfoy, and the sheets weren't covering anything from the waist up so it was obvious they weren't wearing anything.

Me being my eleven year old self let out a high pitched scream. This caused professor Malfoy to sit up making my mom fall on the floor, causing me to see more than I ever wanted of my mom. At least professor Malfoy still had a sheet covering him his waist.

Once I recovered from shock and realized what was going on I muttered sorry and ran out of the room. * ** * 'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect (x 2)

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Can you tell that I'm running out of songs.

Thank you Baby-Chicas, Killia, and RaineMalfoy for reviewing