Original A/N: Happy Wednesday my Darlings,

Here is your next update, still going strong but afraid I'll run out of pages to post before I finish T.T I'm trying, but it's harder to write over the week since I work until like 6:30, by the time I have dinner it's already almost eight. But then I don't want the ideas to dissipate from my head so I write until way too late and then just want to throw my phone across the room when the alarm rings in the morning lol, but I only got tomorrow to go and I get some rest~

I know up to now I hadn't given you any long conversations with Sasuke and I absolutely did that on purpose, I don't think you're ready for my Sasuke~ I've written him like nothing I've ever seen...read? lol and I'm loving every second of it. Hopefully, you guys will enjoy reading him as much as I enjoyed writing him

Thank you for your comments, kudos, and bookmarks. I'm still in disbelief at how invested we all are in this story x)

Rating: Explicit/M, Let's make some lemonade ;)

Warnings: Sexual situations that involve underage characters

Disclaimer: Characters sadly don't belong to me, they belong to Masashi Kishimoto. I was so dissatisfied they couldn't be together in canon that I had to write them into alternate universes with more satisfying endings.

Unrequited Love, Is It?

Chapter 4: I Can't Say No to You

It had been quite convenient that we've both managed to stop making out with each other and finally became fully clothed by the time a knock was heard through the door.

Sasuke stilled in place.

"Hey baby, you still sleeping?" Karin's voice came through, the door rattled, but it was locked so she couldn't actually open it.

"I'm awake," I said as I walked over to open the door and opened it Sasuke was sitting on the bed, and while his expression was perfectly calm, I could see the guilt in his eyes.

"Juugo told me Sasuke had to babysit you, you owe him one, he missed out on the end of the party," She said completely oblivious and Sasuke's hand came up to rub the back of his head, as his eyes fell on me briefly.

A small smile settled on my face, oh…I was pretty sure I'd paid him back plenty already.

We spent almost the whole day cleaning the apartment, and I was still a little weirded out by having strangers completely passed out on the couch as we did so. But they'd wake up, rave about how awesome the party had been, and be on their way.

I knew Sasuke was worried about Karin, and I didn't want to come between their friendship so I watched myself to make sure I wouldn't do anything that would give away what had happened the night prior, or in the morning…

After cleaning and eating, everyone scattered to their rooms, still half hungover and wanting to take a nap. As the chatter in the rooms quieted, I looked over at Sasuke from the couch biting my lip. He walked over and leaned down "You know, every time you do that it makes me want to suck on your lower lip" I blushed, shifting in place.

"You can't say stuff like that in the living room if you don't want to get caught," I said lowly

"Come to my room," He said, lust lacing his voice.

He didn't need to ask me twice, as he settled on the bed, I sat next to him but he shifted me over to his lap.

"I still can't believe I get to do this" he murmured, his hand softly caressing the skin on the inside of my shirt.

He couldn't believe it? The man was literally the reason I found out I was more than compliant to getting it up the ass.

Whatever I was thinking was showing on my face because he smirked "What?" He asked

"Nothing," I said embarrassed.

"Tell me"

"No"

"Why not?"

"It's too embarrassing, you're basically the most sought-after fuck boy I've ever met and I have no intention of inflating your ego any further"

He laughed "The fact that your pretty ass is sitting on my lap right now, already inflated my ego further" there it was again, that adjective 'pretty'

"I'm not pretty," I said, Sasuke smiled softly at me leaning down to place a kiss on my cheek "Pretty, beautiful, stunning, sweet cheeks, gorgeous, you're all of the above baby"

I stilled a bit "I hated when you gave me that nickname" I grumbled, Sasuke's grip on my hips tightened "Why?"

"Because you gave it to me 'cause I was Karin's baby brother" I looked up at the raven "All I've ever wanted was for you to stop seeing me as a kid…that's why you wouldn't touch me right, I was too young for you, you didn't see me like that"

Sasuke let out a sigh as his head hit the wall behind him softly "Honest?" He asked.

"Please," I said softly

"You were beyond adorable at fifteen Naruto, you have no idea how fucked I was, I wanted to fill those pretty eyes with lust, but yes, you felt too young, it might have only been two years but you were fifteen and I was seventeen. It wouldn't be about exploring kissing, and touching, I already knew what I was doing and what I wanted, and I wouldn't have been able to not…take you, take everything, I didn't want to risk rushing you into something you might not have been ready for"

He stopped for a second "Karin would never forgive me if I did something like that, I'd lose a best friend, and hurt the prettiest, sweetest boy I've ever come across…But I'm no saint either, I didn't start calling you baby, because you're Karin's baby brother, I did it because you're my baby boy "

Something stirred inside of me at the comment, the nickname taking on a completely different meaning.

"It was the perfect cover, I knew when anyone else used the pet name it would be because of Karin, but not me, when I called you it, I was claiming you, and it never failed to get a reaction out of you, it never failed to settle that pretty blush on your face as your eyelashes fluttered and your eyes fell to the ground in embarrassment, shit you have no idea all the images you provided for my spank bank"

"Spank bank? Really" I said holding in a laugh, but feeling aroused all the same.

"All I'm saying is...if you want me to stop I will, but you are my baby, I'm kind of really attached to the pet name now" He muttered as he kissed my neck.

"So you were no saint? What else would you think about?" I wanted to hear about it all, about how much he'd wanted me the whole time as well. It still stung a little that we could have been doing this sooner, but his intentions were coming from a good place, and I admired that, it didn't erase all those times I felt like absolute shit because he was with someone else…but it was sort of admirable, a fuck boy with no principles for anyone but…me.

He smiled at me, knowing well I was kind of getting off on listening to the little things he was doing to deal with his attraction to me "Well, Karin already pretty much told you we were the reason for your lack of suitors, sometimes I'd fuck girls or boys just to get them off your trail" My mouth opened in shock "Sasuke!"

"You asked," He said, no shame in his voice "Movie nights were my favorite, but also the hardest" He looked at me "You'd octopus yourself all over me, I didn't start pulling on your blanket because I was cold but because I had to hide how turned on I was at having your hands all over me" That shifted something in the mood as his hand traveled from my hip to my crotch "I had to hide what you were doing to me right here"

I gasped "Then I'd carry you to your room and you'd bury your head in my neck, not wanting to let go when I'd put you down in the bed, sometimes I'd imagine I didn't leave, that I stayed and nudged you awake with a kiss, and you'd get all hot and bothered for me, asking me to lay down, to stay"

I gasped as his hand slipped under the waistband of my pants and he started lazily stroking me.

"I'd have to jerk off in the car afterward, sometimes even in the bathroom at your house, your sleepy eyes and the image of you stretching on your bed, your shirt riding up, still fresh in my mind"

He opened his legs and I fell between them, turning so my back would be to him and my head could fall on his shoulder "I would imagine the same, I would fantasize you wouldn't leave, that you'd stay and touch me" He let out a small growl and latched on to the back of my neck.

"Why didn't you? Later, when I started…well when I was obviously not fifteen and…" Earlier hadn't wanted me to mention Gaara. He squeezed me hard and I rolled my hips up against his fist.

"I was moving three hours away, I couldn't bear the thought of taking you then leaving you behind…and I didn't know if I trusted myself to stop fucking around, you'd be there and I'd be here, and there is always plenty of options to have a good time" I stilled a little at his honesty but it was hard to feel jealous and bothered when his hand was still deliciously wrapped around my erection.

"But you all end up driving back to visit all the time...and I could come up like I did this week, we always talk on the phone...would it not be enough?" I gasped, and a small whine left my lips "You don't think we could make it work?"

"Fuck, looking at you like this right now, I want to say yes" He murmured.

But it's something else when you don't have the person there panting and moaning and begging for more. I thought in my head, what about when I went back home…

"I thought I'd made the right choice, but then Gaara showed up," Sasuke said darkly "He'd left a mark on you right here" He sucked on a different spot on the back of my neck, then bit it, enough for me to feel the pressure "Then he kissed you right in front of me" My head fell back on his shoulder as I looked to the side and welcomed his lips on mine. I was still trusting up at his hand, he was moving agonizingly slowly now.

"And no matter how many people I fucked when I came back, it wasn't enough, all I could think about was how he was touching you, how your pretty lips were probably spilling his name instead of mine"

"Sasuke" I let out, as he finally closed his fist around me properly and began pumping me furiously "Just like that, I wanted to hear my name fall off your lips just like that"

His free hand reached out for the wipes and managed to place one over my erection just in time for me to spill into it, a little out of breath. He tucked me back in and just let me ride out the orgasm.

"We didn't go all the way," I said softly. He stilled, I moved from between his legs so I could sit next to him fully facing him.

" You're telling me that neither Kiba nor Gaara…?" I rolled my eyes "Kiba and I never dated, you all always thought I was lying but it's the truth, and Gaara and I…" Gaara and I had done plenty except following through with that last bit.

"So you're still…"

"Well in the sense that there's never been anything else in there other than fingers and vibrators," I said growing completely red.

"Vibra—You're going to be the fucking death of me," he said as he moved, pulling me into a kiss and pushing me right back on the bed.

I'd spent years near Sasuke showing restraint but the moment we crossed the line, any leftover restraint I had dissipated.

It was hard to spend time with everyone without trying to reach for his hand or trying to lean on him, kiss his cheek…his lips.

I guess I was looking for constant reassurance that I wasn't imagining the whole thing.

The next day we all made a mess in the kitchen making pizza at home, and after a little while, I eased into the group. Cherishing the moment.

Pein looked scary but turns out he was super sweet, and I kept looking between Suigetsu and him wondering how that had happened.

"He's nice Sui," I said softly next to him as I reached for paper plates and he reached for the disposable cups. I didn't use the nickname often, he all but tickled me to death the first time.

He stopped and swayed his hips against mine softly "Thanks, Naru"

We made our way back and we were all settling about the living room trying to pick something to watch when the doorbell rang.

I was closer so I walked over and opened the door to light blue eyes and perfectly styled blonde hair. This time she didn't walk in like she owned the place. But still, alarms were blaring in my head. Why was she here?

"Is Sasuke home?" I was tempted to lie, but there was a clear view of the living room and she'd know I was lying.

"Sasuke, Ino's here," I said, the words stung as they made their way out.

Sasuke walked over and put his hand on my waist softly so I would step to the side "What are you doing here?" He asked as he stepped outside with her. The fact that he wasn't inviting her in eased some of the tension that had overtaken my body.

"You're not answering your phone" was heard before the door closed and I walked back to my spot in the living room

"Another one bites the dust" Suigestu snickered.

"Poor fool," Karin said as she threw her legs over Hidan's lap.

If Sasuke broke my heart…would we lose this? This feeling when we were all together? I shook my head. I would hope not, Sasuke didn't have to lose his best friends because of me…I would like to think I was better and less bitter…after all, I came on to him knowing exactly what he was like…

The door opened again and Sasuke walked back inside sporting a pink cheek "oh man, she slapped you?" Juugo asked holding in a laugh.

She would only slap him if he'd told her they weren't seeing each other anymore…

"And they still all throw themselves at him" Suigetsu shook his head.

Sasuke turned off the lights and plopped next to me, his arm sliding around my hips, since we were on the floor, Karin probably wasn't able to notice from where she was sitting. Not that it would raise any concern since it was pretty typical for me to end up leaning on the raven. Still, I waited until the movie started before I allowed my head to fall on his shoulder.

Later when the movie was over everyone scattered, Juugo had a date with the girl he'd met at the party. As for the other four, it was pretty obvious why they were in a rush to get behind closed doors. I was the same, I couldn't wait for everyone to lock their doors so Sasuke could drag me to his room.

We left the TV running, it would hopefully give the impression that we were chilling in the living room.

"Did you tell her you wouldn't see her anymore?" I asked as he locked the door "Is that why she slapped you?"

"Are you going to kiss it better if I did?" He asked.

The next day Suigetsu left for Peins, and Karin and Hidan went out on a date, leaving me and Sasuke alone in the apartment.

We'll have a sleepover tonight ok?

Karin said on her way out since I only had two days before our parents came to pick me up.

The raven was currently slowly exploring my mouth, we had been watching TV, and that soon escalated into other activities.

"Sasuke? What's going to happen when I go back home?" I muttered against his lips, I'd been afraid to ask, but I needed to know.

"Well–" he hands slid his hands down to squeeze my ass "What was it that you said? I can drive down, and you can try and convince your parents to let you come up. Summer is right around the corner too"

I leaned back, feeling emotion rise to my throat "Really?"

His hand fell on my cheek "I'd rather try than to let you go back so someone else can, I don't think I can do that again"

His arms surrounded me pulling me flush against him "And you won't see anyone here?"

He was quiet "Sasuke?" I said growing a little nervous.

"I won't, but that's why I'm saying we can try, if I don't think I'll work out, I'll have to tell you and break things off"

That was more of a courtesy than he'd given any of his previous relationships…It's not that I was settling, it's that I wanted to believe it would be different for us…and I was a big fat liar because when I arrived here I thought I'd consider myself lucky if I managed to land one kiss on the raven before he turned me down…but now…now I couldn't say no to more time with him…

"You will tell me right before you do anything? I don't want you to touch anyone else, not anymore, not if we are together, promise you won't do that"

"I promise baby boy, all yours until I'm not" It should have been sad to hear that, but I vowed to myself I'd make sure Sasuke Uchiha wouldn't need to go to anyone else.

My lips landed back on his "Sasuke…" I only had two more days before mom and dad came to pick me up…

"Mmm," He murmured, his tongue licking at my lips.

"I want this" I muttered as rolled my hips over his erection "before I leave" I snaked my hand between us and inside the waistband of his pants "You always stop before…" I gripped him and felt all the blood rush to my face "I want to know what it feels like"

Sasuke let out a groan as his head fell on my shoulder "Oh baby boy, every time I try to be good you just have to—" He stood and I squeaked, instinctively held on to him, and wrapped my legs around his waist.

"This time around I'll take everything I've wanted to take before" He growled as he let me fall on the bed and went about undressing himself, I did the exact same hurriedly pulling my shirt over my head. Sasuke's hands reached over pulling my pants off. He reached into the same drawer where he had gotten the wet wipes and his hand came out with a condom and a bottle of lube.

I scooted back making space for him to climb on top of me, his eyes slid over me, appreciating the marks he'd already left the days prior. His hands ran from my hips up my abdomen and his thumbs finally landed on my nipples rubbing them.

"Ah-mmm" I led out as I squirmed a little, he smirked happy with himself at being able to draw a reaction before he leaned down and sucked a nub into his mouth. My fingers instantly buried themselves in those soft black tresses.

He sucked on me and it made me want to close my legs, since he was between them I just crashed against hard muscle. He switched over to the other side and provided the same ministrations before his mouth came back up to steal my lips and his hand wrapped around my erection, giving it a couple of pumps.

He leaned back again, taking a look at how he'd dissolved me into a puddle of need and want.

"Touch me," I said, not knowing what to do with myself when his hands weren't on me.

"I want to baby boy but look at me" I finally centered my eyes back on his "his hand reached between my legs and slipped between my ass " Ah"

"I'm going to start touching you here ok" I nodded my head "You can tell me if you need me to stop at any point" his finger pressed harder and I mewled "got it?"

Highly fucking unlikely.

I nodded my head "Words baby" he said "Yes, I get it, Sasuke please" As soon as the words were out of my mouth he was flipping me and lifting my ass in the air, and his long fingers were spreading my asscheeks apart, I moaned into the bed, as I felt the cold lube trickle down my hole.

"Shit, it's moving for me already"

He had a fucking mouth on him…and I wasn't prepared for how much of a turn-on it would be.

Then I felt his finger prodding, it wasn't going in, just applying pressure around the rim and I gasped into the bed, pushing back, then finally the first finger wiggled inside, and instantly I knew it wasn't enough.

"You said you'd put a vibrator in here?" He muttered as I felt his lips palace a small kiss on my ass cheek.

"Ah–yeah," I said as a second finger wiggled inside and I pushed back welcoming it inside.

"How big?" He asked I shivered into the bed "I don't know" he bit my asscheek lightly "Liar"

"Smaller than you" I let out

A third finger and I screwed my eyes shut, it ached just a little but it mixed deliciously with the feeling of knowing those were Sasuke's fingers inside of me.

"Fuck baby, you're really clamping down hard around my fingers alone" I pushed back.

"Move them faster" another bite and I moaned loudly as he pulled them back then shoved them back inside, moving them just right, finding that spot that made me see fucking stars.

"Ah–god–yes, yes, yes" I pushed back, meeting every single thrust, his fingers slipped out and I cried, literally cried "Why?" I gasped out, feeling awfully empty. His thumb pushed in, barely and I keened, I could hear him groan behind me.

"This right here" He removed his thumb and then I felt something hot and thick at my entrance and I choked "This is where you want to feel me?" I pushed back but his hand stilled me in place as he rubbed the head of his cock up and down my hole.

"Yes, yes, for so long now" He flipped me again, I knew there were tears running down my face and I thought I would die if his head wasn't back on my entrance within the next few seconds.

"Fuck, you're already wrecked, and I haven't even fucked you properly," He said as he leaned over to palace a messy kiss on my lips "Put it inside please, I want it inside" I muttered against his lips and he bit my lower lip a little harshly before he pulled back, and reached over for the condom, throwing the wrapper somewhere around the room.

I watched enthralled as the plastic stretched over his thick cock, surprised it didn't snap. Then he threw my legs over his shoulders and guided his erection to my entrance "Ready?" I nodded my head and he pushed forward and I wanted to close my eyes, as I felt the burn, as I felt him opening me and stretching me and I felt hot inside.

But I couldn't take my eyes off his expression, I couldn't take my eyes off the pure lust and pleasure that spread through his face, off the small frown he made as he bit his lips and stilled a bit giving me time to adjust.

"Fuck, fuck baby, you're so fucking tight" I squeezed involuntarily at the words and his hips moved forward pushing the rest of the length in and this time around my head fell back into the mattress and my hands squeezed at the sheets.

We were both gasping loudly, Sasuke's eyes looked down between my legs "Naruto–you're swallowing me whole, I'm bottomed out, can you feel that " He pushed forward a bit and I felt his balls hit my ass and his cock pushed in a little further.

" Sasuke!" He pulled out and then back inside a couple of times, his hands were gripping my ankles, shaking slightly, he was trying to hold back.

I kept letting out small moans and gasps and then he hit that spot inside again and fuck, he could do this to me every day if he wanted, I pushed back, wanting him deeper, he took that as a sign that I was adjusted and pulled out almost all the way out, driving himself home.

"Oh my god!" I gripped the sheets tighter and felt my erection bouncing against my abdomen as his thrusts got harder and more forceful.

"More" I gasped "Harder"

"Damn baby boy, you don't even know how good my dick looks spreading you wide open" He gave a particularly hard thrust and my hand flew over to my erection fucking into my fist furiously, feeling heat coil in my belly

"How do you like it, baby, being taken?"

I don't even know what came out of my mouth, I just know more tears streamed down my face "So good, you feel so good inside me"

And then I was coming, and he was still thrusting, hard, and dead on my prostrate and I was shaking, as I felt him throb inside, he gave a couple more thrusts riding the rest of his orgasm. And inside the haze, all I could think about was that I wished I could have felt him spilling into me.

I flinched a little as he pulled out and my eyes closed against my will. I stirred as I felt the damp towel moving between my legs and big hands caressing the side of my thigh.

"There you are baby, how you doing?" He asked and I thought I said I was ok but I blinked a couple of times and realized that I hadn't said anything at all "I'm ok" I said softly, he leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my forehead then my lips.

"Sorry, I got too rough again, might have been a little too much for your first time" I had felt so good though, he laughed softly "But you also just kept asking for more, and apparently I can't say no to you" I blushed.

"Do you want to shower?" I kind of didn't, I was so comfortable on the bed, I was still floating, I shook my head.

"Ok, but we have to get your clothes back on in case anyone comes back ok?" I closed my eyes and groaned softly "Then I'll shower" I said, finally sitting up and instantly cringing a bit when I moved my legs to sit at the edge of the bed.

"I can walk to the shower," I said as I blushed and he followed right behind me "You don't want me to get in with you?" I stopped in my tracks and turned. He was giving me a sly smirk "Gotta make sure you don't fall in there"

"It wasn't that rough" I mumbled but didn't say anything else as the raven jumped in with me. He didn't try doing anything, the opposite he lathered me up and gently shampooed my hair and just…helped me.

Soon enough I was letting myself fall face down on the bed, he sat next to me, his hand settled on my lower back and his thumb was massaging small circles into my skin. I turned around after a few minutes and sat bringing my knees to my chest looking at the raven on the edge of the bed in front of me.

"Thank you, that was" I didn't have the right word to describe what it had felt like, no matter what happened I could always look back and know that I've gotten more than well taken care of during my first time, it wasn't awkward or bad, not even closed to painful, it had been…everything.

"You were perfect," He said as he leaned over to kiss me.

Then the door opened "You guys we brought back–" She stopped as I felt the blood rush over to my face then her eyes fell somewhere on the floor and she was as red as her hair.

Sasuke stood "Karin I–" She walked in grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the room, my eyes fell on the spot she'd been glaring at and I saw the condom wrapper.

Fuck , fuck. I stood walking after them.

"I was going to talk to you about it," Sasuke said, they'd reach the living room now, and she turned, the slap was so loud it stopped me in my tracks for a second.

"Karin!" I said finally catching up to them. I turned to see Hidan placing what looked to be a drink carrier on the table then he just stood there, trying to assess the situation.

She punched him in the chest once before she shoved him "What the fuck? That's my little brother Sasuke, he's not one of your—" She stopped herself, whores I knew very well that's what she was going to say. Her eyes were filling with emotions and I felt guilt wash over me.

"Karin, he didn't–"

"Don't you fucking lie to me Naruto" She said, "I wasn't going to say he didn't do anything, I was going to say he didn't come on to me" I said embarrassed.

Her eyes stilled as she caught on to what I was saying "That doesn't matter, he's supposed to be the bigger person here"

I opened my mouth, but Sasuke beat me to it "I know, Karin, I'm sorry" his eyes filled with guilt.

"I trusted you to be better than that, you were supposed to help me take care of him," She said

"I like him" My head whipped up "I've liked him for a while, I should have talked to you about it"

She crossed her arms looking between Sasuke and me "Are you sure Sasuke? Because I'm not about to let you have a cut-and-lose relationship with my brother" She said at last

"It won't be like that," He said, she turned over to me "This is what you want?" I nodded my head and she sighed, she walked right up to Sasuke and stuck her pointer finger to his chest, jabbing him.

"The moment you bright some hoe through those doors while dating my little brother, I'll cut your balls off you hear me" I couldn't help but walk between them pulling her into a hug.

"I love you sis" I said

See what no one knew is that Sasuke was trying to be good all along, and Naruto is hell-bent on making sure he's anything but good x)

There was so much on this one! Let me know what your favorite part was so we can 'kyaa' and 'difefjg' about it together lol.

Much Love,

Chio~