Original A/N: Hi, my darlings,

I had wanted to update earlier today but I had to work for a little in the morning went to the store to get groceries (in some real infernal heat I might add), tried to finish this story, then my family dropped by unexpectedly~ So overall my day was a little too productive for my taste x)

And didn't allow for me to edit this earlier, but we're getting closer to the end! This isn't really a spoiler so I think I can tell you, that even if there is a little bit of angst or sad-ish topics that get brought up here and there, you can take a breather, nothing crazy is going to happen to our two lovers.

As always thank you for all the love you're giving this story, all the kudos, comments, and favorites :)

Rating: Explicit/M, This fic is the gift that keeps on giving~

Warnings: Sexual situations that involve underage characters, and underage drinking.

Disclaimer: Characters sadly don't belong to me, they belong to Masashi Kishimoto. I was so dissatisfied they couldn't be together in canon that I had to write them into alternate universes with more satisfying endings.

Unrequited Love, Is It?

Chapter 6: More Than

I wore it like a badge of honor.

When Sasuke had been in High School he hadn't even bothered to buy the people he'd been seeing the dollar gram roses they sold at the school for Valentine's. I know I shouldn't feel smug about something like this. But he was telling me I meant something to him. It was a statement that no words could have gotten across.

Kiba stared before a smirk settled into his face "What's this?" He said as he walked next to me to Econ class on the first day of school.

"Naruto Uzumaki tying down infamous fuckboy Sasuke Uchiha? He fucking collared you" I must have grown as red as Karin's hair, as I turned and gaped at Kiba.

I shoved him to the side "Kiba!" He was laughing so hard at my expression that I thought he'd start crying.

"Man, I'm happy for you, I hope it works out for you two this year"

My good mood soured a bit as I took in Kiba's expression "How are you and Hinata doing?" I asked

Kiba's hand scratched the back of his head "I don't know man, it's tough"

"She's still set on Suna U?"

"It's cross country man, don't know if I'm down for long distance like that, but that's what she wants"

He stopped and threw me a guilty look "Hey that doesn't mean–"

I shook my head and offered him a small smile "No, it's ok Kiba, believe me, I get it, three hours is enough to near throw me into a panic attack, I don't know if I'd be able to handle him being on the opposite side of the country" I bit my lip "I'm sorry"

he let out a sigh "We still have a year"

I didn't know how to feel about the fact that Kiba was holding on to the year for dear life while I wanted to press fast forward.

He didn't make it back for Labor Day, I got it, school had just started and even though the whole crew was always down to party, they really did stick to the whole work hard, play hard model. Their grades showed their effort.

Sasuke was still trying to figure out how to manage his time, getting adjusted to the new set of classes. Then when the pressure would rise and the stress would settle in, he'd call "I need you to talk dirty to me baby"

And I would, I'd talk him all the way to the edge, and over. He'd let me know how good I was, how good I made him feel. Then we'd talk about what had gotten him strung up. I'd stay up way later than I should for school days, and would double down on the caffeine so I could stay up at school.

Sasuke was always the one with more restraint though, he'd only stay on the phone late with me maybe two days out of the week and told me we could stay up all night on the weekends if I wanted.

Sometimes it was just getting on facetime while we studied, I'd sit and work on homework and he'd do the same, it was quiet, just keeping each other company the best we could.

And while I still missed having him there, it got better, we fell into a routine.

It wasn't necessarily soon, but October came about, specifically, my birthday weekend came about.

I'd gone to bed thinking Sasuke, Karin and everyone else would probably get here the next day since Sasuke's last class on Thursday let out until 8 PM.

I woke up to the feeling of fingers running through my hair, and my eyes sleepily fell on Sasuke.

"Happy Birthday Baby" I was shocked for a couple of seconds, before I sat up and threw myself at him, burying my head in his shoulder before I started littering kisses all over his face "What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Got in the car as soon as class let out"

"Karin?" I asked as I looked over to the door "She has a tutoring appointment to revise a big paper that's due Sunday tomorrow morning so she'll be driving over with the others after"

I couldn't believe he'd actually driven over right after class, I pulled him into another hug, and down to the bed with me.

We didn't even have sex, we just laid on the bed cuddling, I didn't want to fall back asleep, but I did, having Saukes arm around my belly resting on my hip a reassurance that he was here, and my heart was still running laps that he couldn't wait another day to see me.

Happy Birthday!

You tell that asshole he gets bathroom cleaning duty for all of next month for dipping without us.

I laughed, Sasuke hadn't let me skip school, and I had sullenly left his car that morning when he dropped me off.

You tell him, but don't be upset...it really made my day

I texted back

I'm upset because I'm supposed to be the one making your day you runt

Also, I did tell him, that asshole left me on seen

There were two pops all of a sudden a lot of color around me and I looked up to see Temari and Kiba holding the party poppers and realized the color was confetti and silly string.

"Happy Eighteen!" They both said with big smiles as they pulled me in for a hug, at the same time, completely sandwiching me, I laughed as I hugged them both back

"You're both the best"

Then we heard Iruka our English teacher scream "Kiba! Temari! I'll have you both sweep that up!" We all laughed as we scampered over to our Econ class, losing Iruka in the crowd.

It had been so much fun and honestly emotional because Sasuke was there, Karin was there, the whole gang really, and so were my parents when I arrived home with Kiba, Hinata, and Temari.

It was a little hard not to glue myself onto Sasuke, but I wasn't ready to have more boundaries set than the ones we already had.

"Boo we should be getting drunk until we pass out in your living room and you're kicking us out so you can get laid"

"You've kicked me out of your house plenty of times so you can get laid" I muttered to Kiba as I pushed him out the door.

"Suigetsu, Juugo and Hidan aren't getting kicked out" He muttered

"How do you want to explain you staying but me locking myself up in my room?"

He stuck his tongue out, Sasuke had 'left' like ten minutes ago and had probably sneaked back through the window.

"Kiba! I huffed as he let his weight fall back on me "Ge out"

"Shit man you got it bad," He said laughing and she finally complied and walked out the door.

"Thank you for coming, I love you all, I know I will see you tomorrow, goodnight," I said all in a rush as I technically ran back to my room, I could hear Karin making gagging noises from the couch.

I stepped back into the room to see Sasuke on my bed leaning against the wall, I allowed myself to fall on the bed letting out a sigh as my head fell on his lap. But he quickly rearranged me so I'd be between his legs resting on his front.

"I can't for next year, compartmentalizing all of you is exhausting" I let out.

"Mmm, can't wait to have you like this every night" He muttered as his lips fell on my neck and I gasped softly.

My phone buzzed and I turned it around in my hand

Happy Birthday Naru, hope you had an amazing time

I felt Sasuke grow still as I put the phone down, but Sasuke had already seen and he'd quickly moved me so he could hover over me on the bed "You're not going to answer?" He said a little darkly "He's not ever here anymore and he's still being a nuisance," He said as his lips fell on mine, prying my mouth open and ravaging it thoroughly.

I gasped as he pulled back, his fingers sliding under my shirt "He's dating Neji" I said

He nudged the shirt over my head and swiped his tongue over one of my nipples which had me arching into him "Ah"

He slipped his fingers in my mouth, and I latched on thrusting my hips up against him the rest was a blur, our clothes coming off, Sasuke's fingers inside, the muffled gasps and moans against my pillow as he took me from behind.

The way he leaned over and cussed because I knew he wanted to hear skin slapping against skin but he had to restrain himself, then we were falling a mess of quiet gasps on the bed.

He pulled me over, my back flush around his front as he littered small kisses on the back of my neck.

"I don't deserve you, baby boy," He said quietly, pulling me out of my post haze.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I get so angry, thinking about you and Gaara, and I have no right, considering what you've seen over the years"

I bit my lip as I felt jealously nestling in my belly as the words brought back so many memories from before "I hate that I had to see that" I said softly "I hated you sometimes, then I hated myself for still wanting you, but I never told you how I felt so…" His arms grew tighter around me "I'm sorry" He said softly "If it helps there were no feelings, it was just sex…you and Gaara…I don't think that was just sex and that scares me a little sometimes"

I turned around as and shoved him back into the bed climbing on top of him, "You don't have to worry about Gaara, but I'd like to remind you, that if you want me to stay yours, you have to stay mine" I kissed his lips softly before I sat back on his lap, I loved how his eyes trailed me, I loved how the hunger never died, not on camera, not in person. Most of all I loved that when his eyes weren't filled with hunger they were filled with adoration.

"Am I more than sex?" I asked

"Baby boy, I've been doing something wrong if you don't have the answer to that yet" he muttered as he pulled me down for another kiss.

I gasped a little as I removed the vibrator and threw it to the side of the bed angrily.

I hate you I texted.

Excuse me? Sasuke replied.

And I hate your dick

Ok, I know for a fact that's a lie

The facetime call came in and I answered it, pouting.

"Now, baby boy, that wasn't nice"

I couldn't help but laugh "It's the truth" Even through the camera I could tell he was checking to see that I was wearing my necklace, he was wearing his, sometimes he wore it by itself, and others he'd throw other pieces to accompany it.

But he also always had it on.

"Now, why don't you tell me what that was all about?"

I blushed "I can't get myself off" I muttered, and I knew he understood but a smirk settled on his face "Come again?" He asked

I looked at the screen defiantly "I said I can't get myself off, because I want your stupid cock instead"

"You just had it for Thanksgiving," He said with a smug smirk as I blushed.

"It just keeps getting harder every time you leave" I was starting to think I was addicted to sex with this man.

"I told you I'd ruin you" I blushed furiously "Help me"

"What could I possibly do baby boy?" He said, all too happy watching the embarrassment filter through my face.

"What would you do if you were here?" I asked as I bit my lip.

"First I'd suck your bottom lip from between your teeth and suck on it, you know what you do to me when you play with it like that" I looked at the screen, as the tension in my belly increased and my forgotten dick jumped at the words. I hadn't even bothered to put my pants and underwear back on.

I knew exactly what I'd been trying to do when I texted him.

"Then?" I ask as I held my phone with one hand and my other hand went down to start tugging lazily at my cock. Just his voice alone made it all so much better.

"Then I'd put your mouth to work, you know how much I like to see your lips stretch around my cock"

I gasped a little as I closed my eyes for a second, pre-cum leaking out already "You love eating my dick don't you? Even when I try to be nice you suck me so sinfully, knowing exactly what to do so I'll lose control and start fucking that mouth of yours relentlessly" I bit my lip squeezing harder, remembering the feeling of Sasuke inside my mouth, how he always throws his head back when I take him as far as I can and suck.

"Yes, god, I like it when I get you harder when I'm so good your control snaps," I said, voice needy.

"Is that what you want me to do when I see you next? Fuck that pretty mouth until I come inside making you swallow"

My breathing got harder as I could almost feel his hands gripping me, tugging at my hair and guiding it towards his hard cock.

"I can't wait" I moaned.

"You can't wait to have my cock in your mouth?" he said his voice rough with desire, I shook my head "And because you're a greedy little thing you'd want me to do your mouth first then your ass wouldn't you?"

I let out a small whimper as I nodded my head "Yes, I'd want it raw, I want to feel you deep inside"

"Let me see how hard you are for me" I grew beet red

"Will you show me yours too?" Sasuke flipped the camera without a care in the world, his thick cock dripping precum and hard in his hand, god I wanted it inside so bad.

I groaned "Fuck Sasuke, I want it"

"Flip the camera baby" I did, unable to help myself as I fisted myself a little more roughly as I stared at Sasuke's cock.

"Now grab the toy again"

"It's not enough," I said as I reached for the toy, "I'll make it be enough," he said in that deep sultry voice of his and my hand shook as it held the phone in place "Put it inside, all in one go" And I did, all in one go as I stared at Sasuke's hand fisting his cock.

I was breathing hard, the toy wasn't hot like he would be, but just looking at it right in front of me did wonders to bring the memories back. I started moving the vibrator inside, following Sasuke's commands

Faster, slow down, deeper, stop.

All of it while he himself did the same to his hard cock, and my hand was shaking so much I didn't know how I was able to keep the phone up.

I whined as I stopped "Please"

"Please what?" He asked

"Let me come," I said with a whine.

"Oh, you need my permission?" I nodded my head forgetting he couldn't see me before letting out a breathy " Yes"

"Let me see your face, I want to see your expression when you cum baby boy"

I shifted a bit, propping the phone on a pillow so Sasuke could see my face.

"All ways such a good boy" his voice came through, my eyes glued to the image of his hand moving quicker on his erection.

"Now take care of yourself on both ends and let me see you come undone" One hand went back to relentlessly pushing the toy inside against my prostrate and the other gripped my cock, pumping it furiously, I was shaking, I wanted more, my eyes centered on Sasuke's cock and I licked my lips as the white liquid spilled.

"Fuck doll face, your expression, cum with me baby, c'mon, push it inside harder," He said roughly as he tugged a couple more times and I spilled into my abdomen as I remembered how hot his seed feels when he comes inside me.

" Sasuke" I let out breathlessly as I turned into a puddle in my bed.

There was silence for a bit as we both caught our breath, Sasuke flipped the camera again and put the phone down, I figured he was looking for something to wipe the mess with.

"So," He asked as he came back into view lifting his phone to his smug face "Was it enough?" I closed my eyes and laughed softly, I turned on my side, completely ignoring the sticky mess on my lower regions.

"It was adequate" He laughed, raising an eyebrow "Only adequate? You don't even believe yourself" He said "You know, maybe I should get you a tripod, If I'm going to run the show I might as well enjoy the full view, would have loved to see your tiny hole eating that toy up"

My spent cock jumped at the words

Fuck it would never make up for Sasuke actually fucking the daylight out of me, but this was an experience of its own.

Kiba picked me up, I didn't say anything when he pulled up by himself, he'd tell me if he wanted to. So I jumped over on the passenger seat and we drove over to the party, as always it was packed, but nothing really compared to Spring Break bash honestly.

I kept my promise to Sasuke and always stuck to three cups, and I'd go from there depending on how I was feeling, today I'd stuck to only two though, because when Kiba had spotted Hinata with Tenten at the party he'd started drinking so fast I was pretty sure I'd have to drive us to my house and carry him to my room.

"What's with him?" Temari asked when she arrived, Gaara and Neji trailing behind her.

I couldn't help my smile as I spotted the redhead "Gaara!" he instantly opened his arms as I went in for a hug "Hey Naru"

Without Karin and the rest of the crew up here everyone had started letting go of the 'baby' nickname I was relieved because now I could just be Sasuke's 'baby boy'...

I stepped back as I felt Neji's stare almost literally burning holes through me "What are you doing here?" I asked putting some distance, trying to appease the brunette.

It was surprising to see Gaara down here, Sasuke was trying to finish all types of end-of-the-year projects and presentations since they all had finals next week. His eyes fell on Neji for a second, I knew it wouldn't be the same if they started dating. I had no intention of coming between them, even if Sasuke and I hadn't gotten together. But Neji wasn't a fan and unless he was showing up with Gaara, the redhead wouldn't show up by himself if I was in attendance.

"If I studied a minute longer I'd lose it, and I miss you all, especially my sour patch kid," He said, as he pulled Neji over and kissed his cheek. The brunette rolled his eyes but a slight flush settled on his cheeks, and he seemed to relax a bit.

"You didn't answer my question" Temari cut in and I turned back to her

"I think he's fighting with Hinata again," I said so only they would hear.

I centered my attention back on Kiba and bit my lip as I saw him throwing back shots. I ended up following him worriedly around the party and was finally able to take a breath as I threw him in the middle of our group and we all started dancing around him, low-key trying to cage him in, he finally stayed put for a bit. But then he nearly give me a heart attack when he grabbed onto a girl dancing by our group and pulled her over.

"Kiba!" She didn't mind, she didn't mind at all but Hinata could see, and just because Kiba was angry it didn't mean he had to fuck up that royally.

"Hey, Hinata could see, come on, maybe it's time we get going" The girl glared at me, I felt someone walk next to me and turned to see Gaara "C'mon man, that's enough for today," He said as he grabbed Kibas arm, but he shook off Gaaras grasp after we'd manage to walk away from the crowd of dancing bodies.

"She wanted space, she can have her space" I turned to Kiba, the tears were right there but they weren't falling "All of a sudden we're grown-ups and high school meant nothing" I grabbed his hand and pulled him over to the car "College is all about new experiences, it's supposed to be different" my heart was hammering in my chest, but this wasn't about me, this wasn't the time for me to start thinking about Sasuke.

Kiba stumbled and I almost went down with him Gaara who'd still been walking next to us walked up and threw Kiba's arm around his neck, supporting most of his weight, I threw him a grateful glance.

"I'm sorry Kiba," I said next to him, trying to reach in his pocket to fish his keys out.

"She can't fucking wait to go be with other people all of a sudden" He leaned back against the car "Fuck college, tell me Naruto, how do you even know Sasuke isn't fucking other people there?" he turned to Gaara "You know even Mr. perfect here had a close call, how can you expect fuckboy Sasuke to behave" I turned over to Gaara confused

I held the keys in my hand and stood still for a second "Kiba!" Gaara said angrily before he muttered something about Temari's big fucking mouth.

"Just get in the car," I said as I opened the door and helped him in. He was just hurting, I told myself not to let his words get to me. This was the first time Kiba ever behaved like this…he was heartbroken and didn't know how to deal.

"Gaara" I turned to see Neji walking up to the car, "You getting back to the party or what?"

"I think I'm going to help Naruto get Kiba to his place" He looked embarrassed like he wanted to explain, but even if I was curious, he didn't owe me any explanations.

"Seriously?"

"Babe, he's drunk off his ass, he can barely stand"

"Naruto is a big boy and Kiba his best friend, he's got this"

"I'll be right back"

He scoffed "God forbid sweet Naruto struggle, you always gotta be there to make it all better"

I stood there speechless watching the exchange, what the fuck had gotten into everyone today?

"Neji, Neji!" Gaara called after the brunette as he turned and walked back to the house, then turned to me conflicted "Go, I got Kiba, he should come first"

"Sorry, text me to let me know when you get home ok?" I nodded and he went off looking for the brunette.

I somehow managed to get Kiba into my room, and we both stumbled into the bed "Fuck, I feel sick" I shoved him off "No, shit Kiba, you probably downed half a bottle of tequila all by yourself"

I got up and grabbed the trashcan putting it by the bed just in case the tequila decided to come up, texted Gaara we were home safe and went over to grab a stack of water bottles from the fridge. By the time I came back he'd thrown his hand over his face and had started crying.

"Oh Kiba," I said as I moved over and placed the water bottles by the corner of the bed, I nudged him and he was way too big to be between my legs but somehow I pulled him up and his back fell against my chest as I hugged him "I'm so sorry, this feeling isn't forever, and I'm right here for you, just let it out, letting it out alone will help a bit"

And my heart broke for him as he did, and I dreaded for a second ever feeling like that, thinking about how much I would hurt if Sasuke ever told me I stopped being enough.

When he fell asleep I managed to slide from behind him and kind of help him get settled on the bed before I sat on the floor.

Tonight sucked

I hadn't expected an answer it was two in the morning on a Friday, and he'd told me he wasn't going out because he needed to study for finals. But as always he never failed to surprise me as my phone started ringing and I reached over to my desk and grabbed the AirPods sliding them in before picking up the facetime call.

"I didn't think you'd be up, did I wake you?" I said softly

"I was reviewing for Chem and waiting for you to let me know you were home" The lamp on my desk was on, and he frowned as he spotted Kiba "Is someone in your bed?" he asked apprehensively.

"It's Kiba," I said "He didn't have a good night"

"Are you ok?" I looked up holding in tears, it was stupid, Kiba was heartbroken, I shouldn't be crying.

"I don't know, I don't know what the fuck happened tonight, Kiba was angry at Hinata, then I think he was angry at me, then Neji was angry at me and Gaara" I wiped away a tear and looked up at the roof trying to hold in the rest "And Hinata told Kiba that college was supposed to be different and it was time for her to go out there and experiment apparently, and I'm here asking you not to experience that" My voice had gradually grew louder and I stopped, looking back to make sure I hadn't woken Kiba up.

Sasuke waited patiently for me to finish "Baby boy" I wiped away a couple more tears and lifted my eyes back to the screen "I've experienced plenty" I bit my lip at that "If anything I should be afraid you'll realize you want other experiences"

I looked at the phone surprised, instantly shaking my head "No, no, Sasuke I can't even imagine being with someone else" he smiled softly at me "What Hinata is feeling is normal, I know it sucks for Kiba but some people don't want to be tied down by commitment when they come to college, they want to experiment, know what it's like to be with different people, then when you're surrounded by so many options there also this fear of missing out. Like if you pick someone you could pick the wrong someone, they'd rather keep their options open; but there's the other side to it too, people who like commitment, that can only enter a relationship if the promise of exclusivity is there, honestly, it's all case by case, everyone is different, Hinata might get the experiences she wants and realize it wasn't what she wanted at all, that it was what she was after all along, or an in-between"

"If sex is different with everyone…do you miss that feeling of being with someone else?" I asked sullenly

His eyes softened "No baby boy, I don't, being with you is something else, knowing you're mine is something else, I thought I'd have a harder time, and it is hard sometimes, but not because I find myself missing sex with other people, but simply because I miss you "

I sniffled "I have no fear of missing out, You're exactly who I want to be with, I don't want anyone else to touch me, I just want you," I said as I looked at him, biting my lower lip

"Damn I wish I could kiss those pretty lips right now"

This chapter was a little sad for Kiba but kind of really cute for Naruto and Sasuke.

There was a lot going on, hopefully, I managed to write it in a way that didn't feel rushed.

Can't wait to hear what your favorite part on this one was, mine was Sasuke telling Naruto that if he didn't know he was more than sex he was doing something wrong

Hopefully, I'll get to have a lazy Sunday just working on the last chapter for this story and updating both this and After Gateway.

much love,

Chio~