Chapter Twenty-Eight
When I wake up the following morning I'm tired. I didn't sleep well, my dreams plagued with images of Bella with other men. I know we talked it over and deep down, I'm aware that it's all make-believe but for some reason, I can't seem to shake the niggling thought in the back of my mind that I'm sharing her, that she'll never completely be mine.
I feel Bella shift around a little, moaning in her sleep and my eyes flick down to look at her sleeping face. She's cuddled into my side and looks completely peaceful. As I study her profile I feel that tightening in my chest and stirring in my stomach. Suddenly her eyes flutter open, meeting mine.
"Morning" I whisper.
"Morning" She replies, her voice heavy from sleep, "How long have you been awake?"
"Not long" I lie.
She smiles, cuddling closer, squeezing me tightly around the waist. I kiss the top of her head and hold her close, smelling the scent of strawberries under my nose.
"What do you want to do today?" I ask quietly.
"I don't mind. I'd like to see the others while I'm here and my parents obviously" She says into my chest.
"Why don't we go and see your parents today? And we could arrange something with the others?" I suggest.
She nods against my chest before I swallow thickly.
"I wondered if you wanted to see my parents too while you're here" I whisper.
I feel Bella look up at me and I glance down, my gaze meeting hers.
"Really?" She asks.
"Yeah I mean...we're together so.." I shrug awkwardly.
She stares at me for a long minute before sitting up and pushing her hair out of her face. I feel a stab of rejection as I look at her naked back.
"What's wrong?" I ask quietly.
"Nothing" She murmurs.
"Baby," I warn.
She sighs a little, pulling her knees up to her chest and hugging them close to her.
"Do they hate me?" She asks.
"What?" I frown.
"Do they hate me?" She repeats.
"Why would they hate you?" I ask.
"Because of what happened before" She whispers.
"You mean when you left?" I question.
She nods and I sit up with her. My hand goes to her chin and I force her to look at me.
"No" I reply honestly, "They hated what I became when you left but never you".
She looks at me, her eyes searching mine.
"What did you become?" She asks.
I swallow thickly before shrugging and looking away.
"Just...miserable, you know?" I reply, not wanting to tell her just how bad it got at points, not yet anyway.
She drops the subject, obviously sensing my unease.
"Okay" She whispers.
I turn to look at her.
"Okay what?" I ask.
"Okay, we can see them" She says.
"Yeah?" I smile.
"Yeah" She nods.
"They'll be so excited. They ask about you all the time" I reassure her.
She gives me a small smile before I lean over and give her a soft kiss.
"Wanna get up and see your parents?" I ask.
"Yeah" She nods before swinging her legs from the bed and climbing out.
I watch as she throws the shirt that I discarded last night over her head and begins to dig through her bag, her ass peeking out at me. I feel my dick harden at the sight and before I can stop myself I'm wrapping my arms around her waist, pulling her back to me.
"Eeek!" Bella squeaks as she falls to the mattress and I roll on top of her.
I chuckle darkly before my mouth fuses to hers and she moans, her hands going to my hair. I tilt my head, deepening the kiss before my hands slide under my shirt, pushing it up her body.
Bella arches her back, letting me pull it over her head before I drop my head, sucking on her nipple gently. Bella moans, her hips tilting before I slide lower down her body, kissing and licking a trail down her stomach. When I reach her abdomen, I look up at her and lick a trail from one hip to the other.
"Urgh" Bella moans, looking down at me.
I continue to tease her, kissing and nipping my way down the inside of her thigh until she's breathing heavily, her back arching.
"Please" She whimpers.
I chuckle before dropping my head and taking one long, slow lick between her folds. Bella gasps at the feeling before I wrap my arms around her thighs, holding her open and still for me.
I take my time, flicking my tongue between her folds before moving my mouth to her clit. I suck gently on the bundle of nerves before flicking my tongue quickly and dropping my mouth back down, teasing her again.
I feel Bella's hand creep into my hair, twisting her fingers around the strands as her back arches and her mouth drops open as she pants harshly into the quiet room. I slide one hand between her legs and slip one finger into her, pumping it slowly.
"Oh fuck..ungg...yeah" Bella moans, her legs twitching slightly on either side of me.
I add a second finger and speed up my movements until Bella begins to let out short, sharp pants.
"Oh shit...yes..please don't stop...don't stop" She whimpers.
I groan before sucking hard on her clit and listening to her breathing stop completely before she cries out, her hand pulling my hair and her back arching as she cums hard.
"Urghhhh fuckkk" She cries out.
I keep the pressure on her clit before gently bringing her back down until she collapses against the mattress breathing heavily, only then do I move away.
I crawl back up her body until I can see her face and see her eyes are closed, a small frown on her brow. Her eyes flutter open and find mine before she giggles breathlessly.
"You are unbelievably good at that" She laughs.
I chuckle, feeling pride bloom in my chest at her words before she wraps her hand around my neck, pulling my mouth to hers. She kisses me softly and I moan quietly, grinding my now painfully hard cock against her hip, trying to relieve some of the pressure.
"Roll over" She breathes against my lips.
I immediately flop onto my back, making her giggle before she rises to her knees and kisses me softly. My hands go to her hair as she kisses me breathless before moving her mouth to my neck, kissing to that spot behind my ear that makes me moan.
She moves to my collarbone, kissing and sucking her way down my chest until she reaches my abdomen. She looks up at me, her eyes burning into mine before she kisses just above my pubic hair making my dick twitch. She giggles quietly before taking me in her hand and taking one long lick up my cock.
"Urgh" I groan, my eyes closing and my head dropping to the pillows behind us.
I lie there, eyes closed, feeling Bella lick my dick in long strokes before fluttering her tongue around the head. I moan when I feel her suck gently on the tip before grunting as she plunges her mouth down over me.
I move my hand to the back of her head, feeling it bob up and down. Bella moans quietly when she feels me wrap her hair around my fist and the vibrations make me grunt and my eyes flutter.
"Oh fuck...yeah...just like that baby" I groan as she sucks a little harder, dragging her teeth gently up the vein.
Bella lifts her mouth almost completely off me before flicking her tongue quickly in the slit and making me huff out a harsh breath.
"Mm...yeah...shit...so good" I ramble as she brings me higher and closer to that blissful edge.
I grip her hair tightly as I feel her hand sneak between my legs, rolling my balls in her hand. The sensation is fucking sublime and a high-pitched noise leaves the back of my throat as I feel my orgasm creep higher up my spine and fizz low in my groin.
"Oh fuck...I'm close" I grunt.
Bella moans around me and the feeling makes my back arch and my legs twitch.
I know I'm going to cum, I can feel it spreading, but I really want to feel that thing she did with her hand last time. The thing that threw me so far off the edge I thought I might die in the fall.
"Baby...please..." I beg.
"Mm?" She hums and I twitch at the vibrations.
"Please...your hand...the thing with your hand" I grunt, my voice tight in the back of my throat.
She giggles quietly around me and under normal circumstances I would flip her off but right now I'd do anything she wanted to get her to touch me like that. My prayers are answered when I feel her hand snake further back behind my balls, her fingers curling against the velvety skin there.
"Oh fuck...fuck, fuck, fuck...yeah," I whimper, my back arching even more, my eyes squeezing closed.
She sucks me in deeper before swallowing around me, her fingers pressing up into that magic spot that makes me see stars.
"Holy fuck! Urghhhh!" I cry out.
My body writhes under her as I cum so fucking hard. I feel every muscle in my body contract as my free hand slams into the mattress, gripping the bedsheets so tightly my knuckles turn white. I stop breathing, my lungs burning before I gasp a breath.
I can feel Bella swallowing around me and I feel like I might die from the pleasure before I finally start to come down from my high, shaking and shuddering as my body eventually collapses against the mattress.
I can't catch my breath, my head spinning from the lack of oxygen before Bella releases me with a pop and crawls back up my body. I can feel her gaze on my face before I manage to force my eyes open.
"Holy fuck" I croak.
"As good as you remembered?" She teases.
"Better" I pant, my eyes closing for a second.
I hear her giggle before she lies next to me, kissing my shoulder. I lie there for a while, trying to get my breathing under control and slowly feeling my muscles come back to life.
"That really was fucking incredible" I murmur, turning my head to look at her.
"Well I'm an incredible kinda girl" She laughs.
"Yeah" I chuckle, her eyes meeting mine, "You are."
An hour later we're standing outside my parent's house as I slip the key into the lock.
"Mom!" I call out as we walk into the hallway.
"Hi honey!" I hear Mom shout before she barrels out of the kitchen and hugs me tightly.
I laugh before I see Dad coming down the stairs, smiling at me.
"Hey Bells" He grins when he sees me, hugging me tightly.
"Hi Dad" I smile.
"How was the flight?" He asks.
"Not too bad" I tell him.
"Coffee?" Mom asks her eyes on Edward.
"Please" He grins before shaking Dad's hand.
I smile at them before Mom busies herself making coffee and cutting cake, chattering away excitedly to us. A few minutes later, we're sitting on the couch, a steaming cup of coffee in our hands.
"So the movie is done?" Mom asks.
"Yeah" I smile.
"You must be pleased" Dad says, his eyes on Edward rather than me.
"Yeah" Edward replies with a small smile.
"And have you been nominated?" Mom grins, her eyes curious.
I feel my stomach sink a little before Edward takes my hand in his.
"Yeah, for three right?" He says.
My eyes flash to his and I can see the look in his eyes.
You should tell them.
"Yeah" I nod. "Best movie, best female performance and um...best kiss" I tell them.
A silence falls over the room and I hate how it makes my insides feel.
"Best kiss..." Dad mumbles.
My eyes flash to him but he's watching Edward. I glance in his direction and see he's looking at his lap before he clears his throat a little and smiles tightly at my parents.
"It's good right?" He smiles.
"Yes, it's great honey" Mom smiles.
"Thanks, Mom" I reply.
Mom quickly changes the conversation to the premiere, asking about my dress. I tell her Alice is making it for me and how Edward is going to come with me before Dad teases him about wearing a tux. For a while, things feel normal and I try to tell myself that it's because things are normal. This is my normal...
"So what are your plans while you're here?" Dad asks a while later.
"We're going to try and meet up with the others and also I'm going to see Edward's parents," I tell them.
"That will be nice" Mom smiles, "How are Carlisle and Esme?"
"They're good" Edward chuckles.
"Still being a backseat driver with the business?" Dad teases.
"As always" Edward replies with a laugh.
"Now Edward, I want to book you in to do Bella's old room," Mom says, "I know she'll probably be staying with you now more than us but I would still like to do it, as a guest room if nothing else".
"Sure, I could probably do it before Christmas" He nods.
"Perfect!" Mom smiles.
After a couple of hours, Edward and I say we should be heading back to take care of Finn. I hug Mom and Dad before promising to drop in before I leave before we head down the front porch steps.
As we walk down the driveway, turning towards Edward's house, Edward takes my hand in his. I look up at him, watching the cool air ruffle his hair.
"What?" He asks, seeing me smile slightly.
"They love you" I reply.
He chuckles, rolling his eyes.
"Who doesn't?" He teases.
I smack his arm, making him chuckle again before he pulls me into his side.
"They were always good to me" He smiles.
"Yeah?" I ask.
We've never really talked about his relationship with my parents after I left but now that it's come up I can't deny my curiosity.
"Yeah, I remember I bumped into your Mom in the grocery store not long after you left" He murmurs, "I wasn't in the best way and she bought me a chocolate cake" He chuckles.
"A chocolate cake?" I laugh.
He nods with a chuckle.
"Was it good?" I ask.
"I don't know. I didn't eat it" He replies.
"Why not?" I wonder.
He shrugs a little, his eyes glancing around the street as if he's avoiding my gaze. There's a beat of silence and I wait for him to speak.
"I...I didn't really eat much after you left" He admits.
I watch him but his gaze remains on the sidewalk beneath our feet.
"What do you mean?" I murmur.
He clears his throat and runs a hand through his hair before he glances over at me.
"I kind of...stopped eating for a while." He tells me quietly.
I come to a halt and stare at him.
"What do you mean you stopped eating?" I whisper.
He stares at the sidewalk, kicking the toe of his shoe slightly.
"Just what I said" He shrugs.
I'm silent, unable to process his words before his eyes meet mine.
"How long?" I whisper.
He stares at me for a long minute before shrugging a little.
"Couple of months" He mumbles.
"Months?!" I cry.
"Baby, it was years ago, it's not a big deal," He says quickly.
"Yes. It is, Edward. You were starving yourself because of me!" I argue.
He scoffs a little before his eyes meet mine.
"How much weight did you lose?" I question.
I see a look cross his face and know he doesn't want to answer that.
"Baby-"
"Tell me" I insist.
He sighs a little, his eyes closing.
"About ten pounds" He mumbles.
Ten pounds.
Ten. Pounds.
Edward was never fat so ten pounds would have made him more than skinny. The thought of him like that makes me feel sick. It makes me feel even worse when I think that it was me that did it to him.
"Oh my god," I whisper, my eyes filling with tears.
Edward's eyes flash to mine and he sees my distress, immediately moving towards me.
"Baby, it was years ago" He whispers, his thumbs brushing tears away.
"But that's so skinny..." I mumble, sniffing a little, "You must have looked so sick".
"I...I know but I'm fine now" He assures me.
"Fuck baby, why didn't you tell me?" I ask.
"Because it was over a decade ago and I knew how you'd feel about it" He mumbles.
"I'm so sorry" I cry as he pulls me into his chest.
"Baby, it's not your fault. You didn't make me stop eating" He whispers in my ear.
"It was my actions!" I argue.
"It was my choice" He replies, pulling away and looking at my tear-stained face.
"Why did you start eating again?" I ask him.
He looks at me for a long minute before sighing and scrubbing a hand over his face.
"I realised you weren't coming back so...I had to carry on with my life or waste away in bed" He shrugs.
I sniff a little, feeling awful I never knew he was going through all of that after I left.
"Mom and Dad never told me" I whisper.
"I know. I asked them not to" He replies.
"Why?" I ask.
"Because I wanted you to live your life. I didn't want you to come back out of worry or worse, pity." He tells me honestly. "And...and if you'd come back then I know I would have made you stay even though it would have been wrong".
I look at him and see the guilt in his eyes before something else crosses them, shame.
"Why do you look ashamed?" I ask.
"Because I am" He chuckles humourlessly.
"Why?" I repeat.
"Because...because I spiralled and it was kind of pathetic." He shrugs.
"It's not pathetic" I insist, my hands resting on his chest and feeling the muscle under them. "How'd you go from that to this though?" I ask.
Edward chuckles and the sound surprises me.
"Cooking" He sighs.
"Cooking?" I ask.
"Yeah. Mom made me cook my own meals to try and get me to eat something" He tells me and the thought makes the pit of my stomach ache, "I found that I couldn't think about anything else when I was cooking. So, I started to cook all my meals, from scratch, every day. At first, they just ended up going in the trash or Dad would eat them but eventually, I would take a bite and then another and another"
"When I'd put on enough weight to be healthy again, I started to go to work with Dad and found that I actually kind of liked it. I liked working with my hands, I liked being outside. It cleared my head and it kept me busy and wore me out. Then Emmett, Jasper and Ben started working with us too and I found I was looking forward to going to work, to hanging out with them. They made me laugh and...and I didn't do that much at the time." He continues.
"Eventually, I moved out and got my place and then I got Finn and...the rest is history" He shrugs.
I look at him, seeing the man in front of me.
"You're amazing" I whisper.
He laughs then, really laughs.
"No, I'm not." He shakes his head.
"You are. A lot of people would have just...faded away" I insist, my hands going behind his neck.
He gives me a small smile and I lean up, kissing him hard and fisting his hair. He kisses me back, his hands on my waist until he pulls away abruptly.
"What's wrong?" I breathe.
"I've already got a bit of a predicament down there and if it gets any worse I'll have to limp home" He chuckles.
My eyes meet his before I laugh breathlessly.
"Sorry" I whisper.
"Don't be sorry. I like it, just maybe not outside of Mrs Paterson's house" He chuckles. "Don't want her to think my boner's for her".
I laugh with him before he grabs my hand and pulls me along.
"Come on, let's get home" He smiles.
When we get back to my place I let Finn out into the backyard before turning to face Bella.
"So I thought I could make you mac and cheese again?" I smile.
"Sure that would be good" She nods.
I nod before heading into the kitchen, grabbing the ingredients and laying them out. I grab us a beer before getting to work. I turn the oven on before beginning to chop up an onion, cooking it off in the pan. As I do I can feel Bella's eyes on me.
At first, I think she's just watching me like she normally does but after a while, I realise she's checking on me, her eyes watchful and concerned.
"Baby," I murmur, looking over my shoulder at her.
"Mm?" She hums, sipping her beer.
"You don't need to keep an eye on me," I tell her.
"Sorry" She whispers.
I notice her eyes drop down my body and not in a good way and it reminds me of how Mom used to watch me all those years ago.
"Baby, I'm not sick" I insist.
Her eyes flash to mine and I see the guilt in them.
"Sorry," She says again.
"This is why I didn't want to tell you" I sigh. "I knew you'd look at me differently."
"I'm sorry" She insists.
I feel her hands rest on my back and I sigh a little.
"I just...I just feel awful it was because of me" She whispers against my shirt.
"It wasn't though," I tell her. "Yeah, you leaving was the catalyst but the way I reacted was my own doing. I knew I wasn't eating. I knew I wasn't behaving rationally. That was an issue in my own brain and nothing to do with you."
She looks at me sadly.
"But now, right now, I'm healthy and I'm happy and I'm in a good place so please, don't look at me like there's something wrong with me." I whisper.
"Okay. I'm sorry" She says quietly.
I nod before she leans in and gives me a soft kiss, sighing against my lips.
"I don't know how to make mac and cheese" She mumbles against my mouth.
I chuckle before pulling back to look at her.
"Wanna help?" I ask.
"Sure" She grins.
I chuckle before handing her a knife and chopping board. I set her going, chopping up the pancetta before showing her how to make the cheese sauce. When it's ready to put together, I let her layer the pasta, filling and sauce into a dish before placing it in the oven.
"So how long until we can eat it?" She asks.
"About...twenty minutes?" I tell her.
"Cool" She grins.
I chuckle before giving her another kiss and letting Finn in from the backyard.
"So what now?" Bella asks.
"Now...I think we should have another beer" I grin.
She giggles before nodding as I hand her another bottle. I pop the cap and take a long swig before grabbing her hand and leading her into the living room. We plop down on the couch before I grab the TV remote and turn it on, opening Netflix.
"What do you fancy?" I ask.
"How about...that?" She suggests, pointing to some rom-com movie.
"Okay" I laugh.
I set it going, sipping my beer as I watch the opening credits start. After a couple of minutes, I notice Bella turning to look at me.
"Thank you for telling me" She says quietly.
I give her a small smile.
"Thank you for not making me feel weird about it" I admit.
I'd put off telling her about the eating thing because I didn't want her to feel differently around me. I didn't want her to think I was pathetic or weird or just downright clingy.
She gives me a small smile before leaning over and pressing her lips to mine. I sigh against her mouth, blindly placing my bottle down on the coffee table before my hands go to her hair.
I feel Bella smile into the kiss before placing her bottle next to mine and wrapping her arms around my waist. I push her back gently so that she's lying along the couch. She spreads her legs and I settle between them, tilting my head as I deepen the kiss.
"Mm" Bella moans when she feels me pressed against her, hard.
We make out, our kisses turning more heated and our bodies beginning to grind against one another before the kitchen timer goes off and I groan, dropping my head to her shoulder. Bella giggles breathlessly before I kiss her shoulder and move from her body, limping slightly as I make my way into the kitchen to turn the oven off.
"Fuck off!" I call out when I hear Bella laughing at the rather large predicament in my pants.
I hear her laugh more and smile a little at the sound before turning the oven off and placing the mac and cheese on the top of the stove. I hear a noise behind me and see Bella leaning against the door frame.
"It's ready" I smile.
She grabs silverware and another beer for us both before I dish up our food and follow her into the living room. I hand her a plate before we tuck in, Bella moaning at the flavours.
"So good" She moans.
"Fuck baby..." I sigh.
"What?" She giggles.
"My boner has literally just gone down" I chuckle.
She flushes pink before giggling and sipping her beer, her eyes sparkling with mirth.
We eat and drink in silence for a while, half-watching the movie. When we've finished Bella looks over at me, her eyes dancing.
"That was really good baby" She grins.
"Thanks. You chopped to perfection" I tease.
She rolls her eyes at me before I tug her legs onto mine, my hand sliding up and down her calf.
"Mm" She hums, resting her head against the arm of the couch.
"That good?" I chuckle.
"Yeah" She breathes. "I've been so tense recently."
I drain the last of my beer before placing the empty bottle on the coffee table and pushing her legs from my lap. She looks up at me surprised before I hold out my hand to her.
"Come with me," I say to her.
She looks confused but takes my hand, waiting while I switch the TV off before I lead her up the stairs. When we enter my bedroom, I close the door behind us and turn to face her.
"Take off your clothes," I tell her.
Her eyes widen slightly before she pulls her sweater over her head, dropping it to the floor. I watch as she unclasps her bra, dropping the fabric from her body before popping the button on her jeans. I feel myself harden in my pants as she kicks them off before pulling her panties down her legs, leaving her naked in front of me.
"Now get on the bed. Lie on your stomach" I say, my voice sounding deeper than before.
She walks to the bed, lying down on her stomach, her hands folded under her head. I restrain a groan when I see her bare ass in front of me before I open a drawer in my dresser and grab a bottle of lotion that Mom gave me months ago that I've never used.
I see Bella watching me curiously before I crawl up the mattress, straddling her ass and pumping a small amount of lotion onto my hand before gently running my hands over her shoulders, massaging the muscles there.
"Mmmm" Bella moans, her eyes fluttering closed.
"Good?" I grin.
"Yeah" She breathes.
I continue to massage her shoulders, my thumbs working the muscles before moving down her back, along her shoulder blades and down her spine.
"Oh my god, that's so nice" She moans.
I chuckle, feeling my cock harden even more at her noises but ignoring it.
"Why exactly do you have lotion in your dresser anyway?" She laughs breathlessly, her eyes still closed.
I chuckle, working the muscles in the small of her back before dragging my hands back up to her shoulders.
"Because Mom told me my hands were rough and bought me some" I explain.
"Mmm, they are rough but I like it" She murmurs.
I chuckle, dragging my hands over her sides, feeling the side of her breast under my fingertips. Bella moans again and I have to adjust my hips to relieve some of the pressure in my jeans. I shuffle down the bed slightly before beginning to massage her hips and the small of her back.
"Oh yeah...right there" Bella breathes when I feel a knot on one side of her spine.
I work the muscle, trying to ease the tension there before dragging my hands over her ass, gently rolling the flesh in my hands.
"Mm" She hums and I bite my bottom lip, watching my movements.
I move lower massaging her legs, running my fingers up her inner thighs. Bella whimpers a little when I avoid the space between her legs and instead move to her calves. I chuckle at the noise before moving my hands to her foot, working my thumb along the arch of each before gently placing them back on the bed.
As I look at her laid out before me I have to reach down and adjust myself in my pants before I gently push on her hips, rolling her onto her back. She rolls easily, her eyes opening and fixing me with a lazy, relaxed stare.
"Better?" I ask.
"Mm," She hums.
I chuckle before lifting her foot again and rubbing it once more. Bella's eyes stay fixed on mine as I dip my head, dropping a kiss on her ankle. I kiss it again and then again before moving down her calf to her knee, my eyes never leaving hers.
I hear Bella's breathing pick up as I flick my tongue out against the sensitive skin of her inner thigh, my mouth moving higher. I can smell her in the air and I feel my mouth water as I start to crawl up the mattress towards her, kissing and nipping on her inner thigh.
When I'm inches away from where I can tell she wants me most, I switch to the other leg, my mouth sucking on the skin of her inner thigh. Bella lets out a frustrated huff as I begin to make my way back down to her other calf.
I chuckle darkly before moving back up towards her centre. Again, I avoid it, kissing and licking across her abdomen until she lets out a frustrated whimper.
"Please..." She moans.
"What baby?" I tease.
"Please touch me" She whispers.
I feel an ache in my groin.
"How?" I ask.
"With your mouth" She whimpers, her hands fisting the bed covers as I suck on the skin in the crease between her pussy and thigh. I groan at her words before taking one long lick between her folds.
"Urgh" She grunts, her hand flying to my hair and holding me to her.
I lick and suck on her wet flesh before flicking my tongue quickly over her clit. Within a couple of minutes, I can tell Bella's getting close, letting out harsh pants into the air.
"Oh fuck...don't stop...please don't stop" She cries out, her back arched, her mouth hanging open as she sucks in some much-needed air.
I groan, sucking gently on her clit before humming lowly. A harsh cry leaves Bella's mouth before her body begins to shake, her legs slamming into my shoulders.
"Oh fuck!" She cries out as I keep the pressure on her clit, not letting up until she pushes my head away. I look up at her, smirking as she breathes heavily below me.
"Take off your fucking clothes" She pants.
She doesn't have to tell me twice and I quickly yank my shirt over my head, ripping the button of my jeans open. I kick them off before shoving my boxers down my legs. I've just kicked them off my feet when Bella reaches out, grabbing my arm and yanking me toward her.
I fall onto the bed before she shoves me onto my back, taking me deep into her mouth.
"Holy shit!" I cry out, my hand flying to her head she bobs her mouth over me quickly.
I'm a mess of moans and groans before Bella suddenly pulls her mouth away. My head snaps up to look at her and she gives me a dangerous smile.
"Why you stopping?" I pant.
"Because you teased me, so now I'm going to tease you" She grins.
I feel my stomach drop and I immediately regret my previous actions.
Bella throws her leg over my hips, straddling me before taking me in her hand and lining me up with her entrance. She slowly sinks down onto me and I let out a harsh breath, my hands going to her hips.
She moans into the room before starting a quick rhythm with her hips. I lie beneath her, panting hard, watching her tits bounce, her mouth dropping open as she breathes hard.
"Oh fuck...so good" I pant.
"Urgh...yeah..." Bella moans in response before leaning forward and kissing me hard, her tongue tangling with mine.
I groan into the kiss, my hands going to her ass, moving her faster over me. I begin to feel a tingle of an orgasm at the base of my spine and a tight groan leaves the back of my throat when suddenly, Bella stops moving.
I groan, my hands trying to move her back and forth but she just gives me an evil grin as she sits heavily on my hips.
"Fuck baby...please" I breathe.
She drags her nails down my chest and abs, making me shudder in the process before she rests them on her abdomen. I watch as she slides her hand to where we're joined before rubbing quick circles over her clit.
"Fuck" I groan, watching as she rubs the small bundle of nerves.
She moans, her eyes fluttering but she doesn't move her hips, giving me anything. I squeeze her hips but she refuses to move.
"Fuck baby...please...please move" I groan, feeling like my entire body is on edge.
She laughs breathlessly before leaning back, resting her free hand on my thigh and tightening herself around me. I grunt, my eyes fluttering before she begins to move again.
"Urgh" I groan, my eyes closing as she begins to lift her hips, dropping back down hard.
Bella moans loudly, her finger still rubbing the bundle of nerves between her legs. I pant hard, my orgasm creeping back in as I moan and groan beneath her. I'm getting close and I can tell Bella's right on the edge, a blush creeping up her chest and neck.
I feel a fluttering around my cock before she suddenly tightens around me, falling over the edge. Bella stops her movements, moaning loudly, her head thrown back, her hair hanging long down her back as she shakes above me, high-pitched moans leaving her mouth.
"Oh...fuck" I grunt, feeling her tighten around me, but not enough to throw me over the edge.
When she finally comes down from her high she looks down at me with a sexy grin, breathing heavily. I try to move her hips again but she doesn't, leaving me hanging right on the edge.
"Fuck...baby...please...please I need to cum" I beg her.
I'm sure I look maddened but I can't bring myself to care.
"You wanna cum?" She teases, rocking her hips slowly.
"Yes...please.." I groan.
"How bad do you want it?" She whispers, her eyes boring into mine.
I grunt, trying to lift my hips from the mattress but unable to with her resting heavily on my hips.
"So fucking bad..please...please baby, please" I whimper.
She gives a small laugh before leaning forward, her lips brushing against mine.
"Then fucking cum" She moans.
I groan, finally having enough room to fuck her hard and fast. I jackknife my hips up, thrusting into her at a brutal pace. Bella's face turns pained as she moans and whimpers above me, her hands resting on my chest.
I pant heavily, unable to catch my breath. We're eye to eye when I grab her arms and pull them back behind her. The position means that she's suspended above me and completely at my mercy.
"Holy fuck...holy fuck!" She cries out.
I can't speak, can't breathe. All there is wet and hot and fucking pleasure.
My hips slap into hers and I can feel my orgasm flying up my spine. My eyes widen as I feel it spreading through my back and Bella must be able to tell because she gasps.
"Cum baby" She moans, nipping my bottom lip and sending me flying over the edge.
"Oh fuck! Urghhhh" I groan, my back arching, eyes slamming closed as I fall over the edge.
I cum hard, my breathing coming out in harsh pants, my body writhing beneath hers. I can't hear, can't see, can't think, can't even breathe, all I can do is feel. When I eventually come down from my high Bella's lying heavily against my chest and I'm panting hard.
"Wow," She giggles.
I can't even reply. All I can do is heave harsh lungfuls of air and try to rein in my rapidly beating heart.
She looks down at me with a little grin.
"Are you okay?" She asks.
"I don't know" I pant honestly.
My body is reeling and I can't get my heart to slow down or get control of my muscles.
Bella laughs before kissing along my shoulder and burying her face in my neck.
"Was it okay?" She whispers.
I laugh breathlessly and wrap my arms around her waist, my hands moving up and down her back.
"It was...I don't even know what it was" I admit, "I've never seen you like that".
"Was it..weird?" She asks quietly.
"No, it was fucking hot." I chuckle.
She laughs before bringing her face back to look at me, kissing me softly.
"I think I should move" She whispers against my lips.
I nod before she awkwardly moves off of me and heads out of the room and into the bathroom to clean up. I stay where I am, lying on the bed and trying to calm my racing heart.
When Bella returns she crawls up the bed and cuddles into my side. I pull the covers up around us before kissing the top of her head.
"You okay?" I whisper.
"Yeah. Never better" She says into the dark and I can hear the smile in her voice.
"Me too" I smile before I feel my eyes start to droop.
And for the first time in weeks, I feel like we might be okay.