AN: Chapter took a while but here it is. Hope you enjoy.
My betas do good work.
Something that I will never be is an upbeat person. No matter how much character development or how much I try to bring the energy, it never quite works out. So, naturally when Komachi came up to me this morning with a "Yahallo, Onii-chan, how about going to the nearby festival with everyone," I promptly denied her with a "I'm tired."
I'm sorry, Komachi, but today is your Onii-chan's day of rest. No matter what you say or who you convince to come, I will not-
"O-nii-Chan," Komachi called out, killing intent surrounding her figure. Uh, you may not be able to hurt me, but you're scaring me right now, Komachi!
"Yes, Komachi?" I asked in my most innocent tone possible. Somehow, I don't think it was going to work.
"I really would appreciate it if you took Komachi and your friends to that festival. I guarantee that it'll be a fun time for everyone," she said with her normal smile. Her killing intent may be gone, but I still sense the threat in her words. Really, Komachi? What did your Onii-chan deserve to be subject to such a harsh threat?
"M-may I ask why you're so dead set on this festival? I'm fine with taking everyone there, I'm just curious."
This simple question seemingly caught her off guard as her face erupted into embarrassment and uncertainty. "U-uh, I just want everyone to have a good send off to summer. You're heading back to school soon, right?"
That is… suspicious. Usually, I would take anything Komachi says as law, but she's not nearly as forceful when asking me to do stuff normally.
Nevertheless, it's not really something to be worried about, it's Komachi. It's probably something for my sake. "Yeah, school is approaching. I got my summer work done early so I could relax. What about you?"
Her eyes went wide as the realization creeped in. "U-uh. Oniii-chan," Komachi whined as tears started to build up.
I sighed as I quickly reassured her, "We'll work on it together, tomorrow."
Her expression quickly changed into pure happiness as she celebrated by hugging me. "Yay, my super smart Onii-chan will help me!"
Of course I'll help you, Komachi! Who do you think I am? Did some other Hachiman appear when I disappeared? If that happened, that Hachiman better have taken care of you!
At any rate, I guess checking out the fireworks is in my future. Hmm, just thinking about it is making me a little nostalgic. Chiba's festivals are an entirely different beast to Orario's. As a Chiba Expert, I look forward to experiencing them again.
"I guess I'm fine with going then. Summer is really ending, huh. It'll be nice," I said, not really thinking about it.
"Allllright then!" Komachi cheered, excited. Really, what is she planning?
(-)
Komachi pov
Operation Get-Onii-chan-A-GF is a go! I repeat, Operation Get-Onii-chan-A-GF is a go. First, I have to inform all the Onee-chan candidates. Unfortunately, Onii-chan isn't the romantic type, so I'm going to have to do this all myself! This is why since Onii-chan isn't up to the task, Komachi will get it done!
Texting Ais-chan… got an "Ok" as a quick response.
Texting Ryuu-chan… got an "I'll be there".
Texting Yukino-chan… got an "Ah, I see. Thank you for the invitation. I was already planning on attending, but it should be enjoyable with more people."
Texting Yui-chan… got an "Ooh! I wnt to go Komachi-chan! It sounds like a lot of fun :)). Ill be able to wear a Yukata! I hope youll wer one too! Make sure Hikki isn't going to run away! Knowing hm he'll wanna leave erly. Lets do our best to have a fun time Komachi-chan!"
I could feel the excitement from all of their texts, especially Yui-chan's. She really needs to work on her spelling though. Even I'm not that bad!
Anyway, the next step of the plan was ready to begin!
"Onii-chan, do you have a minute?" I asked him while he was lazing around on the couch.
"Wha?" Translation: What is it, Komachi? Your brother is at your disposal.
"Shouldn't we prepare what we're going to wear to the fireworks? It's the last festival we can go to."
His head craned over to meet my gaze as he mumbled, "Is there anything wrong with my clothes right now? All you would have to do is get your old yukata out, right?"
Oh Onii-chan… you are seriously hopeless. A weird T-shirt and slacks man, you are not.
"Hey, what's with that dead-eyed look you have. Komachi, my sweet little sister, come back to me!" he said, using words that would make others call him a sis-con. I knew better though.
"I'm going to pick your clothes and you're going to wear it," I stated.
Onii-chan closed his mouth with an audible clunk before grunting his affirmation. Hehe, sorry, but I want a new Onee-chan. Although Ais-chan and Ryuu-chan have their closeness with Onii-chan, surely some of the other girls he's around have taken a liking to him.
I know my brother better than anyone else. He needs this push!
(-)
Hachiman pov
"Was this really necessary?" I asked, stretching the neck of the shirt to adjust it.
"Absolutely! Everyone's going to be looking so cute! I couldn't let my most favorite Onii-chan look any less than perfection," Komachi said with her usual enthusiasm before switching gears to her sly side, adding, "Ooh, I bet that was worth a lot of points!"
Tipping my head to her, I rebutted, "Ah, but you lost a few points for this shirt though. It feels… unnatural." Really, I didn't know I even had this shirt. Mom probably bought it. She always wanted me to dress better.
Hmm, it's thoughts like that which make me glad to be back in this world. Orario has its upsides, but I would've regretted not even being able to say goodbye. Reflection does a lot for you.
"Uh, Onii-chan are you spacing out again. We're almost at Ryuu-chan's cafe!" Komachi cried out.
"Ah, so we are," I said, seeing it come into sight. It was deemed the meetup spot before we went to the fireworks. Since there were a few concerns from a certain overbearing guardian cough Hiratsuka-sensei cough, I had to be extra careful with the crowd and anyone getting separated.
Sensei may not have a man yet, but that woman is ready to be a mother. I'm sure all of her students can attest to that... besides myself of course. I'd be too worried she'd abuse like she does me.
We quickly reach the entrance to find Ryuu there all dressed up in a yukata.
"Yahallo, Ryuu-chan!" Komachi greeted. Ryuu replied with her own, but more quiet Yahallo. She's probably still adjusting to the weird lingo of the teens today…I forget what some of these weird phrases mean too.
"Your boss helped you with your yukata?" I asked, seeing as she was fidgeting around.
The ever-stoic Ryuu Lion's cheeks were blushed a slight pink in embarrassment as she replied, "When they heard that I was going out for a summer festival with my friends, Shio-san and Aki-chan wanted to go all out. I got swept up a bit in their enthusiasm."
"You look gorgeous!" Komachi said, admiring how neat and clean she looked. "Looks like Shio-san is an expert at makeup. You were beautiful before, but your face is really highlighted now!"
Huh, makeup? Where? Her face looks the same to me though?
Ryuu noticed I was staring at her and then looked away. Hmm, is that embarrassment I see? I could make out maybe a hint of a grin on her face, so perhaps she's really getting into getting prettied up. Oh right, I haven't complimented her yet. I should probably do that before Komachi smacks me.
"Looks good. Blue suits you," I said, commenting on the design.
"...Thanks, Hachiman," she said, giving a gentle smile.
For some reason, I saw Komachi grinning widely at this. What is your devilish plan o sister of mine?
"I see that I was not as punctual as I wished," A familiar voice called out. Yukinoshita walked up and continued with "Apologies, but it took a little while for me to prepare."
"Did you walk the whole way in those sandals?" I asked, glossing over her flawless appearance. For some reason, since she's wearing warmer colors, I don't think her usual image as an ice queen applies.
It's honestly mind boggling to deal with.
"Of course not. I was dropped off nearby. Hmm and it appears you're unexpectedly cleaned up."
"Hey, what's that supposed to mean? I'm always clean!"
"Somehow, I doubt even that," Yukinoshita retorted. My feelings are hurt.
"Haha, yahallo, Yukino-chan! I helped Onii-chan a little bit!" Komachi said, walking casually up to her.
"Ah, that would have to be the case wouldn't it. I assume you had your fair share of troubles," Yukinoshita nodded knowingly.
"Onii-chan is troublesome," Komachi nodded.
What is all of this? What did I do to deserve this? Even Ryuu is nodding along!
"I'll have you know, I-"
"Ooh, is everyone here already? I'm sorry if I'm late!" Yuigahama said, running up to the group and conveniently interrupting me. "Yahallo." When she got closer, she gasped in an exaggerated surprise and said, "Woah, everyone looks so cool! I'm a little jealous."
"If you ask me, your outfit is very impressive," Ryuu commented, jumping into the conversation.
"Oh, this is just something my mom helped me with. Although I didn't like her help at first, I think it's better than what I would've come up with," she said, looking over her robe.
Komachi gushed over the colors. "Your mom must be a fashion expert or something! She made every bit of it flow so well. It's cute!"
Yukinoshita was lost in thought before Komachi started praising her outfit as well.
Meanwhile, I was left alone. While maybe a little lonely at the moment, at least I wasn't getting bashed with unfair criticism.
"Hikki." My attention was gained as Yuigahama snuck up on me. "H-how do I look?" she asked, almost stuck in a constant rhythm of looking away and meeting my eyes.
I couldn't help but notice how Yuigahama's form was changed with a yukata. While Yukinoshita looked like she was made for it, Yuigahama caught a nice blend of trendy and traditional.
C-could this be the true power of gap moe?
For some reason her question has me hyper conscious of her. While I was used to Ryuu and her affections, Yuigahama was a different beast. But I still knew how to deal with it.
"Uncomfortable, but otherwise, nice."
Yuigahama's face reached a toothy smile at that comment as she giggled. "These sandals really are hard to run in. It looks like all this trouble was worth it though," she said, her last few words getting more and more quiet.
I think the moment became awkward almost because I was privy to her whispers.
That awkwardness was quickly broken though as a speeding car caught raced over to the road close by the cafe, coming to a sudden stop.
As expected of you, Hiratsuka-sensei.
The passenger car door opened as Ais finally arrived.
"Fun time?" I asked, referring to Ais' appearance which looked a little ruffled due to the driving skills. While her outfit did well to compliment her high specs, she was roughed up.
Ais shook her head, almost looking traumatized. A famed Sword Princess was no match for Hiratsuka-sensei in a car. It was a funny sight when things were put in perspective.
"My bad, my bad. I got a little caught up in some stuff," Hiratsuka-sensei said, scratching the back of her head. I'd call her out on her lateness, but I dare not get supplexed before a festival. Although it wouldn't hurt me physically, my pride would take a big hit!
Ais gave a look of dissatisfaction towards Hiratsuka-sensei, voicing her displeasure. "There's a speed limit," she murmured.
Hiratsuka-sensei hit her head in a "my mistake" gesture before addressing the group. "Stay safe everyone. Don't get into any trouble while you enjoy your youth. School is just around the corner," she said before driving off.
Yeah, yeah, I'm sure you felt very cool, Sensei, acting as a mature adult. Just wait until you make another anime reference. Then we'll see that same mature adult!
"Alright! Let's get going!" Komachi said, being the de facto leader/organizer. Before we started coming together to go, Komachi added, "Onii-chan's paying for everything."
"What? No, I refuse!"
Alas, it appears my wallet was indeed open to the whims of the girls.
(-)
Ais pov
A Japanese festival is, to say the least, a new experience for me. There were similar things to it in Orario, but what's being celebrated is different here, something more peaceful.
The air was different than usual and the clothes and food were no exception. When Hachiman said he was "sorta from the East", he wasn't lying.
My own yukata is very pretty. I've worn many pretty things throughout the years, but something about this one feels special. I'm glad that Yui-chan and Komachi-chan were able to help straighten out the imperfections that existed due to Shizuka's bumpy driving.
I'm going to have to scold Shizuka when I get home.
"Ais-chan, cmon. Have a taste of this," Yui-chan said, giving me a stick with a pink fluffy end. This is food?
Eating a piece of it, I immediately wanted to eat more. "It's good, right?" Yui-chan asked.
"Mmm." It's not Jagamarukun, but it's sweet. "Thanks, Yui-chan."
"Cotton candy is always sure to put a smile on people's faces!"
"Is that a fact?" Hachiman asked.
"Hm, while not my favorite, it certainly is a treat. Knowing what you drink, you're probably its greatest fan," Yukino-chan chipped in.
"Sounds like Onii-chan," Komachi giggled.
Ah, she's talking about that one drink Hachiman is obsessed with, MAX Coffee. I think he's mumbled about it being one of his favorite things to come back to. He mumbles a lot of things when he tutors us -not that I mind of course. It's… cute.
While Hachiman exchanged retorts with Yukino-chan, I looked over to Ryuu, who was eating a fish monster-like pastry? Is my nose deceiving me?
"Want a piece?" Ryuu asked, seeing that I was interested.
While I do want a taste, I didn't want to encroach on Ryuu's snack. Then again, it did smell good.
"I don't mind. Here," she said, giving a large chunk that was unbitten.
"Are you not hungry?" I asked. She hadn't eaten a lot of it and she was very generous to have given me such a big piece.
"I just don't have as big of an appetite as you," she smirked at me before her face transitioned to a more embarrassed grin. "Also, I always sneaked some treats while working at the cafe."
"Ah, that must be nice." They did serve good food there. I wasn't able to order often though.
"As much as I do appreciate the sentiment, I feel a little too spoiled when receiving them," she admitted. A mixture of difficult emotions seemed to swirl around those words as Ryuu's tone took a softer, quieter approach as she said, "So, Sword Princess, has Hachiman's heart been any easier at opening?"
This isn't the first time Ryuu has asked me this question. Numerous times throughout our journey in the dungeons, we had the opportunity to discuss our approach at capturing his heart. Ryuu, like me, has a lot of history with Hachiman and despite my slow understanding of the heart, Hachiman's understanding is even slower.
Or maybe that's wrong. Hachiman knows what our position is, but he's cautious for some reason.
"Maybe, maybe not? Either way, it doesn't matter. We'll try our best, right?"
Ryuu didn't seem discouraged at all from the answer. Although it might seem a little sad, the answer I first gave was even more like that.
It might not seem like much, but slowly but surely, Hachiman's heart has changed, especially since coming back to his home.
"I'm going to resume my march on his love. I'd suggest you'd do the same," Ryuu said, giving a tender smile. We were both in the same situation. I think that even more than me, Ryuu doesn't want to hold back anymore, that is, her feelings.
As for me… well-
"Alright everyone!" my attention was dragged to Komachi-chan. "For some fun, we're going to split the group up!" Ah, I believe Komachi-chan suggested this sort of thing in her text.
She continued, "We'll split up in groups of two so we can conquer the whole festival area!"
"There's not much to conquer. This isn't that big of a festival," Hachiman pointed out.
Komachi-chan merely looked down into her hand in a weird expression murmuring, "Onii-chan, you idiot." Hachiman heard it as well, so he shut his mouth after saying, "Alright, we'll conquer this place."
Komachi-chan's expression regained its energy as she cheered. "Yay!"
The groups were selected at random, but somehow it turned out favorably for me.
"Let's have a lot of fun, Yui-chan!"
"Right, Komachi-chan!"
"... Want to play some games at the stalls?"
"That sounds satisfactory."
"Are you interested in going anywhere in particular," Hachiman asked.
I shook my head. "Let's just try to have some fun."
"Sounds good to me."
Komachi announced, "We'll meet back up to scramble the teams in a little bit! Now scatter!" At her command, we dispersed.
Hachiman and I visited many stalls, mostly browsing. He hesitated to buy anything or to play any of the games. If it came down to strength or skill, all the stalls would get mad at us for winning too much or at least, that's how he explained it to me.
Not that I mind of course. I just appreciate being able to slow down and to rest from all the worries of the world.
"Here, this bench looks a little away from the crowd," Hachiman said. While the crowd never bothered me, Hachiman was always a more reserved person.
This area was out of the area of the stalls, so it didn't look like many people were around for that reason. Either way, it was a perfect place for the two of us.
Maybe, I'll begin my march again.
"Have you been having fun?" Hachiman asked. It seemed that he's been trying his best so far. Of course, when it comes to fun, I'd prefer a sparring match. Even if my mom is safe, it's reassuring somehow to still practice.
"Yes, it's been fun," I stated, looking up at him. It happened unintentionally, but I could feel a smile naturally form on my lips. This feeling, it so easily brings a smile to my face.
"Hey, Hachiman?" I called for him, shortening the distance between the two of us.
"What is it?" he asked, embarrassment written all over his face. He appears to know that my words offered something heavy in mind.
"I love you."
His reaction was instant and conflicted as if he didn't know how to handle it. There was earnestness to his awkwardness. Even after all these years, he didn't know how to react to these words.
But now, there's something different about it all. His goal is finished and he's relaxing from those dungeon expenditures.
"I-" his tone was calm and yet shaky. A contradiction in intention existed. From his tone alone, I believe I've figured out the reason why. "I'm not-"
"You don't think you're either ready or worth mine or others' affections?"
His face flashed through a dozen different emotions as he simply hung his head and said, "Yes, you're right."
We sat in silence for a minute before I asked, "Why?"
Hachiman seemed to want to exploud in a speech, frustration seeping into his face. Hachiman kept it calm and quiet, seeing as he didn't want to cause a commotion. "There were many times throughout my time in Orario that I dared to ask myself to let myself build a relationship with someone. Every time, I told myself, I have to get back home. That if I allowed myself for even a second to indulge in a possible relationship, I wouldn't be able to see my family again."
"It wasn't easy, was it?"
He shook his head. "Not by a long shot. When you spend such a long time with people, in a world like Orario, feelings are bound to form in one way or another. No, you and Ryuu were invaluable friends to me. I didn't have the courage to start something with you if I didn't know I could end it."
"But, we came with you, didn't we?"
He almost laughed at the statement. He was loathing himself for some reason, that much, I could notice. "That's the hard part. I didn't expect that to be possible. The gods and goddesses of Orario defied the impossible and opened up my world to you both, friends I didn't think I'd ever see again."
"So what's stopping you now?" I asked. There wasn't any expectation behind it, just curiosity.
Hachiman could only look away and say, "I don't know. Back in my world, I wasn't exactly the popular guy you know? I didn't even have anyone I'd call close friends. Being in Orario changed all of that. Suddenly these feelings I didn't know I had—that I wasn't sure were real made me see the world rose-colored." His gaze drifted down to his calloused hands, "it seemed more fantasy than being in a whole different world."
"So, do you like me?"
His face lightly blushed. "I like you, I just need some time." Hachiman made it a point to look towards her after the confession. She deserved that much for everything at the very least. "After for so long denying myself a relationship, it's hard to tell myself I can now."
"Hm, time," Ais mumbled, her face ablaze at his simple affirmation, "I think I can give you that. Just please, allow me to stay at your side, forever. Please."
Hachiman paused at her plea with his near-wide eyes planted firmly on her. It was but only a short moment before he decided and replied, "Right," he dusted himself off then rose from the bench. "If you can bear with me, I can do that." He reached out a hand expectantly. And for a split second, he cursed himself for being so used to Komachi and her antics.
A ringtone went off for both our phones, the cause being a text from Komachi. It looks like the groups are getting switched now.
"...I'd still like your hand."
"Oh okay."
Ryuu wouldn't be the only one moving forward with her feelings.
(-)
Yui pov
"How long is Onii-chan going to take?" Komachi-chan asked.
"Maybe they were on the other side of the place?" I said, offering a likely explanation. Hikki and Ais-chan aren't the type to dawdle. "Also, Yukinon and Ryuu-chan aren't here either."
"Hmph," Komachi huffed, making a face that made me want to pat her head. Hmm, while Sablé was welcome company, he's really not a substitute for a sibling. I'd love to be the cool beauty older sister!
"Oh, hey, Yui-chan. You're a part of the Service Club with my brother, right?" Komachi asked.
"Yeah, The club is Hikki, Yukinon, and I. Ais-chan also tends to stick around."
"Is it fun?" Komachi asked, curiosity shining in her tone. She's in junior high, right? Of course a girl that is quickly growing up would be curious about what's to come.
"Yeah, it is! Do you want to join when you graduate from junior high?"
Komachi's head tilted around, not really sticking to an answer. "Maybe I will, maybe I won't. Maybe if it still seems fun when I graduate," Komach said, grinning. She shook her head and got up from her seat. "Anyway, I just wanted to see what you thought. Onii-chan only tells me so much after all."
For some reason, I don't think Hikki would deny telling Komachi about the club. I wonder if Komachi has ever voiced her questions to him…
"It looks like you two had a fun time," a sarcastic voice said. "Did you two get into a fight or something?"
"Onii-chan and Ais-chan!" Komachi said, running up to smack her brother's head. "No, Yui-chan and I did not get into a fight. We've been waiting forever for you two!"
"Hikki, that's a big assumption to have. How could I ever fight against Komachi-chan!" I said.
"Ok, ok, I get it. I was mostly joking anyway. You two were acting a little strangely though."
"You two were thinking?" Ais-chan asked. Ais-chan is sharper than I give her credit for.
"It was nothing," I said, not wanting to give away anything Komachi might not want to share. "I guess we just need to wait for Ryuu-chan and Yukinon now."
"That's weird," Hikki said, "Those two seem like they'd be the first ones here no matter their location."
Komachi seemed to react weirdly to that comment. "U-uh, about that. We'll just switch the groups up now. You go with Onii-chan, Yui-chan and Ais-chan can go with me."
Ais tilted her head. "What about Yukino-chan and Ryuu?"
Komachi said, "We'll go meet them somewhere. Let's go now, Ais-chan," she said, dragging Ais-chan away, leaving me with Hikki.
"What is Komachi thinking?" Hikki asked himself as he rubbed his head. I wanted to know as well, but Komachi-chan is a very mischievous, but good-natured girl. Whatever it was, it wasn't going to be bad.
"I guess we'll go have some fun then," I said, stumbling into the role of accompanying Hikki. Although I know it isn't one, it feels like this is a date. I-I wonder if this was Komachi-chan's plan. If it was, good job, Komachi-chan!
"I just browsed the stands and ate some snacks with Ais. If we want to do something different, it's probably going to be something we come up with outside of the festival grounds."
That was kinda a problem. While just goofing off with Komachi-chan is fun, I wouldn't want to do that with all the groups. Oh, we could- "How about we visit the shrine? It's probably not crowded at this hour."
Hikki considered the suggestion. "There wouldn't be anyone there, but I guess we would have a pretty good view of all the activities. If we saw something interesting, we could just go there."
"It's a good idea then?" I asked expectedly. It was a pretty good one if I do say so myself.
"It could be fun. Either way, it's something to do," he said.
"Geez, Hikki, don't you wanna have some fun? We're not here just to kill time!"
"Sure, we'll go and have a fun time," he said, his tone seeming anything but genuine.
Violence was the answer when it came to getting Hikki to answer the way you wanted.
"Bla, woman, did you just slap me with your sandal! And for what? Indifference?"
I huffed at him. "Hikki, you're escorting me right now. You have to treat a lady like me nicer."
"A lady?" he said, "Where?" He made a show of looking around.
"Hikkiiiii" I said, getting ready to smack him again.
He caught my hand and said cooly, "We'll check out the shrine. Maybe we'll get a good view of the fireworks."
I couldn't help but be a little flushed. That face, although he doesn't seem to realize it or the sudden closeness, is really unfair. "I doubt the fireworks will start now. You'll probably see it later with someone else. That makes me a little jealous…" I don't know for sure if Hikki could hear my whispers, but what I do know is that Hikki's face seemed a little red against the night sky.
Among the awkward pauses of conversation, we climbed the stairs to the shrine and paid our respects with a short prayer, and basically just sat on the edge of the steps.
Although I would love to have a conversation with Hikki, I don't know if I could say anything without giving away my feelings. I've been able to laugh and play off the hints I've given, like when I was able to give Hikki the cookies, but after all of that, it doesn't even feel like that's on his radar.
The Hikki I know- that I thought I know didn't seem to have friends. No Ais-chan or Ryuu-chan. Of course, I like both of them, but they are closer to Hikki. I know that. Yukinon was the only other girl at first talking with Hikki and just their chemistry was enough to make me jealous. It feels like, somehow, I'm further and further from Hikki.
There's been some baby steps, sure. Hikki's sudden maturity swing made him much easier to talk to (and strangely nicer to look at), but it feels like I'm trying to jump higher over an even higher wall than there was to start with.
But somehow… all of that doesn't matter. Hikki is just worth it.
It was way harder than I'd like to admit to stop myself from nodding alongside my thoughts...
The Hikki I didn't even know yet saved Sablé without even asking for anything! And not only that. He's smart and kind, even if he doesn't always show that. Even actively goes out his way to hide it. Like...
My expression twisted for a moment.
He must've been severely rejected from it before. It physically hurts to even imagine him in pain of any kind. I guess, it helps I saw him get hit by a car. B-But, it was for a good reason and opened my eyes to who Hikki is.
A true hero.
That's why I-
"Love you," I whispered out.
"What?" Hikki asked, hopefully not quite hearing my whisper that broke the silent night.
"Oh uh, I was just mumbling that I thought I saw Ryuu-chan and Komachi-chan down there by that game over there," I said, pointing to the two figures that I saw out of the corner of my eye from afar.
"That does seem to be them, although it can be hard to tell," Hikki said, looking sure of himself. Did he actually see them? I was just guessing.
"This is a pretty nice spot then, huh?"
"It's a nice place to watch people, yes," he said, snorting at his own comment. I simply rolled my eyes and playfully hit his shoulder.
"That's not the point and you know it!"
"You could've clarified," he said. He wasn't actually being serious, but I was tempted to argue more about it.
Letting out a sigh, I slumped into my hands and mumbled, "I think I just want to stay sitting here for now."
"Me too."
"I just want to enjoy the view, you know! Knowing you, Hikki, you're just being lazy!"
"Is that so wrong? I just enjoy relaxing."
"No, that's not what I mean. It's just- I don't know, Hikki!" It's weird, but I do wish I was down there, playing games with Hikki. At the same time, I know that my feelings are in turmoil.
It's just a little difficult.
"Well then," he said, getting up, "How about we go down there and play some games?"
"But I thought you liked relaxing?"
"And I thought you weren't lazy," he said, joking before outstretching his hand to help me up. "Cmon, there's time to sit down later. It's going to be a long night."
Hikki took my breath away as he took the initiative. That's right, even if I haven't felt like it, we have gotten closer. That maturity has reached a point where even if that wall is higher, it feels easier to scale. That warmness in Hikki is more pronounced now.
"Hey Hikki?" I asked, not knowing what I was going to say but momentum pushing me.
"Yeah?"
My lips quivered as my mouth opened to speak. "I'm going to make sure you fall hard!" I skipped down the stairs ahead of him as I hid my face from him.
Not exactly the words I was looking for but... good enough, me!
After a moment of him not responding, he said, "I hope you didn't mean from the stairs." And despite his words I know he understood the meaning of my words. I wouldn't wish further pain on him, obviously!
Hikki was a little more quiet than usual as we played a few games before Komachi-chan called. That was more than okay for now. It would be only one step at a time, and then Hachiman would know how deeply I loved him.
I love you, Hachiman.
Please wait a little longer for my actual confession!
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Ryuu pov
After playing around at the shooting games with Komachi, she called Hachiman and Yui. Those two were already nearby apparently and from the way Yui was shining bright and Hachiman was trying to hide his embarrassment, Yui had already begun her march. Her adventure.
I was a little surprised by that fact, considering she was playing the long game initially. You'd think she was a fellow elf with her patience. Then again, the Sword Princess did look a little smug when I saw her. Yui probably felt a little threatened.
As for me, well-
"Nice shot missy!" the old man said, accepting that I won his game.
"As expected," Hachiman said, smirking at me, "Do you ever get tired of testing your accuracy with ranged weapons?"
I had to bite down on my cheek to hide the embarrassment that welled up at his pride for my normal adventuring skills...
The last distinction helped me calm down in order to explain, "I find it relaxing." Although I haven't yet been able to shoot with my prefered weapon, a crossbow, archery and really anything to test me in this fashion has been a way for me to keep up my skills.
"Here's your prize," the old man said, giving a cellphone strap. It wasn't anything much, but there was a reason to win it.
"Why don't you have it?" I asked, offering it to Hachiman.
"I don't know if I'm a cellphone strap type. You won it, why don't you keep it," he asked.
"But then you won't have anything to think of me," I replied.
"Ohoho, she's got you there, buddy," the old man chimed in.
Hachiman waved him off, "Yeah, yeah, whatever." We moved on to other games.
"Do your best, Hachiman," I cheered him on as I forced him to play the fish-catching game. I could hear a few grumbles of "having to hold back," and "Ais didn't force me to play games." It's a good thing I'm not Ais, isn't it.
Under a time crunch, Hachiman very gently and slowly attempted lifting a fish out of the pool. The net broke. Hachiman tried again. Another net broke. Eventually, it was deemed that Hachiman lost and with that loss, he got no prize.
"I could've gotten all the fish out of the pool with one net if I actually tried, you know!" He defended himself.
I consoled him with a pat on the head. "There there. It'll be alright."
"I don't need your sympathy!" he said, being a sore loser. For his sake, I tried to hide my quiet giggles as I recalled the memories of the casino in my home world. Sometimes Hachiman gets weird about defending his pride.
Perhaps, we should try the casinos in this world.
"You may be holding back a lot, but I'm holding back even more," I said bluntly.
"You still won the shooting games though, just not as much as you could."
"Perhaps, but there's a certain man who shuts down my advances."
Hachiman froze. While playing dumb can be cute, I like you when you're preceptive. Grabbing his hand, I took him to a little place I was spying earlier.
I'm not going to let you go.
It was on a small grassy plain where a lot of people had already gathered in preparation for the fireworks. It was the perfect place to elevate the mood.
"Tell me, Hachiman. Do you think we look like a couple to any strangers?" I was giving him a hard time, sure, but he's been avoiding these things for years at this point. I'm going to get an answer.
"Maybe. You did bring us to a popular area for couples after all." Although he didn't show it too much, his tone gave away that he knew why I brought him here.
"Was I wrong in doing so? I just wanted to experience a part of the festival with you."
"Ryuu, you should know that I-"
"Don't feel ready? Don't feel worth it? Too bad, I say you are." Our voices were contained within a field of magic I prepared. Although this is a crowded place and I had no shame in saying this out in the open, some of these details were going to get personal.
"Ryuu, it's not about you, it's about my own failings. I'm not a perfect man, Ryuu. I don't want to hurt any of you." He was getting awfully talkative about this. Really, he's always thought too low of himself.
I intend to change that.
"You don't get to make that decision. Tell me, Hachiman, how long have we known each other?"
"Almost 5 years at this point," Hachiman stated flatly. He really doesn't get it, does he?
"I've seen you grow so much within your time in Orario, and you pushed me to grow beyond my limits as well. You became an existence far beyond what I and many others loved. You have your few faults, but there's a clear reason I left my world forever for you.
You're worth it."
Hachiman didn't know how to react clearly. I, on the other hand, was going to make my march here. In the land he fought to return with every fiber of his being, my adventure for his heart continued.
Grasping his hands, I admired for a second their detail. The calluses that used to be there were gone, but the warmness and their large size still captured Hachiman's tender nature. Having gotten his attention with this gesture, I stole a kiss. Just a quick show of my affections. One to make absolutely clear my feelings through his hard head.
"I don't care if I have to wait 100 more years for you to realize your worth, but know this, I will be waiting for you all the same." Hopefully he doesn't take 100 years. Hachiman is a smart man. He knows the weight of mine and Ais' hearts. I'd bet Yui and even Yukino also have something to say about Hachiman.
Nevertheless, I hope to have my own special place taking rootin Hachiman's heart. My forthright feelings have already seeded and budded within him, that I am sure.
His tense hand squeezing mine in silence said as much.
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Yukino pov
It really is a mystery why Komachi is instigating these group activities. Nevertheless, it's been… surprisingly fun to walk around with friends and mess around.
Lion-san was a good companion for if you wanted a skilled friend to beat the stand games with, Wallenstein-san was a calm, quiet supporter who enjoyed whatever activity that was there, and Komachi was a ball of energy that I struggled to keep up with.
How Hikigaya-kun is related to her, I'll never know.
"Somehow, I feel like you're insulting me right now," Hikigaya-kun said. I-I have no words. Did he somehow gain a 6th sense?
"On the contrary, I'm merely evaluating how peculiar it is that I haven't been grouped up with Yuigahama yet."
"It just means, you'll be grouped up with her last, right?" he pointed out.
"I doubt we'll have the chance at this point. The fireworks are due soon and the festival will be done by then." It wasn't the end of the world, it was just a bit of a shame.
"I guess all that's left is to watch?" Hikigaya-kun suggested.
"There's nothing else to do or rather, nothing we haven't done already yet." Everywhere seemed so crowded though. It's not like I haven't seen fireworks before as I've been brought along to many festivals on the orders of mother, but something about this particular festival brings out a different sort of satisfaction.
"Hmm, if we're going to watch, how about we get the best view?" he asked.
"That's an idea, but do you have any particular place in mind?" Hikigaya-kun's response was affirmative.
As he led me to the fireworks-watching spot, I was left in my thoughts. These past few months have increasingly become very fun. Although Hikigaya-kun and I admittedly got off to the worst start and then off to an even worse one, through the formation of the club, I've been able to learn a lot about myself and others.
"A penny for your thoughts," Hikigaya-kun asked, probably intending to fill the silence between us as we walked.
"My thoughts are more valuable than that. Yours on the other hand?" I said, reversing the question on to him. I don't dare admit to thinking about him. I'd imagine an arrogant Hikigaya-kun is not a pleasant one.
"I'm curious about how you spent your time with Komachi and the others. I thought you'd try to win a cat plush from the dart game. I thought of you earlier when I passed by it," he said.
Oh, and there he goes doing just that. I wouldn't have imagined the pessimistic defeated boy I met would ever say something like that. Then again, he's consistently shown to have another side to him, a more thoughtful one.
"The dart game appeared more of a challenge than I expected," I lightly coughed. How embarrassing.
"And so? Ryuu and Ais could've won it for you easily," he said, looking back at me with a confused face.
"That's not the point. I only wished to get the prize on my own terms. As much as I would appreciate their help, I have my own pride to maintain." Really, Hikigaya-kun doesn't seem to think about how I'd feel asking for their help with something like that.
Hikigaya-kun smirked, "You're not so competitive to not get something like that over something as silly as that. Admit it, you were just embarrassed."
Hmph, how dare he! "I shall admit to nothing," I said, turning my head away from him.
"Then how do you feel about me going over there and winning you the plush?" Really? He'd do that? What's the catch?
Hikigaya-kun isn't the type to tease like that, but I'm hesitant to take back my words from earlier. "Leave it, I'll go and win it myself, like I said."
"Fine then, but you can't stop me from watching," he said, with a smug smirk on his face.
It was sort of irritating. "Indeed I can't stop you from watching, but please don't give me that distasteful, fish-eyed, perverted look."
He shrugged off the comment and merely stepped forward to reveal a railing overlooking a body of water. How did he find this place? It's pretty private and yet, plenty beautiful. Naturally, I asked him aloud. "How is it that only you know this spot? It appears we're still in a public space."
He was a little uncomfortable answering. "This place I think is another area of the park and since most of the festival is on the other side, most people don't care to be that far away."
Well, at the very least, we won't run into any unsavory individuals. For some reason, I had a feeling someone like my older sister was going to show up. That would've been… difficult. I hummed a response as I awaited the fireworks show.
Hikigaya-kun too just stood there, evidently not feeling like striking up any more conversation.
I can deal with that.
For some reason, it felt comforting to stand in silence with Hikigaya-kun. It's quite odd, but it's different from the stoicism Wallenstein-san and Lion-san present. It's very difficult to explain, but upon challenging many different cases in the Service Club, it has become evident that my approach is not always the best one.
I know very well my own failings as I cannot stack up to my sister let alone my mother, but even then, Hikigaya-kun's methods would be more accurate than even say, my sister's! Hikigaya-kun appears as if he can understand anything he faces. It's like a mixture of empathy, resourcefulness, and experience. For someone that didn't look like he wanted to try to be a productive member of society, he turned all that around. It was as if he's already gone through a self-reflection spanning years.
Even beyond that, he's able to take the best of what people have and use it to its greatest advantage. I was absolutely bewildered by him, specifically advising Tsurumi-san and taking command. Her plight looked frighteningly similar to what I had to go through back then, but somehow, she succeeded where I failed. Did I really help her or did Hikigaya-kun do most of the work?
As I mulled over that question, a loud sound broke me out of my thoughts. An explosive array of colorful particles filled the night sky in a masterful, artistic arrangement, marking the end of this short summer. It feels triumphant yet somber as each burst lasted no more than twenty seconds. It was a frighteningly short amount of time in the grand scheme of things. And yet... This summer was different from the other ones where I was forced to deal with mother and being victim to my older sister's schemes. With these friends, my life has gotten a lot more colorful.
But I don't want it to end.
Looking at Hikigaya-kun, I could see a warm grin on his face upon seeing the fireworks go up. The remaining sparks twinkling in his eyes as they did in the water beneath us. It was unlike any expressions I've ever seen from him.
I could feel heat rising to my cheeks, captivated by him, adoring him. I attempted to calm myself down with my thoughts, lest I embarrass myself. It looks like he really likes fireworks. Or maybe it's more so that he really missed them? I'm not sure which it is.
The enigma that is Hikigaya Hachiman is truly a mystery that I hope I'll solve one day. Maybe this feeling inside me will guide me to that solution.
Omake: The Serious Samurai Cook
"Thanks for the food," mumbled a man I never thought I would cook for. He wasn't anyone from the familia or Takemikazuchi-dono, himself. Nevertheless, I felt obligated to learn from him? Why you might ask? Simple.
He was strong. A fellow adventurer from the Far East isn't someone you meet every day, especially in Orario.
"Aren't you going to sit down and eat with me? I'm the one who asked you to talk over a meal," the man said.
"Do not worry about this one, Hikigaya-san. It is my duty to serve you to the best of my abilities if you're going to be my teacher!" This was only natural behavior after all.
"I never said I'd be your teacher," he mumbled before taking a bite. Ah, humility. It's only expected that someone like him is too humble for his own good.
"Hikigaya-dono, it is also a fact that you never said you wouldn't be my teacher!" He flinched at those words and shook off those words.
"...You're a good cook." Although his face was obscured, I could tell he was a little wistful. Perhaps my cooking reminded him of his home in the Far East. Although that might be the primary reason for him praising my food, I must admit it felt… good to be praised for something I take pride in.
Everyone around me praises my cooking, but when you hear that many praises, it's hard to know what's polite and what's genuine. I feel like my cooking isn't enough for it to always be the latter.
A strong stranger who saved me and my party from some difficult monsters on the other hand wouldn't be polite just for the sake of it.
As he finished the meal, I pleaded with him again. "Please train me, master!"
"Why did it change from teacher to master! Isn't Takemikazuchi your god? He's your master!" he exclaimed. Hm, while he's right, I also think that it's only right for a teacher to be treated with the same respect.
"Hikigaya-dono, I wish to be taught how to best utilize my skills in the dungeons. Please help me!" Hoping my words will get through to him, I didn't let up. Hikigaya-dono seemed to be physically hurt by my words. Is there an intruder somewhere?
"Yamato-san," Hikigaya-dono started, "I understand that you believe that I am the best possible teacher to learn under. That much is evident." That's good! My words are getting through to him! "However, I don't think I'll be able to teach you anything. My magic is different from yours, as if my swordsmanship, close combat abilities, and overall capabilities. What could I teach you that someone else couldn't teach?"
It appears Hikigaya-dono doesn't know what I saw in him when he saved the party and me. "I want to know how you got so strong. You're a solo adventurer rising star that I've heard nothing on. From us both being from the Far East, I suspect that whatever differences we have in our skill sets can be made up for in the similarities our homeland gives us."
Hikigaya-dono put a hand to his head, thinking deeply about my words. "That's not entirely wrong, but I don't have anything I can be a teacher for. At best, I can give a few tips."
"That is all that I want. Thank you very much, Hikigaya-dono." Success!
"I won't be your teacher though. I can only maybe help you sometimes."
"You will be properly compensated for your hard work educating this ignorant one," I said, showing my respects to him.
"You don't have to be that polite!"
"But Hikigaya-dono, I can't show my teacher disrespect." D-does he find my gestures uncomfortable?
"I don't need that level of respect, and I'm not your teacher either!" He exclaimed.
As inexperienced as I am, I dare not listen to my teacher this time. I know that with his help, the Takemikazuchi familia will show just how skilled people from the Far East can be!
Hopefully by then, he too could take more pride in himself.