While Kim was bathing the kids Adam was working on a surprise for Kim. They had enjoy a night under the stars the week before so he wanted to create something special under the stars. His heart ached for young Kim and the life she lived. His life growing up was no picnic either but at least he never had health issues that were ignored. He had always assumed her childhood was less than wonderful but hearing the detail broke his heart. They had promised to continue the conversation and he couldn't think of a better way than under the stars.
When Kim finished getting the kids dressed in jammies it was Adams time to read them their bed time stories and tuck them in. He didn't mind bathing the kids but he loved reading to them more. It was their thing, even when he was away, to stay close and connected to his kids. "Darling. Put on something comfy and wait for me in the living room." Adam winked as he went into Emma's room first. Kim had no idea what was going on but followed his request and got on some more comfortable clothes before heading to the living room to wait.
Adam returned to the living room with a blind fold in his left hand. Kim looked at him confused but stood understanding that what he had planned was going to be a surprise. "Just relax and trust me. It's nothing crazy!" He whispered into her ear feeling her shiver as his breath crossed her ear. He smirked loving how something so small drove her nuts. But this wasn't sexual right now, he need to remind himself of that. He led her outside to her surprise, he could hear her breathing pick up in suspense. "Okay I'm going to remove the blind fold. Are you ready?" Adam asked softly. Kim nodded her head as he removed the blindfold. Kim gasped in complete surprise.
"Adam what is all this?" Kim asked confused but surprised. "Well we enjoyed sitting under the stars last week so I figured this would be a nice way to enjoy the night. We can talk under the stars and maybe more." Adam explained as Kim took in the air mattress with a sheet over it and pillows. Two wine glasses with an alcohol free wine, soft music playing the back ground and a blanket in case they got intimate outside. He also had the baby monitor in case Lily woke up. He thought of it all. The tears sprung to her eyes. "Adam this is so lovely! I can't believe you did all of this. Thank you! I love you so much!" Kim kissed him softly. "Love you too. Now let's enjoy this set up." He took her by the hand and led her closer and helped her settle on to the bed. Once she was comfortable he ran the other side to get in to hold her close.
"This is amazing. So peaceful. Really thank you for this." Kim whispered as she buried her face in his chest. "Stop thanking me darling. It's nothing really. Just want to relax with you outside for a bit. And if we talk about anything, great. If not that's okay too." Adam answers her knowing it's the elephant in the room. "I knew you had an another motive for getting me out here. But you are right. We promised to talk later and I guess now is later. What do you want to know?" Kim asked as she rolled to her side so she could see him better.
"Well you told me about a time when you were 5. You said there were times. How about you tell me about them? It seems like it would be good to talk about it." Adam suggested as he moved to hold her hand. Squeezing to give her strength to continue. "Well it's more of the same. Them not believing me when I was sick. Trying to navigate life with people who thought I was a drama queen. I couldn't wait to get out of there. I think I was 7 maybe when I was feeling sick while waiting for my parents to finish buying a new vehicle. Of course we couldn't leave before hand. I was told to wait. By the time we were driving home in the old mini van I was so sick I threw up all over the car, myself and my stuffed rabbit. They were upset that the next day they were supposed to drive kids to the roller rink and they were supposed to trade it in and it smelled like vomit. They seemed somewhat worried about me but more concerned about the car." Kim explained as she stared into the night.
Adam just didn't know what to say so he squeezed her hand again, giving her the will to continue. "I think I was 11 maybe when I started to get back stomach aches especially at night. My mom finally took me to a doctor who was convinced it nerves since I was starting middle school. They made me take antacids and told me it would get better but it didn't. They refused to believe it was food related. So I took it upon myself to stop eating meat and with in two weeks the stomach aches were gone. Years later through testing I found out I was allergic to beef and pork and it was caused by a rare tick bite. But at least I had answers." Kim stopped talking again.
Adam watched as she seemed to be processing the memories trying to pick ones to talk about. "I had a lot of ear infections as a kid, 6 sets of tubes starting at 18 months old. And bronchitis a lot to, hence why I have asthma now. Also had horrible growing pains in my knees when I was younger." She grew quiet again. Her fingers were drawing patterns on the sheets, she wasn't even aware she was doing it. "I was 16 I think when I was at the mall with my dad. It was Christmas time and he promised my mom a piano so we went to this specific mall to look at them. I was over heated. My dad saw an orange Julius stand and wanted one. I felt like I was going to pass out, the room was spinning, and black and white. I leaned on my dad to prevent me from falling and asked if I could go sit down. He told me to stop being lazy and to wait. I ended up passing out and hitting my head on a stone trash can." She grew silent once again.
The next time she spoke Adam was startled, he thought she was done. "7 months later I went to this 4th of July picnic with my whole family. It was so crazy hot outside and I felt horrible. Like I was going to pass out again. I kept leaning on my dad to kept up right but he pushed me away. Saying it was to hot and he couldn't have me leaning on him. I took a few steps before falling to my knees and then falling forward into a tree. After that he wouldn't go anywhere with me. Turns out I get low blood sugar levels with my period. I had no idea about that but still he didn't believe me." Adam was surprised she never cried while talking it was almost robotic.
"Kim you don't need to say anymore. It's heart breaking! You deserved so much more than you got. Listening to all this shows me why you are this strong. Why you have been able to raise Jackson so well on your own. You are amazing! And I love you more than anyone could express. I'm so proud of you!" Adam pulled her into a hug kissing her forehead. He was surprised when he felt something wet on his face. He looked down to see Kim was crying. "Darling let it all out! You are amazing. You are so strong! I've got you darling! I love you!" Adam tried to sooth her tears. He rubbed her back as she continued to cry. It was like the dam finally broke, a life time of tears being released.
It took quiet awhile for the tears to dry but when they did she seemed to be lighter. Like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders. She bit her lower lip, her eyes looking into his eyes and then drifting down to his lips before looking back up. "Kim? Are you sure? You just poured out your heart and soul about your horrific childhood. I don't want to take advantage of you." Adam was very unsure of how to proceed. "You would never take advantage of me. I know that. And yes I'm sure. But let's try something more intimate. We haven't tried something new since I got pregnant." Kim suggested with a raised brow. "I think I have something perfect for this moment. Intimate, soft, intense." Adam slowly undressed her before undressing himself.
He rolled Kim over so her back was up against his chest. He rolled a condom just as he entered her. His one hand resting on her stomach the other playing with her breast as he kissed the back of her neck. The thrusts were slow, soft and control. The position did allow for the greatest movement but it allowed Adam to hold her tight the entire time which they both needed. "Adam this is amazing! I have never felt this cared for." Kim moaned as she held onto his hand that held her belly. "Who knew this could feel so amazing. We have to do this again." Adam groan as he felt her walls clamping down on him. He gently reached down to pinch her clit. She moaned his name loudly as she came. Kim's climax triggered Adam as he groaned her name.
Neither moved they were far to comfortable in this position even if he was still inside her. They were happy and blissful in this intimate position. He could tell Kim had started to fall asleep he let her drift off while he just held her safely in his arms. In this position he could protect her from everything and right now she needed that. She needed to know that no matter what he had her back and that nothing could hurt as long as they stay together. Adam didn't know how much time had passed but he heard Lily on the monitor so he decided to get up and take care of her but needed to let Kim know.
"Darling. Kim. Lily is awake so I have to head in. I will be back." Adam pulled out of Kim with a groan. He heard her sigh in her sleep like she was aware of it even in her sleep. He got dressed quickly and entered the house. Lily was hungry and needed a diaper changer. He worked quickly to clean her up and feed her so her tears would subside. She settled quickly after Adam started to feed her it seemed that was the more important issue where Lily was concerned. After her bottle he burped and placed her back in her crib. He stayed till she was asleep again before checking on Jackson and Emma. They were sound asleep so he headed back out to Kim who was awake and confused.
"I woke up alone and cold. Where did you go?" Kim asked as she snuggled back in Adam. "Darling I told you that Lily was awake and needed fed. I didn't want to leave. I was way to comfortable holding you and being buried inside you." He kissed her softly as her moved his hands down her back to caress her bare butt. "Adam you are insatiable today." "Oh darling you have no idea what you do to me!" Adam thrusted his erection against her abdomen. "Oh I think I do." Kim giggled as she kissed him allowing her tongue to slide into his mouth. Her hand looking for the box of condoms. He wasn't the only one who was insatiable today. She wanted it just as much.
She pushed him on his back before straddling him while never breaking the kiss. She slowly worked her way down to his chest kissing and licking over his nipples. "Darling! I love you! And I love when you are in control." Adam was groaning as her hands worked to free him of the shorts that covered his lower half. "I love you! And I love that you trust me like this. Hope you enjoy!" Kim winked as she licked the grooves of his abs. She loved his abs they were so defined and sexy. With his abs loved up on she headed lower slowly rocking her core against his trapped erection. They both moaned each other's names loudly. She sat up a bit just long enough to slide the condom and then slide down on him trapping him inside her.
"Darling! I need you to move!" Adam groaned out feeling her wetness coating him and dripping down. He had never met a women who would get so wet just from him and using her body to turn him on. She rolled her hips in a circular motion while bracing her hands on his pecs. With each roll Adam would thrust his hip upwards. Kim didn't stop him. She was loving the added movements, it heightened the pleasure she was receiving. Adam needed more skin so he sat up so he could kiss her and feel her bare skin on his.
"Baby I'm so close!" Kim gasped as Adam thrusted harder into her. "Me too darling. Just don't stop moving!" Adam begged as he bit down on her nipple and pinch her clit at the same time. "God Adam!" Kim almost screamed as she bit into his shoulder to minimize her screams. As her orgasm raked through her body Adam held out until was almost over before he allowed himself to come. "God damn darling!" He held her tight feeling her breast trembling on his chest. Their bodies grew weak and needed to lay back to rest.
"You know I didn't think it could ever feel this good. I swear when you behind me every thrust felt like you were massaging me from the inside. It felt like pure love being thrusted into my body. I never had that before and I'm thankful I have only gotten that from you." Kim whispered as she pulled Adam for passionate kiss. "I feel the same darling. Being with you, inside you, is my own heaven. I've never been this comfortable just lying next to someone holding them. But you I can't get enough, it will never be enough. I'm so thankful that we get to spend everyday together for the rest of our lives." Adam kissed her holding her so close as they explored each other's mouths. Moaning into the kiss.
"Let's take this inside before we give the neighbors more of a show." Adam winked knowing the night wasn't over. It still wasn't even that late. The 6 long weeks was over and they just needed to be with each other. Make up for the time lost. But tonight it was more than that. To Adam tonight was about making Kim feel loved and appreciated. Hearing those stories about her childhood killed him inside and watching her come alive again in his arms was the balm on a fresh wound. He knew going forward he would try harder to make sure she knew her worth and that kids knew they were loved and believed. He never wanted them to go through what Kim had with her health. This whole night was to be about her and healing her. The broken stare was gone and her eyes sparkled again. He truly loved that sparkle and everything about her.
"Baby don't you think they got a show already?" Kim asked as she carried the glasses inside only wrapping a sheet around her. "Yes I think they did but I think the rest of the show should be reserved for inside." Adam smirked as he followed her inside carrying the last of the wine and the pillows. The rest he would get in the morning. As he followed her upstairs his hand never left her lower back. It was like a magnet pulling him closer to her. Inside their room they barely closed the door before his lips were on hers in a hard, bruising kiss that had Kim moaning in seconds. He took that chance to slide his tongue inside her mouth. Swirling around with her fighting for dominance.
They pulled away when the need for air won out. "One more and I promise I will let you sleep the rest of the night?" Adam asked hoping she was down for one more round. Kim didn't answer just dropped the sheet and sauntered over to their bed. She looked over her shoulder to see if was following her. He wasn't as first wanting to see if she was playing with him. She curled her finger beckoning him to come closer. It's not like he would ever turn her down especially since he ask for it but her telling him what to do was so sexy. She didn't even have to touch him and he was turned on. "Kim can we try something new? Something more rough?" He wasn't sure if she would go for it. They played with cuffs and blindfold but this might not be her thing.
"What did you have in mind?" Kim was curious, overly curious was her fault in life but right now her mind raced with possibilities. "You on all four, me behind you, pounding in to you. Your hair in a ponytail wrapped in my hand tugging it back." He stated knowing it was uncharted waters and while it could either way he hoped her would keep an open mind. "Vaginally or anally?" Kim questioned, wanting all the details up front. "Vaginally for tonight. If you hate we don't have to do it again. And if you don't feel comfortable with anally we don't have to do it." Adam wanted her to feel comfortable and some people just weren't okay with anal so her wanted to set the ground rules in her hands.
He could see she was torn. And he could understand, he really could. It's something he's not done before and neither had she but he wanted to try new things with her and this was new. And she was the only person he even considered it with. "Okay we can try it." Kim agreed. Partially because trying new things with Adam was normally good and because she trusted him not to hurt her and if she said stop he would. So she got on the bed and grabbed a hair tie that she kept next to the bed. She pulled her hair back in to the ponytail like Adam wanted. She watched as he undressed again and got a condom from the box. They really were trying to be careful since birth control pills was not in Kim's plan right now.
She settled on the bed and got into the asked for position. It wasn't the most comfortable but it was worth a try. Adam settled in behind her spreading her legs a little wider. "Are you okay darling?" Adam asked knowing she wanted to back out it was fine but he needed to hear it. "Yeah I'm okay. Nervous but I know you won't hurt me on purpose. So yeah." Kim tried to hide her nerves but her voice gave it away. "Even in the middle if you want to stop just tell. It's okay." He watched her nod before sliding on the condom. He parted her fold and ran his penis across the slit to gather some moisture before pushing inside her fully. He heard Kim moan and gasp when he entered her, hissing himself from the sensation.
He gave her a moment to compose herself before he place a hand on her stomach and the other on her butt and he started to thrust roughly into her. The hand on her butt spanking her as he thrusted in making for pain and pleasure in one. Her moans were getting louder and he saw her reach for a pillow to scream into to muffle her cries. It just soured him on more. The hand holding her stomach came up to grab her hair and he pulled her head back so he cloud kiss her briefly. Neither could catch enough air to kiss but that didn't matter. "Adam baby I'm so sorry please I can't hold up much longer." Her legs were shaking from the force and she had already gone down to get elbows instead of her hands. "I know darling. Me too. Almost there." Adam panted as he picked up the pace. With a few more rough thrusts and spanks Kim screamed into the pillow as her orgasm took over. Adam following right behind her as he bit into her back to muffle his cries.
He rested his head on her back as he tried to catch his breath, Kim face on the pillow panting. Adam pulling out had both of them groaning at the loss of contact. He then helped Kim to get back onto the bed comfortably since her limbs were still shaking. His legs felt like jello but he didn't care. It was better than he imagined and he only hope she agreed. He definitely wouldn't mind doing that again. He pulled her into his arms after disposing of the condom. "Kim you are shaking. Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" Adam was so worried when he saw her whole body shaking. "No Adam I'm fine. I'm still coming down from the orgasm and my legs took a lot of force. I'm okay. Calm down please." Kim tried to soothe his fears.
She could feel him nod his head in acknowledgment. "My legs are shaky too. But I don't regret it. I just hope you don't." Adam was concerned that maybe they weren't on the same page when she didn't say anything right away. She normally did when they tried something new. "So honestly. Was is enjoyable? Or did you hate it?" Adam really hoped she didn't hate it but she was quiet. "Well honestly it was enjoyable and I definitely got off. Obviously since that poor pillow took the brunt of my screams and it took awhile to come down from my high. I'm just not sure but the anal thing. Maybe one day but not today." Kim explained as she looked her hands. It wasn't the most comfortable conversation to have.
"Darling that's fine! I mean it truly. I'm just glad you were okay trying something new and were open minded. We always said we would try new things and keep it spicy and I want to keep that promise to you. But I will never have you do something that doesn't feel right. I love you too much for that." Adam kissed her forehead since she was still looking down. "I love you too. But also remember you were freaked out when you thought I was secretly into BDSM." Kim giggled as she tickled Adam remembering that situation. It wasn't that long ago but it's still funny. Adam just laughed and tickled her back. "Yeah Yeah Yeah! I get it ha ha!" He was happy to see her laughing even if it was at his expense.
"Come on let's get some sleep. Lily will be up again in a couple of hours. Sweet dreams darling! I love you!" Adam whispers into her ear as he gets settled in to sleep. "Night baby. Love you more!" Kim settled into his side, her head resting on his chest. His steady heart beat lulling her to sleep. They fell into a restful sleep as their bodies and minds were spent. Lily did wake a couple hours later and Kim breast fed her so Adam could sleep more. When she finished she checked in on both kids making sure they were good before headed back to bed. As she settled back in she couldn't believe this was her life. The life she dreamed of so long ago. It was pure bliss no matter the bumps in the roads.