Hi there, I don't really know how to start this. I saw a meme on instagram talking about old fanfics people wrote and it hit me that I had a fanfic. I got on here, tried guessing my password, failed, found my old laptop (which I am shocked works still) and got the password off one of my wordpad documents and yeah. So I am back. It's been about like 4-5 years since this story got updated, 6-7 since it started. It's very weird going through my account. My bio sounds like something written by a completely different person. My music and youtube taste have changed drastically, though Psych and Burn Notice are still two of my favorite shows. My pms are filled with convos with people long gone from this website. The authors I followed are gone too and some have even deleted their stories. Though the stories that I favorited and are still here are basically just porn, nothing more really, so it's safe to assume we are not missing out much. Or maybe we are, idk. It's just weird going through all this, it feels like going through old boxes of stuff I used to own. It's too bad I can't find how to access my old roleplay crap I used to do. I'd probably cringe reading it but I am super curious. I spent most of my time on this website doing that so it would be a pretty cool insight into who I was 7 to 5 years ago.
Anyway, that's enough nostalgia tripping, what am I going to do with this story? I don't care about FNAF too much anymore. It's not like I haven't seen any FNAF content in these years since creating this, I have watched videos on all the FNAF games so far, the FNAF vhs tapes were cool, and seeing Wendigoons video breaking down the timeline of FNAF was a fun watch too. But FNAF hasn't really taken the forefront of my brain since 2017. It kinda saddens me a bit because I do remember that time between FNAF 1-4 when it was such a big thing for me. But I can't really change the fact that I grew out of it. I don't really see FNAF as a group of animatronics all with their own personalities and relationships between themselves anymore. It's now just a horror game series with alright gameplay, and a good story (well good until security breach. FNAF 6 had an amazing ending to the series, I really don't know why they brought it out of the grave, that's just my opinion tho).
I really can't imagine continuing the story the way it's going. I'm just not really that interested in it. So is this the end? Nah. It's weird, but I gotta finish this. I don't know why I just have to. I'm still not interested in continuing the story the way its heading, so I'm going to make it head in a direction where I am interested in continuing. Safe to say, if I do commit to this, the chapter is not going to be anything like the chapters before. It might take a while however, I still have not read all the previous chapters (I don't regret writing them, but man is it a tough read haha) and the idea I have in my head will need some work so don't be concerned if I haven't posted it in a while. Though there still is a good chance I might just forget this all and never come back so maybe be a little concerned if it's been a long while.
Just in case I never come back and this is my last post I'd like to say thanks to this website. I don't remember much 5 - 7 years ago, but I do remember I was very alone. I remember not knowing a lot of people and just kinda doing nothing. I wished for something more and here on this dumb website is where I found it .The sense of community I got from this place really attracted me. Even though I didn't do much here, all things considered, the feeling I got reading people's stories and reading reviews of my own story and the few friends I made here helped make me feel better. And although I now look at everything here as pretty cringe and downright embarrassing, I can't deny that all this did keep me afloat during that time. And to the few people who I talked to or reviewed during that time I'd like to thank you and wish you the best in life. I really really doubt you're going to see this or even remember this but whatever, I'd still like to thank you. And to the 2 random people who are probably going to read this, thanks for taking the time to read the ramblings of another random person recalling times long ago on some random website. See you later (maybe).