"Takashi, is your therapist any good?" Honey asked Mori after breakfast the next day. The two of them were walking down the hall from the dining room. Mori raised an eyebrow at Honey. He gave a small laugh. " No, that one is for me. I wanted to ask Kyo-chan for Haru-chan's therapist?"
"Does she want to go to therapy?" Mori asked. Honey nodded his head.
"She does. She said that she didn't want to burden me..'Honey said quietly. He looked out the window.
It was bright out and the sun was shining. It was a huge relief to him.
"Did she tell you about her dreams?" Mori asked.
"No. I don't think she's ready yet. She said that she had another memory but it wasn't good."Honey said quietly. "She didn't tell me what it was."
"Maybe she isn't ready." Mori said.
"I know. I know." Honey said to himself. He looked at Mori. He gave him a small smile. "I could wait through. Whenever she is ready."
Mori nodded his head. They made it outside, Honey took a deep breath. After a few minutes Honey looked at Mori.
"Sorry, Takashi about my mood yesterday."Honey said to his tall cousin. Mori raised an eyebrow at him. " I know rainy days are the best for you either. You probably were stressed out too."
Mori's face still stayed stoic but Honey smiled at him. " I know. We should pick a day for you, me and Haru-chan could go out. We just have to pick a day and place." Mori raised an eyebrow at him. "I'll tell her in advance so she won't get mad."
Mori smiled and nodded his head.
"Haruhi." Mori asked. Honey frowned.
"She still have a headache so she's in bed. She is still recovering from her panic attack."He said quietly. "Do you know where Kyo-chan is?"
Mori nodded his head. "The study."
Honey nodded his head, they walked in silence. Mori could see that Honey was thinking. Probably what to say or what to do. He was still upset at Kyoya after all.
When they finally made it to the study, Honey was staring blankly at the door. Mori could sense a bit of anger from the small young man.
"Don't be too mad." Mori said. Honey blinked and looked at Mori. "He's sorry."
Honey only nodded his head. "I know but I don't want something like that happening again." Honey said. His voice was really low as he stared at the door.
He opened it. He peeked inside to see Kyoya was looking in their direction. Kyoya frowned when he saw it was them.
"Honey-senpai. Mori-senpai. I didn't think you would come to find me after what happened." Kyoya said as the two walked in. Honey didn't say anything as he walked to the leather sofa. He took a seat. Mori stood behind him as Honey looked at Kyoya.
A stern expression was on the smaller boy's face.
"I wasn't but I need a favor from you." Honey said honestly. His tone was a bit husker and serious. Kyoya frowned deeply.. "Also Takashi said that you were sorry so I should at least give you a chance."
"I should've let her go. I had no right to make her feel unsafe or upset."Kyoya said. Honey closed his eyes. He exhaled from outside his nose and looked up at Kyoya.
"You could make up to her later." Honey said quietly. "She probably will forgive have to do that yourself."
Kyoya sighed. "So what did you come to see me for?"
"Haru-chan wants to go to therapy. She said that this probably could be worse and she didn't want to burden me." Honey said to him. Kyoya blinked. "I know you looked into both our medical files. You probably have an idea how our last therapist treated us."
"Also what you almost did to them.." Kyoya muttered. Honey laughed humorlessly. His eyes grew darker and colder. Kyoya cleared his throat. Honey's eyes cleared from the darkness that lurked there for a second. Kyoya crossed his arms. "Can you trust someone with Haruhi's mental health?"
"That's why I'm asking you." Honey said to him. Kyoya blinked. "Can you find Haru-chan a good therapist?" Kyoya's eyes widened. "Please Kyo-chan."
Kyoya blinked before sighing. "I do have someone in mind. Also for you as well."
Honey blinked at him. "For me?"
"You and Mori-senpai's therapist probably won't make a good match."Kyoya said. Honey looked uncomfortable from the comment. Mori noticed and placed his hand on Honey's shoulder.
Honey looked up at Mori. They stared for a long time before Honey sighed. Honey looked at Kyoya, hisneyes averting from the dark haired young man. "Fine. You can find me a therapist as well."
Kyoya gave him a smile. He nodded his head. "I'll be sure to look in on their background to be safe."
"I could always count on you with these things, Kyo-chan." Honey said with a smile. Kyoya nodded his head in understanding. Honey smile slowly dropped. "I'm still really mad at you, Kyo-chan."
Kyoya nodded his head. "I'm aware of that."He said.
"I don't want anything like this happening again."he said flatly.
Kyoya only nodded his head.
Honey sighed. " Another thing."
"What is it?" Kyoya asked.
"What are we going to do about the Hanami Family?" Honey asked him. "I doubt they'll back off a third time."
"I have people looking in on them. I'm also looking for every inspired piece or copycats of the Perfect Dream. I just wish I knew which one they wanted so much." Kyoya said.
"I'm sure you'll find something. You always do." Honey said with a smile. He hopped off the chair and straightened himself up.
"Are you going to see Haruhi?" Kyoya asked. Honey shook his head.
"No. She said that she needed her alone time today. She still has a headache." Honey said with a frown. Kyoya nodded his head.
"I'll have one of the maids to send her some soup." Kyoya said. Honey smiled at him.
"Thank Kyo-chan."Honey said. Kyoya nodded his head. Honey looked at Mori. "Lets go Takashi. Maybe we could practice. Oh maybe we should get some cake afterwards."
Mori nodded his head. They both left the room while Kyoya sighed. He took a seat on the chair and placed his head in his hands. After a few minutes, he looked outside.
This was supposed to be a vacation.
How did it get this sour?
Tamaki slouched lowly as he walked away from Haruhi's room. He wanted to see if she was alright but he didn't want to come out. In fact she said that she wanted to be alone. That she didn't feel so well.
He pouted.
Was it because she had that panic attack yesterday? He really doesn't know how panic attacks work.
He never saw her like that before.
Sure he saw Honey reactions on rainy days. He grew used to them but Haruhi's moods were another story.
If he knew, he could've comfort her. Be there for her.
Yet Honey-senpai was the first one that got to her. He was the only one that could snap her out of it.
This shouldn't make him feel so irritated but it does. Really badly.
"Tama-chan. Are you alright?" Tamaki snapped out of his saddest and as he saw Honey and Mori heading into the kitchen. His eye twitched as he noticed the overly happy face on his senior face. "Do you want to watch me eat cake? It could be healing, some of the ladies said."
How can he be so happy when Haruhi is in her room sick?
Shouldn't he be with her? Making sure that she was alright?
"What about Haruhi?" Tamaki asked. He noticed that Honey's smile faltered a bit and the older boy sighed. "Shouldn't you be with her?"
"I want to be there but she wants her alone time more." Honey said quietly. "She'll call me when she needs me."
"Why not go to her now?" Tamaki asked. "She needs you now."
Honey glared at Tamaki which made him wince. " I'll know when she needs me." He said to Tamaki. "I don't want to overwhelm her again and she doesn't want to be dependent on me too much either."
Tamaki could hear a hint of annoyance at the last part of Honey's voice. "You want her to depend on you?"
Honey blinked. He sighed. "Of course I do. I always do but she doesn't need me right now." He looked at Mori but he wasn't saying anything.
Mori nodded his head in agreement. Honey goes into the kitchen while Mori follows after him. Tamaki followed closely as he watched Honey.
"How would you know if she needs you?" Tamaki asked. Honey took a seat by the table. He placed Usa-chan against the vase. Honey looked at Tamaki.
"Well, she doesn't really tell you. Sometimes I could just tell. Like when she gets this uncomfortable look on her face or she spaced out. Sometimes she would reach for me or Takashi if she needed anyone. She could be stubbornly independent sometimes and she doesn't want to burden people."
"What if she's being that way now?" Tamaki asked him. Honey raised an eyebrow at Tamaki. He looked over to Usa-chan. Mori went to get Honey's cake.
"If you are around her a lot. You noticed a few things she does. The way she smiles, sometimes she won't smile completely. The way she looks when she's deep in thought. She looks so cute when she's deep in thought."Honey said with a smile. " Also the small look she has when she is troubled but she says she's fine."
Mori gave Honey his cake and sat next to Honey. "I knew she wanted to be alone when she pushed me out of bed. Then I left the room. That warm smile she gave me was enough for me,"He didn't notice the look on Tamaki's face.
"You shouldn't be sleeping on the same bed." Tamaki said quietly. Honey sighed and Mori looked at him.
"She needed me."Honey said. He pouted "She didn't want to sleep alone." Tamaki closed his mouth but frowned deeply.
But both of them are so close. Too close.
Honey-senpai had to be aware of that.
'Why is this bothering me so much?'Tamaki asked himself.
Honey was Haruhi's childhood friend. They knew each other first, they probably liked each other first.
His heart hurt for some reason.
"Besides, I said the same thing but she didn't see a problem with it."Honey muttered. He laughed again. "I don't think she realized what she's doing to me." He said very quietly.
Tamaki blinked. Was he hearing things? What did he mean by that?
Yet Honey's tone changed back to a happier tone. "Come sit down Tama-chan. You can't stand there forever."He said to him. Tamaki shook his head.
"No, I'm fine."Tamaki said. "I should find Hikaru and Karou through." Honey only shrugged his shoulders. Tamaki left the kitchen and walked down the hall.
He clenched his chest.
He wanted to keep them apart but he didn't want to upset Haruhi again. He stopped and frowned.
'What am I going to do?'
Haruhi looked at the soup in front of her before picking up the spoon. She hasn't really changed out of her pajamas yet and her body hurts all over.
Her mind was all over the place. Her head was still pounding from last night. She sighed and closed her eyes. Honey being around did help but it didn't make her headache go away. Or made her feel less sick.
It was probably because she was so exhausted from that panic attack.
"It probably explains all those flashes through my childhood."She muttered to herself. She took a few sips of soup and licked her lips. It didn't really have a taste to it.
She also didn't feel like eating right now. She pushed away the bowl and got up from her seat.
She crawled into bed and looked up at the ceiling. She had picked up Rini-chan and hugged her. She had so much on her mind that it was making her head hurt.
"Ugh." She muttered. She wanted to think about something else.
Not her memories. Not the fact that she felt sick.
At least she gets to go home tomorrow morning. She could sleep in her own house. On her own futon.
It was a good thing that she was off from school tomorrow. She had so much housework to do.
Maybe she'll be fine tomorrow.
She sighed. She felt so tired but she was afraid to go to sleep. Not without Honey.
'There I go again. I'm becoming a burden.'She thought to herself. She held Rini-chan close to her chest. 'Besides he is probably having fun with everyone. I should at least try to sleep without him.'
She jumped a bit when her cellphone rang. She reached for it and looked at the phone. She sighed when saw Honey was calling her.
Should she answer it. Feeling more that he will come see her if she doesn't answer the phone. She answered the call. "Hello."
" Are you alright Haru-chan?" Honey asked. "You don't sound so good."
"I'm just a little tired."She said while she lay on pillows. Honey hummed.
"Are you sure?"he asked her. His voice was low and quiet. She laughed.
"I'm sure. You don't need to come to check on me all the time."Haruhi said quietly.
" Okay. Be sure that you eat something. Also drink plenty of fluids. Kyo-chan will have a maid to check on you later."Honey said to her. Haruhi nodded her head.
"Honey-senpai?"Haruhi asked.
"Yes Haru-chan." He asked her. Haruhi hummed.
"Can't you stay on the phone with me, just until I fall asleep?"Haruhi asked him. It was quiet for a few minutes. "Honey-senpai?"
"Won't it be better if I just come to you?"he asked her.
" No need. Just listening to your voice will make you feel better."She whispered.
"Okay. What should I talk about?" Honey asked.
"Like, what have you been doing when we were apart? What did you do today? Anything along those lines."Haruhi whispered.
"Okay."He muttered. Honey talked to her on the phone. His voice helped calm her mind as he kept talking. He talked about many things, some stuff. After a while, she started to fall asleep.
"Are you falling asleep, Haru-chan?"he asked her.
Haruhi made a sound. He giggled.
"I'll end the call so you could fall asleep. Okay."Honey said.
"Okay."Haruhi repeated.
"Have a good sleep Haru-chan."Honey whispered.
"Thank you, Mitsu-kun."she said in sleepily tone.