Short, choppy, will be fixed later, but wanted to go on with the story
before my constitution said not to write anymore.
So..
NOXLUMI: Chapter 5-- The Death
Once Hermione left, Miloza turned to Severus.
("I don't like her.")
Severus laughed full out while nodding his head.
("There, I will not argue. She's insufferable.")
("That's not why I don't like her. She doesn't . I don't know quite how to put it into words. I've been dealing so much with emotions within the order.")
("So, you feel like you don't like her. Well, that's a better reason than simple pretense, I guess. Why did you agree then?")
("For myself.")
Severus looked down at his hands, he knew he had been stalling the inevitable, but he had to know, for both of their sakes.
("What happened, Miloza?") He asked this while still looking down at his hands.
Miloza looked away at some distant point even she wasn't aware quite where. ("I drew too much")
("The elders are they still.")
("They are intact, but their one being has been demolished. It shook me deep. I just remember sensing great death, and this vast wave of guilt fell upon me, and then suddenly I found myself barely able to move or breath. When the light finally faded, I was just outside the gates here.")
("You told me earlier that you were thinking of me.")
("I.")
Miloza looked up into Severus' eyes. Tears were silently flowing down her cheeks. She reached out and sent an errant hair behind his ear. ("I'm so sorry, Severusin. I'm just so sorry.")
Severus stiffened, and backed away.
("She came to us with the plea, we did not seek her out. Zarah's soul was already on the brink.")
"No," Severus shook his head repeating the mantra.
("I was not expecting.I did not realize our souls were linked until it was too late. A jumble of images floated. I didn't know I was still drawing. I promise. I didn't realize..")
Snape didn't hear what Miloza realized, he stormed out, practically flying towards the dungeons. His thoughts were going a faster than he could comprehend. The only comprehensible thought that ran through his head, was to make sure Zarah was still alive. He did not mean to save one sister's life only to kill his other. He practically knocked down 12 students, Madame Hooch and Hermione on his way to his private lab. Once inside, he began to rip the place apart looking for the key. Where in the hell did he put the key.
"Why don't you simply accio whatever you're looking for."
He looked up to find Hermione at the door, she looked around at his room with a look almost like pity on her face.
"It's warded against such simple charms." He did not even bother to give her a scathing look. That bothered Hermione.
"How can I help?"
Snape simply put his face in his hands and sighed. "You can't."
"Perhaps simply talking will help you."
"Words, so innocent without the medium of beings. Words are cruel Ms. Granger, and I do not wish to share them in any possible way. May Urd be cursed in all of her days."
At that moment, Albus appeared out of no where. "Severus, there is someone here to see you."
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I know, there is a lot that still needs explaining, but it will all make sense in the end. thank you to those who are reading, and great big telepathic hugs to those who are reviewing.
Also, I know that Snape and Hermione seem somewhat out of character towards the end of this chapter, but they aren't. like I said before, there is still a lot that is yet to be uncovered. Do not worry I have it all worked out in my head. It is going to be a bumpy ride.
Miloza isn't what you might expect. no one is. mwahahaha
So..
NOXLUMI: Chapter 5-- The Death
Once Hermione left, Miloza turned to Severus.
("I don't like her.")
Severus laughed full out while nodding his head.
("There, I will not argue. She's insufferable.")
("That's not why I don't like her. She doesn't . I don't know quite how to put it into words. I've been dealing so much with emotions within the order.")
("So, you feel like you don't like her. Well, that's a better reason than simple pretense, I guess. Why did you agree then?")
("For myself.")
Severus looked down at his hands, he knew he had been stalling the inevitable, but he had to know, for both of their sakes.
("What happened, Miloza?") He asked this while still looking down at his hands.
Miloza looked away at some distant point even she wasn't aware quite where. ("I drew too much")
("The elders are they still.")
("They are intact, but their one being has been demolished. It shook me deep. I just remember sensing great death, and this vast wave of guilt fell upon me, and then suddenly I found myself barely able to move or breath. When the light finally faded, I was just outside the gates here.")
("You told me earlier that you were thinking of me.")
("I.")
Miloza looked up into Severus' eyes. Tears were silently flowing down her cheeks. She reached out and sent an errant hair behind his ear. ("I'm so sorry, Severusin. I'm just so sorry.")
Severus stiffened, and backed away.
("She came to us with the plea, we did not seek her out. Zarah's soul was already on the brink.")
"No," Severus shook his head repeating the mantra.
("I was not expecting.I did not realize our souls were linked until it was too late. A jumble of images floated. I didn't know I was still drawing. I promise. I didn't realize..")
Snape didn't hear what Miloza realized, he stormed out, practically flying towards the dungeons. His thoughts were going a faster than he could comprehend. The only comprehensible thought that ran through his head, was to make sure Zarah was still alive. He did not mean to save one sister's life only to kill his other. He practically knocked down 12 students, Madame Hooch and Hermione on his way to his private lab. Once inside, he began to rip the place apart looking for the key. Where in the hell did he put the key.
"Why don't you simply accio whatever you're looking for."
He looked up to find Hermione at the door, she looked around at his room with a look almost like pity on her face.
"It's warded against such simple charms." He did not even bother to give her a scathing look. That bothered Hermione.
"How can I help?"
Snape simply put his face in his hands and sighed. "You can't."
"Perhaps simply talking will help you."
"Words, so innocent without the medium of beings. Words are cruel Ms. Granger, and I do not wish to share them in any possible way. May Urd be cursed in all of her days."
At that moment, Albus appeared out of no where. "Severus, there is someone here to see you."
***********
I know, there is a lot that still needs explaining, but it will all make sense in the end. thank you to those who are reading, and great big telepathic hugs to those who are reviewing.
Also, I know that Snape and Hermione seem somewhat out of character towards the end of this chapter, but they aren't. like I said before, there is still a lot that is yet to be uncovered. Do not worry I have it all worked out in my head. It is going to be a bumpy ride.
Miloza isn't what you might expect. no one is. mwahahaha