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Hey guys, Pixel here. And welcome to another upload CBM: Remix.
Sorry that it took so long to get this chapter out since I had stuff to do, that and my mental health is on the line here. Dudes, my therapist is starting to get concerned if I'm going back to my old ways as they asked if I've been listening to songs that have depression. Of course I lied and said no but they saw through my lie and told me to cut back on it and listen to happier and uplifting music. Problem with that? 85% of my playlist IS depression filled/inspired songs, so that made things harder in my mental state but I'm better now. Took a break from this and told myself to not go back to that stage in my life again.
But, enough of that, let's start things off
I'm still taking song recommendations as ever. Just give me your recommendation and I'll listen to it and see if it will be good enough
The hunt for Izuku's ex has closed since I revealed who she is. But the hunt on who is his current one is still on (even though like two guys figured it out long ago) and she'll be revealed soon tho. Like…maybe in 6 or 8 chapters
Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE SONGS I'VE USES IN THIS STORY. THIS STORY IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY.
[Songs Used in order:]
[I felt that by blackbear]
[Suicidal Thoughts by Jack Hill Ft. Josh A]
[I'm Not Worth by NEFFEX]
[Sleep by My Chemical Romance]
Cinnamon Bun's Music: Remix
Track 13: hello depression, my old friend Pt. 2
We're still with our U.A. listeners as they return back to the gym after taking a short break. Only the students were in the gym, waiting for the teachers and the girls of Class 1-A to come back. Some of them were discussing the last video they witnessed, the video that seemingly showed Izuku attempting in killing himself…
With some of the Class 1-A boys
"Man, who would have thought we'd see something like that?" Sato asks feeling less optimistic than he usually felt after eating. He, Ojiro, Koda, Shoji, Aoyama, and Tokoyami were together, talking about Izuku and his attempt to unaliving himself
"I know, it was unsettling in seeing that on video, especially by someone we know." Ojiro says, arms crossed and frowning. He really was disturbed by Izuku's video
"But why would he do such a thing? What could have driven him to do it?" Sato asks, Tokoyami pounders about it and came to one possibility
"Maybe something happened that night that must have driven him over the edge. No pun intended." Tokoyami says as Shoji turns to him
"I get what you mean, something must have occurred that night, we saw that Midoriya was out of it." Shoji says, Tokoyami nods in agreement
"Indeed, perhaps the pain was too much for him that evening and he chose to end it all. In this day and age, life is tough and it is even tougher when you are a man. People think we can take anything when in reality, we can be weak and vulnerable at our worst moments and they don't see that we need help until it's too late. Men tend to hide their true emotions away behind a mask of emotionless or false happiness just so they won't be a bother to everyone around them. This was bound to happen eventually down the road if he didn't do this, and it would have been in a different form of something else, most likely rage and he would have done something he'd regret later." Tokoyami says crossing his arms and closing his eyes. The boys thought about his words and knew he was telling the truth in them, knowing fully well that men tend to hide everything behind false masks until it all boiled over at a point.
"Yeah. I guess that means sense…to us that is…" Ojiro says with a grim expression
"While we too are men, we just don't see it until it's too late." Shoji says, clenching his fists, angry with himself as he had seen this before in his lifetime. As something like this had occurred in his life, in his family.
"And we should be the ones to notice it quickly. Some men we are…" Sato says, looking down with Koda nodding along, feeling depressed
"Ouais, there is a saying in French. Surveillez votre prochain car il ne pourrait pas être là quand on a besoin de lui. Car si vous ne le faites pas, les choses ne seront plus les mêmes. Which roughly translates to: Watch your fellow man as he could not be there when he is needed. For if you don't, things shall not be the same. That is said back in France when we see a sad, lonely man and this is no different from that than here. We've witnessed a nearly broken soul today, and I fear that this could only be just the beginning…" Aoyama says, surprisingly wise and without his flamboyant charisma that he's known for. The boys couldn't help but agree with his words and decide to discuss more about this topic on a later day with the others
With the girls
Inside the women's locker room, the girls of Class 1-A and Nejire were standing next to a stall that was closed as sounds of muffled sobs were heard from inside the stall. Tsu turns to the stall door and speaks in a calm, soft tone
"Ochako, please stop crying. It's not your fault." Tsu says but something bangs against the stall door, startling the girls present as a voice from within the stall spoke
"But I feel like it is! He's my best friend, the guy who risked his body and saved me at the Entrance exam! All this time, I've been calling him a name that carries so much pain and emotional baggage on him and I caused him to make it his Hero name for fuck sake! Why!? Why did I think it was like Dekiru at all!? WHY?!" Ochako yells, her voice portraying hurt before the sounds of sobbing resumed, indicating that she was crying once more
"Like I said Ochako-chan, it's not your fault, you really didn't know about Midor-chan trauma and pain." Tsu says
"But I know him! I know things about him while he knows things about me and I've talked to him about my issues and he listened yet he didn't do the same! If he had this much pain with him, he could have spoken to me or someone!"
"Do we truly know his true self at all?" Nejire suddenly speaks, causing everyone else to turn and face her
"What do mean Hado-senpai?" Hagakure asks
"What I mean is from what Mirio has told me about Izuku and from the times we've hung out together, he's a hurt kid. One that has seen and experienced the worst in this country and its society. He prefers the States compared to here and I don't blame him for thinking that one bit. He hates it here since there are a lot of bad memories he has here. No wonder he'd not be his real self to you all, he's probably scared about being betrayed and hurt again." Nejire says
'Especially since he told us the truth about his life…' Nejire thought, remembering the conversation she, Tamaki, Mirio, and Izuku had after the two boys had a mental breakdown after the night of the raid and Sir Nighteye's passing. Momo thought about what Nejire said and couldn't help but agree with her
"I have to agree with you Hado-Senpai. On the first day of school, he was so withdrawn to himself and shy in class that he could barely engage with Iida when he arrived and couldn't speak with Uraraka except by nodding to her. And he was tensed up, as if he was waiting for something to happen against him and that only got worse when we had that Quirk Assessment test and…Bakugou…attempted to attack him after his toss. And then with the battle training on the second day, we saw that Bakugou had it out of Midoriya. And I foolishly assumed that they had a rivalry with each other. It took a while for Midoriya to relax and slowly open up to us but it looks like he still doesn't fully trust us." Momo says. The girls start thinking about what the two have said and soon realize that they were right, while they were themselves and open to everyone in the class, Izuku was just hiding from them behind a mask, and was helping them out with their issues and problem while they didn't do the same for him, hell they haven't even asked why does his quirk hurt him from time to time
"Guess he's had a horrible time in his life." Ashido says, feeling really bad about not helping Izuku as she's had similar issues in the past and was hanging out with the person that tormented him in the past. Jirou softly scoffs
"That's putting it lightly. From his songs and his videos, I can see that he's had a shitty life compared to the rest of us. And from what I got from his songs, the main two things that happened in his life were abuse and a messed-up relationship. But I don't know how much more is there and what's he hiding. And I really don't feel like finding out just that." Jirou says. The girls thought back to Izuku's songs and realized that Jirou was right, most of the songs that were played had two recurring themes to them, depression and a nasty form of heartbreak.
"Guess we can't call ourselves heroes when there is someone near us who's hurting…" Tsu says, feeling really bad that someone was this hurt and was near them but they couldn't see that when he could. The others felt bad as well and Nejire saw that, so she decided to cheer them up
"It's not too late you guys. You're still young and there was no way you could have seen this, especially without a mental quirk. Trust me, things can turn around and you guys still have the chance to help him, everyone deserves a second chance at life and Izuku is especially one who needs help from the ones he loves."
"S-She's right…" The girls turn to the stall and saw it was open with Ochako coming out of it with her eyes puffy and red
"Ochako." Tsu says, heading over to the Gravity girl and patting her on her back
"We can still make things up with De-Midoriya. We can still help him out on this, that he isn't alone anymore and that he can trust us to help him out." Uraraka says
'And even if I'm too late in getting you, I'll still want to help you Midoriya. As a friend, and as a hero.' Uraraka thought. She realized that her feelings toward Izuku were now worthless since he was in a relationship with someone else and while she'll continue to have them, she could just support him in his relationship and also help him in dealing with his depression, as she should have when she became his friend.
"Ochako's right, we can still help Midoriya in dealing with his depression and maybe show him that he can learn to trust us fully." Momo says, the Class 1-A girls started to smile, now they were getting filled with hope that they could help bring Midoriya back from the dark side and see that there was more to life than him throwing his away
"Right!" The girls yell, pumping their fists in the air but Momo had one more thing to say
"After we tell him we listened to his music. It's better, to be honest than lie about it and have him find out later." Momo says
"Yeah, we have to." The girls say, Nejire was watching this and smile at the girls
'Looks like they've got their fire. Wonder if the boys will be the same? Oh well, we'll just have to watch and see.'
"Alright students, despite the…graphic nature of the video we watched earlier, the staff and I have decided to process by listening to more of Young Midoriya's songs. We felt that there could be more songs that could lead into more of his past and there could be evidence that could lead us into launching an investigation into it. If you feel that you don't want to continue listening, you can leave now and head back to the dorm. We understand that this isn't in your place in knowing this dark secret." Nezu says, some of the students looked at one another to see who'd get up and leave but none did. Nezu saw this and nodded
"I see that no one left. Alright, now that has been taken care of. We can process to listening." Nezu says, he sits down and spins the wheel of names to decide who would pick the next song. The wheel spun and spun around until it began to slow down on various names and eventually, it stops on one and it was…
"Looks like I'm up. Let's hope it's not a bad apple." Vlad King says as he was chosen. He goes toward Case #3 and starts looking through it to find a song that he felt was right. It took some time but he did find one that caught his attention. HE takes the song out and looks at the cover and frowns at something before turning to Aizawa
"Okay Aizawa, something's definably wrong with this kid of yours. Does." Vlad King says
"What are you talking about?" Aizawa asks, Vlad just flips the Disk around and shows the others what he saw. The cover shows it was a picture of a young Izuku, sitting on a chair, looking up and brightly smiling but there was something that was altering in the picture, there were multiple knives and blades stabbed into Izuku's back with blood dripping down from some of the blades but it looked like it wasn't even bothering him what so ever
"That…is concerning. Could it be linked to the song?" Midnight asks with Aizawa surging his shoulders
"Maybe, what's the song's name, Ken?" Aizawa asks, Ken turns the cover back to him and looks at the name of the song
"It's called…I felt that, wonder what he means by that?" Ken asks
"We know there's only one way to find out. Play it." Nezu says. Ken nods and moves toward the stereo and places the disc inside of it. Once the disc was inside the stereo, Ken moves back to his stair and the listeners prepare for what could happen
"Okay, let us see what the song is." Nezu says, he presses the play button on the remote and the song begins playing.
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
The truth is that you ripped out my heart
Then you stomped on it
The truth is that you switched up, you changed
You flipped the script (You flipped the script)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don'tneedthispunishment
And every time you lie, you lie, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
"Oh, it's a breakup song." Mina says
"Another one? Man, who's the chick that broke his heart so much that he makes a lot of break-up songs?" Kaminari asks
"Don't want to know, I don't ever want to meet her if she did this to Midoriya." One of the Class 1-B boys says with the other nodding along with his statement
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit
The listeners were nodding to the song's melody, feeling like it was catchy, despite it being an aftermath song to a breakup
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside
Now that catch the listeners off guard, they were not expecting Izuku to say that someone should kill him, especially in a song that had an upbeat beat to it
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
The stereo began to bounce as the drop played, the listeners could even enjoy it due to what the lyrics said before, so they decided to just listen, for anything that could really imply that Izuku wanted to kill himself
I don't wanna see your new life, your new guy
And your accomplishments (Your accomplishments)
I don't wanna read the letters, those words
They don't mean shit (I don't wanna see them)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit (Oh)
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Rather stay inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies (Are lies)
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
I wanna die
(Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that)
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live, laugh, love, and now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that
The song ends with the majority of the listeners looking at the stereo in a stunned state.
"Well…that was…unexpected…" Sero comments
"I don't think that unexpected is even the right word here Sero." Aizawa says
"Well, he is right, we were thinking it could have been just another breakup but it wasn't just that, it was more of a depression song as well." Present Mic says
"Yeah, but we didn't learn a few more things except that Midoriya's ex is an evil person. She had lied to him, perhaps cheated on him, to the point where he didn't even want to go out in case he'd run into her in the streets." Midnight says with Nezu nodding along
"Correct those are the factors that appear in the song. Perhaps there is more to this than just that, we have to pick up more of this if it is true, that is if we get the right songs." Nezu says
'Man, was your ex really like that to you Midoriya? 'Cause if she was, I'd probably do the same.' Mirio thought, remembering the times Izuku spoke about his ex to him whenever they were discussing their relationships
"Alright, let's continue and pick out the next song." Nezu says, he spins the wheel once more to select the next person to pick. It went around and around names until stopping on one lucky person
"And it looks like it is Kuroiro is the one to pick the next song." Nezu says, with the white-haired Class 1-B Boy sighing
"Let's get this over with…" Kuroiro says, getting up and heading over to the same case that they've been going to the entire day. He really didn't want to listen to these types of songs since the video as they appear to be true and that a guy his age had gone through shit like this. That seemed too unsettling to him. He looks through the case of a song that could be tamed a bit but instead…he picked one that he regrets upon looking at the name
"Oh fuck…" Kuroiro
"What? What's the problem?" Rin asks
"The name of the song…it's…the problem…" Kuroiro says
"What is it?" Momo asks
"Suicidal Thoughts…and if it is what I think it is…we're in for it now…" Kuroiro says
"Let's just play it and hope we can get through it fast…" Awase says. Kuroiro just heads over to the stereo, replacing the previous song with the one he has, and places it inside before going back to his seat. Once he had seat, Nezu pressed play and the song begins with a distorted sound ringing from the speakers
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying
Why do I even try?
Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life
When I'm battling pain and my demons at night?
Trying to find a new outlet
The devil pouncin', I hear him howlin', my vision cloudin'
Man, I tried to escape but there ain't no way
Try to be strong when I deal with the pain, yeah
But I'm ditching the coffin, so my family has options
Gotta work 'til I'm dead so that they get the best
Don't wanna set up a bad example
'Cause the kids looking up can't leave in shambles
Can't make them think clocking out's okay
So fuck suicide, I'm here to stay
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light, no no
I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying
One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
Barely standing, crawling down the hallway
Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
Yeah, that note you found? I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
Never meant to let you down, I've been down and out
Racing thoughts had to drown them out, fuck
Never giving in I swear to God
No matter how many times I prayed to a God I don't believe in
Just to see if I will never wake up, but he called my bluff
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light, no no
I'll be out here runnin', I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
I'll be runnin' now, I'll be runnin' from myself now
Gunnin' demons down, find my way out of this hell now
I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die
I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying
(I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna fucking die)
(I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright)
(But every day I feel like dying)
(Every day I feel like dying)
"For fuck sake, what the hell did we just listen to?" Kaminari asks with the song ending
"Another song where Midoriya wanted to kill himself." Shoda says, having a horrified expression, the others were agreeing with him but Jirou thought otherwise
"I don't think that's the case here." Jirou says, making most of the others look at her
"What do you mean Jirou?" Tsu asks
"In the song, he said that he feels like dying every day but he also said that he doesn't want to die, meaning that he was deciding whether or not to kill himself." Jirou says. Momo thinks back to the lyrics and realizes what Jirou was saying
"You're right, he was saying that he just wanted to feel alright." Momo says
"But he did try to kill himself in that video." Present
"Maybe something happened that night that caused him to finally snap and try to kill himself by jumping, we just don't know what happened yet." Aizawa says, thinking back to the video and remembering that Izuku had cuts on his wrist and pill bottles around him when he jumped
"Right, maybe we can find out just what happened that night if we pick the right song." Midnight says
"Yes. It is getting late, so I'll spin the wheel one last time for the day, and the next person it lands on, they chose the next two songs to end the day for us. Agreed?" Nezu asks with everyone nodding. He turns to the wheel and spins it for the last time of the day. The wheel goes through the names on it as everyone watched it, to see who'd be the one to pick the last two songs for the day. the wheel eventually stops on the name of the person as they sighed and shook their heads
"Guess it's me…" Iida says, he hoped that he wasn't chosen but he had no choice. He slowly stands up and heads over to the case that has been having nothing but secrets that were never meant to be revealed. He scrolls through the songs for the two that would be the last ones for the day. He picks two from it and doesn't even read them, knowing that no matter what he chose, they'd still be linked to his horrible past. he goes to the stereo and places the first one into it after switching the discs and heads back to his seat, while doing so, Nezu presses play on the remote and the song began with a tropical guitar riff
And everybody knows that
I'm not perfect
And everybody knows that
I'm not worth it
I don't know why you hate me
I don't know why you hate me
Yeah, 'cause I'm not worth it
It's cold outside with the gray skies
See your dark eyes and my dark lies
Hate myself and the pain that I caused her again
No, I can't hide although I try
I don't know why but the night sky
It's so dark, too much space between the stars in my head
And everybody knows that
I'm not perfect
And everybody knows that
I'm not worth it
I don't know why you hate me
I don't know why you hate me
Yeah, 'cause I'm not worth it
No
I'm not worth it
Oh
I'm not worth it
I don't know why you hate me
I don't know why you hate me
Yeah
'cause I'm not worth it
She's cold now like the chill in the winter
I'm empty like the hole from a splinter
We fold now like the photo of the time that we spent
We crossed paths but our minds never centered
I feel bad but I tell her "never better"
Don't know why, but I feel like time came and then went
And everybody knows that
I'm not perfect
And everybody knows that
I'm not worth it
I don't know why you hate me
I don't know why you hate me
Yeah, 'cause I'm not worth it
No
I'm not worth it
Oh
I'm not worth it
I don't know why you hate me
I don't know why you hate me
Yeah, 'cause I'm not worth it
And everybody knows that
And everybody knows that
And everybody knows that
I'm not worth it
I don't know why you hate me
I don't know why you hate me
Yeah
'cause I'm not worth it
The listeners didn't say a thing about the song as they felt like it told them what Izuku could have thought about himself for years. Not worth anything, especially those from Class 1-A and Mirio since they knew his hero name was Deku and they knew it meant useless but he was trying to change it.
Iida stands back up and goes to the stereo and changes the first disc with the last one. He looks at it for a bit as he was thinking should he
Nezu presses play and instead of the song beginning to play, it was a recording of Izuku speaking but the recording sounded distorted
"They're…they're these terrors
And it's like, it feels like as if somebody was gripping my-
They're these terrors"
The recording rewinds as a piano began to be played as the recording continued to play over it while rewinding back
"And it's like, it feels like as if somebody was gripping my throat
-Night…uh…they're not like tremors, they're worse than tremors, they're, they're these terrors
Like last night, uh, they're not like tremors, they're worse than tremors, they're, they're these terrors
And it's like, it feels like as if somebody was gripping my throat and squeezing and
It's like, as if like somebody was gripping my throat"
Soon though, the other instruments began to play and then Izuku began to sing
Some say now suffer all the children
And walk away a savior
Or a madman and polluted
From gutter institutions
Don't you breathe for me
Undeserving of your sympathy
'Cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry for what I did
And through it all
How could you cry for me?
'Cause I don't feel bad about it
So shut your eyes
Kiss me goodbye
The listeners just listened to the song, frowning or concerned expressions on their faces, thinking if Izuku was talking about nightmares, his nightmares, and wondering how bad were they.
And sleep
Just sleep
The hardest part
Is letting go of your dreams
A drink for the horror that I'm in
For the good guys and the bad guys
For the monsters that I've been
Three cheers for tyranny
Unapologetic apathy
'Cause there ain't no way that I'm coming back again
And through it all
How could you cry for me?
'Cause I don't feel bad about it
So shut your eyes
Kiss me goodbye
And sleep
Just sleep
The hardest part's
The awful things that I've seen
The instruments momentarily stop with the piano being the only one being played as the voice recording returns but it was different as Izuku was speaking about something else
"Sometimes, I see flames
And sometimes, I see the people that I love dying
And it's always—
—I see flames
And sometimes, I see the people that I love dying"
The guitar and drums slowly fade in, with a build-up
Just sleep
"And it's always—
—I see flames
And sometimes, I see the people that I love dying"
Just sleep
"And it's always—"
Just sleep
Just sleep
Just sleep
Just sleep
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
The song ends with one last voice recording, it was clearer than the other ones from before
"Falling…and sometimes when I sleep and I can't
I can't ever wake up"
The listeners…were just…frozen…not knowing what to do or say as they had listened to a song…a song that told them that someone was having nightmares…no, that wasn't it, they were having night terrors and saw things that most people shouldn't see or experience. But what stuck to their minds was, this song could have been made even before Izuku came to U.A., so…
'Does he still have these night terrors?' That was the thought of the majority of the listeners
"…I think it's best if we leave and go back to the dorms…the staff and I have some…discussion that needs to be made…" Nezu says, after finding his voice again.
Slowly, the students stood up and started to leave the gym and so did the teachers. Nezu asked Aizawa and Mic to stay behind and help him take the case with the black discs and bring them to his office. They agreed and took the case from the gym and start walking toward the office. The two didn't speak once along the way toward the office, and how could they, after seeing and hearing things like this from someone so young, it'd break anyone's view on things in the world
"I…need a drink…" Aizawa says, after a while of not speaking. Mic, while not a drinker like Aizawa and Midnight were, couldn't help but agree along with him
"You and me both man. You and me both." Mic says, they knew one thing for sure, while they wanted to drink to get rid of this memory, they couldn't.
For tomorrow, the worst of the worst will be played…
To Be Resumed…
Izuku's dark past continues to refold in front of his friends and teachers with them, trying to process this but it seems unlikely, just what could be left for them? You'll never know but you will find out, within the next track in:
Cinnamon Bun's Music: Remix!
Next Track:
hello depression, my old friend Pt. 3
I hate depressing songs, they just remind me of my own troubled past and the time I tried to kill myself in High-School. I just hate them since I relate to them…but…it's good shit to use of material…
Thanks for reading my story and I hope you enjoyed it. It really helps to know that a lot of people are reading my story and I'm grateful for it and sorry that this chapter is shorter than usual, I've just got off my hiatus on the story, my therapist told me that I should just take a break from it so I won't open up old scars and relapse again. I hope you can understand that.
I need the best depression songs you guys got. The ones that speak on bullying, abuse, suicidal thoughts, and one where Izuku's current girlfriend sings to him since I have a scene in mind where she talks to him while he was in his hospital bed after his first attempt. I need 4 songs for that since I got the last four already lined up. So, give me some songs, ones that have a guitar or are linked to Punk
You guys can comment on the mistakes I made in the chapter, what you want to see in the story and how much you'd enjoy it.
I hope you've enjoyed this chapter, you can ask me questions on the story in the reviews or PM me if you really want to get to it and what you want to be included in the story
And hope you all will find the references I put in this chapter.
I have a new Story that is up now. It's called: A Spark Of A Hero. It's a crossover between Transformers and My Hero Academia so, if it interests you, you can go and take a look at it
Well, that's all I have to say.
Thanks for reading the story, please leave a review, follow me if you enjoy it and want more, and please go check out my other stories if you wanna see more stuff like this. Stay safe and healthy and I'll check you all on the next chapter and story
This is Pixel, logging off and I'll see you on the next upload over at: Fox Among Fairies
Have a great day/night and I'll see y'all soon!
Revealed Bandmates and their roles:
Izuku-(My Hero Academia): Primary Guitarist and Singer/Rapper
Naruto-(Naruto): Secondary Guitarist and Rapper
Hinata-(Naruto): Singer (Girl's side)
Ichigo (Bleach): Bass Player
Luffy-(One Piece): Drummer
? (?)
Tanjiro-(Demon Slayer): Rapper
Asta-(Black Clover): Rapper and Secondary Guitarist
? (My Hero Academia): Unknown