CHAPTER 8
~*~ LATER THAT NIGHT~*~
3rd Person POV
"Hey, guys, want to watch a movie?" Jesse asked after we had cleaned up from dinner.
We all mumbled a yea.
"What do you guys want to watch?" He asked.
"How Matrix Reloaded?" I asked.
"Ok. Is that cool with everyone?"
Everybody shook their head yes. Jesse got the movie from the shelf and popped it into the VCR. I took a seat on the couch in-between Chris and Leon who were all lovey-dovey, practically dry fucking. Normally I would sit on the floor in-between Dom's legs. But since we're no longer together I can't. God I wish I could be in his arms right now. My eyes started to water as I looked across the room at him. We made eye contact for just a moment before I looked away.
If I looked at him any longer the memories would come flooding back. I tried to get my self to stop thinking about him, but I couldn't and the painful memories came back.
~*~FLASHBACK~*~
"What the fuck are you doing?" I yelled when I saw Dom and the whore.
I walked over to the bed and pushed the slut off of him. "Get the hell out of here." I said calmly, not wanting to get into a fight with the girl.
"Letty, baby, it's not what you think. I swear to god!" He pleaded with me as I looked through the closet for my duffle bag.
"Do not, whatsoever, 'Letty, baby,' me! You ass hole! You fucking promised me! Is there something wrong with me? Is that why you keep screwing those whores? Am I not good enough for you?" I asked him as I packed all my belongings.
"Please, don't go." He pleaded, getting on his knees.
"Give me one good reason to stay."
"I love you."
"Wrong answer." I said as I pushed past the now gathered team at the door.
I all but ran down the stairs and out the door. I quickly ran to my car and stuffed my bags in the backseat, wanting to get out of there as quickly as I could.
The team came running outside yelling for me not to go.
"I'm sorry. I can't take this shit anymore. I have to go. I'll call you when I get where ever I'm going." I said as I got in my car and began driving down the street.
~*~PREASENT TIME~*~
Jesus Christ, he hurt me so fucking much. And to think that I still love him. Yes it is true. I finally admit it. I still love him. I love him more than anything.
I quickly got up off the floor and ran out the door.
~*~ LATER THAT NIGHT~*~
3rd Person POV
"Hey, guys, want to watch a movie?" Jesse asked after we had cleaned up from dinner.
We all mumbled a yea.
"What do you guys want to watch?" He asked.
"How Matrix Reloaded?" I asked.
"Ok. Is that cool with everyone?"
Everybody shook their head yes. Jesse got the movie from the shelf and popped it into the VCR. I took a seat on the couch in-between Chris and Leon who were all lovey-dovey, practically dry fucking. Normally I would sit on the floor in-between Dom's legs. But since we're no longer together I can't. God I wish I could be in his arms right now. My eyes started to water as I looked across the room at him. We made eye contact for just a moment before I looked away.
If I looked at him any longer the memories would come flooding back. I tried to get my self to stop thinking about him, but I couldn't and the painful memories came back.
~*~FLASHBACK~*~
"What the fuck are you doing?" I yelled when I saw Dom and the whore.
I walked over to the bed and pushed the slut off of him. "Get the hell out of here." I said calmly, not wanting to get into a fight with the girl.
"Letty, baby, it's not what you think. I swear to god!" He pleaded with me as I looked through the closet for my duffle bag.
"Do not, whatsoever, 'Letty, baby,' me! You ass hole! You fucking promised me! Is there something wrong with me? Is that why you keep screwing those whores? Am I not good enough for you?" I asked him as I packed all my belongings.
"Please, don't go." He pleaded, getting on his knees.
"Give me one good reason to stay."
"I love you."
"Wrong answer." I said as I pushed past the now gathered team at the door.
I all but ran down the stairs and out the door. I quickly ran to my car and stuffed my bags in the backseat, wanting to get out of there as quickly as I could.
The team came running outside yelling for me not to go.
"I'm sorry. I can't take this shit anymore. I have to go. I'll call you when I get where ever I'm going." I said as I got in my car and began driving down the street.
~*~PREASENT TIME~*~
Jesus Christ, he hurt me so fucking much. And to think that I still love him. Yes it is true. I finally admit it. I still love him. I love him more than anything.
I quickly got up off the floor and ran out the door.