I hope you guys like the new chapter. It's just a look into Serena's
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Don't own anything no sailor moon (tears)
Serena's Thoughts
Love is illogical. Love is beautiful and wondrous. It is also intractable and complicated. Love can dominate every aspect of your life. It can bless you with incredible joy or submerge you in the depths of sorrow. It has the power to question, manipulate and distort your emotions. However, love can also open your eyes to endless possibilities. It can bask you in its glory and give meaning to your existence. So I ask you what purpose would life serve if you close yourself to the one emotion that fills life with marvel. The one emotion that can make you feel entirely alive. Yes, it is a risk to put your heart on the line. It is a gamble that can be lost or won. But the reward overrides every concern because to love, to experience love in its entirety is like holding a miracle in your hands.
To love and to lose can rupture your life. It is a lesson that is hard to learn; a lesson that shatters your illusions and puts an end to your dreams. Nevertheless, it is a lesson that compels you to move on, to become strong, to begin anew and to reaffirm your dreams. It is the one lesson in a woman's life that breaks her or makes her. It is the lesson that made me into the woman I am now.
It is funny how life can change in the blink of an eye. There was a time in life when my only goal was to marry the man I loved and live happily ever after. Now life is different.
When he said goodbye six months ago I doubted my will to survive. Still, the old adage remains true, "Time heals all wounds." Little by little a heart recovers and begins to beat again. Although somewhere in the recess of the mind there's always the hope of loving him again; I have realized that life can go on without him. There where times during those long months when I had faltered in my vow to remain detached. There where times in which I almost picked up the phone to call him and hear his voice. But always there was that inner voice reminding me to continue life without him. It was that voice that lent me courage to be brave; to start living life without depending on somebody else for happiness. And for the first time since he said goodbye I recognize that I am happy. Even though, losing him has been a hard pill to swallow I have found the way to move on and breathe. I have found the way to pick up the pieces of my broken heart and put it back together.
Love, it is a wonderful thing. Nonetheless, it is an emotion that can annihilate you if you're not careful. Finding your way out of love can be arduous and challenging. However, I don't have any regrets. If given the opportunity I would love him once again. And my life is fuller now because him. His love added another dimension to my world and allowed to see life in a different light. I was blessed. Not many people in life get to experience the love of a lifetime. And I am happy. Despite the ache his departure left I am happy.
I smile as I look at the moon form my bedroom window. The despair of the previous months finally gone. Life is good and although my heart still holds out for him I am no longer chained to him. Every day presents the challenge of life. It bestows upon me the prospect of achieving my goals. And every day brings the possibility of finding love again and for that I am thankful.
Don't own anything no sailor moon (tears)
Serena's Thoughts
Love is illogical. Love is beautiful and wondrous. It is also intractable and complicated. Love can dominate every aspect of your life. It can bless you with incredible joy or submerge you in the depths of sorrow. It has the power to question, manipulate and distort your emotions. However, love can also open your eyes to endless possibilities. It can bask you in its glory and give meaning to your existence. So I ask you what purpose would life serve if you close yourself to the one emotion that fills life with marvel. The one emotion that can make you feel entirely alive. Yes, it is a risk to put your heart on the line. It is a gamble that can be lost or won. But the reward overrides every concern because to love, to experience love in its entirety is like holding a miracle in your hands.
To love and to lose can rupture your life. It is a lesson that is hard to learn; a lesson that shatters your illusions and puts an end to your dreams. Nevertheless, it is a lesson that compels you to move on, to become strong, to begin anew and to reaffirm your dreams. It is the one lesson in a woman's life that breaks her or makes her. It is the lesson that made me into the woman I am now.
It is funny how life can change in the blink of an eye. There was a time in life when my only goal was to marry the man I loved and live happily ever after. Now life is different.
When he said goodbye six months ago I doubted my will to survive. Still, the old adage remains true, "Time heals all wounds." Little by little a heart recovers and begins to beat again. Although somewhere in the recess of the mind there's always the hope of loving him again; I have realized that life can go on without him. There where times during those long months when I had faltered in my vow to remain detached. There where times in which I almost picked up the phone to call him and hear his voice. But always there was that inner voice reminding me to continue life without him. It was that voice that lent me courage to be brave; to start living life without depending on somebody else for happiness. And for the first time since he said goodbye I recognize that I am happy. Even though, losing him has been a hard pill to swallow I have found the way to move on and breathe. I have found the way to pick up the pieces of my broken heart and put it back together.
Love, it is a wonderful thing. Nonetheless, it is an emotion that can annihilate you if you're not careful. Finding your way out of love can be arduous and challenging. However, I don't have any regrets. If given the opportunity I would love him once again. And my life is fuller now because him. His love added another dimension to my world and allowed to see life in a different light. I was blessed. Not many people in life get to experience the love of a lifetime. And I am happy. Despite the ache his departure left I am happy.
I smile as I look at the moon form my bedroom window. The despair of the previous months finally gone. Life is good and although my heart still holds out for him I am no longer chained to him. Every day presents the challenge of life. It bestows upon me the prospect of achieving my goals. And every day brings the possibility of finding love again and for that I am thankful.