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*Never Felt So Alone*
Draco must have told everyone back home about my outburst, since no one has tried to contact me since. I am glad though, it gives me time to think everything over and be by myself for a while.
They're probably still all in shock at home. Probably saying how un- Hermione like my outburst was. Acting as if they don't think I could possibly still be upset over Harry after all this time.
They think they know how I feel.
They don't.
They can't understand what it was like for me when Harry died. None of them were in love with Harry. I was. They think they know what it was like for me to sit at his funeral among all the happy couples.
They don't know. They can't know.
And I'm angry. Angry at Harry for leaving me alone. Angry at the Wizarding world for trying to tell me he's still out there. Angry at myself for not being able to get over him.
It's been a long time. Maybe it's safe to accept that he really is gone. After all, if he really were alive, wouldn't he have let me know? Wouldn't he tell his last remaining best friend that he was still alive?
It's time to move on. It's time to get over him.
Draco must have been mistaken. He can't still be alive. It's not logical. He really must be dead. It makes perfect sense.
I went in my room and unpacked the box filled with pictures that I had long since hidden away. I hung them up on the living room wall and for the first time since Harry died, I could look at them without crying.
I smiled, as I look at one of the three of us. I may be the only one of the three left, but I can survive. I never should have hid the pictures in the first place. I am over Harry's death. I am over Harry.
I must be.
I'm ready to start fresh, start new. I'll be like the smart, studious girl I used to be.
But I can't help but notice that I'm alone. I have no friends and I live by my self.
I may be over Harry, but I have no one else to take his place.
I'm still all by myself.
And I've never felt so alone.
A/N: Chapter Seven!! I know it is really short but I'm going to put chapter eight up really soon after this so you won't have to wait! If you're lucky, when you read this chapter, the next one will already be up! Please review! I love knowing what you think of the story!!
Thank you to all the reviewers for Chapter Six!! You guys are great!!
::Kweenlolli09:: Thank you for all your reviews!! I'm very glad you took the time to review for more than one chapter on your first time reading it!! I'm glad you though it was sad!! As you're your questions, yes Hermione would hate Harry for abandoning him. That's why she doesn't want people telling her he's alive because she doesn't want to believe he wouldn't tell her. I hope you review again!!
::sas2:: Thank you for reviewing!! The story will get happier, I promise. I have a nice happy ending all planned out. I can't have sad endings, I think they leave you hanging. I hope you review again!
::allysoner:: 'ello. It gets more and more intense? I'm hoping that's a good thing there girlie. ( You're breaking your tradition? I'm so sad. I looked forward to those entertaining reviews. I'm glad you liked it and review again!!
::Snidget-And-Co:: Thank you for your review!! I'm glad you liked it!! For your question, Hermione doesn't want to believe Harry's alive because she's been trying to get over him and all her trying would be for nothing. Also, she's mad because if he was alive, he should have somehow let her know, and he didn't. I hope you review again!!
::Jessica:: Thank you so much for your review!! I'm very glad you like the direction it's going in!! Please review again, I'd love to hear from you!!
::The Keeper Of Secrets:: Thank you for reviewing again!! ( Yes, you were right about someone being alive. I had the feeling you'd figured it out when I read your last review!! I'm glad you like it and please review again!!
::HarryHermione12354:: Thanks for reviewing!! Yes, poor Hermione. I hope you review again!! I'll be glad to hear from you!!
::Hermione512:: I'm sorry for leaving it there!! I know this chapter doesn't have much to do with that but it's coming in a couple chapters!! I'm so glad you like it and I am so happy you like my writing!! I really hope to hear from you again!!
::dan fan:: 'ello. Do you have enough poppets in your review? Honostly! ( lol. Hermione doesn't hate Draco, she's just angry at him for telling her that because she doesn't want to believe that after all this time, Harry is still alive. So she really doesn't hate him. Review again!!
::lily:: Thanks for your review!! Hermione doesn't want Draco to explain everything to her. That's because she tried for a long time to get over Harry and now all of a sudden Draco's basically saying it was all for nothing because he's still alive. Also, Hermione doesn't believe him because she thinks that Harry would have somehow let her know he was still alive. So that's why she acted how she did. I hope you review again!!
Thanks again to all the reviewers!! Chapter Eight will be up very soon!!
*Never Felt So Alone*
Draco must have told everyone back home about my outburst, since no one has tried to contact me since. I am glad though, it gives me time to think everything over and be by myself for a while.
They're probably still all in shock at home. Probably saying how un- Hermione like my outburst was. Acting as if they don't think I could possibly still be upset over Harry after all this time.
They think they know how I feel.
They don't.
They can't understand what it was like for me when Harry died. None of them were in love with Harry. I was. They think they know what it was like for me to sit at his funeral among all the happy couples.
They don't know. They can't know.
And I'm angry. Angry at Harry for leaving me alone. Angry at the Wizarding world for trying to tell me he's still out there. Angry at myself for not being able to get over him.
It's been a long time. Maybe it's safe to accept that he really is gone. After all, if he really were alive, wouldn't he have let me know? Wouldn't he tell his last remaining best friend that he was still alive?
It's time to move on. It's time to get over him.
Draco must have been mistaken. He can't still be alive. It's not logical. He really must be dead. It makes perfect sense.
I went in my room and unpacked the box filled with pictures that I had long since hidden away. I hung them up on the living room wall and for the first time since Harry died, I could look at them without crying.
I smiled, as I look at one of the three of us. I may be the only one of the three left, but I can survive. I never should have hid the pictures in the first place. I am over Harry's death. I am over Harry.
I must be.
I'm ready to start fresh, start new. I'll be like the smart, studious girl I used to be.
But I can't help but notice that I'm alone. I have no friends and I live by my self.
I may be over Harry, but I have no one else to take his place.
I'm still all by myself.
And I've never felt so alone.
A/N: Chapter Seven!! I know it is really short but I'm going to put chapter eight up really soon after this so you won't have to wait! If you're lucky, when you read this chapter, the next one will already be up! Please review! I love knowing what you think of the story!!
Thank you to all the reviewers for Chapter Six!! You guys are great!!
::Kweenlolli09:: Thank you for all your reviews!! I'm very glad you took the time to review for more than one chapter on your first time reading it!! I'm glad you though it was sad!! As you're your questions, yes Hermione would hate Harry for abandoning him. That's why she doesn't want people telling her he's alive because she doesn't want to believe he wouldn't tell her. I hope you review again!!
::sas2:: Thank you for reviewing!! The story will get happier, I promise. I have a nice happy ending all planned out. I can't have sad endings, I think they leave you hanging. I hope you review again!
::allysoner:: 'ello. It gets more and more intense? I'm hoping that's a good thing there girlie. ( You're breaking your tradition? I'm so sad. I looked forward to those entertaining reviews. I'm glad you liked it and review again!!
::Snidget-And-Co:: Thank you for your review!! I'm glad you liked it!! For your question, Hermione doesn't want to believe Harry's alive because she's been trying to get over him and all her trying would be for nothing. Also, she's mad because if he was alive, he should have somehow let her know, and he didn't. I hope you review again!!
::Jessica:: Thank you so much for your review!! I'm very glad you like the direction it's going in!! Please review again, I'd love to hear from you!!
::The Keeper Of Secrets:: Thank you for reviewing again!! ( Yes, you were right about someone being alive. I had the feeling you'd figured it out when I read your last review!! I'm glad you like it and please review again!!
::HarryHermione12354:: Thanks for reviewing!! Yes, poor Hermione. I hope you review again!! I'll be glad to hear from you!!
::Hermione512:: I'm sorry for leaving it there!! I know this chapter doesn't have much to do with that but it's coming in a couple chapters!! I'm so glad you like it and I am so happy you like my writing!! I really hope to hear from you again!!
::dan fan:: 'ello. Do you have enough poppets in your review? Honostly! ( lol. Hermione doesn't hate Draco, she's just angry at him for telling her that because she doesn't want to believe that after all this time, Harry is still alive. So she really doesn't hate him. Review again!!
::lily:: Thanks for your review!! Hermione doesn't want Draco to explain everything to her. That's because she tried for a long time to get over Harry and now all of a sudden Draco's basically saying it was all for nothing because he's still alive. Also, Hermione doesn't believe him because she thinks that Harry would have somehow let her know he was still alive. So that's why she acted how she did. I hope you review again!!
Thanks again to all the reviewers!! Chapter Eight will be up very soon!!