Chapter Eight: To Much Thinking
'Why'd everything get so confusing all of a sudden?' Miroku thought. 'Inu Yash and Kagome say they hate eachother, but I know that that can't be true! Sango's mom and dad are in the hospitol, dieing, and her brother is missing.
Why do I like her so much? I can't stop thinking about her. I mean, I've had all these other girls before, but she's different somehow. I never really cared about what they thought of me. I never tried to stop being normal around them. (*** by normal miroku means perverted in a way too... just so you all aren't confused... sorry for the interuption***) I don't want to see Sango sad... What's wrong with me?'
Miroku sat in his study hall, pondering his newest misfortune.
'If you just look at her... She seems perfectly fine and happy... But underneath that mask, I can tell, she hurts inside...What am I talking about?!?! I barely know her! I don't know anything about her... I don't know how she really feels... I'll bet she doesn't even like me that much, nad is just talking to me to be nice...' Miroku still pondered, worried. He really liked Sango. 'This may be a challenge...' He decided that he would try to win her over. To get her to like him. But first, he'd have to try to get back to normal. People would probably start calling him gay if he didn't flirt with every ohter girl he saw.
The bell rang, interupting his thoughts. Time for lunch.
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"Hey Sango...? Are you alright?" Kagome asked. They were walking to lunch. Sango was starring at her shoes, oddly silent.
"Hmmn...? Oh... Yeah! I'm fine!" She said cheerfully. Too cheerfully.
"Are you just pretending?" She blurted out. It may have been ruded, but she needed to know. If she knew, maybe she could do something for her friend.
"What? Oh... No..." she said dismisively.
"Okay Sango... If you say so..."
'I need to stop worrying about her... She's a big girl. She can take care of herself... Right? Stop worrying about Sango!' She ordered herself. 'Okay... Think of something else...Ummm........... Miroku hasn't been much of himself lately... I wonder why he hasn't been as perverted as he normaly is...?And Inu Yasha...? Is he lecherous like Miroku? No... I don't think he is... He doesn't look like someone that would be... He looks more serious than that. He just doesn't seem the type to fool around and joke like that... I just love his eyes too though... The shade of amber that they are... It's just odd.... What am I talking (thinking...) about?!?! Inu Yasha's a jerk! He only gave me a ride home because it was an excuse for him to be able to leave...I bet...'
They, (Kagome and Sango) walked into the lunch room and moved to walk through the crowds of people to where they normaly sat by themselves.
Miroku just happened to spot them beforethey made it to their table. He had been watching the doorway. Waiting for them...
"Hey! Sango! Kagome!" He called, walking up to them. "Hey. Come sit with us..."
"Okay..." Kagome said, cutting off Sango who had begun to refuse. Sango's head hurt. She just wanted to eat her lunch and put her head down. Or better yet, go home.
"So they sat with Miroku and his group of people at their normal table. Besides Miroku and Inu Yasha, Kouga and Kagura. It wasa constant battle for Miroku, keeping Inu Yash and Kouga form fighting. They fought over the stupidest things sometimes.
"Hi Kagome..." Kouga said, eyeing her slyly. Inu Yasha inwardly grimaced.
"Hi..." Kagome said almost suprised. None of these people ever talked to her before.
"Kagome... Ssango... Hi..." Kagura said, nodding her head as she said their names. 'If Miroku thinks they're cool... Then they are.' She figured.
"I see Kikyo's still not here..." Sango said smiling. It was the first good part of her day.
"Yeah... She'll be gone for atleast a week still..." Kagura said.
Miroku smiled. He was glad she was gone. Then he frowned, the sooner she came back, the sooner he could dump her. He smiled again, but no one was really paying attention to him.
"The group sat and ate talking about odd things . Kagome and Sango fell into another odd silence, listening to the other people talk and thinking.
'I'll bet everyone is really worried about me now... Well that's just great... I just wont let them know how sad it is... I bet none of them even know what it's like... Okay Sango...Stop being angry with everyone... They haven't done anything to you.... Okay... Hey! Didn't Mrs. Higurashi say something about Souta coming back today...? Yeah she did... I'll get to see him again atleast... My gods I am so bored... And they aren't talking about anything interesting either... I wonder what Kagome's thinking about...?'
"Hey Kagome...? Are you okay...?" She asked smiling.
"Yeah... I'm just thinking..."
"'Bout what?"
"Stuff... Souta's coming back today... Did mom tell you that?"
"Yup."
"I probably shouldn't tell you this... But when we get home from school today... Mom's going to call the hospitols, find out if their condition is worsening, and if it is she wants the doctors to ask your parents that, if it's alright with you and you want it, if she can adopt you..."
"What about my brother?"
"You have a brother Sango...?" Miroku had just caught the last sentence and had to poke his nose in.
Ignoring him, Kagome said, "Yeah... She sadi that if he was found that she would adopt him to..."
"Whoa... Who's being adopted?!?" Kagura asked.
Now that everyone was in the conversation, she didn't see any reason in hiding it anymore.
"I am..." Sango said, her head hung so no one could see her eyes that were filled with tears now.
"Hey you guys... Me and Sango are going to go to the bath rom for a minute... Okay?" Kagome said.
"Sure..." Miroku and Inu Yasha said together.
"Can I come with you?" Kagura asked meekly.
"Sure..." Sango sighed, she was close to crying and didn't want to do it in front of the whole lunch room. She wanted to leave quickly.
They got into the bathroom just in time. Right as they walked in the door, Sango couldn't hold back her tears anymore.
"You guys... I... I just... I'm so sorry..." She sighed, falling back and slinking down against the wall.
"You have nothing to apologize for honey... I should apologize... I'm sorry Sango... I shouldn't have mentioned it."
"It's just not... not fair... Why'd it have to be my parents?" She looked so sad.
"Awww.... Sango...." Kagura said. She sat down next to her and wrapped her arms around her. "Don't worry... It'll get better... I promise..."
"Yeah... Don't worry.... and we'll help you find your brother too..." She sat on the other side of Sango and also wrapped her arms around her.
While Sango cried the two new friends (Kagome and Kaura) Cooed soothing things into her ears.
A/N: Okay okay... i know shitty ending... It'll get better... I promise....lol ummmm..... i just finished a HUGE report for school and i have a 4 day weekend... You should expect more updates now... sorry it took so long to update in the first place... and i'm not sure that the title really fits... but a lot of people did a lot of thinking... In the next capther you'll probably see Inu Yasha's thoughts too...so... please update PLEASE!!!!! ok.... recent reveiws. include.....: okay... nevermind... i haven't had any recent reveiws... but thats ok... i have an original piece written on fictionpress.com too if ane one wants to readthat its called the runners and my pen name there is thorn_raven...please reveiw......
'Why'd everything get so confusing all of a sudden?' Miroku thought. 'Inu Yash and Kagome say they hate eachother, but I know that that can't be true! Sango's mom and dad are in the hospitol, dieing, and her brother is missing.
Why do I like her so much? I can't stop thinking about her. I mean, I've had all these other girls before, but she's different somehow. I never really cared about what they thought of me. I never tried to stop being normal around them. (*** by normal miroku means perverted in a way too... just so you all aren't confused... sorry for the interuption***) I don't want to see Sango sad... What's wrong with me?'
Miroku sat in his study hall, pondering his newest misfortune.
'If you just look at her... She seems perfectly fine and happy... But underneath that mask, I can tell, she hurts inside...What am I talking about?!?! I barely know her! I don't know anything about her... I don't know how she really feels... I'll bet she doesn't even like me that much, nad is just talking to me to be nice...' Miroku still pondered, worried. He really liked Sango. 'This may be a challenge...' He decided that he would try to win her over. To get her to like him. But first, he'd have to try to get back to normal. People would probably start calling him gay if he didn't flirt with every ohter girl he saw.
The bell rang, interupting his thoughts. Time for lunch.
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"Hey Sango...? Are you alright?" Kagome asked. They were walking to lunch. Sango was starring at her shoes, oddly silent.
"Hmmn...? Oh... Yeah! I'm fine!" She said cheerfully. Too cheerfully.
"Are you just pretending?" She blurted out. It may have been ruded, but she needed to know. If she knew, maybe she could do something for her friend.
"What? Oh... No..." she said dismisively.
"Okay Sango... If you say so..."
'I need to stop worrying about her... She's a big girl. She can take care of herself... Right? Stop worrying about Sango!' She ordered herself. 'Okay... Think of something else...Ummm........... Miroku hasn't been much of himself lately... I wonder why he hasn't been as perverted as he normaly is...?And Inu Yasha...? Is he lecherous like Miroku? No... I don't think he is... He doesn't look like someone that would be... He looks more serious than that. He just doesn't seem the type to fool around and joke like that... I just love his eyes too though... The shade of amber that they are... It's just odd.... What am I talking (thinking...) about?!?! Inu Yasha's a jerk! He only gave me a ride home because it was an excuse for him to be able to leave...I bet...'
They, (Kagome and Sango) walked into the lunch room and moved to walk through the crowds of people to where they normaly sat by themselves.
Miroku just happened to spot them beforethey made it to their table. He had been watching the doorway. Waiting for them...
"Hey! Sango! Kagome!" He called, walking up to them. "Hey. Come sit with us..."
"Okay..." Kagome said, cutting off Sango who had begun to refuse. Sango's head hurt. She just wanted to eat her lunch and put her head down. Or better yet, go home.
"So they sat with Miroku and his group of people at their normal table. Besides Miroku and Inu Yasha, Kouga and Kagura. It wasa constant battle for Miroku, keeping Inu Yash and Kouga form fighting. They fought over the stupidest things sometimes.
"Hi Kagome..." Kouga said, eyeing her slyly. Inu Yasha inwardly grimaced.
"Hi..." Kagome said almost suprised. None of these people ever talked to her before.
"Kagome... Ssango... Hi..." Kagura said, nodding her head as she said their names. 'If Miroku thinks they're cool... Then they are.' She figured.
"I see Kikyo's still not here..." Sango said smiling. It was the first good part of her day.
"Yeah... She'll be gone for atleast a week still..." Kagura said.
Miroku smiled. He was glad she was gone. Then he frowned, the sooner she came back, the sooner he could dump her. He smiled again, but no one was really paying attention to him.
"The group sat and ate talking about odd things . Kagome and Sango fell into another odd silence, listening to the other people talk and thinking.
'I'll bet everyone is really worried about me now... Well that's just great... I just wont let them know how sad it is... I bet none of them even know what it's like... Okay Sango...Stop being angry with everyone... They haven't done anything to you.... Okay... Hey! Didn't Mrs. Higurashi say something about Souta coming back today...? Yeah she did... I'll get to see him again atleast... My gods I am so bored... And they aren't talking about anything interesting either... I wonder what Kagome's thinking about...?'
"Hey Kagome...? Are you okay...?" She asked smiling.
"Yeah... I'm just thinking..."
"'Bout what?"
"Stuff... Souta's coming back today... Did mom tell you that?"
"Yup."
"I probably shouldn't tell you this... But when we get home from school today... Mom's going to call the hospitols, find out if their condition is worsening, and if it is she wants the doctors to ask your parents that, if it's alright with you and you want it, if she can adopt you..."
"What about my brother?"
"You have a brother Sango...?" Miroku had just caught the last sentence and had to poke his nose in.
Ignoring him, Kagome said, "Yeah... She sadi that if he was found that she would adopt him to..."
"Whoa... Who's being adopted?!?" Kagura asked.
Now that everyone was in the conversation, she didn't see any reason in hiding it anymore.
"I am..." Sango said, her head hung so no one could see her eyes that were filled with tears now.
"Hey you guys... Me and Sango are going to go to the bath rom for a minute... Okay?" Kagome said.
"Sure..." Miroku and Inu Yasha said together.
"Can I come with you?" Kagura asked meekly.
"Sure..." Sango sighed, she was close to crying and didn't want to do it in front of the whole lunch room. She wanted to leave quickly.
They got into the bathroom just in time. Right as they walked in the door, Sango couldn't hold back her tears anymore.
"You guys... I... I just... I'm so sorry..." She sighed, falling back and slinking down against the wall.
"You have nothing to apologize for honey... I should apologize... I'm sorry Sango... I shouldn't have mentioned it."
"It's just not... not fair... Why'd it have to be my parents?" She looked so sad.
"Awww.... Sango...." Kagura said. She sat down next to her and wrapped her arms around her. "Don't worry... It'll get better... I promise..."
"Yeah... Don't worry.... and we'll help you find your brother too..." She sat on the other side of Sango and also wrapped her arms around her.
While Sango cried the two new friends (Kagome and Kaura) Cooed soothing things into her ears.
A/N: Okay okay... i know shitty ending... It'll get better... I promise....lol ummmm..... i just finished a HUGE report for school and i have a 4 day weekend... You should expect more updates now... sorry it took so long to update in the first place... and i'm not sure that the title really fits... but a lot of people did a lot of thinking... In the next capther you'll probably see Inu Yasha's thoughts too...so... please update PLEASE!!!!! ok.... recent reveiws. include.....: okay... nevermind... i haven't had any recent reveiws... but thats ok... i have an original piece written on fictionpress.com too if ane one wants to readthat its called the runners and my pen name there is thorn_raven...please reveiw......