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Potions sucked.....it seriously did. It was only the second week of school and Lily had already screwed up in the class, and more than once. This morning, though, she knew it had been her own fault. She had been out in the Hufflepuff common room last night, with Amos. They were at a small party for some girl's birthday. Of course, neither of them had payed the least bit of attention to the girl. Actually they had been in the spare dorm room snogging. She had finally left at 3, when Amos decided to pass out. When she had gotten back to her head girl dorm, she didn't see James anywhere. It was almost a dissapointment. She picked up her book instead and began reading. James did come back, at about 4:30. He was stumbled in, laughing.

"Hey Lily," he had said, sweetly.

"Hello." Lily snapped, even though she had been quite late getting back, she wasn't as late as him.

"What did you do this fine evening?"

"None of your business Potter."

"Sorry, sorry, just being polite."

James walked over to his bathroom, took a quick shower, put on some new boxers and jumped into his bed, falling asleep in no time, while Lily fell asleep soon after.

But 2 hours of sleep didn't really do much for Lily and unfortunatly for her, Lucious Malfoy was her partner. A very handsome boy, but an arrogant and concieted one at that. He kept hitting on her, which made James fume.

"Petel, could you please pass me the unicorn hair? Thank you sweet girl."

He looked at her and smiled sweetly, but almost evily.

"Tired darling," he ran his hadn through her hair, "would you like a neck massage? It'll make you feel better."

Lucious slipped his hand under her hair and slowly rubbed her neck, it was heaven. But when Lucious began moving his hand lower and lower, Lily got a little uncomfortable. She squirmed, slightly, when his hand had almost reached her butt. He grinned.

"There, there petel, no need to worry."

"We should really get going, we're falling behind," Lily said, anything to get his hand off of her ass.

"Of course! You're very very correct."

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The rest of the period dragged slowly and ended with Lucious giving her a kiss, on the cheek. *Yuck* Later that day, Lily had a prefect meeting, with James (of course).

"All right everyone, settle down, please. We need to get to work," James said and the room immdiatly became silent. "We've gotten a list of things that we will need to prepare this year and I really think that we should get a head start and start on them now. First off, the Halloween Feast. We need to come up with food, decorations, and possibly some music. So, let's start with foods."

The quickly decided on a list, so they moved onto the decorations.

"Anyone have any ideas for decorations?" Lily asked the prefects.

Some 5th year girl shot her hand into the air.

"Yes?" Lily asked her, "You, with the glasses."

"I think that we should have pumpkins instead of candles floating about and have live bats flying about and such. Definatly some huge ornate candles on the house tables and there should be candy, everywhere."

"Well, that's really good, especially the part about the pumpkins, but we'll need more than that."

A 6th year boy, with blond hair and brown eyes raised his hand.

"Well, we could hang banners, like orange, black, yellow, halloween colors."

"That's cool, Lily and I have some ideas of our own, which we have already disscussed with Dumbledore, so we'll be adding yours to ours and hopefully, it's be great! Now," James shuffled through some papers, "we need to vote on the ball this year. You have two choices we can either have a Winter Ball or a Fall Dance. We'll have another one, but after the Holidays. So, all in favor of winter, raise you hand."

It ended up with the Winter Ball winning in the end. They went over some new things, passwords, and current updates on things. Soon Lily announced that the meeting was over and that they should retire to their dorms. The prefects filed out, leaving James and Lily packing up thir own things. Well, no, actually Lily was the one packing up, James was staring at her.

"You really are beautiful."

"Potter, please bugger off."

"What? What did I say? I said absolutly nothing wrong to make you mad!"

"Ugh! James you're just trying to get me to sleep with you! I have a boyfriend and his name is-"

"SHUT UP!" James shouted, causing Lily to take a step back. "If I here that fucking name one more time, I'm gunna kill myself! How can you like him? He's such a....a IDIOT! A DUMB BLOND IDIOT! In Hufflepuff too! God, how low can you sink?"

"Who I go out with is NONE of your business James! Fuck you!"

"Gladly," James said and pushed against her, gently, but smashed his mouth to hers. Lily squealed in protest, but she didn't push him away. James ran his hands through her hair, making it messy and Lily found her own hands tangled in his black curls. His tounge danced with hers.

"Stop James, please, just stop," Lily whispered against his lips.

"I can't, I just....I can't," He whispered back to her, his lips traveling over her cheek and nibbling on her ear. Suddenly, he stop kissing her and took a step back. His eyes were still filled with desire, but he turned grabbed his bag and ran out of the room.

Lily stood there, shocked, her mouth buring. Slowly she touched her lips and whispered, "James, come back."

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James ran to the Room of Requirment and sat down in one of the sqaushy chairs. The room was currently filled with comfort things such as ice cream, pudding, butterbeer, fire whiskey, puzzles, books, and big soft couches. He grabbed the nearest ice cream dish and began shoveling it into his mouth.

"She'll never be yours.....you can never kiss her without thinking, but she's not mine......coz she never will be," he whispered softly to himself. And as he did, tears began to roll down his cheeks.

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A few days later, Lily stood, by the lake shivering in the frosty air. She was supposed to meet Amos about 10 minutes ago, at 9:00, but he hadn't shown up yet. So, she had decided to give him 5 more minutes before she would leave. Then she saw him, running towards her and for a second, the thought of dread swept across her mind, but then vanished.

Amos ran up to her and swept Lily into his arms. He pulled away and grinned.

"Sorry, I'm so late, quidditch ran over time."

"Apology accepted, you just caught me though. I was about to give up and go in!"

"But then I wouldn't have seen you all day long!"

"Hey! Being late has it's prices!"

The two people laughed together. Although she was happy, though, Lily was still freezing in her thin wool coat. Amos leg her under a tree and sat her down. He took his long coat and wrapped it around the to of them, creating a feeling of security.

"Chilly, eh?"

Lily smiled, "Yeah."

There was one of those awkward silences, where two people usually begin to kiss each other. However, that didn't happen, since Amos began talking about how James Potter was the biggest jerk and how Hufflepuff was obviously going to beat Gryfinndor that year.

"I mean, it's so obvious! James sucks! Sirius is too busy looking in a mirror the whole game and the rest of the team, please! It's laughable! You will be routing for Hufflepuf, right?"

But Lily was sortof turned-off by what he had just said. About the team, about Sirius, and....about James...If anyone was a great quiddtich player, it was James. He was incredible and suddenly Lily wanted to see his face, instead of Amos's. She wanted to being sitting next to James. She stood up, quickly, and smiled.

"I really must be going. I've got a test to study for."

She didn't even let him say, goodbye, just hurried off towards the castle. She walked to the Astronomy tower, which just happened to have a party going on inside of it.

You see, it really was no secret that the Astronomy Tower was the best place for parties, so there was usually one going on. Sometimes on a weeknight, you'd only find a few people in there, drinking and making out on the couches and pillows.

Lily made her way through the sweaty crowd and saw people from every house. She walked over and stood staring out the huge windows at the sky.

"Gorgeous tonight, isn't it?" Someone said.

Lily whipped her head around to find James, standing awfully close to her. He smiled. "Come to the party, eh?"

"No, actually, I didn't even know there was one going on.....I was with..."

"Amos?" James laughed and threw his head back, a bottle of fire-whiskey at his lips, drinking it. When he took the bottle away from his mouth, Lily saw his eyes were bloodshot and as he smiled, he looked, sort of, lost.......

He was drunk.

He smiled, and took a step away from her.

"Come, dance with me."

Lily shook her head, no, no, no way was she going to drind with James Potter....though....the thought was rather tempting. He pulled softly at her hair.

"Come on Lily Flower.....Lily-of-the-Valley....come on I know you want to."

He sort-of danced around her and pulled her hand. Lily shook her head no, but her laughter and her gleaming eyes weren't answering the same thing. She pushed her cloak off and although she was only wearing a tight cream-colored quarter-lenth shirt and a pair of old jeans, she still looked hot. What could James say? She would be beautiful in anything she wore ballgown or burlap sack.

They made their way into the grinding crowd and began dancing along with them. Lily liked the way James danced. He wasn't afraid and he really, and she meant, really got down. Someone passed Lily a drink and she chugged it down, but then quickly focused her mind on James. The boy she was dancing with....James....the boy...she, liked? No, no, no, Lily was just dancing with him, they were both drunk for god's sake!

James was enjoying every second of it. He couldn't bealive how close he was too her, how she was letting him move his hands all over her body. How however much he grinded himself into her, she never protested. In fact, she seemed to like it.

It was really hot now and Lily was broiling. She never knew what came into her at parties, but she knew she became a different person...a wilder person, who she liked. She pulled her shirt up over her head and tossed it into the crowd. She was wearing a cute turquoise bra and when guys saw what she had done, they began whooping and taking off their own shirts. The whole room was now filled with half-naked people, all on ccount of her. James, who had been the first guy to take off his own shirt, was behind her now, his hands going up and down her sides. She reached her hands behind her and ran her hands through his hair, making it really wild. She spun around, whipping hair her about and came face to face with him. Her body was sweaty and her lips were redder than ever. Her eyes shimmered and danced laughing with him. She grabbed another drink and poured some into James's mouth, but then drank the rest.

Lily moved closer to James until, he was close enough to be able to touch his cheek to hers. She ran her hands through his hair as his hands roamed her sides. He moved his cheek against hers, his lips just barely grazing her face.

"Lily..."

Lily tilted her head back slightly and allowed his mouth to kiss her neck. He moved his mouth around, his tounge making small circles. He found a spot that he liked, then gently sucked on it, once almost biting, and then blew on the newly formed red spot, making her skin tingle. He pulled back and looked at the girl who he had just....kissed. She was staring at him, her eyes unreadable, but she did something James never expected her to do in a million years, she kissed him. And it wasn't a lady-like kiss, either. She had smashed her mouth onto his. James was totally shocked for a second, but then kissed her back, hard. He sucked on her lower lip and when he gently began prying her mouth open with his tounge, she quickly gave him access. They were too drunk to be able to kiss each other without falling over, so James shoved Lily against the wall, who groaned when he pressed himself into her. He moved his mouh everywhere, trying to get all of her at once. His lips traveled southward again, down her neck. He kissed the tops of her breasts lightly and was pleased to her Lily moan his name.

Neither of them realized when all the people began leaving, they only saw themselves. And at 5 in the morning, they both fall asleep on one of the couches, in each other's arms.