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Chapter 6: Amos, is Gone

Lily had been having a hard time lately. Ever since her and James had shared their secret kiss, a few weeks ago, her mind had been somewhere else. Almost every day she'd find herself staring at James, sometimes, he stared back. The other day she'd nearly fainted, when she had dropped her quill and she had leaned down to pick it up, only to find James's face right next to hers.

"I'll get that for you," he had said, a grin on his face.

Then he'd snatched the quill and handed it to her.

"Thanks," she had breathed, she was losing herself in those gorgeous chocolate brown eyes.

Neither of them moved. With their faces so close it was terribly hard for them not to start snogging right there in the middle of Transfiguration. Lily's heart was beating so hard, she felt as though she would die. And if Sirius hadn't ducked down to inform James that his pig was eating his paper, the two probably would've stayed there, maybe even kissed. Of course, they had pulled themselves back up and avoided each other for the rest of the day. Well, except for those secret glances they shared.

But now, as she walked to the Quidditch game, Slytherin against Gryfinndor, with Coppelia and Remus, she found herself dreading seeing James play. And she knew why. When James was around, Lily felt as though she could scream. She wanted, *needed* him so badly, but she had been loyal and was still dating Amos. Why you ask? Who knows....

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Who *cared* about the game? Who could possibly pay attention to the stupid chasers with James looking so god-damned hot! (N/A I *know* he was a chaser! who cares! It's my story god-dammit! haha) She watched him like a hwak the whole time as he swooped and fluttered about the field. Once, he had turned and looked directly at her, sending Lily into a wonderful frenzy. She probably would've sat there in a daze if Remus hadn't shaken her so hard that she fell over.

"Lily! You dolt, it's time to go! WE WON! PARTY IN THE COMMON ROOM BABY!"

Lily looked at him, her eyes glazed.

"I know, but I promised Amos...."

"Oh....well who cares about Amos! Go give him a quick kiss and then come to the party. Okay?"

Lily nodded, "okay."

So, Lily walked to the Room of Requirment and sat on one of the soft floor pillows. The room had a huge bed in it, and there were even some disturbing "toys" around on the shelves. Lily snorted, as if she would ever have sex with Amos. So she waited, until he burst into the room, smiling.

"Lily!"

He ran over to her and hugged her so tight, it hurt.

"Hey Amos...." she said meekly.

"Congratulations on winning, I myself was rooting for Slytherin, but I'm happy for *you* all the same!"

Lily stared, how could her vote for Slytherin? That horrid team! Amos studied her face and then smiled.

"I'm hungry for some dessert, how about you?"

"Er," Lily said. She knew he wasn't asking for a fucking cream pie, but for her. And that was not what Lily was in the mood for.

"Amos...."

But he didn't let her finish. Instead, he pulled her to him and pressed his mouth to hers.

Lily wanted to scream.

And that's when she realized what an idiot she was. She didn't love Amos, in fact she couldn't stand the bastard. And with his mouth all over hers she wanted to vomit! When Amos walked into a room, her heart no longer fluttered....instead, it fluterred for someone else. Someone who had been sweet and kind and and backed her up through everything.

James....

Lily shoved Amos away.

"I'm sorry, Amos. But, I can't....I'm sorry but...this is over."

She didn't wait for a response, she simply tore out of the room. Although, she did catch a glimpse of Amos's shocked face. She tore down the hallways and up to the painting of the fat lady.

"Kitchen Elves," Lily panted and burst into the room.

The party was in full swing. People were dancing, drinking, talking, singing, everything. She scanned the room to find him. He was all she cared about.

"Lily!"

She whipped her head around and there he was, standing there is all his glory, a huge smile upon his face. He looked soooooo delicious. His shirt was off, leaving his muscular chest open for view. His hair was as messy as ever. All Lily wanted to do was scream and rip her clothes off and kiss James for all iternity, but she didn't. Instead she walked up to him, threw her arms about his neck, and hugged him.

"You were incredible. I watched nothing but you."

"Really," James said, he sounded suprised.

"Yeah," Lily breathed.

James pulled away from her and studied her face. Kiss me, kiss me kiss me Lily thought to herself. But instead he smiled.

"My biggest fan."

Lily couldn't take it, why, out of all the fucking times, did he have to be so polite now? Why couldn't he kiss her *now? They stood staring at each other, their arms still around one another. James's eyes were on her lips. They looked so delicious so red....Lily leaned into him and moved her lips towards his ear.

"I want you," she whispered.

He said nothing, but she felt his arms tighten around her.

"Amos-"

"Is gone," she finished for him.

James pulled and stared at her, shocked. She looked so beautiful and she was all his....all his. Her lips were so, so kissable and her eyes were filled with a most unexpected look of desire.

Slowly, James leaned towards her and let his lips meet with hers.