Chapter Five: Death
pt. one Falling [{element: (air)}]
A/N: you know how I feel about disclaimers....long weekends are so boring if you have to stay at home ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He was falling... it seemed to take forever but time didn't matter to him. The cool wind whipped past him and for the first time in his life he felt free....felt the beauty of the world and was unaffected by time. For once time bore with it no hurt, no pain, it was his friend. How time never passed fast enough before, when he felt the racketing feeling of loss as a messenger brought news of his real father's death...
Maybe in a little while, he would be okay, away from this. Maybe in a little while his very existence would be a dim memory only remembered by Mokuba....this is how he wanted it to be. Death...how he was so afraid of it when he was younger...now he realized that it was a way out of suffering, he took the easy way out.
Death was a privilege to have. Something to lean back on when your complete sanity collapses. It is a good thing to have...
then he looked down....
Chapter Six: Death
pt. 2 The lake [{element: (water)}] A/N: Yea I kno the last "chapter was short" it was only half a chapter tho. I intended to merge them (this chapter and the last chapter) together but then it just doesn't seem right. Too bad crappy moods don't last that long...if they did, maybe I could write more.... I need major help on this now. Should I make Seto Kaiba die? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He broke through the calm surface of the lake. The coldness of the lake seeped through his clothes. His body stayed above water for an instant before the rock dragged him down....he made no attempt to resist...he had given up on life. For why shouldn't he? Life had not contained any joy nor any promises for him. It was just another illusion, another lie..
He felt the water swish past him on his way down.... Soon, he hoped, soon he would be out of this damned existance...unloved, except by Mokuba... but that would soon pass. Mokuba would accept his death, it might be difficult, but it was very possible. He should know... he was the one who saw his mother die... the one who saw her suffer that pain. And how indifferent the doctor seemed when he announced that she was dead. How cold that doctor looked... maybe it was through being used to death for Seto had also felt no emotion at his adoptive father's death. All this thinking took less than a minuite...
...he then closed his eyes and waited...waited for death to claim him....waited for the water to drown him....for his own death... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That was depressing wasn't it? Now I'm not sure if Seto Kaiba should die. I'm giving you guys two weeks to E-mail me at lotrfangrl 1012@yahoo.com to tell me how you think it should end... Should Seto die???
pt. one Falling [{element: (air)}]
A/N: you know how I feel about disclaimers....long weekends are so boring if you have to stay at home ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He was falling... it seemed to take forever but time didn't matter to him. The cool wind whipped past him and for the first time in his life he felt free....felt the beauty of the world and was unaffected by time. For once time bore with it no hurt, no pain, it was his friend. How time never passed fast enough before, when he felt the racketing feeling of loss as a messenger brought news of his real father's death...
Maybe in a little while, he would be okay, away from this. Maybe in a little while his very existence would be a dim memory only remembered by Mokuba....this is how he wanted it to be. Death...how he was so afraid of it when he was younger...now he realized that it was a way out of suffering, he took the easy way out.
Death was a privilege to have. Something to lean back on when your complete sanity collapses. It is a good thing to have...
then he looked down....
Chapter Six: Death
pt. 2 The lake [{element: (water)}] A/N: Yea I kno the last "chapter was short" it was only half a chapter tho. I intended to merge them (this chapter and the last chapter) together but then it just doesn't seem right. Too bad crappy moods don't last that long...if they did, maybe I could write more.... I need major help on this now. Should I make Seto Kaiba die? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He broke through the calm surface of the lake. The coldness of the lake seeped through his clothes. His body stayed above water for an instant before the rock dragged him down....he made no attempt to resist...he had given up on life. For why shouldn't he? Life had not contained any joy nor any promises for him. It was just another illusion, another lie..
He felt the water swish past him on his way down.... Soon, he hoped, soon he would be out of this damned existance...unloved, except by Mokuba... but that would soon pass. Mokuba would accept his death, it might be difficult, but it was very possible. He should know... he was the one who saw his mother die... the one who saw her suffer that pain. And how indifferent the doctor seemed when he announced that she was dead. How cold that doctor looked... maybe it was through being used to death for Seto had also felt no emotion at his adoptive father's death. All this thinking took less than a minuite...
...he then closed his eyes and waited...waited for death to claim him....waited for the water to drown him....for his own death... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That was depressing wasn't it? Now I'm not sure if Seto Kaiba should die. I'm giving you guys two weeks to E-mail me at lotrfangrl 1012@yahoo.com to tell me how you think it should end... Should Seto die???