Disclaimer~ I don't own ff people *cries* maybe one day I will =)
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A note: ok chapters are short… but I like them short so yea have fun reading more soon!
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Wakka and Tidus headed off into the stadium and Lulu and I went to the shops.
I couldn't stop thinking where Yuna was what she was doing. I knew she was going to Matt's she had that look on her face when she was around or going there. I had seen them together so many times…you would think someone would tell Ti… but the didn't… they never would… I mean just because Yuna killed Sin… doesn't mean she should toy around with people.
Lulu was like Ti she saw that something was wrong well a lot of thins are on my mind and now that I think about them I cannot hide how troubled I am because of them. I have feelings for Tidus and for Sam… I have been raped… god my life is mixed up!
"Rikku…"
"Yea?"
"Are you ok?"
Lulu gave me one of her famous looks, the seen to go inside you and read your mind.
"Rikku… you can tell me anything you want"
"I wish I could Lu, but something's are for the world to know and some aren't."
"Rikku, I wont tell anyone"
"Sorry Lu I cant…"
And with that I walked off to my house.
I felt so guilty walking off like that I wasn't like me. Lu Properly went to Tidus and Wakka. She would tell them everything, and the Ti or someone will come around in the morning and see if I was ok… which I wont be… I thought as tears started coming to my eyes
When I got home I sat down and cried my life well it was shit again just like my childhood. It was worst then when I got raped by Sir Auron…